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#7617 - You too <3 08/18/2014 on kesolukt's profile 0
#7615 - Hahah Well it's bedtimes, see you around!  [+] (2 new replies) 08/18/2014 on kesolukt's profile 0
#7616 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Take care, old friend.
#7617 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
You too <3
#7613 - I'll see you there, old friend  [+] (4 new replies) 08/18/2014 on kesolukt's profile 0
#7614 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Alright, you get points for that one.
#7615 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Hahah

Well it's bedtimes, see you around!
#7616 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Take care, old friend.
#7617 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
You too <3
#7611 - Same to you  [+] (6 new replies) 08/18/2014 on kesolukt's profile 0
#7612 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
So what's it like knowing your going to hell?


Sure thing, Andre.
#7613 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
I'll see you there, old friend
#7614 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Alright, you get points for that one.
#7615 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Hahah

Well it's bedtimes, see you around!
#7616 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Take care, old friend.
#7617 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
You too <3
#7609 - Of course, agnostic just means I don't claim to know things …  [+] (1 new reply) 08/18/2014 on kesolukt's profile 0
#7610 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Gotcha.

Yeah, if ya' ever got a question or want to talk about that stuff, I'll answer.
#7607 - Among other things, yes  [+] (3 new replies) 08/18/2014 on kesolukt's profile 0
#7608 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Among other things?
#7609 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Of course, agnostic just means I don't claim to know things like that

I can still know or believe things
#7610 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Gotcha.

Yeah, if ya' ever got a question or want to talk about that stuff, I'll answer.
#7605 - Whatever God you believe in, we all come from the same one  [+] (5 new replies) 08/18/2014 on kesolukt's profile 0
#7606 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
You're agnostic, right?
#7607 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Among other things, yes
#7608 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Among other things?
#7609 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Of course, agnostic just means I don't claim to know things like that

I can still know or believe things
#7610 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Gotcha.

Yeah, if ya' ever got a question or want to talk about that stuff, I'll answer.
#7603 - It's more of an interpretation of something that happens now a…  [+] (7 new replies) 08/18/2014 on kesolukt's profile 0
#7604 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
God loves all his children.

I didn't understand this until more recently.
#7605 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Whatever God you believe in, we all come from the same one
#7606 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
You're agnostic, right?
#7607 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Among other things, yes
#7608 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Among other things?
#7609 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Of course, agnostic just means I don't claim to know things like that

I can still know or believe things
#7610 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Gotcha.

Yeah, if ya' ever got a question or want to talk about that stuff, I'll answer.
#7601 - Ah, alright  [+] (9 new replies) 08/18/2014 on kesolukt's profile 0
#7602 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
However, Divine Grace ain't just for believers.
#7603 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
It's more of an interpretation of something that happens now and then, I would say
#7604 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
God loves all his children.

I didn't understand this until more recently.
#7605 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Whatever God you believe in, we all come from the same one
#7606 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
You're agnostic, right?
#7607 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Among other things, yes
#7608 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Among other things?
#7609 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Of course, agnostic just means I don't claim to know things like that

I can still know or believe things
#7610 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Gotcha.

Yeah, if ya' ever got a question or want to talk about that stuff, I'll answer.
#7599 - Cover to cover? Or pieces?  [+] (11 new replies) 08/18/2014 on kesolukt's profile 0
#7600 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Cover to cover. I haven't in years.
#7601 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Ah, alright
#7602 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
However, Divine Grace ain't just for believers.
#7603 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
It's more of an interpretation of something that happens now and then, I would say
#7604 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
God loves all his children.

I didn't understand this until more recently.
#7605 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Whatever God you believe in, we all come from the same one
#7606 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
You're agnostic, right?
#7607 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Among other things, yes
#7608 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Among other things?
#7609 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Of course, agnostic just means I don't claim to know things like that

I can still know or believe things
#7610 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Gotcha.

Yeah, if ya' ever got a question or want to talk about that stuff, I'll answer.

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#6706 - kesolukt (08/23/2013) [-]
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Welcome to my den.

Please expand your definition of Self to include the Universe; This way you can have it all with nothing to lose. And drinks on me. Stay within a safe distance and we hope you have a save and pleasant trip through life.

hail eris
#7620 - gustavia (2 hours ago) [-]
Gustavia is best Octavia
#7612 to #7611 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
So what's it like knowing your going to hell?


Sure thing, Andre.
#7613 to #7612 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
I'll see you there, old friend
I'll see you there, old friend
#7614 to #7613 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Alright, you get points for that one.
Alright, you get points for that one.
#7615 to #7614 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Hahah   
   
Well it's bedtimes, see you around!
Hahah

Well it's bedtimes, see you around!
#7616 to #7615 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Take care, old friend.
#7591 to #7548 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Yeah, I know what you mean

I wish you luck
#7592 to #7591 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
I'll need it, thanks.
#7593 to #7592 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Hey a question I've been meaning to ask

What is the concept of Divine Grace in christianity? Like how would you explain it to someone who is a stranger to theology
#7594 to #7593 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Divine Grace....   
   
