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#888378 - I will, just later today. 7 hours ago on Ponyville +2
#888375 - Eh, kinda bored today. Might go back to posting as Cadence soo…  [+] (2 new replies) 7 hours ago on Ponyville +2
#888376 - letriggs (7 hours ago) [-]
doeet
#888378 - cutietooniexx (7 hours ago) [-]
I will, just later today.
#888373 - He triggs, how are you?  [+] (4 new replies) 7 hours ago on Ponyville +2
#888374 - letriggs (7 hours ago) [-]
im okay

yourself?
#888375 - cutietooniexx (7 hours ago) [-]
Eh, kinda bored today. Might go back to posting as Cadence soon cause I actually decorated the profile page there and cant think of anything for this one.....plus just in the mood for it.
#888376 - letriggs (7 hours ago) [-]
doeet
#888378 - cutietooniexx (7 hours ago) [-]
I will, just later today.
#888370 - Picture  [+] (8 new replies) 7 hours ago on Ponyville +3
User avatar #888424 - cya (5 hours ago) [-]
so small
User avatar #888390 - novabird (7 hours ago) [-]
poop
#888371 - letriggs (7 hours ago) [-]
#888373 - cutietooniexx (7 hours ago) [-]
He triggs, how are you?
#888374 - letriggs (7 hours ago) [-]
im okay

yourself?
#888375 - cutietooniexx (7 hours ago) [-]
Eh, kinda bored today. Might go back to posting as Cadence soon cause I actually decorated the profile page there and cant think of anything for this one.....plus just in the mood for it.
#888376 - letriggs (7 hours ago) [-]
doeet
#888378 - cutietooniexx (7 hours ago) [-]
I will, just later today.
#888341 - Hopefully it will all be worth it. 9 hours ago on Ponyville 0
#888340 - Ok I will be waiting.  [+] (1 new reply) 9 hours ago on Ponyville +1
User avatar #888431 - cya (5 hours ago) [-]
now, just need to concentrate...das hard
#888339 - ok then, mostly good :3  [+] (1 new reply) 9 hours ago on Ponyville +1
#888436 - cya (5 hours ago) [-]
yesh
#888309 - Well on the bright side if you can do it then we would be pretty set.  [+] (2 new replies) 9 hours ago on Ponyville +1
#888338 - cya (9 hours ago) [-]
cool, i'd be glad to try it for not my biological family, self, or some shitty grade. for someone i actually care about, might be worth it
#888341 - cutietooniexx (9 hours ago) [-]
Hopefully it will all be worth it.
#888307 - Ok, let me know once you have found a name and got your charac…  [+] (5 new replies) 9 hours ago on Ponyville +1
#888337 - cya (9 hours ago) [-]
will dew
#888405 - princesscadence (6 hours ago) [-]
Also, can continue these conversations on my profile somewhere. Might be on this account for awhile.
#888419 - cya (5 hours ago) [-]
okie dokie :3
#888340 - cutietooniexx (9 hours ago) [-]
Ok I will be waiting.
User avatar #888431 - cya (5 hours ago) [-]
now, just need to concentrate...das hard
#888302 - Whatever, as long as its good.  [+] (3 new replies) 10 hours ago on Ponyville +1
#888336 - cya (9 hours ago) [-]
lel, alright

other than elbow itching and need to make important call soon
#888339 - cutietooniexx (9 hours ago) [-]
ok then, mostly good :3
#888436 - cya (5 hours ago) [-]
yesh

