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#954348 - Doing alright but pretty tired.  [+] (1 new reply) 07/22/2015 on Ponyville +3
User avatar #954350 - totallynatedrake (07/22/2015) [-]
same here
#954345 - Well I can usually stay up for quite a bit even on just a few …  [+] (1 new reply) 07/22/2015 on Ponyville +4
#954352 - flugeljester (07/22/2015) [-]
butbutbut....alllll day?
that takes like a ton of will power
or maybe im just super lazy...BUT ITS IMPRESSIVE EITHER WAY!
#954335 - I know, Im gonna head to bed in a bit.  [+] (3 new replies) 07/22/2015 on Ponyville +4
#954340 - flugeljester (07/22/2015) [-]
*paps* good poni
thought....staying up all day with only 3 hours of sleep? how do you even manage that
i usually HAVE to nap if i get anything under 5 hours
or else i just knock out where i am after a couple of hours

are you magic?
#954345 - princesscadence (07/22/2015) [-]
Well I can usually stay up for quite a bit even on just a few hours of sleep....
#954352 - flugeljester (07/22/2015) [-]
butbutbut....alllll day?
that takes like a ton of will power
or maybe im just super lazy...BUT ITS IMPRESSIVE EITHER WAY!
#954334 - You bet it is.  [+] (3 new replies) 07/22/2015 on Ponyville +3
#954339 - totallynatedrake (07/22/2015) [-]
how are you
#954348 - princesscadence (07/22/2015) [-]
Doing alright but pretty tired.
User avatar #954350 - totallynatedrake (07/22/2015) [-]
same here
#954327 - Well I had a few problems that kept me up.  [+] (5 new replies) 07/22/2015 on Ponyville +4
#954332 - flugeljester (07/22/2015) [-]
bleehhhh
then what are you doing up now! you should be making up for the lack of sleeps
pls
#954335 - princesscadence (07/22/2015) [-]
I know, Im gonna head to bed in a bit.
#954340 - flugeljester (07/22/2015) [-]
*paps* good poni
thought....staying up all day with only 3 hours of sleep? how do you even manage that
i usually HAVE to nap if i get anything under 5 hours
or else i just knock out where i am after a couple of hours

are you magic?
#954345 - princesscadence (07/22/2015) [-]
Well I can usually stay up for quite a bit even on just a few hours of sleep....
#954352 - flugeljester (07/22/2015) [-]
butbutbut....alllll day?
that takes like a ton of will power
or maybe im just super lazy...BUT ITS IMPRESSIVE EITHER WAY!
#954318 - Pretty tired. Been up all night pretty much.  [+] (1 new reply) 07/22/2015 on Ponyville +3
#954321 - novabird (07/22/2015) [-]
ah, at least just tired, you can fix that though, should go to bed so you get a full nights sleep.
i'm still recovering from yesterday, on top of all that stuff i was also up till 5am from tea so did it all on 2 hours of sleep and finally lost it and crashed, actually i might sleep soon as well.
#954313 - What's up?  [+] (3 new replies) 07/22/2015 on Ponyville +3
#954316 - novabird (07/22/2015) [-]
been relaxing and watching videos all day and picking on nova, aside that worked on a tractor yesterday and went to the first actual party i have been to in nearly 10 years at family friends place.
thine self?
#954318 - princesscadence (07/22/2015) [-]
Pretty tired. Been up all night pretty much.
#954321 - novabird (07/22/2015) [-]
ah, at least just tired, you can fix that though, should go to bed so you get a full nights sleep.
i'm still recovering from yesterday, on top of all that stuff i was also up till 5am from tea so did it all on 2 hours of sleep and finally lost it and crashed, actually i might sleep soon as well.
#954311 - Im not really sure how to feel right now. Been up and running …  [+] (7 new replies) 07/22/2015 on Ponyville +4
#954323 - flugeljester (07/22/2015) [-]
wat
WAT
why have you only slept 3 hours?
GO SLOOP
#954327 - princesscadence (07/22/2015) [-]
Well I had a few problems that kept me up.
#954332 - flugeljester (07/22/2015) [-]
bleehhhh
then what are you doing up now! you should be making up for the lack of sleeps
pls
#954335 - princesscadence (07/22/2015) [-]
I know, Im gonna head to bed in a bit.
#954340 - flugeljester (07/22/2015) [-]
*paps* good poni
thought....staying up all day with only 3 hours of sleep? how do you even manage that
i usually HAVE to nap if i get anything under 5 hours
or else i just knock out where i am after a couple of hours