&quot;Grace in Christianity is the free and unmerited favor of God as manifested in the salvation of sinners and the bestowing of blessings.&quot;   
   
Off that definition?   
   
It's like in the movies, when everything is going wrong. The main character then finds one little thing and suddenly it propels them past the entire problem?   
   
It's like that but... Greater.   
   
I'm unaware if it ever happened to me consciously, but looking back at some stuff people will wonder: &quot;How did I get through that?&quot; Christians will more think along the lines of, &quot;Thank God for blessing me in my time of need.&quot;   
   
It's the richest man giving you exactly what you need when you need it.   
   
It's the wisest man giving wisdom to a young soul.   
   
It's the strongest man picking you up when you've nothing to stand on.
Divine Grace....

"Grace in Christianity is the free and unmerited favor of God as manifested in the salvation of sinners and the bestowing of blessings."

Off that definition?

It's like in the movies, when everything is going wrong. The main character then finds one little thing and suddenly it propels them past the entire problem?

It's like that but... Greater.

I'm unaware if it ever happened to me consciously, but looking back at some stuff people will wonder: "How did I get through that?" Christians will more think along the lines of, "Thank God for blessing me in my time of need."

It's the richest man giving you exactly what you need when you need it.

It's the wisest man giving wisdom to a young soul.

It's the strongest man picking you up when you've nothing to stand on.
#7596 to #7595 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Why'd you ask?
Why'd you ask?
#7597 to #7596 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
I've known what it means but not had it put in a context, now I understand
I've known what it means but not had it put in a context, now I understand
#7598 to #7597 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
I need to read the bible, again.
User avatar #7618 to #7598 - bible (08/19/2014) [-]
Aye bby
#7619 to #7618 - xblthatguy (08/19/2014) [-]
It's been a while, man.
#7599 to #7598 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Cover to cover?

Or pieces?
#7600 to #7599 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Cover to cover. I haven't in years.
#7602 to #7601 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
However, Divine Grace ain't just for believers.
However, Divine Grace ain't just for believers.
#7603 to #7602 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
It's more of an interpretation of something that happens now and then, I would say
#7604 to #7603 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
God loves all his children.   
   
I didn't understand this until more recently.
God loves all his children.

I didn't understand this until more recently.
#7605 to #7604 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Whatever God you believe in, we all come from the same one
#7606 to #7605 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
You're agnostic, right?
#7607 to #7606 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Among other things, yes
Among other things, yes
#7608 to #7607 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Among other things?
#7609 to #7608 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Of course, agnostic just means I don't claim to know things like that

I can still know or believe things
#7610 to #7609 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Gotcha.

Yeah, if ya' ever got a question or want to talk about that stuff, I'll answer.
#7575 to #7572 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
They are nice
#7576 to #7575 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
How you been?    
   
Shouldn't you be asleep?
How you been?

Shouldn't you be asleep?
#7577 to #7576 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Horrible to be honest, but now I'm good

Nah, got nothing tomorrow and watching a movie
#7578 to #7577 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
If ya' ever need a pair of ears...   
   
Gotcha. Which movie?
If ya' ever need a pair of ears...

Gotcha. Which movie?
#7579 to #7578 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Not that kind of horrible, just exhausion from stress. Working too much, resting too little.

Avatar, one of my favorites
#7580 to #7579 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Either way, good to hear you're feelin' better.   
   
Never seen it.
Either way, good to hear you're feelin' better.

Never seen it.
#7581 to #7580 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Thank you

*cries a little*
#7582 to #7581 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Oh come on, that can't bother you.
#7583 to #7582 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Theatrics. It is a good movie though
#7584 to #7583 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Guess I'll just take your word for it.
Guess I'll just take your word for it.
#7585 to #7584 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Fair enough

So how you been?
#7586 to #7585 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Boy, that's a great question.
Boy, that's a great question.
#7587 to #7586 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Got a great answer for it too?
#7588 to #7587 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
If only, Keso.   
   
I ain't bad. Just looking for something, still.
If only, Keso.

