Went to see my dad today... Things aren't looking good. I had to be the one to make the choices about what happens and the nurses said people in his position rarely live longer than a week. It's hard to accept and even though i know it's real, but I'm still in denial. I always thought my dad would live forever, it seemed like no matter what happened, drugs, booze, fights, nothing could kill my old man. But it seems that even berzerker Joe isn't immortal...
*EDIT* My father has been put into a medical coma and is on his last hours/days, I wanna say thank you to everyone for your well wishes and kind words. It would take forever to thank you all induvidauly, so I'm sending a mass thank you to everyone who wished me well. Even though they're just pixels on a screen, every well wish means a lot to me. *EDIT*
*EDIT 2* as of 1:00 am this morning, my father has passed on, as much as I've tried to pretend I'm ok and hide it,all I've done today is cry. Thank you all for the well wishes, I know he's better off now, I'm going in a few hours to talk about funeral arangements,again, thank you everyone for your well wishes and help getting me through these dark times...*EDIT 2*