did it drain your pipe

I was pipin hard

Dude, I'm not sure if you want advice or just want to vent, but eitherway a small tip.

I was feeling down for a long while, I developed a depression when I was around 14 that held on until around half a year ago. It ended with me just sitting down and having a LONG fucking thinking pause. I decided what I liked and didn't like with my life and I thought up what I could change for the better and what was out of my power.

In the end I decided that "fuck it" I can't be assed being sad anymore, or care about my weight or how I look. I decide to try and focus on fun things instead of the bad things.

I think you should sit down as well and have a long darn think about life and what you want with it. Maybe you will find something small that you can change that will improve your life at least a tiny bit.

Or some shit like that man, I don't know, I suck at typing out my thoughts.

lol no I'm fine even if my life sucks as long as someone elses is improved for the better through me my life is perfect

(insert mexican kid who says why not both here.jpg)

oh yeah and reaction image is closest I have to mexican kid

Well, I am sick, I have a hiatel hernia and gerd along with severe depression which is a byproduct of stress and abuse from my father and his wife, I am not very smart, I am 12k in debt for a college I failed, I am engaged to a woman who I don't love anymore, the woman of my dreams is marrying a douchebag who yells at her because she needs to talk to him about money, I lived in a house with black mold and it harmed my immune system, so when I get sick i stay sick, I would take anti biotics but my doctor is a pill pusher and I am immune to them now, however despite all this and more I have a stable job and I am always in a good mood, I make more than minimum wage, I am lucky enough to have internet and a roof above my head and food on my plate 3 times a day, although I shouldnt because I have developed in the past 2 years a eating disorder and cant stop eating, gained 100 pounds in 3 months, then stopped gaining weight idk why... and I get to play retarded games like league and have a loving family and friends that are to die for... I guess thats my life pretty sad but its there, thanks to my mom, w/o her I'd be dead... ok story end

Dude, I'm not sure if you want advice or just want to vent, but eitherway a small tip.

I was feeling down for a long while, I developed a depression when I was around 14 that held on until around half a year ago. It ended with me just sitting down and having a LONG fucking thinking pause. I decided what I liked and didn't like with my life and I thought up what I could change for the better and what was out of my power.

In the end I decided that "fuck it" I can't be assed being sad anymore, or care about my weight or how I look. I decide to try and focus on fun things instead of the bad things.

I think you should sit down as well and have a long darn think about life and what you want with it. Maybe you will find something small that you can change that will improve your life at least a tiny bit.

Or some shit like that man, I don't know, I suck at typing out my thoughts.

lol no I'm fine even if my life sucks as long as someone elses is improved for the better through me my life is perfect