are you magic?
#954345 - princesscadence (07/22/2015) [-]
Well I can usually stay up for quite a bit even on just a few hours of sleep....
#954352 - flugeljester (07/22/2015) [-]
butbutbut....alllll day?
that takes like a ton of will power
or maybe im just super lazy...BUT ITS IMPRESSIVE EITHER WAY!
#954308 - Picture  [+] (1 new reply) 07/22/2015 on Ponyville +4
User avatar #954315 - cjseige (07/22/2015) [-]
I do what i want
#954304 - How are you doing tonight?  [+] (9 new replies) 07/22/2015 on Ponyville +4
#954309 - flugeljester (07/22/2015) [-]
pretty damn good!
things are slowly turning for the better and i feel soooo hyped and i unno why
whaaaaat *baps* about youuu
#954311 - princesscadence (07/22/2015) [-]
Im not really sure how to feel right now. Been up and running on only like 3 hours of sleep. So Im more tired than anything.
#954323 - flugeljester (07/22/2015) [-]
wat
WAT
why have you only slept 3 hours?
GO SLOOP
#954327 - princesscadence (07/22/2015) [-]
Well I had a few problems that kept me up.
#954332 - flugeljester (07/22/2015) [-]
bleehhhh
then what are you doing up now! you should be making up for the lack of sleeps
pls
#954335 - princesscadence (07/22/2015) [-]
I know, Im gonna head to bed in a bit.
#954340 - flugeljester (07/22/2015) [-]
*paps* good poni
thought....staying up all day with only 3 hours of sleep? how do you even manage that
i usually HAVE to nap if i get anything under 5 hours
or else i just knock out where i am after a couple of hours

are you magic?
#954345 - princesscadence (07/22/2015) [-]
Well I can usually stay up for quite a bit even on just a few hours of sleep....
#954352 - flugeljester (07/22/2015) [-]
butbutbut....alllll day?
that takes like a ton of will power
or maybe im just super lazy...BUT ITS IMPRESSIVE EITHER WAY!

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#2831 - novabird (05/19/2015) [-]
hue...
#2821 - cya (02/28/2015) [-]
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#2823 to #2821 - princesscadence (02/28/2015) [-]
So any info about that fantasy or update on your second life name?
#2824 to #2822 - cya (02/28/2015) [-]
hey

and no info yet, just computer frusatrating me
#2825 to #2824 - princesscadence (02/28/2015) [-]
Darn it, hate when computers start messing up.
#2826 to #2825 - cya (02/28/2015) [-]
didn't last time you had to call ip people?
didn't last time you had to call ip people?
#2827 to #2826 - princesscadence (02/28/2015) [-]
Well I've had several problems with my computer, but the most recent one I had to call our ISP cause they were ******* up big time.

What's wrong with your computer?
#2828 to #2827 - cya (02/28/2015) [-]
hmm, alright

