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Gimmie a straw and a paper clip and spawn me into a room with an elite military force, and I'll show you how I prepare a meal.

That meant nothing in particular, but hi! I'm new here. I'm gonna need a guide, so put on your helmet. I got a pair for the both of us.

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#134 - Well. As frustrated as she seems at least she's gonna give him…  [+] (3 replies) 11/10/2016 on Trumper Comp101 +1
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#136 - alfonshister (11/10/2016) [-]
I'm more surprised about her voice

like, did you smoke an entire barn or what
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#171 - crazygoose (11/10/2016) [-]
The effect of crying.
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#172 - alfonshister (11/10/2016) [-]
or that.
#300 - .... Yyyyeaaaah, thanks for the moral support, but I think you…  [+] (2 replies) 11/03/2016 on Growing Up 0
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#301 - agronimo (11/03/2016) [-]
I still wholeheartedly disagree with your approach tho

There's not only one way to work this shit around, man, and while you're right in saying there ain't a step by step book to sort bullshit out, there are proven psychological guidelines to deal with this shit in the most efficient way possible. Leaving the past in the past doesn't help you if you haven't truly confronted shit. Bullshit then does not need to equal bullshit now, and we're talking about pain here, not abstract mumbo jumbo. If you look into the most painful events of your past and they're still painful, they're not healed, man, and trying to push that shit into the past without letting it through does not help. Sheltering in apathy does not make you stronger, makes you stiffer, and stiff shit can break twice as easily when the pain comes back crawling back. Past will not "remain in the past", man, that's not how it works. Hence my point about how fucking silly is to think one can just "forget"

Listen, pal, I know you're not contemplating suicide, I was just spicing shit up rethorically, and fuck me, I ain't your therapist, I don't know shit about you or your life, so I may just be talking nonsense. I don't wanna tell you how to live your life or how to deal with your bullshit, I'm just pointing shit out because I'm smelling something fishy in your discourse. If you have unsolved shit in your past, that's a real problem, don't fucking disregard it, don't fucking downplay it, dude, grow a fucking pair and sort that shit out already

You can shut down all you want, you can tryna do the switcheroo and tell me I'm just "acting tough", or you can take the bits of this convo that may be useful to you and actually use them in your advantage. In the end, does it fucking matter? Probably not, you're gonna do what you see it's best for you, but ain't no wrong in taking someone else's advice now and then, amirite?

Anyway, enough with the chit-chat, that's really all I have to say about this

Godspeed and good luck, my dude
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#302 - ninjaspartan (11/03/2016) [-]
Well good on ya for tryina be the good samaratin. I take a little bit of everything in life and apply it where it makes a difference. Different experiences though, that's all. As far as I've learned--and I have learned--you have no control over most things in life. Your bullies are still gonna treat you like shit no matter how nice they are in real life to other people or how much you hoped they changed, your ex is still gonna tell you to stay out of her life six months later no matter how mutual your break up was or how much you've changed. What's there left to confront if all there is left is making things worse? People won't change, not for you. That's what real bullshit is. Being a fuck up isn't remorseful memory when you can actively change it, that's not at all what I'm getting at. 25 years on this dull fucking planet and all I've learned is that letting go and forgetting IS moving on. Even though you never truly forget.

Anyways yeah, good chit chat. Don't let life give you any bullshit.
#298 - Eh, I dunno exactly how I'm supposed to feel happy about being…  [+] (4 replies) 11/03/2016 on Growing Up 0
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#299 - agronimo (11/03/2016) [-]
Ok, real talk time

I'm sorry to break it to you, man, but you're a whiny lil' bitch, and most likely, for all I can tell, quite fucking young yet. Toughen up and git gud, learn from your fucking past instead of crying about it, that shit ain't gonna get you nowhere. If you're so much of a sad cunt that you feel like you wanna kill yourself, then you should probably do it. Either that or you start making peace with your past and growing the fuck up, which I believe it's the better choice