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#4864 to #4843 - cutietooniexx (02/26/2015) [-]
Yeah, pretty dependent on other people......and would be nice if I had one to do a few things for me.
#4865 to #4864 - xblthatguy (02/26/2015) [-]
Makes enough sense, I understand.
#4866 to #4865 - cutietooniexx (02/26/2015) [-]
Yeah, not something people like to hear though.....but because of my mental problems and what makes me feel comfortable....a caretaker would be nice to have.
Yeah, not something people like to hear though.....but because of my mental problems and what makes me feel comfortable....a caretaker would be nice to have.
#4867 to #4866 - xblthatguy (02/26/2015) [-]
Wish one would do a lot, would it not?
#4868 to #4867 - cutietooniexx (02/26/2015) [-]
Yeah it would....but Im not sure how I would react to having my problem removed.....I'd probably still be dependent on others because that's just who I am I think......
Yeah it would....but Im not sure how I would react to having my problem removed.....I'd probably still be dependent on others because that's just who I am I think......
#4870 to #4869 - cutietooniexx (02/26/2015) [-]
I just feel like im just naturally dependent on others. So even if I got rid of the problems that make concentrating difficult I will still be dependent.
#4871 to #4870 - xblthatguy (02/26/2015) [-]
I envy your honesty.
I envy your honesty.
#4872 to #4871 - cutietooniexx (02/26/2015) [-]
Well I learned that I wont get anything solved if I am not honest and people will not truly know me if I hide who I am.
#4873 to #4872 - xblthatguy (02/26/2015) [-]
That's precisely what I meant.
#4874 to #4873 - cutietooniexx (02/26/2015) [-]
Yeah, I just hope I can find more people who accept me for who I am and can put up with me.
#4875 to #4874 - xblthatguy (02/26/2015) [-]
Maybe that is the right way to go.
#4876 to #4875 - cutietooniexx (02/26/2015) [-]
Well I dont have too many friends, but the ones I do have are the best.
#4877 to #4876 - xblthatguy (02/26/2015) [-]
To be able to call someone that is a great feeling.
#4878 to #4877 - cutietooniexx (02/26/2015) [-]
Yeah, never really had too many friends growing up.....but I had more than plenty of enough enemies....so its nice to actually be able to find people I can call friend, even if they are on the other side of the globe.
#4879 to #4878 - xblthatguy (02/26/2015) [-]
Close, and yet so far.
#4880 to #4879 - cutietooniexx (02/26/2015) [-]
Yeah but just because they are far doesn't mean there isn't a strong connection with them. My therapist may think the people I meet here are not true friends, but they are far nicer and helpful than any one I have met IRL.
#4881 to #4880 - xblthatguy (02/26/2015) [-]
Sorry...

I don't think I can continue this conversation.
#4882 to #4881 - cutietooniexx (02/26/2015) [-]
Its perfectly alright friend. Just feel free to stop by if you ever feel like having another conversation.
#4883 to #4882 - xblthatguy (02/26/2015) [-]
Should the winds blow here, so shall I return.
#4844 to #4843 - cutietooniexx (02/26/2015) [-]
What's up friend?
What's up friend?
#4845 to #4844 - xblthatguy (02/26/2015) [-]
Ain't nothing. How are you?
#4846 to #4845 - cutietooniexx (02/26/2015) [-]
Having mixed emotions....not sure exactly what it is I am feeling right now.
#4847 to #4846 - xblthatguy (02/26/2015) [-]
Sorry to hear that.
#4848 to #4847 - cutietooniexx (02/26/2015) [-]
I dont know whether to feel upset, angry, happy, sad, joyous, worried......its all so confusing. Things that help my mood going on and things that annoy the crap out of me happening around the same time.
I dont know whether to feel upset, angry, happy, sad, joyous, worried......its all so confusing. Things that help my mood going on and things that annoy the crap out of me happening around the same time.
#4849 to #4848 - xblthatguy (02/26/2015) [-]
Should I leave you be?
#4850 to #4849 - cutietooniexx (02/26/2015) [-]
Im not sure....
#4851 to #4850 - xblthatguy (02/26/2015) [-]
I'd hate to add to the conundrum, but I do enjoy being here.
#4852 to #4851 - cutietooniexx (02/26/2015) [-]
Well I dont think you could add to it.
#4853 to #4852 - xblthatguy (02/26/2015) [-]
And so I shall remain.
#4854 to #4853 - cutietooniexx (02/26/2015) [-]
So what shall we talk about?
So what shall we talk about?
#4855 to #4854 - xblthatguy (02/26/2015) [-]
If you were gonna have a picnic, what would you bring?
#4856 to #4855 - cutietooniexx (02/26/2015) [-]
Probably some sandwiches, water or juice, condiments....cant really think of much else....never really was on a picnic before.
#4857 to #4856 - xblthatguy (02/26/2015) [-]
What about fruits? A ball to play with?