every 5 seconds it says plugin crashed
words stop
pages freeze
#2829 to #2828 - princesscadence (02/28/2015) [-]
I dont know too much about that so I would just go to nova for that problem....im not as good with computers as I used to be
User avatar #2830 to #2829 - cya (02/28/2015) [-]
alright
hopefully fixed
and still problems
#2814 to #2813 - princesscadence (01/14/2015) [-]
Hey Nova, How are you?
#2820 to #2814 - novabird (01/15/2015) [-]
night.
night.
#2819 to #2814 - novabird (01/15/2015) [-]
**novabird rolls**
**novabird rolls**
#2815 to #2814 - novabird (01/14/2015) [-]
it feels like something is really upsetting me lately but i don't know for sure what it is, i haven't had an appetite or anything in days and i mostly just sit here doing nothing at all, about the only thing i can think of is i feel really useless to everyone lately aside the few who said i wasn't...    
i really don't know what to do about this so maybe it will fix itself somehow, this type of problem really isn't in my strong areas...   
yourself?
it feels like something is really upsetting me lately but i don't know for sure what it is, i haven't had an appetite or anything in days and i mostly just sit here doing nothing at all, about the only thing i can think of is i feel really useless to everyone lately aside the few who said i wasn't...
i really don't know what to do about this so maybe it will fix itself somehow, this type of problem really isn't in my strong areas...
yourself?
#2816 to #2815 - princesscadence (01/14/2015) [-]
Doing ok, things are pretty good here. Except a bit tired lately
User avatar #2818 to #2816 - novabird (01/14/2015) [-]
don't forget the valerian root and melatonin i gave you either, those may really help fight the fatigue.
#2817 to #2816 - novabird (01/14/2015) [-]
might be the medications doing that, i recall your brother was complaining about being groggy all the time as well, that or staying up late but if that was the case it doesn't explain how i'm running on 2 hours of sleep fully awake to a point which is weird as well, then again feeling this sad for this long without something setting me off doesn't make sense either....
User avatar #2812 - novabird (01/02/2015) [-]
maybe i should sleep...
i'll suggest you get some rest as well, tis really late... :\
night.
User avatar #2803 - novabird (01/02/2015) [-]
www.funnyjunk.com/user_pictures/lunargre enhouse/3976863/Ponyville/854262#854262
User avatar #2804 to #2803 - tentaquil (01/02/2015) [-]
again with this link?
#2805 to #2804 - novabird (01/02/2015) [-]
what is the purpose of your profile hopping?
what is the purpose of your profile hopping?
User avatar #2806 to #2805 - tentaquil (01/02/2015) [-]
i'm a rabbit
#2807 to #2806 - novabird (01/02/2015) [-]
doesn't answer my question.
#2809 to #2807 - giffythetoad (01/02/2015) [-]
And I'm a toad. You see we hop around. :3
#2810 to #2809 - novabird (01/02/2015) [-]
and i'm the guardian, when i find something strange in the places i watch i follow it around like a ghost, sometimes for weeks or months or longer, but you'll never know because i'm invisible till i post.
and i'm the guardian, when i find something strange in the places i watch i follow it around like a ghost, sometimes for weeks or months or longer, but you'll never know because i'm invisible till i post.
User avatar #2811 to #2810 - giffythetoad (01/02/2015) [-]
So mysterious~
#2796 to #2795 - princesscadence (12/31/2014) [-]
Thanks for the pic nova, how are tonight?
User avatar #2798 to #2796 - novabird (12/31/2014) [-]
huh, room is blurry/wavy...weird better get drink...brb
#2797 to #2796 - novabird (12/31/2014) [-]
no problem.
i don't feel so well, head pressure is bad and hard to breathe, if not for the fact that it's going down my spine i'd probably be asleep by now so i'm trying to distract myself somehow but nothing fits and can't sort my head so i'm scrambled, glad i have spell checker this was a mess... :\
thine self?
#2799 to #2797 - princesscadence (12/31/2014) [-]
eh could be better, getting another headache and just bored....wishing I had more friends who could FF XIV with other than just my brother because he is annoying to be with sometimes and the game is better with more people.....plus would give me more incentive to level up another class.

Not sure what else to say, just been feeling meh with the internet quality lately
User avatar #2802 to #2799 - novabird (12/31/2014) [-]
speaking of which, pv is full of people right now so now's a good chance to ask and find out.
User avatar #2801 to #2799 - novabird (12/31/2014) [-]
alright, maybe it's best if we both get some rest?
anyhoo, night, i know i better sleep.
#2800 to #2799 - novabird (12/31/2014) [-]
went upstairs finally, i think i know why i hurt so bad, the windows are covered in ice and it feels like there's another extreme snow and cold front coming in, odds are you'll be getting a ton of snow soon again plus bitch slap cold out as well, this combo often will cause bodily pain and migraines...-_-
you can always find out who else in pv plays it and see what goes from there, you might be surprised at who plays.
i can understand that, if i can't get to my friends and relax and stay distracted i start cracking up and get super depressed, hell we both had pc issues for a while and we both became a huge mess... :\
#2794 - novabird (12/30/2014) [-]
better? play with the text colors a little but this looks pretty good.
User avatar #2774 - novabird (12/27/2014) [-]
play with the new setting on your profile.
User avatar #2775 to #2774 - princesscadence (12/27/2014) [-]
what setting
User avatar #2776 to #2775 - novabird (12/27/2014) [-]
right by edit profile
User avatar #2777 to #2776 - princesscadence (12/27/2014) [-]
Well its nice but wont let me upload a header image.

Also parents getting on my nerves again
User avatar #2778 to #2777 - novabird (12/27/2014) [-]
yeah, noticed, might still be debugging that part.
#2779 to #2778 - princesscadence (12/27/2014) [-]
Parents are really just gonna drive me insane, what will it take for them to understand that I am not stable, A violent outburst?
User avatar #2780 to #2779 - novabird (12/27/2014) [-]
being they seem to fail to understand this they'd likely give you more trouble...-_-
what they up to now?
#2781 to #2780 - princesscadence (12/27/2014) [-]
Going to a funeral for one, and inviting friends over knowing clearly how me and my brother are and expecting US to change for them just because they wanted people over.