I get ya, man, don't think I don't, and I ain't trying to drop some proverbs and empty words on you, I know where you come from, and yeah, it's quite an unhealthy place. Not gonna call you mentally ill tho, that'd be too glamurous and you may even feel comfy on that notion, but I ain't gonna sugarcoat it, man, for what I read you're a fucking coward. You're hiding, surrounding yourself with a veil of apathy because it's less painful than actually confronting the bullshit of your past head on. As I said, "forgetting" ain't a thing, and you'te confirming it, mate, if the bullshit comes crawling back, it was never really gone, now was it? It never fucking disappears, and you better accept that before it's too late

Don't fucking push the bullshit down, man, don't ever fucking do that, it's the easy way, the coward thing to do, the least painful but the most damaging. You may tell me you don't give a crap, that you're happy to not deal with bullshit past, but that's just a facade, man, and it can fall down on you quite fucking quickly, it's gonna eat you from the insides, man

Feel free to correct me if I'm wrong in anything I say, but I've seen this shit too many times to not recognize it, and let me tell you, it's quite fucking common. You're not alone, for fucking real, a lot of people deal with the bullshit in the same way, and it's not the best one, man. Open up, talk, express your feelings, otherwise you'll rot in a corner for years on end
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#300 - ninjaspartan (11/03/2016) [-]
.... Yyyyeaaaah, thanks for the moral support, but I think you're getting the wrong idea. I'm not contemplating suicide, buddy, but thanks for the fantastic choice words of encouragement, you've helped me consider.

I've learned from my past already, that's what happens when there's nothing left but to get on with your life, no one really has a choice there. But I do have a choice in whether or not I want to make "amends" with the past. There's no step by step instruction booklet, you know that, right? It's all literally the same action veiled in a different verbal confirmation, you deal with the past the same way I do and the same way everyone else does--by leaving it in the past. It doesn't do anything for you that it didn't already do when you were going through it, bud. You can act tough all you want, doesn't make a difference to me. I'm just being real about it--bullshit will always be bullshit and doesn't deserve to be acknowledged any other way as long as you're still alive, and as long as it remains in the past.
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#301 - agronimo (11/03/2016) [-]
I still wholeheartedly disagree with your approach tho

There's not only one way to work this shit around, man, and while you're right in saying there ain't a step by step book to sort bullshit out, there are proven psychological guidelines to deal with this shit in the most efficient way possible. Leaving the past in the past doesn't help you if you haven't truly confronted shit. Bullshit then does not need to equal bullshit now, and we're talking about pain here, not abstract mumbo jumbo. If you look into the most painful events of your past and they're still painful, they're not healed, man, and trying to push that shit into the past without letting it through does not help. Sheltering in apathy does not make you stronger, makes you stiffer, and stiff shit can break twice as easily when the pain comes back crawling back. Past will not "remain in the past", man, that's not how it works. Hence my point about how fucking silly is to think one can just "forget"

Listen, pal, I know you're not contemplating suicide, I was just spicing shit up rethorically, and fuck me, I ain't your therapist, I don't know shit about you or your life, so I may just be talking nonsense. I don't wanna tell you how to live your life or how to deal with your bullshit, I'm just pointing shit out because I'm smelling something fishy in your discourse. If you have unsolved shit in your past, that's a real problem, don't fucking disregard it, don't fucking downplay it, dude, grow a fucking pair and sort that shit out already

You can shut down all you want, you can tryna do the switcheroo and tell me I'm just "acting tough", or you can take the bits of this convo that may be useful to you and actually use them in your advantage. In the end, does it fucking matter? Probably not, you're gonna do what you see it's best for you, but ain't no wrong in taking someone else's advice now and then, amirite?

Anyway, enough with the chit-chat, that's really all I have to say about this

Godspeed and good luck, my dude
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#302 - ninjaspartan (11/03/2016) [-]
Well good on ya for tryina be the good samaratin. I take a little bit of everything in life and apply it where it makes a difference. Different experiences though, that's all. As far as I've learned--and I have learned--you have no control over most things in life. Your bullies are still gonna treat you like shit no matter how nice they are in real life to other people or how much you hoped they changed, your ex is still gonna tell you to stay out of her life six months later no matter how mutual your break up was or how much you've changed. What's there left to confront if all there is left is making things worse? People won't change, not for you. That's what real bullshit is. Being a fuck up isn't remorseful memory when you can actively change it, that's not at all what I'm getting at. 25 years on this dull fucking planet and all I've learned is that letting go and forgetting IS moving on. Even though you never truly forget.