I ain't bad. Just looking for something, still.
#7589 to #7588 - kesolukt (08/18/2014) [-]
Is it something specific or are you just looking for "something"?
#7590 to #7589 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
One of those things were you don't know what you're missing, but when you get it/see it, you know exactly what it is.
#7574 to #7573 - xblthatguy (08/18/2014) [-]
Been a long while since I had an all picture conversation.
Been a long while since I had an all picture conversation.
#7534 to #7533 - kesolukt (08/11/2014) [-]
Haihai
Haihai
#7535 to #7534 - mangioluingi ONLINE (08/11/2014) [-]
Why do I sleep for so long...?
#7536 to #7535 - kesolukt (08/12/2014) [-]
Why do I sleep so little?
Why do I sleep so little?
User avatar #7537 to #7536 - mangioluingi ONLINE (08/12/2014) [-]
Do you remember me...?
I can't remember if we've talked at all recently...
#7538 to #7537 - kesolukt (08/12/2014) [-]
Eeyup
Nope, was a long time ago man
Ever post those christian vegetables?
#7539 to #7538 - mangioluingi ONLINE (08/12/2014) [-]
Unfortunately... that was such a short amount of time though...   
Why remember me for that...?   
   
Madotsuki was the main one...
Unfortunately... that was such a short amount of time though...
Why remember me for that...?

Madotsuki was the main one...
#7540 to #7539 - kesolukt (08/12/2014) [-]
Feels like a long time
Well I don't have too much say in what I remember, I just do
User avatar #7542 to #7540 - mangioluingi ONLINE (08/12/2014) [-]
funnyjunk.com/funny_pictures/2793270/FJ/1160850#1160850

Oh yeah... the link to the comment...
#7541 to #7540 - mangioluingi ONLINE (08/12/2014) [-]
The reason I came to visit was because of this reply you gave to me that made me feel nice...
Every now and again I go through my favorites... and check on people...

Hmm... and even in the past I disregarded those veggies...
#7543 to #7541 - kesolukt (08/12/2014) [-]
Heh, that's really nice   
   
So how you doing?
Heh, that's really nice

So how you doing?
User avatar #7544 to #7543 - mangioluingi ONLINE (08/12/2014) [-]
Just fine...
You seemed to have vanished for some time...
#7545 to #7544 - kesolukt (08/12/2014) [-]
I come and go quite a lot
I come and go quite a lot
#7546 to #7545 - mangioluingi ONLINE (08/12/2014) [-]
Why might that be?
#7547 to #7546 - kesolukt (08/13/2014) [-]
Iunno, just the way I am
#7483 - nerdyghost ONLINE (07/28/2014) [-]
hue
hue
User avatar #7482 to #7481 - kesolukt (07/27/2014) [-]
beep beep muthafuka
#7473 - nerdyghost ONLINE (07/18/2014) [-]
<3
#7430 to #7429 - kesolukt (07/12/2014) [-]
**kesolukt huggles**
User avatar #7449 to #7430 - atrocitustheking (07/14/2014) [-]
Hnnnng, man this picture is cute. It's why I sometimes ship kesoluk and vinylgirl 'Tavi and Scratch.
#7472 to #7449 - nerdyghost ONLINE (07/18/2014) [-]
no
my kes
User avatar #7474 to #7472 - atrocitustheking (07/18/2014) [-]
Lol. Don't you worry, I ain't out to steal your husbando.
#7475 to #7474 - nerdyghost ONLINE (07/18/2014) [-]
no but vinyl better not be
User avatar #7476 to #7475 - atrocitustheking (07/18/2014) [-]
You'll have to talk to her about that
User avatar #7468 to #7449 - kesolukt (07/14/2014) [-]
Actually a friend is here now, but I'll see you tonight probably

Take care <3
User avatar #7469 to #7468 - atrocitustheking (07/14/2014) [-]
And you as well.
#7450 to #7449 - kesolukt (07/14/2014) [-]
pfft

And yes, one of the best ships
User avatar #7471 to #7450 - nerdyghost ONLINE (07/18/2014) [-]
:c
#7477 to #7471 - kesolukt (07/18/2014) [-]
You don't have anything to worry about, sweetheart
#7478 to #7477 - nerdyghost ONLINE (07/18/2014) [-]
good

I don't wanna have to shank anyone omg
#7451 to #7450 - atrocitustheking (07/14/2014) [-]
Any other favorites? I'm a big fan of Applebloom+Spike. Dunno why, I just think they're cute together. Hmm, don't have any of those two on my current computer, so have more Octavia+Vinyl Scratch.
#7452 to #7451 - kesolukt (07/14/2014) [-]
Discord x Flutters
#7453 to #7452 - atrocitustheking (07/14/2014) [-]
Blasphemy! Discord+Celestia is the true ship! Though I did have a Discord x Fluttershy on my laptop, so if you don't have it already, you can add it to you're collection.
#7454 to #7453 - kesolukt (07/14/2014) [-]
Heh