In case they haven't noticed WE ARE NOT STABLE, god they ******* treat these mental problems like its just us not making right choices instead of, you know, A ******* MENTAL PROBLEM.
#2782 to #2781 - novabird (12/27/2014) [-]
state clearly neither of you are dealing with drama or stress nor people you don't really know and back out, even clarify the problem if needed...
even my step dad trys to forget my problems and he's like will you go deal with all this **** and i'm like all of it but the heavy parts, he seriously forgot i was in the ER for 3 days ******* hell...-_-
#2783 to #2782 - princesscadence (12/27/2014) [-]
and combined with the whole internet situation, its just making me think that if nobody cares about me then why the hell should I care about them.....Why do I have to do a **** ton of crap when I can hardly do anything......Im still annoyed from all the crap they pulled on me while in school and having to do everything to get them to even have the slightest idea on how to deal with problems. Why do people always have to annoy me, I just want to be left alone....people have already caused me enough problems do I really need more?
User avatar #2784 to #2783 - novabird (12/27/2014) [-]
**** is pretty annoying, **** like that is why my sense of time is warped to a point, time started not to matter simply because it would get wasted so i see time blow by when i have nothing to do and nowhere to go etc now and even staring at my watch takes a bit to register the meaning anymore, i know that feeling for sure though, everyone wants my gifts but they forget i have no muscle or stamina so they push me till i break because i can't hardly confront etc...-_-
in school?
maybe they need an instruction manual of sorts so they always know... :\
as far as most people go i tend to be the same way, peace is far better then ******** ...
#2785 to #2784 - princesscadence (12/27/2014) [-]
Pretty much in school they would go through my personal belongings without me knowing and make do left over worksheets that were far overdue and expected us to actaully turn it in and actually expect us to get credit for it. On top of moving things around so I lost a ******* of stuff cause I have no idea where they moved them to and when asking them, they forgot
User avatar #2786 to #2785 - novabird (12/27/2014) [-]
aarg, a good investment would be to save up for a gun cabinet and add shelves to it, they cost about 150 for a basic one and will keep everyone out of your stuff.
#2787 to #2786 - princesscadence (12/27/2014) [-]
But all that has already been done and now they are just annoying the crap out of me, along with ANYONE they ******* invite over....
User avatar #2788 to #2787 - novabird (12/27/2014) [-]
you could always try to sleep thru it for the time being, gotta be some way to get them out of your hair for a while... :\
#2789 to #2788 - princesscadence (12/27/2014) [-]
I wish there was a way, also wish there was a way for this internet to get better already.
#2790 to #2789 - novabird (12/27/2014) [-]
aarg, maybe they will calm down after the funeral and the visitors will go away as well so things can be back to normal...-_-
aside that i feel like crap, **** got too cold in here so freezing, wanna get in bed under new covers but as i am i'll get nasty chain nightmares again.....
us and our luck i swear.....
#2791 to #2790 - princesscadence (12/27/2014) [-]
then after that I have an appointment to go to with the therapist just to hear more suggestions....rather things I am going to have to choose from that get me out of the house.
User avatar #2793 to #2791 - novabird (12/27/2014) [-]
don't know about you but i'm crashing, sleep if you can as well... :\
User avatar #2792 to #2791 - novabird (12/27/2014) [-]
if anything you can always try voicing how going outside makes you feel with all the noise, people **** , etc going on... :\
ok, mind is definitely not working as planned...-_-
#2754 - novabird (12/20/2014) [-]
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#2761 to #2760 - novabird (12/20/2014) [-]
my insides and muscles feel like swiss cheese again and worrying about stuff and people as usual, i feel like people are in danger again, my nightmares lately didn't help this any either.   
i don't ever want anything to happen to what's left of my friends...   
   
your self?
my insides and muscles feel like swiss cheese again and worrying about stuff and people as usual, i feel like people are in danger again, my nightmares lately didn't help this any either.
i don't ever want anything to happen to what's left of my friends...

your self?
#2762 to #2761 - princesscadence (12/20/2014) [-]
Just slowly losing faith in everything and losing my mind.
#2763 to #2762 - novabird (12/20/2014) [-]
well don't give up on yourself, sometimes when we're faced with the biggest problems a spark of insanity can give us exactly what we need/want aside that the energy to apply whatever it is we get from it, you know what you want, you have ideas and a dream of sorts, if you strive for it you may one day obtain it, get others with that dream to join in as well, if it will be expensive then turn to crowdfunding or grants to make your dream a reality.
if worried about memory or focus then find people with great focus to realize that dream with clarity, you could be the next founder of a great technology.
#2764 to #2763 - princesscadence (12/20/2014) [-]
Its just hard when I have hardly anything to look forward to, I just see disappointment everywhere.
User avatar #2766 to #2764 - novabird (12/20/2014) [-]
and if you forget what i have said here fav it so you can come back and remember again as a reminder of what was said.
don't forget the old you either.
#2767 to #2766 - princesscadence (12/20/2014) [-]
I just feel completely lost on what to do anymore. It seems as if the ambition I had before is gone, my values have shifted and my mindset has been changed.
User avatar #2768 to #2767 - novabird (12/20/2014) [-]
analyze it and figure it out?
whatever you do don't listen to your darker side as it will only lead you to ruin... :\
#2769 to #2768 - princesscadence (12/20/2014) [-]
I just begin to wonder what else it could ruin for me that it hasn't already, I've lost so much and my mind is constantly making it difficult to explain to my therapist my actual thoughts.

