I just want to get this eff my chest and theres really nenene i
could tell this.
after one and half year of relationship i was dumped by my
girlfriend last week she told me that she had someone else and
we eould' be together anymore, she also said that she did'
have any feelings towards me for about three months.
I was broken that i thaught about suicide and i drinked entire
weekend and dent really remember from saturday to sunday
evening exept that i saw my ex kissing with my best friend and
after the kiss they both looked at me and smiled.
After that i went to my heme and just cried and cried until there
was tears Deming eut.
I dent know what to , life just doesent feel worth
living for and the only thing that keeps me alive is the fear of
death and the thaught that its the exact thing that my ex