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#94 - I feel like you misunderstand, when I say I don't wanna be her…  [+] (2 replies) 11/15/2016 on Depressing comic week 0
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#95 - pokemonstheshiz (11/15/2016) [-]
Once you get used to the effort, you won't really notice it anymore. It'll be just like breathing. It takes effort, yes, but the beauty is that you can focus that effort where you like, and mold it into what you want.
Even if it doesn't feel like it, you have people that care about you. Don't do something that reckless out of laziness
#96 - yomommabinshoppin (11/15/2016) [-]
Oh I am well aware. I refuse let my parents bury me. But after they're gone, so am I.
#92 - Just cause I don't wanna be here anymore  [+] (4 replies) 11/15/2016 on Depressing comic week 0
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#93 - pokemonstheshiz (11/15/2016) [-]
I literally just explained how you can go about changing your perspective. What you feel now isn't permanent.
Why not give that a try for a while? And I mean a real try. Then reconsider. You can't take your thing back if you don't like it.
#94 - yomommabinshoppin (11/15/2016) [-]
I feel like you misunderstand, when I say I don't wanna be here anymore, I mean I don't want to live anymore. And frankly trying to change my perspective takes effort that I am far too lazy to attempt. The desire to live takes effort and apparently I am either out of effort to use, or I just don't value the desire to live. Either way, I thank you for trying to help me, random internet man.
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#95 - pokemonstheshiz (11/15/2016) [-]
Once you get used to the effort, you won't really notice it anymore. It'll be just like breathing. It takes effort, yes, but the beauty is that you can focus that effort where you like, and mold it into what you want.
Even if it doesn't feel like it, you have people that care about you. Don't do something that reckless out of laziness
#96 - yomommabinshoppin (11/15/2016) [-]
Oh I am well aware. I refuse let my parents bury me. But after they're gone, so am I.
#90 - Well, my death for the most part.  [+] (6 replies) 11/15/2016 on Depressing comic week 0
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#91 - pokemonstheshiz (11/15/2016) [-]
But why do you seek that?
Just to do it?
#92 - yomommabinshoppin (11/15/2016) [-]
Just cause I don't wanna be here anymore
User avatar
#93 - pokemonstheshiz (11/15/2016) [-]
I literally just explained how you can go about changing your perspective. What you feel now isn't permanent.
Why not give that a try for a while? And I mean a real try. Then reconsider. You can't take your thing back if you don't like it.
#94 - yomommabinshoppin (11/15/2016) [-]
I feel like you misunderstand, when I say I don't wanna be here anymore, I mean I don't want to live anymore. And frankly trying to change my perspective takes effort that I am far too lazy to attempt. The desire to live takes effort and apparently I am either out of effort to use, or I just don't value the desire to live. Either way, I thank you for trying to help me, random internet man.
User avatar
#95 - pokemonstheshiz (11/15/2016) [-]
Once you get used to the effort, you won't really notice it anymore. It'll be just like breathing. It takes effort, yes, but the beauty is that you can focus that effort where you like, and mold it into what you want.
Even if it doesn't feel like it, you have people that care about you. Don't do something that reckless out of laziness
#96 - yomommabinshoppin (11/15/2016) [-]
Oh I am well aware. I refuse let my parents bury me. But after they're gone, so am I.
#88 - You see, that's the crazy **** though, I actually might want i…  [+] (8 replies) 11/15/2016 on Depressing comic week 0
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#89 - pokemonstheshiz (11/15/2016) [-]
And what would that accomplish?
#90 - yomommabinshoppin (11/15/2016) [-]
Well, my death for the most part.
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#91 - pokemonstheshiz (11/15/2016) [-]
But why do you seek that?
Just to do it?
#92 - yomommabinshoppin (11/15/2016) [-]
Just cause I don't wanna be here anymore
User avatar
#93 - pokemonstheshiz (11/15/2016) [-]
I literally just explained how you can go about changing your perspective. What you feel now isn't permanent.
Why not give that a try for a while? And I mean a real try. Then reconsider. You can't take your thing back if you don't like it.
#94 - yomommabinshoppin (11/15/2016) [-]
I feel like you misunderstand, when I say I don't wanna be here anymore, I mean I don't want to live anymore. And frankly trying to change my perspective takes effort that I am far too lazy to attempt. The desire to live takes effort and apparently I am either out of effort to use, or I just don't value the desire to live. Either way, I thank you for trying to help me, random internet man.
User avatar
#95 - pokemonstheshiz (11/15/2016) [-]
Once you get used to the effort, you won't really notice it anymore. It'll be just like breathing. It takes effort, yes, but the beauty is that you can focus that effort where you like, and mold it into what you want.
Even if it doesn't feel like it, you have people that care about you. Don't do something that reckless out of laziness
#96 - yomommabinshoppin (11/15/2016) [-]
Oh I am well aware. I refuse let my parents bury me. But after they're gone, so am I.
#86 - I just don't think I can set a habit on top of my existing hab…  [+] (10 replies) 11/15/2016 on Depressing comic week 0
#87 - pokemonstheshiz (11/15/2016) [-]
Hating yourself is an addiction, or sorts. Once you let it control you, it's hard to escape its grasp. But this is a prison you created, and you're the one who has the ability to break out of it. And I know to some extent it's almost comforting in a way. You don't have to face your problems head on, you can just hide. And to some extent it's a justification, you can pretend like it's not something you can change, so it's god's fault, or the world's fault for not understanding you. But you can change, and you can learn to not hate yourself (for the most part, no one's that narcissistic). It takes work, and it takes you being willing to try.