No matter what I say my therapist just keeps suggesting things that only serve to get me out of the house and they dont really achieve anything for me.....they keep treating me like I cant handle being on my own which is just insulting. I hardly see anything in the future worth working towards that wouldn't cause me to stress out again. I used to have a clear mind and a focus but that seems to have gone and left me with the depression, confusion and hate.
User avatar #2772 to #2769 - novabird (12/20/2014) [-]
anyhoo, i better sleep, advise you do the same, you could really use some real sleep as well... :\
night, smell me later.
User avatar #2770 to #2769 - novabird (12/20/2014) [-]
i know the feeling, i always have a similar fog in my head as well and it only got worse ever since i started loosing energy which was also tied to the mood swings and depression i'm always feeling lately, this is quite strange when i think about it...-_-
he's gotta be right eventually, have you tried telling him all of this in detail as best you can?
it may not be that you can't live on your own but more that they don't advise it, aside that living alone might be worse than thought as there's no one at all to talk to and it's way the hell too quiet... :\
odds are you gotta set your own goals again at your own pace, i'll spend months on a project so i don't have to worry about it.
gotta work on those emotions you feel and reason them out more carefully though, write them down as well with details, your likes and dislikes so you know what you will and won't do as well as what your options are etc and if confused about something just ask me and see what i say or others i have no issue being asked random **** .
#2771 to #2770 - princesscadence (12/20/2014) [-]
I just have issues telling him the important stuff.....

Cant think clearly tonight so gonna be on mabi just wandering around, also if your interested Elsword is doing an event that will let you pick one character and level them up to 50 immediately.
User avatar #2773 to #2771 - novabird (12/20/2014) [-]
then it's a good thing you'll be talking over email soon then, this will finally get fixed.
sounds interesting, may have to look into that...
anyhoo, night.
#2765 to #2764 - novabird (12/20/2014) [-]
i know, that's why i only work to help and strengthen those around me, the more i fix and the less of that i see because i fix it as best i can the better and in the end all i can say is i didn't lay down and let anything bad happen so it's not on me to be blamed when it does keep happening but those who made it happen, even if we did fail at least we'll be able to say we gave it our best shot and did our best to do what we were meant to do in our own eyes, in our own eyes because that is true freedom and not the eyes of others unless they happen to see what we do as well and want to join in to accomplish the same goal.
even the smallest waves with a little force behind them become huge crashing waves that can take out ships and islands, you could have that same power within as well and try not to look at the bad but the good you bring with you, never give up, never surrender, the only time you lose is when you quit and it's not just the quitter losing when that happens but everyone else who would benefit from the champion fighting for that cause as well.
hell, just look at me, i'm a walking corpse with a million problems yet i keep going, the only reason i honestly came back with all the great pain i was feeling and no personal desires and the amount of problems i would have living after all the suffering i had among the way people treated me was because there are people and others who still need me and fight for them i shall, not just because it's me and my nature but because those others who are dealing with similar deserve a second chance as well so i will do everything in my power to change the world one person at a time to make that future a reality ad infinitum over many lifetimes if i have to to get the job done.
be strong and never surrender no matter what, people will look up to you for it and as they see you that way they will all treat you that way as well, as the leader you are and will become well known as in due time just as i am known when people need me as the aider to be there to make them stronger.
#2749 - zealotgold ONLINE (12/19/2014) [-]
how are you feeling today?
#2750 to #2749 - princesscadence (12/19/2014) [-]
Still could be doing better
#2753 to #2750 - zealotgold ONLINE (12/19/2014) [-]
darn then, what did you do today never sleep on key boards they hurt
#2727 - zealotgold ONLINE (12/18/2014) [-]
how are you?
#2730 to #2728 - zealotgold ONLINE (12/18/2014) [-]
or anyway to help make it go away?
#2731 to #2730 - princesscadence (12/18/2014) [-]
Right now there isn't anything I can imagine that would help me....or make all this depression go away.


