I now know my childhood is lost forever. Everything I experience could never be the same. I can never play another pokemon game and felt the same way I did the first time when I set out on an amazing journey, I can never read a book twice and feel the same way, I can never feel the same innocence and bliss I had as a child. But At least I'm not alone. I know there are others like me, just like us. This is when you realize that you too have lost your childhood and can never feel the same as when you were a child.