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#18 - To be perfectly honest (well to be PERFECTLY honest I have kno… 07/22/2016 on Nyesi Ubseytyot Ytei 0
#12 - I found a cute gamer girlfriend who wanted to sit in my lap an…  [+] (3 new replies) 07/22/2016 on Nyesi Ubseytyot Ytei +6
#16 - anon (07/22/2016) [-]
Let's be honest here. If you want a "cute gamer girlfriend who wanted to sit in my lap and play games all the time", you're aiming for an idealised stereotype, and if someone is actually acting like one, you will want to avoid this person.

I am a girl. I am a gamer. I don't act "cute" and sit on my partner's lap when we play against each other. We get ambitious, get upset when one of us gets beaten, and we specifically don't play fighting games, because I rage at them too much. We played Hearthstone as well, but then my bf was getting upset when I was beating him.

That's reality of gaming couples. If you are a gamer at heart, you won't get cuddly-kissy-assy over them, even with your partner.

We get cuddly-kissy-assy on bazillion of other occassions, though. Because healthy relationships have a bit of everything, even cheesiness.

So yeah. My point is that you may have your gaming girlfriend, but just accept the fact that she will be a person like you. Sometimes being a couch potato in front of pc, sometimes cooking you dinner, other times eating a lazy ramen because no one felt like doing anything today.

Don't get your past experiences stain you for too long. There are good girls out there. And, in fact, once you've met a manipulative piece of shit, I am certain you will be able to recognize them beforehand from now on. I've learned to avoid assholes by encountering one previously in my life, and experience like that works like a charm provided you are willing to learn from it.

Because, that's the truth, even though it's unpleasant - if you got yourself into this mess, you have made mistakes. Backtrack to them and make sure you never repeat them again.
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#18 - xJCLx (07/22/2016) [-]
To be perfectly honest (well to be PERFECTLY honest I have know idea why I'm venting this to some stranger online), I never wanted that "cutesy gamer girlfriend", because she never really tried to be that in the first place. We met long distance after a very nasty falling out with older friends of mine, who similarly used me to fall back on when they had problems, but suddenly didn't have the time or care or attention when I had even the smallest one. She picked me up, helped dust me off and put me on the right track, and our relationship bloomed form there, to the point where I would drive 5 hours to spend a week at her house, and her two weeks as mine. The fact we liked video games was just a way to connect for us, as we met through a subreddit for people looking for new groups/players to join in league of legends.

She had a lot of early signs she was more than a little unhinged; she constantly berated me over the smallest things, accused me of things I never even did, and generally made me feel like absolute shit to the point of drinking myself into a depression-fueled stupor over the most minor accident that she wouldn't take any explanation or reasoning for. I noticed far too late when she made me abandon one of my closest friends because he was smart enough to realize what she was doing to me and tried to help me. Several months and a suicide attempt later and I'm left empty and used and violated.

No matter what it was; how under performing I was during sex (as the result of a high dose of an SSRI antidepressant which causes inability to obtain an erection even in low doses), the fact I get night terrors and pissed the sheets one night, the fact I didn't have a license yet, the fact I wouldn't just "get over" my depression so I could drop everything and take care of her every whim on demand. Nothing I could do would ever satisfy her, and I was on the receiving end of berates and insults to my character, explaining how worthless I was in comparison to her exes that she "should've stayed with". But when I told her how she'd been acting was destroying me mentally, when her ability to control me with guilt and overbearing insults finally stopped, when I wanted to break up was when she finally decided I wasn't a child like she'd told me a hundred times, I was the person she loved and wanted to be with. And it hurt even more knowing she was only saying those things to keep me in her pocket, because the moment I gave her a second chance it was right back to the same old song and dance.


But, to end this long-winded and off topic rant about how shitty my life has been; I didn't start dating her because she was the cutesy gamer girl to be honest, I was just saying that in reference to the post, and how you shouldn't look for someone just for that reason, because not everything you want is what you'll get. Gaming was just a thing we had in common, it was her deceiving way of manipulating me into bending over backwards and drinking and swallowing pills and stress smoking and hitting myself when I let her down for the smallest thing. It was her way of making me believe at first that she wasn't all that bad, that made me stay, and eventually got me on the receiving end of 3 different anti-depressant changes in half a year. Sorry for the rant, this is just all fresh in my head and I haven't had much chance to vent about it all.
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#15 - theacespecialist (07/22/2016) [-]
Don't let other people use you as a doormat. You already broke up with her, its in the past, and its obvious she didn't care about you farther than she can throw you. Shes not worth the time it takes you to think about it. If you run into her, and you think its going to get stupid, just remember; if one of you has to have a shitty time, make sure its not you.
#13 - Picture 07/10/2016 on Bloodborne Comp +6
#210 - You either die a hero, or live long enough to see yourself bec… 01/29/2016 on Spoilers 0
#9 - One of my favorite boss themes in the game 01/09/2016 on That Ludwig fight tho +1
#4 - It's definitely one of my favorite fights in the game, right n… 01/08/2016 on That Ludwig fight tho 0
#2 - Damn, took me and my friend (we play on the same character whe…  [+] (2 new replies) 01/08/2016 on That Ludwig fight tho 0
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#3 - iwassubjectsigma (01/08/2016) [-]
Huh, it was the exact opposite for me. I did good the first few times I fought him, but I seemed to degenerate over time and got worse and worse. I ended up calling in backup with the beckoning bell and he was still an asshole to beat. xD Two guys actually came in to help me but one died literally within the first 15 seconds. I gotta agree though, when he pulls out that fucking sword... so badass. I wasn't expecting him to use that.
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#4 - xJCLx (01/08/2016) [-]
It's definitely one of my favorite fights in the game, right next to Gehrman, Maria and Gascoigne. All of them are just so well designed and have absolutely fantastic music.
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#3003 - Picture  [+] (1 new reply) 04/20/2015 on What do you currently look... 0
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#3411 - plataeiou (04/20/2015) [-]
You look like you just took the most satisfying fart.
#6 - This is the only gym playlist I need 03/17/2015 on My Top Gym Songs +2
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