If you can think of something that could help I'd love to hear it
#2733 to #2731 - zealotgold ONLINE (12/18/2014) [-]
but maybe a nice chat will help, idk maybe a cup of tea as well
but maybe a nice chat will help, idk maybe a cup of tea as well
#2732 to #2731 - zealotgold ONLINE (12/18/2014) [-]
well, your not gonna like it but needless to say i hope it works no less, at least ward off the nasty thoughts if i did it right hopefully.
#2734 to #2732 - princesscadence (12/18/2014) [-]
I cant ward them off because they have been with me for far too long.

No one has ever been there for me when I needed it, friends would hardly be considered comforting when I needed it, parents kept scolding me about my grades in school, I kept being picked on at school and in my neighborhood.

After I moved here I had absolutely no one to meet with, and once my relationship ended I had no one to comfort me so what else was I to do....I could not see one glimpse of happiness in my life from that point on.
#2736 to #2734 - zealotgold ONLINE (12/18/2014) [-]
just anything to make it easier
#2735 to #2734 - zealotgold ONLINE (12/18/2014) [-]
no but with a hand they will be less pushing, blood always helps,

i wanna be the first then, i wanna be there for you, i wanna help make it just a little easier to help go through it, everyone needs someone or something to help them get along and help become better or atleast do something
#2737 to #2735 - princesscadence (12/18/2014) [-]
Im just beginning to hate people because of their ignorance, how such a lack of common sense can succeed in life yet I cannot.....my sanity simply breaks under the pressure of even daily tasks and I have no idea what caused this to happen. Thoughts of bloodshed and torture.....thoughts that I never would have imagined would be going through my head, ones that try to cause to me to black out when under pressure.
#2738 to #2737 - zealotgold ONLINE (12/18/2014) [-]
its thoughts like that you know your better than that, you are a strong person, we both know that, you are very strong you can take abuse day in and day out, you have kept them at bay because you know its not you.

we each have a side we dont like to talk about because its something we know we can become. we all can become monsters its very easy, but you know thats not who you are, your a caring person, a kind and wonderful person who i have grown to know the pleasure of in a few months.

it doesnt matter what others think because you know you are strong and you will get through this, you might have your face in the dirt for a wile but you will be able to get through this that i promises these thoughts of death and torture will go away. that i can tell you with a honest heart

we each have are down spins in life, dont let it define who you are, let the bounce back up do because as always you will get out of it, that i swear
#2739 to #2738 - princesscadence (12/18/2014) [-]
Yeah but its times when I get pushed around and blatant stupidity gets rewarded is when I get pissed off to the point where I honest to god believe that some people need to be removed from this earth. Its hard to make a move reasonably against some of the bigger offenders because of the sheep who follow their every word blindly and refuse to face the truth.

I have some serious issues but my parents and therapist keep thinking that sending me outside will somehow magically fix all of it, when in reality it just makes me even more annoyed because I dont even have my friends to calm me down.
#2740 to #2739 - zealotgold ONLINE (12/18/2014) [-]
ignorance is bliss

people would rather not think about it than do,the more you know the harder things seem, people that are like that have no part in your life, yes some do have dumb moments but the ones who act dumb and have no hope have nothing to do here,

those are the ones you dont need, sounds like as well some more postive people will help in some way as well, itll help keep you out of this, somefresh air is always good but a few days of being left alone to talk to friends and to be you might be just as good because then you can figure it all out,

and if not at least get it off your chest no less to help think through it all
#2741 to #2740 - princesscadence (12/18/2014) [-]
Indeed it is but seeing so many people far below the line of acceptable intelligence just really annoys the crap out of me, Im only 21 and I  am wiser than the majority if not all people my age. It just really upsets me when people like my parents fail to make logical decisions and instead believe the crap they are told.   
   
As I said before if any of the ignorant actions caused by people ever hurt my brother in any way....then I wont hold back anything any longer.
Indeed it is but seeing so many people far below the line of acceptable intelligence just really annoys the crap out of me, Im only 21 and I am wiser than the majority if not all people my age. It just really upsets me when people like my parents fail to make logical decisions and instead believe the crap they are told.

As I said before if any of the ignorant actions caused by people ever hurt my brother in any way....then I wont hold back anything any longer.
#2742 to #2741 - zealotgold ONLINE (12/18/2014) [-]
hahaha the last one is a givin, i always say anyone hurts my friends, or dog they will be
put 6 feet under, no questions asked

but saddly more dumb people are in this world that smart, its why its all ****** up heh

and had no clue you watched pant stocking, i just found it a few days ago and love it
#2743 to #2742 - princesscadence (12/18/2014) [-]
which is the main point of my problem, why are we allowing the dumb people to outnumber the smart people...and I mean the people who are genuinely dumb: lacking common sense, the ability to think things through and thinking of only for themselves with the only reason being they think they deserve it.   
   