I'd bring those and a blanket.
#4858 to #4857 - cutietooniexx (02/26/2015) [-]
Those would be nice too....could always use something for entertainment.
#4859 to #4858 - xblthatguy (02/26/2015) [-]
That's why I'd be there in the first place.
#4860 to #4859 - cutietooniexx (02/26/2015) [-]
hmmm....if you had 3 wishes what would use them on? (No more/unlimited wishes)
#4861 to #4860 - xblthatguy (02/26/2015) [-]
A little more time.

A little more talent.

A little less worries.

You?
#4862 to #4861 - cutietooniexx (02/26/2015) [-]
Remove my mental problems

Find a caretaker

and have a decent life.
#4863 to #4862 - xblthatguy (02/26/2015) [-]
A caretaker?
#4841 - xblthatguy (02/25/2015) [-]
Only here to wish you a goodnight.
Only here to wish you a goodnight.
#4842 to #4841 - cutietooniexx (02/25/2015) [-]
Thanks, goodnight XBL
#4811 - xblthatguy (02/25/2015) [-]
Hey, T.
#4833 to #4811 - cutietooniexx (02/25/2015) [-]
Still working on it, friend said he may make some pics/ add stuff to it on Saturday......hope he does.
#4834 to #4833 - xblthatguy (02/25/2015) [-]
We'll see.   
   
I want to find someone that resembles my personality. Originally it was Inuyasha. But now I'm not sure.
We'll see.

I want to find someone that resembles my personality. Originally it was Inuyasha. But now I'm not sure.
#4835 to #4834 - cutietooniexx (02/25/2015) [-]
kind of why Im making an OC to begin with....some to resemble me....just hope people are ok with it.
#4836 to #4835 - xblthatguy (02/25/2015) [-]
Understandable. Hopefully it ends up alright.
#4837 to #4836 - cutietooniexx (02/25/2015) [-]
Yeah, I can only hope.
#4838 to #4837 - xblthatguy (02/25/2015) [-]
Tch. This pain is back.
#4839 to #4838 - cutietooniexx (02/25/2015) [-]
You gonna be ok?
You gonna be ok?
#4840 to #4839 - xblthatguy (02/25/2015) [-]
It's this pain in my right temple. Been happening for years, sometimes it's really distracting.

But, I'll leave you alone for now. Take care.
#4812 to #4811 - cutietooniexx (02/25/2015) [-]
Hi friend, need someone to talk to again?
#4813 to #4812 - xblthatguy (02/25/2015) [-]
Aye aye, Cap'n.

Today is more just me being tired. I think. I just got home for the first time all day.

How are you?
#4814 to #4813 - cutietooniexx (02/25/2015) [-]
Bored as hell really. nothing to do today.

What you wanna chat about?
#4815 to #4814 - xblthatguy (02/25/2015) [-]
If you could live anywhere on Earth, where would you go?
#4816 to #4815 - cutietooniexx (02/25/2015) [-]
I dunno, probably somewhere in Europe.....that is of course saying I have gotten over my fear of flying at that point.
#4817 to #4816 - xblthatguy (02/25/2015) [-]
Fear of flying?
#4818 to #4817 - cutietooniexx (02/25/2015) [-]
Yeah, petrified of flying in planes.
#4820 to #4819 - cutietooniexx (02/25/2015) [-]
One, Because of heights.   
   
Two, I just dont trust them that much. Can say its the safest way to travel, but the worst way to go if something DOES happen.
One, Because of heights.

Two, I just dont trust them that much. Can say its the safest way to travel, but the worst way to go if something DOES happen.
#4821 to #4820 - xblthatguy (02/25/2015) [-]
Ah.

I find it rather peaceful.
#4822 to #4821 - cutietooniexx (02/25/2015) [-]
Im sure I will get over those fear in the future though.
#4823 to #4822 - xblthatguy (02/25/2015) [-]
In time, surely.

In time.

