to be honest im not really looking forward to thanksgiving much. im hoping it passes without me noticing. my first friend/first love was murdered during thanksgiving 2013 and my grandpa died the day after last year.
also each year i lose other friends and family.
just the 2013 and 2017 ones were the big ones.
im just tired of losing people.
not sure what im saying here.
maybe just appreciate who you have before they are gone.