Today at 8am EST, my wife, the love of my life, is having a C-section to bring our son into this world. I have been strong and put on a brave face around her. But I am terrified. I didn't sleep last night because of my fear alone. I don't really have anyone to rant to or express my feelings to without feeling self conscious. So I just had to say it somewhere that people don't know me personally. I'm ******* terrified. She's my world and we've been looking forward to this for so long. We're here now. This is what we wanted. I wish I wasn't so scared. Wish I could be confident we'll get out on the other side unscathed. Maybe it's sleep deprivation. I just had to get these thoughts out of my head and out there into the ether somewhere.