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#4933 - I do that all the time there is a girl at work I like…  [+] (21 replies) 07/07/2016 on thundercloud's profile 0
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#4936 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
Also, on another news I got job as a cashier for a while. I met another part-time girl and we chat a bit after work. She's nice person but I don't even feel like being friends with her. But I guess its kinda mandatory now that we chat...
She's nice person so technically I should try my chances with her but I feel completely unprepared for this world, not to say for relationship...
User avatar
#4938 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
I'm trying not to get involved with coworkers
If it doesn't work out it'll be to awkward
But the heart will want what it wants
User avatar
#4939 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
Some days, I feel like I should grow up to help defeat illuminaty and some days I feel like I just wanna find a love and have a romance...

This whole thing must sound so stupid... But it just is so...
User avatar
#4940 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
I know how you feel
Sometimes I want love
and sometimes I feel like I should just give up on myself
User avatar
#4941 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
See... On other days, I'd tell you not to give up. But today I feel like I don't care about anything...

But you probably shouldn't give up...

It's been indeed a long time since you used to come here often and we'd chat like a very close friends : ) Its been great but after all that time its now hard to recall it and draw inspiration from it...

I guess it was bound to happen. At least to me... I was holding out on my desires for so long until today now that I don't even feel the desire for romance... I guess it'd be pretty hard to hope for anything with my coworker while I am just aware how unprepared I am... It would be super stupid...
User avatar
#4942 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
At least we are talking now
It's feels good to know that we can still talk to each other after a long period of time
That gives me a bit of hope
#4943 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
Thanks : ) I think you saying that just convinced me to be that good guy from before : )

Lately you seemed really busy. Sadly... Would you reply if I weren't to ask you for help? : )
User avatar
#4944 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
I'll always reply
whenever you want help or just want to say hi
It's always nice to hear from a friend
#4945 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
Those are comforting words :3
I am glad you still come around this place from time to time...

So, wanna tell me about your crush?
User avatar
#4946 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
There isn't much to tell
She's funny, cute, we have a lot in common, like the fact neither of us have ever fucked a man
#4948 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
I knew I shouldn't have watched those TV series today...
But noo, instead I told to myself, "what could go wrong"?
Aaand yeah, I guess it fucked me up a bit...
User avatar
#4947 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
Thats nice thing to have in common : )

How long do you know her? Maybe you two can be lesbians together :3
err, sorry : )

User avatar
#4949 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
About two or three months
There is also another problem
Before her there was another coworker I liked
Still do
I never made a move on her because she is beyond my league
To me she is amazing
And I just don't have a chance
Then the other girl came along and I decided to be assertive and open up, then she turns out to be a lesbian
User avatar
#4950 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
You pood dude...
I guess its great when you can open up to people like that.
I guess I wouldn't be able to do that all too easily coz the stuff I've seen and my secrets...

If nothing else you could probably still reach out to that other girl from before? Got any way to contact her? : )
User avatar
#4953 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
Just face book
User avatar
#4954 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
I guess thats something...

: )

Daamn, you almost got a girlfriend! I'd wish you that : )

Anyways, do you still live with roomate?
User avatar
#4951 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
Just passing conversation at work
I'd rather not try again for a while
Just in case
User avatar
#4952 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
I see...
But you do have a way to contact her eh? : )
User avatar
#4934 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
Oh man, I am sorry about that :l

Though I still feel like this is really weird... Or maybe its because we are just emotional? I guess that'd be possible in my case...
User avatar
#4935 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
I think it might be because we're emotional
I can't hate anyone and I fall in love to easily
It's easy to manipulate someone like that
We also might just be bipolar
User avatar
#4937 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
I doubt you are bipolar. If you come to love someone easier, than hate someone than you obviously lean to a direction.
I dunoo about me though. I guess it'd be possible... Likely even...
#4930 - Go ahead and tell me what's going on I don't know if I can…  [+] (27 replies) 07/07/2016 on thundercloud's profile 0
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#4931 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
this morning I've been out for a run. Its been pretty good and I felt my spirits high. Later afternoon I watched some drama TV series and it made me like... I am disregarding my life values...

Some time in the past when I was studying for finals, I was watching Game of thrones from time to time and it kinda made me bitter and stuff. It stayed like that until I finished watching it and came back to FJ pony thread and read MLP fanfics. It was like 180 degree turn... Maybe not 180 but at least 120...

What do I do with that? People should not switch their attitude towards life in the matter of hours...
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#4933 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
I do that all the time
there is a girl at work I like, but she's a lesbian, and every time I see her I get super depressed because I have no chance, then I'll watch a movie or TV show and forget about it then feel better about myself and how my life is going, then after going through that emotional shift I'll start questioning my thoughts and start the whole cycle again
User avatar
#4936 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
Also, on another news I got job as a cashier for a while. I met another part-time girl and we chat a bit after work. She's nice person but I don't even feel like being friends with her. But I guess its kinda mandatory now that we chat...
She's nice person so technically I should try my chances with her but I feel completely unprepared for this world, not to say for relationship...
User avatar
#4938 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
I'm trying not to get involved with coworkers
If it doesn't work out it'll be to awkward
But the heart will want what it wants
User avatar
#4939 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
Some days, I feel like I should grow up to help defeat illuminaty and some days I feel like I just wanna find a love and have a romance...

