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C) There' s an imaginary girl in my room. Am I going fucking crazy
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MM, I come to you, not for advice or to ask for help, but to vent
about something I absolutely can' t tell anyone in my life right,
because I feel I' ll be (rightfully) pumped full of meds: I' been
seeing a girlfriend. She hangs around my room, holds my arm
and walks with me around town, sits by my side on the bus. Talks to me a lot.
Only problem is, she isn' t real, I think I might' become schizophrenic. She looks just like the girl I
crushed on in high school, and calls me the same affectionate nickname that girl did.
I' m a 23 years old , and lately the feeling of loneliness and lack of companionship. combined with
the awful state of my relationship with my family had been taking a toll on me.
Last wednesday, I was laying on my bed looking at the ceiling, when I suddenly felt someone creep up
on me under the sheets. I umped from the bed and saw her there, dressed in a camisole.
ewhat' s wrong’? You scared me. back to bed.
I blinked and she was gone, but I swear to whichever god you believe in, she felt real, looked real,
sounded real. Over the next few days, it kept happening.
I was making coffee. and suddenly she' d start talking to me about the news. and asking at which time
I' d be back home. She just appeared there. It' s hard to explain. One minute it' s normal, and then it' s
like she was always there.
I tried to ignore it, but I decided to call in sick and stay home today. And she never left. Right new
she' s sitting on my bed, right behind me. She' s not saying anything, but every once in a while she
comes and gives me a hug.
I can feet her fucking hair.
I guess this is too long. I' ll continue it below
scared shitless right now. There' s no one there. I took a picture of her with my cell phone two
days ago, and she appeared in the picture. The moment she disappeared (which feels weird. like
waking up from a dream), she vanished from the pic. Or rather, I guess she was never there.
I' m sorry if this isn' t making much sense, but this is a weird as fuck situation. And the worst thing
is, I like it, Last night I decided to ask her to cuddle with me before sleeping. She gave me this
absolutely warm smile, one I' never seen any girl give, and said yes. I could smell the shampoo
on her hair. I could feel how warm her skin is.
I don' t know what the fuck is going on.