> be -1 day old
> sitting nice and cozy in the womb
> hear lots of noise and panic from outside these walls
> suddenly see a light
> pushed through tiny hole, ripping and tearing it on my way out.
> man in white catches me, hands me to mother.
> nurses rinse the placenta juices off me
> arrive to new home. its meh.
> fall asleep. wake up some time later in my new bed.
> all alone, dark room, start crying
> dad walks in, rocks me back to sleep. this man is a god to me.
> as days go by, see lots more of daddy than i do mommy.
> he plays with me, feeds me, makes me happy
> woken up one night by shouting from the next room
> mommy and daddy fighting
> next morning, mommy has bruises on her
> start to hear fighting every night
> mommy leaves in tears one morning
> can't handle anymore, rage wills me to start walking
> climb out of my bed, find gun in dad's closet
> walk up behind him, blow his brains across the walls
> man was my life, but was unforgivable
> break down in tears, what have I done?
> mother comes home, freaks out and starts panicing
> rushes to pick me up off the floor
> look her in the eyes
> i just killed a man,
> put a gun against his head, pulled my trigger
> now he's dead
> mama... life had just begun,
> but now I've gone and thrown it all away