And yeah I've seen it but now I can also save it!
#7455 to #7454 - atrocitustheking (07/14/2014) [-]
Hooray! Happy to be of service! Another for me is Lyra x Bon Bon Bon-Bon? (partly because I'm pretty much always up for some yuri).
#7456 to #7455 - kesolukt (07/14/2014) [-]
Bon Bon Yeah it's nice, and yes yuri is awesomes
#7457 to #7456 - atrocitustheking (07/14/2014) [-]
Oh man, if your not careful with all this adorableness, Imma get dragged back into the pony fandom. If only I could shake the 9gag characterization of Ponka. Godfather references: "Everytime I think I'm out, they pull me right back in!"
User avatar #7459 to #7458 - atrocitustheking (07/14/2014) [-]
Wait, what's boring?
#7460 to #7459 - kesolukt (07/14/2014) [-]
That you can't shake that characterization, you silly
#7461 to #7460 - atrocitustheking (07/14/2014) [-]
9gag is a many faceted thing, and many of those facets are as black as coal. I... shouldn't let them get to Ponka... nor should I let them get to 40k! BY THUNDER I SHALL DO WHAT I WANT AND ENJOY WHAT I WANT!   
If I can remember to do that with horrible Transformers movies, then I may be able to do it here...
9gag is a many faceted thing, and many of those facets are as black as coal. I... shouldn't let them get to Ponka... nor should I let them get to 40k! BY THUNDER I SHALL DO WHAT I WANT AND ENJOY WHAT I WANT!
If I can remember to do that with horrible Transformers movies, then I may be able to do it here...
#7462 to #7461 - kesolukt (07/14/2014) [-]
Or you could like... forget about the stuff you wanna forget about
#7463 to #7462 - atrocitustheking (07/14/2014) [-]
I'd love to, but how to do so? I seem to have an amazing memory for annoying and unpleasant stuff.
Let me guess, there's some crazy Buddhist mindintense bodylove way to do it or something, isn't there? Or worse, it's all up to me and there's no magic bullet. Yeah, it's that second one isn't it?
#7464 to #7463 - kesolukt (07/14/2014) [-]
It's always the second one, my friend
It's always the second one, my friend
#7465 to #7464 - atrocitustheking (07/14/2014) [-]
sigh
Welp, time to get to work, in a manner of speaking.
#7466 to #7465 - kesolukt (07/14/2014) [-]
Heh, good

I'm just gonna go and meet a friend, I'll be back in a bit
User avatar #7467 to #7466 - atrocitustheking (07/14/2014) [-]
I will likely be here. Take care, dude.
#7470 to #7431 - atrocitustheking (07/14/2014) [-]
Much wub
so rave
wow I couldn't resist.
#7433 to #7432 - vinylgirl (07/12/2014) [-]
hehe, I already had this one, but that one is also nice
which one is better?
#7434 to #7433 - kesolukt (07/12/2014) [-]
Red eyes master race : P
User avatar #7435 to #7434 - vinylgirl (07/12/2014) [-]
true true hehe
#7436 to #7435 - kesolukt (07/12/2014) [-]
Changed my mind, rave eyes master race
Changed my mind, rave eyes master race
#7437 to #7436 - vinylgirl (07/12/2014) [-]
that also works haha
#7438 to #7437 - kesolukt (07/12/2014) [-]
You should know how much it means to me that you want to do meditation and so on

I think my biggest hope in life is to help someone along that path. Though perhaps my hope to be together with nerdy is bigger

But anyway, it means a lot to me anytime someone shows interest. I have so much to give on that subject
User avatar #7439 to #7438 - vinylgirl (07/12/2014) [-]
hehe, well I am glad I am
I have always had interest in meditation
even did it a few times like during yoga, but I kinda never followed through

I hope I can follow through now
#7397 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
**satrenkotheone hugs you**
#7418 to #7397 - kesolukt (07/11/2014) [-]
So study in your free time
User avatar #7419 to #7418 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
Kinda bad at it without a teacher.
#7420 to #7419 - kesolukt (07/11/2014) [-]
That's just an excuse

How much free time do you have?
User avatar #7421 to #7420 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
Almost all but I can't get a degree on my free time, which is what I want.
#7422 to #7421 - kesolukt (07/11/2014) [-]
Then what you want is not to study, but to get a degree
User avatar #7423 to #7422 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
History.

The problem is that different universities have various subjects and I cannot know which ones so it makes it really hard.
#7424 to #7423 - kesolukt (07/11/2014) [-]
You are making it hard for yourself

If you are interested in history, then study history even if you don't get a degree

If that is not appealing then ask yourself what else you want in life, something you can do now
User avatar #7425 to #7424 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
I am considering different things but I am banking on getting back into the university I used to be in.