Anyways yeah, good chit chat. Don't let life give you any bullshit.
#156 - Not that I don't mostly agree with what you said, firstly, the…  [+] (7 replies) 11/03/2016 on Growing Up +3
#294 - agronimo (11/03/2016) [-]
I wholeheartedly disagree. You will never forget the bullshit, you can either pretend you forgot it until it inevitably re-emerges again and fucks your shit up, or you can accept it as a part of your past, acknowledge it defined you once but it won't necessarily define your future, then move forward. That's what I'm talking when I say "moving on", matey

Furthermore, while it is normal to feel resentment for bullshit, it's not healthy. If you still feel contempt for the ghost of bullshit past, that's a good sign that you haven't left it behind. When you truly and honestly make peace with it, I'll assure you, you'll look back at it and feel happy it ever happened. In the end, it's the bullshit of yore what makes us stronker, if you forget it, you're forgetting what you truly are
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#298 - ninjaspartan (11/03/2016) [-]
Eh, I dunno exactly how I'm supposed to feel happy about being bullied in grade school or that my best friend/ex lover doesn't want to be friends anymore. I don't exactly take zodiac style proverbs seriously, so I don't consider myself "stronger" because of those things when that privileges so many other things to make me weaker than the me from then too, and I'm not a fan of being defined by negative moments in life, even if I were to pretend it defined me positively. I can say "I survived" all I want, but what good does telling myself or other people that I haven't killed myself yet do? "Oh you don't feel suicidal yet? Good job, you're developing as a human being!" I've happily forgotten all the bullshit of the past until it comes crawling back out of my subconscious. Then I mastered the art of apathy towards it, hoping that i won't ever have to deal with more than the memory. Because the day I meet my ex again, I'm going to have an uncapped water bottle prepared for her. There's no amount of positive turnouts within my life that can make me actually happy to see her or any of my grade school bullies on the same premise that I last saw them. If that's considered unhealthy then count me as mentally ill. I can, however, be happy about knowing I never have to deal with their bullshit again.
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#299 - agronimo (11/03/2016) [-]
Ok, real talk time

I'm sorry to break it to you, man, but you're a whiny lil' bitch, and most likely, for all I can tell, quite fucking young yet. Toughen up and git gud, learn from your fucking past instead of crying about it, that shit ain't gonna get you nowhere. If you're so much of a sad cunt that you feel like you wanna kill yourself, then you should probably do it. Either that or you start making peace with your past and growing the fuck up, which I believe it's the better choice

I get ya, man, don't think I don't, and I ain't trying to drop some proverbs and empty words on you, I know where you come from, and yeah, it's quite an unhealthy place. Not gonna call you mentally ill tho, that'd be too glamurous and you may even feel comfy on that notion, but I ain't gonna sugarcoat it, man, for what I read you're a fucking coward. You're hiding, surrounding yourself with a veil of apathy because it's less painful than actually confronting the bullshit of your past head on. As I said, "forgetting" ain't a thing, and you'te confirming it, mate, if the bullshit comes crawling back, it was never really gone, now was it? It never fucking disappears, and you better accept that before it's too late

Don't fucking push the bullshit down, man, don't ever fucking do that, it's the easy way, the coward thing to do, the least painful but the most damaging. You may tell me you don't give a crap, that you're happy to not deal with bullshit past, but that's just a facade, man, and it can fall down on you quite fucking quickly, it's gonna eat you from the insides, man

Feel free to correct me if I'm wrong in anything I say, but I've seen this shit too many times to not recognize it, and let me tell you, it's quite fucking common. You're not alone, for fucking real, a lot of people deal with the bullshit in the same way, and it's not the best one, man. Open up, talk, express your feelings, otherwise you'll rot in a corner for years on end
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#300 - ninjaspartan (11/03/2016) [-]
.... Yyyyeaaaah, thanks for the moral support, but I think you're getting the wrong idea. I'm not contemplating suicide, buddy, but thanks for the fantastic choice words of encouragement, you've helped me consider.

