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cop Marry sees my
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r see Sam' s poem rewards are
r duck we an alley. and he stops the car
r hear severe mode neared me.
catch up and tackle me
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me he' s mung a sentral journey
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masks fl mm
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one day, we round a peyote plant
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we and space keep themselves
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A fax rapped me on the shoulder then ran inside
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was Navajo artwork, road, and stones, but we had cable TV. , and
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people are mos
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Gerardo wth a tech hrm, on salary mono a year starting
my stay at the reserve and subsequent success, r caught the Interest era name gm my age
Her name' s Marisa
save money. decree ts Irma re leave
r donate a raw thousand to we reserve as a thank you
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forward to seem my parents
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rook out , the country W by new me
wear sky
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hnd me
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