I'll try look more into it once I move again.
#7426 to #7425 - kesolukt (07/11/2014) [-]
Alright

When you moving?
User avatar #7427 to #7426 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
Possibly next week or so.
#7398 to #7397 - kesolukt (07/11/2014) [-]
**kesolukt hugs back**

Hai, what's up?
User avatar #7399 to #7398 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
Felt like saying hi. Kind of drunk but that's okay. I dunno... feeling a bit off I guess, you?
#7400 to #7399 - kesolukt (07/11/2014) [-]
Ah, what kind of off?
#7401 to #7400 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
Mixed feeling of melancholy and happiness.

Wish I could become a mother in the future.
#7402 to #7401 - kesolukt (07/11/2014) [-]
How well would you be able to raise a child? Referring to the issues you've had or are still having
User avatar #7403 to #7402 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
What do you mean by that?

Well I am hoping for things to progress enough that I can carry my own child. Unlikely but one can be optimistic.
#7404 to #7403 - kesolukt (07/11/2014) [-]
Psychological
User avatar #7405 to #7404 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
I'm not the idiot I used to be, strangely.
#7406 to #7405 - kesolukt (07/11/2014) [-]
As you say

But I wasn't saying you're an idiot, I was saying you've had issues. Raising a child is not a small feat. And the need to raise a child can come from similar issues, actually
User avatar #7407 to #7406 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
Well I Know you didn't, but I know I've been stupid. And it's not a thing I consider doing in the near future, just something to keep in mind for me.
#7408 to #7407 - kesolukt (07/11/2014) [-]
Fair enough

Yes, it's understandable. But I still wonder where that want rose from

How would you say that you have changed?
User avatar #7409 to #7408 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
I'm not sure to be honest. I feel that my needs aren't as obnoxious as they used to. I guess I was pretty childish... I'm trying to figure more things out now, haven't got everything set though but I'm aware.
#7410 to #7409 - kesolukt (07/11/2014) [-]
Very good

Understanding is always the way
User avatar #7411 to #7410 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
I suppose it is.

Of course my plans are just guidelines.

How are you doing with that? Any plans etc?
#7412 to #7411 - kesolukt (07/11/2014) [-]
Yeah

With what 'that'?
And my plans for now are just to continue my studies and enjoy life really
User avatar #7413 to #7412 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
I want to continue my studes and enjoy life... but, treatment.
User avatar #7415 to #7414 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
For being a massive fag that wants my dick cut off.
#7416 to #7415 - kesolukt (07/11/2014) [-]
How does that stop you from continuing your studies or enjoying life?
User avatar #7417 to #7416 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
Eh, me living a bit far off at the moment stops me from enjoying things.

Well I planned to do studies in England. And the treatment kinda hinders that.
#7396 - nerdyghost ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
Comment Picture
User avatar #7380 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
I am disgusted
#7381 to #7380 - kesolukt (07/11/2014) [-]
You should stop that
User avatar #7382 to #7381 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
Well I'm not really disgusted, but why?
#7383 to #7382 - kesolukt (07/11/2014) [-]
Stop lying then

And why not?
User avatar #7384 to #7383 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
I never lied.

Because I am clearly not asking you why.
#7385 to #7384 - kesolukt (07/11/2014) [-]
Alright

That's a strange answer. Let's start again: What was your question?
User avatar #7386 to #7385 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
How do snakes poop?
#7387 to #7386 - kesolukt (07/11/2014) [-]
I don't have time for this

Do you have something meaningful to ask or tell?
User avatar #7388 to #7387 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
Then why are you here?

Well how are you then?
#7389 to #7388 - kesolukt (07/11/2014) [-]
For whatever meaningful might come along

I'm fantastic, you?
User avatar #7390 to #7389 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
Then why so upset?

I'm bored as **** , moving around.
#7391 to #7390 - kesolukt (07/11/2014) [-]
Not upset, simply trying to prioritize since I have so many things I'm trying to do at the same time. I'd rather talk more later

Find something fun to do then
#7392 to #7391 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
You didn't look busy, that's all.
#7394 to #7393 - satrenkotheone ONLINE (07/11/2014) [-]
Well good to know you're doing well at least.
#7330 - xblthatguy (07/07/2014) [-]
What's up?
#7377 to #7330 - kesolukt (07/07/2014) [-]
Hah, yeah whatever
#7378 to #7377 - xblthatguy (07/07/2014) [-]
For now, later.
#7355 to #7330 - kesolukt (07/07/2014) [-]
I know, I'm prepared for that

I've been in a similar place

Still, I hope you stick around

At least a little while
#7356 to #7355 - xblthatguy (07/07/2014) [-]
I do not promise what I cannot guarantee.