I'd prefer England if it was Europe. I wouldn't mind staying put it seems. I enjoy home.
#4824 to #4823 - cutietooniexx (02/25/2015) [-]
I really wouldn't mind any place that would make things more peaceful for me.
#4825 to #4824 - xblthatguy (02/25/2015) [-]
Exactly why I don't mind where I am.
#4826 to #4825 - cutietooniexx (02/25/2015) [-]
Eh, wish I could say the same.
#4829 to #4828 - cutietooniexx (02/25/2015) [-]
Oh, sorry....was lost in thought.
#4830 to #4829 - xblthatguy (02/25/2015) [-]
I know. But I don't think we're done. Not yet.
#4832 to #4831 - xblthatguy (02/25/2015) [-]
I can't decide on a new mascot, if I should have one. I'm heavily considering this person here.

That reminds me, how's the OC going?
#4827 to #4826 - xblthatguy (02/25/2015) [-]
Sorry, Travis.
#4788 - xblthatguy (02/23/2015) [-]
Hey.
Hey.
#4789 to #4788 - cutietooniexx (02/23/2015) [-]
Hello, whats going on?
#4790 to #4789 - xblthatguy (02/23/2015) [-]
Not much, you?

I wanted to apologize for yesterday.

Felt like saying that, first and foremost.
#4791 to #4790 - cutietooniexx (02/23/2015) [-]
Not much really....things have improved a bit.


No need to apologize.
#4792 to #4791 - xblthatguy (02/23/2015) [-]
That's good.

Regardless, I felt I should. I don't know why, I feel so.
#4794 to #4793 - xblthatguy (02/23/2015) [-]
...Right. Right.

Everything's different, T. I'm walking differently, talking differently. I can barely look people in the eyes. I don't know why.
#4795 to #4794 - cutietooniexx (02/23/2015) [-]
Has anything of importance happened recently?
#4796 to #4795 - xblthatguy (02/23/2015) [-]
Besides the drugs? No.
#4797 to #4796 - cutietooniexx (02/23/2015) [-]
What kind of drugs?
#4798 to #4797 - xblthatguy (02/23/2015) [-]
Alcohol. Weed. Hookah if you want to count that I guess.
#4799 to #4798 - cutietooniexx (02/23/2015) [-]
Right, and how long have you been on those?
#4800 to #4799 - xblthatguy (02/23/2015) [-]
Alcohol is weekly. I party a lot. Smoking is occasionally.
#4801 to #4800 - cutietooniexx (02/23/2015) [-]
Think it may be the drugs affecting your psyche?
#4802 to #4801 - xblthatguy (02/23/2015) [-]
I know it is. Usually it's over in a day or so. This one is lingering, badly.
#4803 to #4802 - cutietooniexx (02/23/2015) [-]
Well if its lingering and you would like help with it, I would seek mental help if you are really wanting to get it fixed.
#4804 to #4803 - xblthatguy (02/23/2015) [-]
Where's that picture from?
Where's that picture from?
#4805 to #4804 - cutietooniexx (02/23/2015) [-]
Im not sure really, found it on Derpibooru
#4807 to #4805 - xblthatguy (02/23/2015) [-]
I did it again, didn't I? My bad.
#4806 to #4805 - xblthatguy (02/23/2015) [-]
I see.

Thanks for the advice. I'm going to wait it out, though. I don't like the sound of "mental help" for some reason.
#4808 to #4806 - cutietooniexx (02/23/2015) [-]
Well for me Mental Help is simply taking tests and discussing my problems and what to do about them.
Well for me Mental Help is simply taking tests and discussing my problems and what to do about them.
#4810 to #4808 - xblthatguy (02/23/2015) [-]
Guess I am doing it again.