  Oh my friend Demo got me into it a long time ago, I still need to re-watch the episodes again.    
   
 Kneesocks is best character
which is the main point of my problem, why are we allowing the dumb people to outnumber the smart people...and I mean the people who are genuinely dumb: lacking common sense, the ability to think things through and thinking of only for themselves with the only reason being they think they deserve it.

Oh my friend Demo got me into it a long time ago, I still need to re-watch the episodes again.

Kneesocks is best character
#2744 to #2743 - zealotgold ONLINE (12/18/2014) [-]
yea... we come from a generation of people who think we should have everything which sucks   
   
but we just gotta learn we have to earn what we have   
   
  but you can never ever beat panty and stocking as best      
   
  though scanty is best
yea... we come from a generation of people who think we should have everything which sucks

but we just gotta learn we have to earn what we have

but you can never ever beat panty and stocking as best

though scanty is best
#2745 to #2744 - princesscadence (12/18/2014) [-]
it really sucks   
   
 I cant really argue with that except that Kneesocks is fan favorite having the most fanart from just after her first appearance, so have a happy Scanty anyway.
it really sucks

I cant really argue with that except that Kneesocks is fan favorite having the most fanart from just after her first appearance, so have a happy Scanty anyway.
#2746 to #2745 - zealotgold ONLINE (12/18/2014) [-]
but we get through it, just gotta wait and see and pray others arnt like that


aawww yeah

but i do say kneesocks is adorable
#2747 to #2746 - princesscadence (12/18/2014) [-]
Well Im gonna head to bed, chat with you tomorrow.
Well Im gonna head to bed, chat with you tomorrow.
#2748 to #2747 - zealotgold ONLINE (12/18/2014) [-]
night!

hope your dreams are peaceful
#2729 to #2728 - zealotgold ONLINE (12/18/2014) [-]
if i would assume, in the same boat as i am so not well, any way i can help?
#2717 to #2716 - wolfenbanes (12/15/2014) [-]
Sorry, just saw you were online and thought I should say hi.

Ya know, I don't often speak with you
#2718 to #2717 - princesscadence (12/15/2014) [-]
I hardly have spoken with anyone lately.

How are you?
#2719 to #2718 - wolfenbanes (12/15/2014) [-]
Ah, okay.

And I'm pretty good, how about yourself?
#2720 to #2719 - princesscadence (12/15/2014) [-]
Eh, could be doing better....having some problems
#2721 to #2720 - wolfenbanes (12/15/2014) [-]
Wanna talk about it?
#2722 to #2721 - princesscadence (12/15/2014) [-]
Not really, just not even sure what to do anymore
#2723 to #2722 - wolfenbanes (12/15/2014) [-]
I'm sorry to hear that... would you like me to leave you be?
#2724 to #2723 - princesscadence (12/15/2014) [-]
For now, but thanks for stopping by anyway.
#2702 - zealotgold ONLINE (12/15/2014) [-]
you do seem a little down, and upset, so i will find cute things to cheer you up somewhat
#2714 to #2712 - princesscadence (12/15/2014) [-]
Thank you Zealot.
User avatar #2726 to #2714 - zealotgold ONLINE (12/16/2014) [-]
i know its not much but i hope it at least you did have a smile looking at them
#2701 - zealotgold ONLINE (12/15/2014) [-]
hello!
User avatar #2700 - novabird (12/15/2014) [-]
you wanted snow, here it comes.
#2691 - greedtheavaricious ONLINE (12/14/2014) [-]
Hey. Hey. Buddy. Pal.   
   
Say, have I done anything to upset you? It feels like you're ignoring me whenever I reply to your stuff.   
   
I'unno what went wrong, but if that's the case I'd like to clear house.
Hey. Hey. Buddy. Pal.

Say, have I done anything to upset you? It feels like you're ignoring me whenever I reply to your stuff.

I'unno what went wrong, but if that's the case I'd like to clear house.
#2692 to #2691 - princesscadence (12/14/2014) [-]
Do not fret, you have done nothing to upset me.....its just a bunch of other people who have gotten me upset making it difficult for me to retain my composure.
#2693 to #2692 - greedtheavaricious ONLINE (12/14/2014) [-]
I see, I see. What's been upsetting you, and how have you been the last two months?
#2694 to #2693 - princesscadence (12/14/2014) [-]
The ignorance of a lot of people making me question a lot things....

as for how I have been....hard to say, lately been difficult to remember a lot of things about my past.....
#2695 to #2694 - greedtheavaricious ONLINE (12/14/2014) [-]
Ahh, I apologize. I tend to overlook a lot of notifications.

