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#14 - You can literally do better than this. Having a lazy day?  [+] (2 replies) 08/12/2016 on Excellent recovery 0
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#15 - levvy (08/12/2016) [-]
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I'm just getting back into the swing of things.
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#16 - wallbuilder (08/12/2016) [-]
Get a few quick replies to bolster inspiration, I suppose?
#135 - Nerd. 08/08/2016 on Sword Porn +3
#105 - aye 08/07/2016 on Fanservice. +1
#55 - When I fap I lose a ton of testosterone and become a limp blan…  [+] (5 replies) 08/06/2016 on Fanservice. +1
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#56 - thechosentroll (08/06/2016) [-]
The amount of testosterone you lose is greatly exaggerated, the stuff boxers and weightlifters do where they don't jack off or have sex before a competition helps psychologically more than anything. Also leads to a bunch of frustration, which is just begging to be let out by beating the shit out of someone.

The main reason people feel weak and useless after jacking off is because of the weird notion that "*sob* *sob* I'm such a loser, cause I jack off instead of going out and banging random bitches like a normal person." even though normal people jack off as well. It's nothing to do with testosterone, you just associate the act with self-pity and doubt, hence why you probably feel better now. You're not doing better because of extra testosterone, you're doing better because you decided to grow a spine and make a change in your life, even if a minor one, so your brain subconsciously goes "WOO! I've got control over my own life. I AM THE MASTER OF MY OWN FATE! Have some dopamine, fucker.".

In short, it's nothing physical, it just feels good to know you're doing something productive with your life. Same reason exercise makes you feel all pumped up and energetic.
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#74 - wallbuilder (08/06/2016) [-]
No, I am aware of my situation. I don't feel shame in jacking it, but I have far less willpower when I do. I think there's a lot wrong with my brain but fucked if I would even know where to begin.
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#69 - chichaaron (08/06/2016) [-]
You know, I think you might have a point, but my brain has been so fucked up by anxiety and depression that I can't convince myself not to feel weak and shorty after I let one out.
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#101 - thechosentroll (08/06/2016) [-]
>>#74, Everyone knows that the first step to solving a problem is acknowledging the fact that you have a problem. Congrats, you both made it that far. Now, the second step, which quite a few people forget even exists, is to actually try and solve your problem.

Do not misunderstand me, I'm not saying "get over it" or that it's going to be easy. But it is very much possible. No matter how fucked your brain is, if you're still capable of coherent speech, there's still something that can be salvaged in there, no matter how much of a broken, dysfunctional mess you are. You CAN improve. Even if it's just a little bit. The key is to find the source of the problem. The depression and anxiety are symptoms, not the cause, you have to find what's causing them. Talk to a professional, make a list of things that make you sad or anxious and find the common causes of said things, sit alone in the dark for 5 hours, thinking about where your life went wrong and what caused it. It's really fucking unpleasant and it may take weeks or even months to finally figure out, but it's a key part of unfucking yourself.

Gonna be honest, I much care for other people's problems. The only reason I'm giving half a fuck about either of you is because I used to be the same, I used to spew the same bullshit about how it's too late and how I can't fix myself and it took me fucking years of pain and bullying, that rendered me nearly incapable of normal human fucking interaction, for me to finally get fucking pissed enough to do something about it. I found the source of my problems, I used my seething rage as a driving force and I fucking fixed it. It took years of anger, frustration and constant failure to get back what people had taken from me, but it worked. It fucking worked and for the first time in over a decade, I was a happy, functional person. So now it really fucking pisses me off whenever I see someone in the same situation, who's giving up like I nearly did. If you're gonna give me that "You don't get it" or "You can't just fix it" crap, don't bother. You're fucking wrong. You can be fixed, it gets better, you just have to stop making excuses and actually DO something about it.
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#104 - wallbuilder (08/07/2016) [-]
I'm actually in the "recovery" stage right now, don't worry. But thanks.