I'll see you later. Sorry.
#4809 to #4808 - xblthatguy (02/23/2015) [-]
Everything will be okay in a few days.
Everything will be okay in a few days.
#4787 to #4786 - cutietooniexx (02/23/2015) [-]
And that's all I can think of right now.
#4694 - serenitynocturnus (02/16/2015) [-]
You feeling OK? Anything I can do to cheer you up? Make you a picture or two? Hug? Games? Conversation? Compose a poem that's probably awful and barely is a Shakespearean couplet?
#4695 to #4694 - cutietooniexx (02/16/2015) [-]
No I am not feeling ok, having an emotional break down. Took my antidepressants so I may not be crying but I can feel the depression in my head which, might I add, feels pretty weird.
No I am not feeling ok, having an emotional break down. Took my antidepressants so I may not be crying but I can feel the depression in my head which, might I add, feels pretty weird.
User avatar #4696 to #4695 - serenitynocturnus (02/16/2015) [-]
There anything I can do to help? I think I may be able to relate a little, in the depression department at least. For a good 11 years of my life, I had seizures and had to take an anti-seizure medication that was also a severe depressant. On top of that, it didn't always work, but I DO know that one of the things that kept me a little OK, was having a friend with an open ear to talk to.
#4697 to #4696 - cutietooniexx (02/16/2015) [-]
I dunno how much you can help, but what I need more than anything is another person in my life....because of how my mind processes things I cant deal without it....especially when my friends constantly are happy and things are going well for them.

I've been doing everything I can on my own but its just not working out so far so some help in looking for someone would be nice.

If anyone saw how positive I was back when I started my thread they could clearly see how much I have changed...
User avatar #4698 to #4697 - serenitynocturnus (02/16/2015) [-]
Well...what's stopping you from effectively seeking out a significant other? And before you judge yourself harshly, try to put it gently as you can--not to downplay how you feel, but a big step is not being a total douche to yourself.
#4699 to #4698 - cutietooniexx (02/16/2015) [-]
Several things:

-Social Anxiety
-Countless hygiene problems because of a possible mental issue my therapist is trying to figure out
-My interests
-Dont have much going for me