One thing you can do: try writing down some of the bad things you think about yourself, and then rationalize why it's probably not true (most of our insecurities are irrational).
For example: "I'm not smart." Well, you're probably not mentally retarded, and you live in the information age. Anything you want to learn, you can probably find tutorials on youtube, or at least a forum where you can ask questions. Maybe you won't get it as quickly as some, but it's not a race.
Shit like that.

As for therapy, if you go to school they often have free counselors, and so do some work places. If none of those, a lot will take insurance, you'd just have to call around.
I can't be the one to fix you, but I want you to know that this is not a permanent state if you don't want it to be. And trust me, you don't want it to be.
#88 - yomommabinshoppin (11/15/2016) [-]
You see, that's the crazy shit though, I actually might want it to be permanent. For some stupid ass reason I want it to be unchangeable so I can have an excuse to jump off the nearest tall building
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#89 - pokemonstheshiz (11/15/2016) [-]
And what would that accomplish?
#90 - yomommabinshoppin (11/15/2016) [-]
Well, my death for the most part.
User avatar
#91 - pokemonstheshiz (11/15/2016) [-]
But why do you seek that?
Just to do it?
#92 - yomommabinshoppin (11/15/2016) [-]
Just cause I don't wanna be here anymore
User avatar
#93 - pokemonstheshiz (11/15/2016) [-]
I literally just explained how you can go about changing your perspective. What you feel now isn't permanent.
Why not give that a try for a while? And I mean a real try. Then reconsider. You can't take your thing back if you don't like it.
#94 - yomommabinshoppin (11/15/2016) [-]
I feel like you misunderstand, when I say I don't wanna be here anymore, I mean I don't want to live anymore. And frankly trying to change my perspective takes effort that I am far too lazy to attempt. The desire to live takes effort and apparently I am either out of effort to use, or I just don't value the desire to live. Either way, I thank you for trying to help me, random internet man.
User avatar
#95 - pokemonstheshiz (11/15/2016) [-]
Once you get used to the effort, you won't really notice it anymore. It'll be just like breathing. It takes effort, yes, but the beauty is that you can focus that effort where you like, and mold it into what you want.
Even if it doesn't feel like it, you have people that care about you. Don't do something that reckless out of laziness
#96 - yomommabinshoppin (11/15/2016) [-]
Oh I am well aware. I refuse let my parents bury me. But after they're gone, so am I.
#45 - I know what the words need to amount to, just not what they ac…  [+] (12 replies) 11/14/2016 on Depressing comic week +1
#51 - pokemonstheshiz (11/14/2016) [-]
I don't know what you've done that makes you feel like a terrible person, but there's really only one thing you can do. Move on. Maybe you'll never forgive yourself for what you did in the past, but you can change what you do in the present. Do some good for yourself, or someone else (don't just volunteer and shit to feel like a better person, that won't make you feel better. Find things or people you legitimately would like to help, and have that be your only goal)
I've slowly started to realize that most lasting negative things I feel are just a product of my own mind. Hating yourself will only drive others away, it won't improve or atone for anything. Once you get stuck in a mindset about yourself it's hard to get out of, but it's possible. Emotions and mindsets are habitual, and it will get better with consistent willpower.
Some rando on the internet probably isn't very comforting, but if you truly want to change you should seek a therapist who can help you.
#86 - yomommabinshoppin (11/15/2016) [-]
I just don't think I can set a habit on top of my existing habits. Have you ever felt like hating yourself is an addiction, like you almost want to hate yourself? Like I can't find the willpower or the focus or the desire to do anything, which consequently allows me to hate myself, and then feeds whatever this weirdass addiction is.

