New Year's Eve wasn't a holiday for me.
I've been going through a very rough patch in life.
I was working and trying to get myself out of this situation, but at the end of November just before Thanksgiving, I lost my job.
I spent the money I had saved on temporary housing in a motel, and the rest on Christmas for my family... I didn't want to go another year being unable to give something.
I had applied to maybe 20 something jobs... Bombed 2 interviews, didn't hear from the rest...
After Christmas, I was back to sleeping in my car.
I felt very lost and alone...
I was thinking about my estranged relationship with the Big Man upstairs and how I should probably reach out again... (Thanks for listening btw)
On New Year's Eve I was lurking around FJ, as a sad loner does... And I posted a comment about my plans for the night.
succulentsquirrels replied to my comment, and I took it with a grain of salt....
Then they PMed me, and I knew they were being genuine.
They booked a local motel for me, and i went. Unfortunately that motel didn't take the payment online
So they took the time to seek out another hotel. It was much nicer...
They paid for an entire week.
I felt very awkward and didn't know how to thank them.
I do owe you greatly. I will not forget your kindness.
Over the past week, I have savored a warm shower every morning.
I savored a warm bed in a warm room.
But mostly, I savored Sanctuary.
My stress has gone down drastically.
I feel more in tune and motivated.
I am shaved and clean.
And today in just a couple hours, I begin orientation on my new job.
I knew the best way to thank you with what I have at this time, was to utilize this opportunity to push myself forward.
I took full advantage.
As soon as I am stable again, I will give back to you the kindness you gave me.
And I will help another who needs it whenever I have the opportunity.
We can't do it alone. We have to help each other to heal.
Thank you very much for your kindness.