Nowadays, I don't make many promises.
#7357 to #7356 - kesolukt (07/07/2014) [-]
I stopped making promises at some point

It is an absurd notion, as if I know the future
User avatar #7359 to #7357 - xblthatguy (07/07/2014) [-]
I gotta go. Later.
User avatar #7361 to #7359 - kesolukt (07/07/2014) [-]
Okay, later
#7358 to #7357 - xblthatguy (07/07/2014) [-]
Promises aren't a belief of the future.    
   
It's the belief that you'll do or accomplish something in the future.   
   
I promise that I'll be alive tomorrow. I promise I'll always put family and God first.   
   
I cannot promise your health in coming time. I hold no knowledge of your health, and I cannot  hold that belief that tomorrow  you won't be sick.
Promises aren't a belief of the future.

It's the belief that you'll do or accomplish something in the future.

I promise that I'll be alive tomorrow. I promise I'll always put family and God first.

I cannot promise your health in coming time. I hold no knowledge of your health, and I cannot hold that belief that tomorrow you won't be sick.
#7360 to #7358 - kesolukt (07/07/2014) [-]
So when you say that you don't make a promise you cannot keep, you mean about things you don't have much control/knowledge over?

I don't want to make a promise that I cannot keep either, and I'd never make the promise that I'll be alive tomorrow. Too me, that is hubris
#7362 to #7360 - xblthatguy (07/07/2014) [-]
You're still here?
#7364 to #7363 - xblthatguy (07/07/2014) [-]
Even if you can't fulfill that promise, it's the fact that you had the confidence to say that.   
   
If you can't say you promise to stay alive, do you plan to be alive tomorrow?
Even if you can't fulfill that promise, it's the fact that you had the confidence to say that.

If you can't say you promise to stay alive, do you plan to be alive tomorrow?
#7365 to #7364 - kesolukt (07/07/2014) [-]
We see it in different ways then, a promise to me is a guarantee. Like saying "This WILL happen".

Well there is no use planning to be dead, is there?
#7366 to #7365 - xblthatguy (07/07/2014) [-]
I haven't specific plans, but the road to heaven is both a road in life and the afterlife.
#7367 to #7366 - kesolukt (07/07/2014) [-]
But you still think you can plan, even if vaguely, your afterlife?
#7368 to #7367 - xblthatguy (07/07/2014) [-]
I guess we'll find out.

Whatever happens is inevitable, though.
#7369 to #7368 - kesolukt (07/07/2014) [-]
Indeed

My irl friends somtimes get a bit uncomfortable by how comfortable I am with death
#7370 to #7369 - xblthatguy (07/07/2014) [-]
Yeah, that's because it's one of those ultimate unknowns.
#7371 to #7370 - kesolukt (07/07/2014) [-]
Yes, but that's the reason there's nothing to be worried about

The unknown is something we fear, but these things are not like everyday unknowns. So why do people treat them as such?

I guess I understand why they do that, but I wish I could sit down and talk about this with every single one of them
#7372 to #7371 - xblthatguy (07/07/2014) [-]
Nobody considers a tomorrow an unknown, really. It's part of the routine.

When you move to another country/city/state you readjust, but you still have a routine eventually. Lose your job? You'll still have a basic routine.

But even after all those unknowns, you still have the feeling you'll survive after that. But there's no coming back from death. People will have to deal with death of a friend and family member, and they can't imagine that happening to them. Because mainly, just for argument's sake, what if there's nothing after this? There's no you. No body. No spirit. That's it. Like you plugged out your TV because it broke. The end.

I think that's what people fear. If I thought so, I'd be the same way. But I think if you believe in life after death, then the stigma towards death isn't as strong.
#7373 to #7372 - kesolukt (07/07/2014) [-]
But I do not believe in a life after death

No paradise, heaven or hell

I will die and that will be it, my body will decay and with it my brain with all my memories and personality. No body, no spirit

Of course on the surface I have fear, fear of pain and sickness

But what could possibly scare me of death?
#7374 to #7373 - xblthatguy (07/07/2014) [-]
Didn't say it was supposed to.

I ain't got no problem with what you're saying, Keso.
#7375 to #7374 - kesolukt (07/07/2014) [-]
Oh, excuse my enthusiasm
#7376 to #7375 - xblthatguy (07/07/2014) [-]
Whatever, dude. It doesn't matter anyway.

We'll see what happens.
#7331 to #7330 - kesolukt (07/07/2014) [-]
Well, it's been a ****** day and I miss nerdy a lot

Nobody to talk to, except you now

What's up with you?
#7332 to #7331 - xblthatguy (07/07/2014) [-]
Just said bye to two of my oldest friends on here.

What happened with you today?
#7333 to #7332 - kesolukt (07/07/2014) [-]
What kind of bye?

