My friend had no wifi and needed to check his email so he gave me his email password. I read him his email and he hung up. Out of curiosity I went through his emails. I found a conversation between him and this chick and they were sending full ass nudes to each other. Each photo had a different pose from the others (close ups and ****)
Gets Worse
I save the pictures to my computer and fap to them daily,but the pictures I saved weren't of the girl, they were of my friend. I started to feel really bad and delete all the pictures off my computer.
Gets Worse
I now had weird feelings for most of my male friends and I wondered weird things about them. Who was biggest, who was cut, etc. I acted weird around my friends for awhile after I deleted the pictures just wondering.
Gets Worse
One night I stay the night at a different friends house. He says he needs to use the bathroom so I pretend I do to and we both race to the bathroom to see who gets to use it first. I bet him. I looked around and rapped my phone in toilet paper and pushed record. I then put the camera in the trash (which is right by the toilet) facing up. Flushed the toilet to pretend like I pissed. I left bathroom and sat nervously on the couch waiting for my friend to come out of the bathroom. When he comes out, I tell him I think I had food poisoning and need to use the bathroom again. I find the phone and watch the video of my friend pissing.
Gets Worse
I yell out telling my friend I got mad diarrhea so that I can stay in the bathroom longer with an excuse. I reach into my friends laundry hamper (in his bathroom as well) and pull out his jock strap. I sit there smelling his jockstrap and fapping to the video.
Gets Worse
Later that night when m friend was asleep i got out of my sleeping bag and went over to his bed. I reached under the covers and slowly stroked his dick through his boxers, too afraid to touch skin. The next day I stayed the night at his house again, and I repeated everything as well (video, jockstrap, stroke). He never woke up ever. Next morning I regretted everything so quick, I have no clue why I did it, or what motive I had.
I have kept this inside for 3 years, It feels so good to tell someone finally....