This whole thing must sound so stupid... But it just is so...
User avatar
#4940 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
I know how you feel
Sometimes I want love
and sometimes I feel like I should just give up on myself
User avatar
#4941 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
See... On other days, I'd tell you not to give up. But today I feel like I don't care about anything...

But you probably shouldn't give up...

It's been indeed a long time since you used to come here often and we'd chat like a very close friends : ) Its been great but after all that time its now hard to recall it and draw inspiration from it...

I guess it was bound to happen. At least to me... I was holding out on my desires for so long until today now that I don't even feel the desire for romance... I guess it'd be pretty hard to hope for anything with my coworker while I am just aware how unprepared I am... It would be super stupid...
User avatar
#4942 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
At least we are talking now
It's feels good to know that we can still talk to each other after a long period of time
That gives me a bit of hope
#4943 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
Thanks : ) I think you saying that just convinced me to be that good guy from before : )

Lately you seemed really busy. Sadly... Would you reply if I weren't to ask you for help? : )
User avatar
#4944 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
I'll always reply
whenever you want help or just want to say hi
It's always nice to hear from a friend
#4945 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
Those are comforting words :3
I am glad you still come around this place from time to time...

So, wanna tell me about your crush?
User avatar
#4946 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
There isn't much to tell
She's funny, cute, we have a lot in common, like the fact neither of us have ever fucked a man
#4948 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
I knew I shouldn't have watched those TV series today...
But noo, instead I told to myself, "what could go wrong"?
Aaand yeah, I guess it fucked me up a bit...
User avatar
#4947 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
Thats nice thing to have in common : )

How long do you know her? Maybe you two can be lesbians together :3
err, sorry : )

User avatar
#4949 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
About two or three months
There is also another problem
Before her there was another coworker I liked
Still do
I never made a move on her because she is beyond my league
To me she is amazing
And I just don't have a chance
Then the other girl came along and I decided to be assertive and open up, then she turns out to be a lesbian
User avatar
#4950 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
You pood dude...
I guess its great when you can open up to people like that.
I guess I wouldn't be able to do that all too easily coz the stuff I've seen and my secrets...

If nothing else you could probably still reach out to that other girl from before? Got any way to contact her? : )
User avatar
#4953 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
Just face book
User avatar
#4954 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
I guess thats something...

: )

Daamn, you almost got a girlfriend! I'd wish you that : )

Anyways, do you still live with roomate?
User avatar
#4951 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
Just passing conversation at work
I'd rather not try again for a while
Just in case
User avatar
#4952 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
I see...
But you do have a way to contact her eh? : )
User avatar
#4934 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
Oh man, I am sorry about that :l

Though I still feel like this is really weird... Or maybe its because we are just emotional? I guess that'd be possible in my case...
User avatar
#4935 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
I think it might be because we're emotional
I can't hate anyone and I fall in love to easily
It's easy to manipulate someone like that
We also might just be bipolar
User avatar
#4937 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
I doubt you are bipolar. If you come to love someone easier, than hate someone than you obviously lean to a direction.
I dunoo about me though. I guess it'd be possible... Likely even...
User avatar
#4932 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
I feel like it can be used to easily manipulate me... Its like literally having no spine in the sense of "morals"...
User avatar
#4957 - spirits (07/07/2016) [-]
You actually might be Bi-Polar, or maybe just sensitive.
Who knows? Try not to focus on shows too much, running is a good way to stay positive, keep doing that.
User avatar
#4959 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
My other friend who's studying phsychology would say ambivert.
But I guess bi-polar would be hyperactive ambivert then...
User avatar
#4960 - spirits (07/07/2016) [-]
Yea maybe not something so extreme as Bi-Polar then, i'm not a psych major
#4928 - Hey man What's up, how's it going  [+] (29 replies) 07/07/2016 on thundercloud's profile 0
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#4929 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
I think I am in trouble. My life actually goess ok but I need someone who I can trust and I think you might be just the guy. I want to share something with you and know what you think about it...

In all seriousness, my personality and moods can change rather quickly whenever I watch some movie/tv series, play video games or read stories. The change stays until I am influenced by something with different attitude polarity.

I hope I made some sense...

I feel in trouble. That can't be all too good right? The change stays indefinitely unless changed again...
User avatar
#4930 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
Go ahead and tell me what's going on
I don't know if I can help much but I'll try my best
User avatar
#4931 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
this morning I've been out for a run. Its been pretty good and I felt my spirits high. Later afternoon I watched some drama TV series and it made me like... I am disregarding my life values...

Some time in the past when I was studying for finals, I was watching Game of thrones from time to time and it kinda made me bitter and stuff. It stayed like that until I finished watching it and came back to FJ pony thread and read MLP fanfics. It was like 180 degree turn... Maybe not 180 but at least 120...