Eh, just a lot of smaller things

One big though, the screen on my new laptop hurts my eyes

And it makes buzzing noises in my ears when headphones are in, and when I type

I was hoping this would be an upgrade from the last one but it turns out to be the opposite, just not what I needed right now
#7334 to #7333 - xblthatguy (07/07/2014) [-]
I don't like saying bye unless it's intended to be forever.

...That's stupid. Is it the brightness? Or really the screen? Buzzing? Did you buy a mechanical bee?
User avatar #7335 to #7334 - kesolukt (07/07/2014) [-]
Ah...

No, like if I look at the background here on fj it almost looks a bit like static. Like if the pixels are moving around, that's probably what ***** with my eyes...

And I don't know, but it's pretty frustrating when all I want is some nice music and whenever it gets a bit quiet I can hear weird noises. And it's not my headphones because it doesn't sound like that when in my phone
#7336 to #7335 - xblthatguy (07/07/2014) [-]
Yeah. Like the time we did, but without a good vibe.

What the hell?

See if you can improve the speaker/video quality somehow. I know you can increase/decrease the resolution easily. Maybe new drivers?
#7337 to #7336 - kesolukt (07/07/2014) [-]
**kesolukt hugs** I'm sorry to hear that   
   
I don't know, and I tried changing the resolution but nothing. And the audio thing doesn't seem to be about quality, it's like if the sounds in the laptop from the processor and stuff is heard through the headphones. If I put the volume up the noises doesn't get louder
**kesolukt hugs** I'm sorry to hear that

I don't know, and I tried changing the resolution but nothing. And the audio thing doesn't seem to be about quality, it's like if the sounds in the laptop from the processor and stuff is heard through the headphones. If I put the volume up the noises doesn't get louder
#7338 to #7337 - xblthatguy (07/07/2014) [-]
Don't be. It's calculated.   
   
I don't  know what to  say then. That's strange.
Don't be. It's calculated.

I don't know what to say then. That's strange.
#7339 to #7338 - kesolukt (07/07/2014) [-]
Alright

I haven't had a good solid computer for years... 6 years I think. So obviously now that I finally get around to buying one it's **** . I feel a bit like crying actually, maybe later

It's funny, I'd be fine if nerdy was here
#7340 to #7339 - xblthatguy (07/07/2014) [-]
Nerdy's pretty cool. I've only spoken to her twice. Still, I'm glad you found a person like her.
#7341 to #7340 - kesolukt (07/07/2014) [-]
Heh... yeah me too

Enough about me, what's up with you excluding the goodbyes?
#7343 to #7341 - xblthatguy (07/07/2014) [-]
I need to rely on my own strength.   
   
Every time I've tried to rely on someone, it doesn't work out. I'm done looking for a shoulder to lean on. Friends come and go, only God and myself are with me until I die.
I need to rely on my own strength.

Every time I've tried to rely on someone, it doesn't work out. I'm done looking for a shoulder to lean on. Friends come and go, only God and myself are with me until I die.
#7347 to #7343 - kesolukt (07/07/2014) [-]
I think that is correct

But we are not like that, are we? God creates us as part of eachother, always affecting and being affected by everyone else. We are born into families, communities etc. So how can you think yourself to be an island?

I think of the world as a forest, every person a tree. Everyone stands up "by itself" but wouldn't grow without the rest.
#7348 to #7347 - xblthatguy (07/07/2014) [-]
I ain't no island. I'm just not standing up by myself.

And I won't start unless I leave some people I rely on.

The wheels are in motion, this is my mistake to make. Lets see where it goes.
#7349 to #7348 - kesolukt (07/07/2014) [-]
But how many will you leave for this?
#7350 to #7349 - xblthatguy (07/07/2014) [-]
I'll get back to you on that in due time.
I'll get back to you on that in due time.
#7351 to #7350 - kesolukt (07/07/2014) [-]
Fair enough

It is a fascination of mine; unnecessary yet inevitable sorrow at other people's decisions

Not because I feel they hurt me, or even that I think they are wrong... only sorrow for the sake of it
#7352 to #7351 - xblthatguy (07/07/2014) [-]
Then this may very well fascinate you.
#7353 to #7352 - kesolukt (07/07/2014) [-]
I meant my own sorrow

I will take no joy from your's, neither anyone else's
#7354 to #7353 - xblthatguy (07/07/2014) [-]
Aye.

Though, I will tell you one thing. Everything is off raw emotion. If I feel the need, then you will likewise not see me again.
#7329 - nerdyghost ONLINE (06/30/2014) [-]
You there?
User avatar #7272 - soneka (06/30/2014) [-]
Hello.
User avatar #7274 to #7273 - soneka (06/30/2014) [-]
How're you, old friend?
#7275 to #7274 - kesolukt (06/30/2014) [-]
I am great, it's been a good day

And you?
User avatar #7276 to #7275 - soneka (06/30/2014) [-]
I'm fine. Just came over here to say thank you.