I've learned from my past already, that's what happens when there's nothing left but to get on with your life, no one really has a choice there. But I do have a choice in whether or not I want to make "amends" with the past. There's no step by step instruction booklet, you know that, right? It's all literally the same action veiled in a different verbal confirmation, you deal with the past the same way I do and the same way everyone else does--by leaving it in the past. It doesn't do anything for you that it didn't already do when you were going through it, bud. You can act tough all you want, doesn't make a difference to me. I'm just being real about it--bullshit will always be bullshit and doesn't deserve to be acknowledged any other way as long as you're still alive, and as long as it remains in the past.
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#301 - agronimo (11/03/2016) [-]
I still wholeheartedly disagree with your approach tho

There's not only one way to work this shit around, man, and while you're right in saying there ain't a step by step book to sort bullshit out, there are proven psychological guidelines to deal with this shit in the most efficient way possible. Leaving the past in the past doesn't help you if you haven't truly confronted shit. Bullshit then does not need to equal bullshit now, and we're talking about pain here, not abstract mumbo jumbo. If you look into the most painful events of your past and they're still painful, they're not healed, man, and trying to push that shit into the past without letting it through does not help. Sheltering in apathy does not make you stronger, makes you stiffer, and stiff shit can break twice as easily when the pain comes back crawling back. Past will not "remain in the past", man, that's not how it works. Hence my point about how fucking silly is to think one can just "forget"

Listen, pal, I know you're not contemplating suicide, I was just spicing shit up rethorically, and fuck me, I ain't your therapist, I don't know shit about you or your life, so I may just be talking nonsense. I don't wanna tell you how to live your life or how to deal with your bullshit, I'm just pointing shit out because I'm smelling something fishy in your discourse. If you have unsolved shit in your past, that's a real problem, don't fucking disregard it, don't fucking downplay it, dude, grow a fucking pair and sort that shit out already

You can shut down all you want, you can tryna do the switcheroo and tell me I'm just "acting tough", or you can take the bits of this convo that may be useful to you and actually use them in your advantage. In the end, does it fucking matter? Probably not, you're gonna do what you see it's best for you, but ain't no wrong in taking someone else's advice now and then, amirite?

Anyway, enough with the chit-chat, that's really all I have to say about this

Godspeed and good luck, my dude
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#302 - ninjaspartan (11/03/2016) [-]
Well good on ya for tryina be the good samaratin. I take a little bit of everything in life and apply it where it makes a difference. Different experiences though, that's all. As far as I've learned--and I have learned--you have no control over most things in life. Your bullies are still gonna treat you like shit no matter how nice they are in real life to other people or how much you hoped they changed, your ex is still gonna tell you to stay out of her life six months later no matter how mutual your break up was or how much you've changed. What's there left to confront if all there is left is making things worse? People won't change, not for you. That's what real bullshit is. Being a fuck up isn't remorseful memory when you can actively change it, that's not at all what I'm getting at. 25 years on this dull fucking planet and all I've learned is that letting go and forgetting IS moving on. Even though you never truly forget.

Anyways yeah, good chit chat. Don't let life give you any bullshit.
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#218 - undeadwill (11/03/2016) [-]
You don't move on, you move away. And keep moving way from the damage.

But you don't forget, not really. So every time you remember you are brought right back there to the damage and it takes another chunk out of you. It will take peace and hope from you.

The only option is to heal faster than the cancer kills you.
#179 - That's what we call a "disclaimer"  [+] (1 reply) 10/26/2016 on FBI ANON RETURNS 0
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#196 - lijok (10/26/2016) [-]
Thanks?
#43 - This is why you're single.  [+] (1 reply) 10/24/2016 on /fit/izen gets a compliment +3
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**volksworgen rolled image**I'm not though, and in my experience being single is better tbh.

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