You have no clue how much it sucks to have MPD...

MPD? that's multiple personality disorder, right?

mhm...

yeah it must be bad

You have no clue... I'll say stuff to my boyfriend, and wake up, and it wasn't, well.. ME... Worst thing is, i don't even remember passing out, or waking up. or anything that happened in between.

i've already seen it and it's awesome

so, how has your day been?

day-like

Hm. i'll take that as good. Mine? Pretty crappy.

why?

got into a pretty big argument with my boyfriend and such.

batman is the correct answer. i don't think iron man put anything special in his suit to cancel out EMP blasts

... i'll just go with wrong comment you replied to.

no, actually. i was trying to make a joke to try and help you cheer up by saying something off topic

Hm. didn't help.

then stare at this

see, that's cute.. not happy. i'd rather stare at this at this point.

cute stimulates happiness. they are too very connected emotions

Sorrow implements happiness.. Even if it isn't genuine.

*two

maybe in the comic books he did but we will never know

so you're feeling depressed yet you're trying to hide behind a smile

Well, when you put it like thaaat....yeah, pretty much.

that's how i feel around my family

And then, there's me on my birthday.

you take kids while in a demonic form jus tto throw a party?

yeah. But i don't return the kids.. i keep them.. Harvest them...

for the parents, i mean

disappointment at its finest

i don't know... i think me being a kid, playing gold on my gameboy, getting to Ho-oh, and only using pokeballs to catch it, 30 minutes in, i catch it, try saving, and it freezes is more disappointing.

that's not disappointing, that's a ******* horror story

Actually, no.. i'd probably have to say that my worst encounter that has ever happened to me in pokemon, is i was playing Soul silver, my lugia was shiny, i caught it, next morning "DATA HAS BEEN CORRUPTED." i think i died a little bit when it happened..

the last time i died a little was when me and my brother were going to beat halo 1 on legendary mode without saving. we were on the last jump to the ship at the end. blew a fuse

Wow, that would've A: made me break my disk, or B: want to make me just hop out a window.

worst overall gaming experience, though... Probably when i was playing some Maplestory (yeah yeah.) and then i got banned for one hitting a high level monster.. this was when it was hard to level up, like "Train for 5 hours and only get 10%" hard.i was level 130... and banned. Or it would be the time i played Dragon panzer: Orta. Not because of the gameplay.. but the ending.. just... bleh.

that sounds like a stupid reason to get banned. well, goodnight

goodnight,

how do you think i felt.. the expression on my face was close to this.

hi

*cries in fear*

i didn't wanna hurt you... yet..

you can't touch me if i can bend spoons

yes i can.. if i put you to sleep...

abra sleeps 18 hours a day and can still defend himself while sleeping. do you even pokemon?

when i say sleep... i mean darkrai nightmare, dream eating sleep... DO YOU EVEN DARK/GHOST TYPE.

ALL I HAD WAS A HAUNTER! STOP JUDGING ME!!!!

check your phone... i has a new ringtone that i made..

BITCH, I WILL ARCEUS GHOST PLATE YOUR ASS. THEN AFTERWORDS, I SHALL TAKE YOUR ABRA AND EAT IT'S DREAM AND USE THEM AS MY OWN.

pinaaaaapllllllleeeeee. i guess i'm a little tired too

i lost track of time, and didn't get any sleep. Tried napping, i was able to for an hour. Also, i got farther then i wanted to in my story. you going to go to sleep.?

nah. all it really is are heavy eyes and a little yawning

Ah. for me it's headache, drowsiness, and honestly, a bit nausea.

ah

i'm going to go take a tylenol and pass out. It probably did help that i drank a bit earlier.

okay. goodnight

i meant to say didn't* help that i drank a bit. Also, goodnight.

hey, what's up?

not much.. just one of those days where i feel... Sad.

ah

yeah.... So... what are you up to? Also, one of the reasons why i'm just a bit sad is just cause of some stuff that happened earlier.

i'm just watching warehouse 13. sorry for the late response, i got caught up in talking with family

haha, no worries. I'm getting a new job at a place i ACTUALLY want to work.. pays 10.50 an hour...

oh hot damn. where you going to be working?

places... work evey other day (Monday, Wednesday, Friday.) i'd say it's pretty good. If there is a open position, if you'd like, i'll try to recommend you. Until then... No one needs to know. Except for boyfriend, and one other person.