You should know why.
#7277 to #7276 - kesolukt (06/30/2014) [-]
Oh, you are quite welcome
User avatar #7282 to #7277 - soneka (06/30/2014) [-]
Great.

That's all I wanted to say, truly. Surely I'll see again.
#7286 to #7282 - kesolukt (06/30/2014) [-]
Indeed, see you around
#7299 to #7271 - atrocitustheking (06/30/2014) [-]
Now for a selection from the stellar Zdzislaw Beksinski.
#7328 to #7327 - atrocitustheking (06/30/2014) [-]
And that's it for Beksinski.
#7283 to #7281 - atrocitustheking (06/30/2014) [-]
Megastructures ftw.
#7285 to #7284 - atrocitustheking (06/30/2014) [-]
This one is by a magnificent DeviantArtist named ANTIFAN REAL.
#7297 to #7296 - atrocitustheking (06/30/2014) [-]
Dunno if this counts as "high art" or anything, but I think it's rad as Hell.
#7263 - nerdyghost ONLINE (06/28/2014) [-]
honey! Sorry I wasn't responding
I felt bad about what I brought up earlier so I wanted to go to sleep...
#7264 to #7263 - kesolukt (06/28/2014) [-]
Is k <3
Also omg Flutterdonut is a thing
User avatar #7265 to #7264 - nerdyghost ONLINE (06/28/2014) [-]
lol ponut
#7233 to #7231 - kesolukt (06/26/2014) [-]
Ugh, someone accidentally called me and woke me up   
Only got like 4 hours of sleep, maybe less
Ugh, someone accidentally called me and woke me up
Only got like 4 hours of sleep, maybe less
#7256 to #7233 - lilmisspinkamena (06/26/2014) [-]
I very easily give in to sexual urges....
#7257 to #7256 - kesolukt (06/26/2014) [-]
Well that's not always a bad thing, but it is when you just wanna sleep

You should work on that, every night is an opportunity to do so
#7258 to #7257 - lilmisspinkamena (06/26/2014) [-]
why is not a bad thing?
#7259 to #7258 - kesolukt (06/26/2014) [-]
It is when it stops you from doing something else, but it's not a bad thing in itself

I'd like to be more easily aroused sometimes
#7260 to #7259 - lilmisspinkamena (06/26/2014) [-]
I am so stupidly easily aroused it's not even funny....
#7261 to #7260 - kesolukt (06/26/2014) [-]
Heh, I guess I could try to help you with that

But now I have to go sleep, see you around Miss <3
User avatar #7262 to #7261 - lilmisspinkamena (06/26/2014) [-]
cya keso <3
#7235 to #7234 - kesolukt (06/26/2014) [-]
Am in bed, can't sleep

What's up with you?
#7236 to #7235 - lilmisspinkamena (06/26/2014) [-]
kinda bored tbh... and i'm going to be on my comp for a good nother hour or two
#7237 to #7236 - kesolukt (06/26/2014) [-]
Y u no go bed?
#7238 to #7237 - lilmisspinkamena (06/26/2014) [-]
becuase i'm an idiot with it comes to sleep plain and simple
#7240 to #7238 - kesolukt (06/26/2014) [-]
Then sleep now
#7244 to #7242 - kesolukt (06/26/2014) [-]
So get ready for bed, go to bed, close your eyes
#7246 to #7244 - lilmisspinkamena (06/26/2014) [-]
but that wont do anything
#7247 to #7246 - kesolukt (06/26/2014) [-]
But it will do more good than staring at the computer will, right?
#7248 to #7247 - lilmisspinkamena (06/26/2014) [-]
I got 6 hours of sleep I am the smarterest
#7249 to #7248 - kesolukt (06/26/2014) [-]
Well, maybe you would've gotten a little bit more if you follow my advice?
#7250 to #7249 - lilmisspinkamena (06/26/2014) [-]
I wasn't thinking logically... I was thinking with my dick
#7251 to #7250 - kesolukt (06/26/2014) [-]
That's fine *pats on head*

We all do that once in a while : P
#7252 to #7251 - lilmisspinkamena (06/26/2014) [-]
I do it to often though....
#7253 to #7252 - kesolukt (06/26/2014) [-]
Stop it then
#7255 to #7254 - kesolukt (06/26/2014) [-]
Didn't say it was easy, did I?
#7243 to #7242 - lilmisspinkamena (06/26/2014) [-]
my brain wont let me
User avatar #7245 to #7243 - kesolukt (06/26/2014) [-]
Sorry I derped, reply above
#7239 to #7232 - nerdyghost ONLINE (06/26/2014) [-]
yay
yay
#7191 - nerdyghost ONLINE (06/23/2014) [-]
*boop*
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