What do I do with that? People should not switch their attitude towards life in the matter of hours...
User avatar
#4933 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
I do that all the time
there is a girl at work I like, but she's a lesbian, and every time I see her I get super depressed because I have no chance, then I'll watch a movie or TV show and forget about it then feel better about myself and how my life is going, then after going through that emotional shift I'll start questioning my thoughts and start the whole cycle again
User avatar
#4936 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
Also, on another news I got job as a cashier for a while. I met another part-time girl and we chat a bit after work. She's nice person but I don't even feel like being friends with her. But I guess its kinda mandatory now that we chat...
She's nice person so technically I should try my chances with her but I feel completely unprepared for this world, not to say for relationship...
User avatar
#4938 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
I'm trying not to get involved with coworkers
If it doesn't work out it'll be to awkward
But the heart will want what it wants
User avatar
#4939 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
Some days, I feel like I should grow up to help defeat illuminaty and some days I feel like I just wanna find a love and have a romance...

This whole thing must sound so stupid... But it just is so...
User avatar
#4940 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
I know how you feel
Sometimes I want love
and sometimes I feel like I should just give up on myself
User avatar
#4941 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
See... On other days, I'd tell you not to give up. But today I feel like I don't care about anything...

But you probably shouldn't give up...

It's been indeed a long time since you used to come here often and we'd chat like a very close friends : ) Its been great but after all that time its now hard to recall it and draw inspiration from it...

I guess it was bound to happen. At least to me... I was holding out on my desires for so long until today now that I don't even feel the desire for romance... I guess it'd be pretty hard to hope for anything with my coworker while I am just aware how unprepared I am... It would be super stupid...
User avatar
#4942 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
At least we are talking now
It's feels good to know that we can still talk to each other after a long period of time
That gives me a bit of hope
#4943 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
Thanks : ) I think you saying that just convinced me to be that good guy from before : )

Lately you seemed really busy. Sadly... Would you reply if I weren't to ask you for help? : )
User avatar
#4944 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
I'll always reply
whenever you want help or just want to say hi
It's always nice to hear from a friend
#4945 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
Those are comforting words :3
I am glad you still come around this place from time to time...

So, wanna tell me about your crush?
User avatar
#4946 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
There isn't much to tell
She's funny, cute, we have a lot in common, like the fact neither of us have ever fucked a man
#4948 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
I knew I shouldn't have watched those TV series today...
But noo, instead I told to myself, "what could go wrong"?
Aaand yeah, I guess it fucked me up a bit...
User avatar
#4947 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
Thats nice thing to have in common : )

How long do you know her? Maybe you two can be lesbians together :3
err, sorry : )

User avatar
#4949 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
About two or three months
There is also another problem
Before her there was another coworker I liked
Still do
I never made a move on her because she is beyond my league
To me she is amazing
And I just don't have a chance
Then the other girl came along and I decided to be assertive and open up, then she turns out to be a lesbian
User avatar
#4950 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
You pood dude...
I guess its great when you can open up to people like that.
I guess I wouldn't be able to do that all too easily coz the stuff I've seen and my secrets...

If nothing else you could probably still reach out to that other girl from before? Got any way to contact her? : )
User avatar
#4953 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
Just face book
User avatar
#4954 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
I guess thats something...

: )

Daamn, you almost got a girlfriend! I'd wish you that : )

Anyways, do you still live with roomate?
User avatar
#4951 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
Just passing conversation at work
I'd rather not try again for a while
Just in case
User avatar
#4952 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
I see...
But you do have a way to contact her eh? : )
User avatar
#4934 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
Oh man, I am sorry about that :l

Though I still feel like this is really weird... Or maybe its because we are just emotional? I guess that'd be possible in my case...
User avatar
#4935 - thundercloud (07/07/2016) [-]
I think it might be because we're emotional
I can't hate anyone and I fall in love to easily
It's easy to manipulate someone like that
We also might just be bipolar
User avatar
#4937 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
I doubt you are bipolar. If you come to love someone easier, than hate someone than you obviously lean to a direction.
I dunoo about me though. I guess it'd be possible... Likely even...
User avatar
#4932 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
I feel like it can be used to easily manipulate me... Its like literally having no spine in the sense of "morals"...
User avatar
#4957 - spirits (07/07/2016) [-]
You actually might be Bi-Polar, or maybe just sensitive.
Who knows? Try not to focus on shows too much, running is a good way to stay positive, keep doing that.
User avatar
#4959 - onefuckingskurut (07/07/2016) [-]
My other friend who's studying phsychology would say ambivert.
But I guess bi-polar would be hyperactive ambivert then...
User avatar
#4960 - spirits (07/07/2016) [-]
Yea maybe not something so extreme as Bi-Polar then, i'm not a psych major
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#19 - itsjustabaitbro (07/01/2016) [-]
I... don't know why you would, though.
But alrighty
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