well can you tell me what you at least do? i don't want to get stuck with a different job doing the same thing only closer to home. you know, if you did recommend me and i got the job

Well, what I do is basically handle all the computer problems that people have. (coming in, asking me what's wrong with it and what not.) i can't say what you'd have to do, since i don't know any positions open atm.

yeah, i don't know much about computers. i don't think i'm interested. i'd rather stay outside for 7 hours a day painting railings

Well, if something does open, like maybe handling the desk, just handling purchases or so, i'll tell you. It's pretty good pay, though. Anyways, i'm going to go continue writing my story.

okay. thanks

i probably won't talk to you again tonight, so goodnight. i'm planning on writing at least 2 chapters.

okay. good luck and goodnight

oh, and as an f.y.i... wrong gif...

gee, i don't know. this could relate to your story

hey... that's only one "scene"... a.k.a... 10+ pages...

sounds kinky. goodnight

oh, trust me.. it is... i already have the way i'm going to write it out all played out in my head. Goodnight.

hey man i'm going to be leaving now so... yeah.

alright, talk to you later.

purple

so, what are you doing?

just got back. i was at stingray bay all that time

oh. well then.. thanks for inviting me.. meanie.

sorry

just joking.. i dun really care.

there wasn't any room in the car anyways

eh, i'm probably going to be going to six flags or some shet with a friend next week..

cool.

i thought you didn't like rollercoasters?

hey, what's up?

not much. being ignored by boyfriend and such. You?

i just got home from the rib fest. why would he be ignoring you?

I don't know. He just randomly starts doing it. Later he says he doesn't mean to do it, and then right after that, about 5 minutes later, he starts doing it again.

maybe things are just coming up at the moment. are you guys texting or skyping?

Texting. That's the thing, though. he says for me to not just turn of my phone or w/e, then he just starts doing it again. Not to mention that he said he would tell me if he were doing something that wouldn't let him be able to respond, and yet, he never said anything.

well i don't really know what to say. i'm very sure he still loves you

I know he does... But my new thyroid medication to stabilize my T3 is making me have paranoia then i normally do.. and he knows that, that's why i prefer him at least telling me if he won't be able to text me or not..

ah, i see. your new medication is making you paranoid of him not texting you back after some time.

i'm paranoid all in all, but the medication makes me almost completely paranoid.. and in my head, i play out all the scenarios of what could happen. He could be hurt, get into a fight with someone..etc...

oh i know exactly how you feel. every single day i always think of the health and safety of my friends and family. i can see why you're really upset with this situation

Yeah.. plus i go LITERALLY temporarily deaf for a few moments, and then my paranoia effects me, and i freak out, and if i'm out somewhere, i try to stay calm.. but, i just worry about him..

i guess a long distance relationship can really hard

mhm... i mean, i love him, he's the only thing that makes me well, even REMOTELY happy. but i worry about him, too... plus i'm a bit on the protective side with him..

okay. well i'll message/text you tomorrow. good night

Alright, good night.

so what did i do?

because pokemon

not now either. i have to get up in the morning

hey about that site you never had time to tell me. do you think you could send a link my way please?

okay. i also took pictures of my answers for gen con test. i'll send you them later

okay

www.dropbox.com/sh/ofxemrnk4tn3k6k/G9le7fOSag

head called*

you know... having asthma attacks, getting in fights, cutting my self, you know. the norm.

cool. skype chat? i'm doing the test

sure. just add Inkie.

add jeremymadman

there you go.

so many inkies

seen them

i assumed so. i'm just bored.

so am i. i think i'm just going to go pirate some games and play those

if you have steam, i would reccomend warframe. i started playing it, and i like it.

i don't have a steam. my computer kept skipping a bunch of frames the last time i played TF2.

i dunno. i would say send him a bunch of random crap.

but wouldn't it be better, if i got some other people to do it from other parts of the us, and they sent him stuff? he wouldn't know who they are or who gave them the number

hm, yes, but at the same time, you can get in quite the trouble if he does find out it was you.

i'll keep it for 10 years and see what happens

okay then, well, i'm going to go. i was just getting on to brow for a bit, so, cya.

bye

hey so are you going to the station tomorrow?