Also therapy is for those who have the money, the willpower, and those who don't secretly want to hate themselves.
#87 - pokemonstheshiz (11/15/2016) [-]
Hating yourself is an addiction, or sorts. Once you let it control you, it's hard to escape its grasp. But this is a prison you created, and you're the one who has the ability to break out of it. And I know to some extent it's almost comforting in a way. You don't have to face your problems head on, you can just hide. And to some extent it's a justification, you can pretend like it's not something you can change, so it's god's fault, or the world's fault for not understanding you. But you can change, and you can learn to not hate yourself (for the most part, no one's that narcissistic). It takes work, and it takes you being willing to try.

One thing you can do: try writing down some of the bad things you think about yourself, and then rationalize why it's probably not true (most of our insecurities are irrational).
For example: "I'm not smart." Well, you're probably not mentally retarded, and you live in the information age. Anything you want to learn, you can probably find tutorials on youtube, or at least a forum where you can ask questions. Maybe you won't get it as quickly as some, but it's not a race.
Shit like that.

As for therapy, if you go to school they often have free counselors, and so do some work places. If none of those, a lot will take insurance, you'd just have to call around.
I can't be the one to fix you, but I want you to know that this is not a permanent state if you don't want it to be. And trust me, you don't want it to be.
#88 - yomommabinshoppin (11/15/2016) [-]
You see, that's the crazy shit though, I actually might want it to be permanent. For some stupid ass reason I want it to be unchangeable so I can have an excuse to jump off the nearest tall building
User avatar
#89 - pokemonstheshiz (11/15/2016) [-]
And what would that accomplish?
#90 - yomommabinshoppin (11/15/2016) [-]
Well, my death for the most part.
User avatar
#91 - pokemonstheshiz (11/15/2016) [-]
But why do you seek that?
Just to do it?
#92 - yomommabinshoppin (11/15/2016) [-]
Just cause I don't wanna be here anymore
User avatar
#93 - pokemonstheshiz (11/15/2016) [-]
I literally just explained how you can go about changing your perspective. What you feel now isn't permanent.
Why not give that a try for a while? And I mean a real try. Then reconsider. You can't take your thing back if you don't like it.
#94 - yomommabinshoppin (11/15/2016) [-]
I feel like you misunderstand, when I say I don't wanna be here anymore, I mean I don't want to live anymore. And frankly trying to change my perspective takes effort that I am far too lazy to attempt. The desire to live takes effort and apparently I am either out of effort to use, or I just don't value the desire to live. Either way, I thank you for trying to help me, random internet man.
User avatar
#95 - pokemonstheshiz (11/15/2016) [-]
Once you get used to the effort, you won't really notice it anymore. It'll be just like breathing. It takes effort, yes, but the beauty is that you can focus that effort where you like, and mold it into what you want.
Even if it doesn't feel like it, you have people that care about you. Don't do something that reckless out of laziness
#96 - yomommabinshoppin (11/15/2016) [-]
Oh I am well aware. I refuse let my parents bury me. But after they're gone, so am I.