Yeah I know this place isn't for drama but I have no other outlets. My hest friend of around 8 years now is pushing me out of her life because of her soon to be husband, he has massive self doubt issues that I've been ******* helping him with but no, he still is acting psychotic abous us being friends so I get pushed aside until he "just gets over some issues" which isn't happening. I'm hurt, I never let people in because of this ****. I ******* hate myself, her, and him. I don't even have a meme for this. We have helped each other through some deep **** but all that doesn't matter anymore. She was a ******* stacy cheerleader so maybe it is my fault for trusting someone like that to have integrity. I'm the godfather of her kids for gods sake. She got pregnant in highschool and the dad split so I helped her, no cuck **** she's like a sister to me. God damn it all.