Yeah, ignorance is a terrible thing. But what do you question specifically? What are people ignorant about?

Ohh.. you too, hmm? My best guess is that a lot of **** went down, and your mind is desperately trying to forget about them.
#2696 to #2695 - princesscadence (12/15/2014) [-]
Well I question whether or not I want to continue to live in a world where a large majority of people are ignorant, lack situational awareness and everyone just acts like sheep.

Yeah but I can hardly remember anything about my past, everything just is so clouded.
#2697 to #2696 - greedtheavaricious ONLINE (12/15/2014) [-]
Could you elaborate a little further? I understand that people are ignorant about stuff that is not considered "normal", but let's be honest here. Normal doesn't exist. A lot of people just like to pretend that is the case.

Clouded, you say? I'd still say it's your mind trying to get rid of stuff.
#2698 to #2697 - princesscadence (12/15/2014) [-]
I hate living in a time like this where I can easily tell when people are lying to me, people going about things that are quite simple,such as helping someone, the wrong way. Heck even my parents are not giving me the $400/mo I get from disability......and I have a personal stake in things when it comes to people thinking only about themselves and not even questioning the consequences of their actions......because its crap like that that got my sister killed. I may have a heart of gold but only for people, like you guys, who actually deserve it.

I have some pretty odd things about myself but hey, I cant help it.....I try to keep things that help my mood...so even if it requires doing something wierd then so be it.....rather not even give any focus to the part of my mind that would rather take the violent approach to solving my problems.
#2699 to #2698 - greedtheavaricious ONLINE (12/15/2014) [-]
Your sister.. I'm not even going to pretend I understand what it feels like. I'm fairly certain you do not want to talk about it, so let's move on.
Yeah, a lot of ******** is going on in this world. I've always gotten lucky.. far too lucky for my own good.

Whatever makes you happy, by god, do it. Don't you even dare thinking about it being weird. It's your thing and no one else's business. Except, of course, you find people you share specific interests with.
A violent approach... if you're talking self harm, let me be blunt. It's stupid. It doesn't solve anything. Trust me, I used to be like that. Not necessarily cutting, but alcohol. Don't be a me.
#2713 to #2699 - princesscadence (12/15/2014) [-]
I never really did get to know her that well before she died....I just keep thinking of what impact she would have on us now if she had gotten the help she needed.

A lot of ******** that doesn't need to be happening, I grew up in a pretty bad neighborhood....and I actually had a vision come to me at a young age and I understood what it showed me but I am was not sure how to respond to it.....eventually I decided to help people live better lives by helping them in whatever way I could knowing how tough life can be, at the same time I realized how pointless it all is....out of all the people who have lived and died, how many are actually remembered and how many are completely forgotten....can you really rely on others to carry your messages and beliefs after you have passed away.....and in the end it doesn't even matter one bit, everything will perish one day.

and by violent approach I do not mean self harm
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#2684 - novabird (12/11/2014) [-]
greetings.
greetings.
#2686 to #2685 - novabird (12/11/2014) [-]
what's going on?
figured i'd check on ya, got a weird feeling something might be up.
#2687 to #2686 - princesscadence (12/11/2014) [-]
Lets just say I still hate everything and the sooner we can get work on these projects the better.
User avatar #2689 to #2687 - novabird (12/11/2014) [-]
welp, i'm crashing, night.
smell me later, especially after the 4 pounds of potato salad i just ate, this won't be pretty... :\
hue...
#2688 to #2687 - novabird (12/11/2014) [-]
understandable, the only thing to figure out is where to start.
understandable, the only thing to figure out is where to start.
User avatar #2677 - zealotgold ONLINE (11/23/2014) [-]
how have you been my friend?
#2678 to #2677 - princesscadence (11/23/2014) [-]
Been tired alot of the time, just bored lately. How are you?
#2679 to #2678 - zealotgold ONLINE (11/23/2014) [-]
just being a bump on a log heh, family is gone for 2 weeks so i have been living it up here by my self
#2680 to #2679 - princesscadence (11/23/2014) [-]
Lucky, my parents were only gone for like a week
User avatar #2681 to #2680 - zealotgold ONLINE (11/23/2014) [-]
ha its a nice time, and since i only work twice this week it makes it so much better haha i just have all the time to do what ever i want
User avatar #2682 to #2681 - princesscadence (11/23/2014) [-]
All I did was play games with my brother, whenever he feels like playing
#2683 to #2682 - zealotgold ONLINE (11/23/2014) [-]
it sounds like fun though! i just been on bf4 this entire time
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