Pretty much everything about me is terrible when it comes to something like this.....even I cant deny that.
#4700 to #4699 - serenitynocturnus (02/16/2015) [-]
Alright. I'm gonna try and give you tips for a few of these...
First up, is social anxiety. As a person who used to have a blossoming social life before college and their interests took many of my friends, all I can say is just act normal, and don't TRY to act any special way. if a person likes you, or thinks you're cool, they think your'e cool. The last thing you want is to act one way, and have them later find out you're something completely different than what they presented. Another thing about social anxiety, is confidence. You need to build it up, in one way or another. Could be with drawing, or telling jokes, or anything--so long as you have little ounces of success in your life, you'll find it much easier to talk to others. For me, my confidence, a lot of it, still comes from video games, 'cause that's a common interest. Give me a game, and 15 minutes, I'll have grasped the mechanics and gotten a pretty good understanding of it. And that makes me happy, to be able to say that. Which makes it easier to talk to other people, because I'm comfortable in knowing that I'm good at games, and always will be, and that I won't be judged for that. Odd logic, I know. But it works for me, and that's saying something, seeing as I'm a hopelessy romantic tranny who doesn't see her life going anywhere in that direction any time soon due to family opposition and lack of funds. When it comes to hygiene... I got nothin', really. If you're too dirty, I'd say try to set a limit on how many things you can do, before you have to go clean yourself, your room, etc. Today for me, even, I was playing DS2, and limited myself to 5 more duel WINS, before I did the dishes. With a set goal in mind, I did that, cleaned the dishes...then decided to clean other stuff up, seeing as I was up and about, and didn't want to have to stop playing again in a few hours. If it's the flipside, try deep deep logical reasoning, gloves, or carrying a small thing of hand sanitizer. My brother was a neat freak for a bit, up until he got puked on at one of the concerts he was playing at, and he always would have to focus, and say to himself that so long as he knows he'll be clean again, and clean himself, that he didn't have to worry. As for interests, I have the same issue in a lot of respects. It's a pretty bad ice breaker to sit down and say "Hey~! Did you know that in the midst of the Civil Rights Movement, there was a group of chinese workers finding loopholes in washington state law to start a museum?!". Generally, I'd say it's best to start with a simple "how are you?". It's surprisingly easy to have a full conversation with someone, and not delve into either persons life very much--or to simply talk and be yourself around them.
And as for not having much going for you, I completely understand that. I literally have no other options but to sit at home and watch my computer all the time in case I get an Email from my instructors, because if I fail this quarter, or don't get full credit, I don't stay admitted as a student at my college, which is really super ****** . And I get that because of not having much going for you, you probably feel you aren't worth talking to--but you are. Trust me--anybody, can find anyone interesting, regardless of what goes on in their personal lives.
#4691 - betaguy ONLINE (02/14/2015) [-]
boop sorry it took so long
User avatar #4693 to #4692 - betaguy ONLINE (02/14/2015) [-]
hope you like it, if theirs anything you want me to fix lemme know
#4679 to #4678 - cutietooniexx (02/13/2015) [-]
Could be better, how are you?
#4680 to #4679 - zealotgold (02/13/2015) [-]
im good actually family is leaving till monday in a few hours
#4681 to #4680 - cutietooniexx (02/13/2015) [-]
Oh, you gonna enjoy that time?
User avatar #4682 to #4681 - zealotgold (02/13/2015) [-]
mhmm gonna have a few drinks
#4683 to #4682 - cutietooniexx (02/13/2015) [-]
Well at least you will be having a good time
#4684 to #4683 - zealotgold (02/13/2015) [-]
heh its something i think haha how bout you? got big plans this weekend?
#4685 to #4684 - cutietooniexx (02/13/2015) [-]
Um.....not really.....just gonna be pretty annoyed and depressed.
#4687 to #4686 - cutietooniexx (02/13/2015) [-]
Cause tomorrow Im gonna be moving furniture down stairs cause parents think we need it there when we really dont. Then valentines day is gonna be depressing and honestly I just wanna be left alone but my parents and constant therapy appointments break me out of any moments of happiness I get but I have to go to the appointments to stay on disability but the appointments dont even really help me much if anything.
#4688 to #4687 - zealotgold (02/13/2015) [-]
im sorry to hear that then toon but hey hopefully itll be over soon
#4689 to #4688 - cutietooniexx (02/13/2015) [-]
I hope so.....
I hope so.....
#4690 to #4689 - zealotgold (02/13/2015) [-]
just a little longer is all i can say, itll all be over soon! just gotta be strong!
just a little longer is all i can say, itll all be over soon! just gotta be strong!
#4672 to #4671 - gustavia (02/12/2015) [-]
How are you?
#4673 to #4672 - cutietooniexx (02/12/2015) [-]
A bit tired, how about you?
#4674 to #4673 - gustavia (02/12/2015) [-]
Sad, hanging on PV and on other parts of the internet just to pass time so I don't have to go to bed and start feeling mental pain again
#4675 to #4674 - cutietooniexx (02/12/2015) [-]
Eh, that's what I usually do
#4657 - betaguy ONLINE (02/07/2015) [-]
imma make you a thing k?

k
#4658 to #4657 - cutietooniexx (02/07/2015) [-]
K

any hint as to what it is or is it gonna be a surprise?
User avatar #4659 to #4658 - betaguy ONLINE (02/07/2015) [-]
suprise
#4661 to #4660 - betaguy ONLINE (02/07/2015) [-]
boops i'll make another tomarrow
User avatar #4663 to #4662 - betaguy ONLINE (02/07/2015) [-]
i hope you like it
#4664 to #4663 - cutietooniexx (02/07/2015) [-]
I love it, thanks Beta
User avatar #4665 to #4664 - betaguy ONLINE (02/07/2015) [-]
ill make a better one tomarrow for ya
#4667 to #4665 - cutietooniexx (02/11/2015) [-]
did you ever make that 'better' one?
User avatar #4668 to #4667 - betaguy ONLINE (02/11/2015) [-]
working on it

im trying to make it detailed as possible trying not to make mistakes ><
#4669 to #4668 - cutietooniexx (02/11/2015) [-]
Oh ok, take your time then beta
#4637 - kingpinkie (02/07/2015) [-]
boo
Did I spook you?
#4638 to #4637 - cutietooniexx (02/07/2015) [-]
N-nope....not at all

How are you?
#4639 to #4638 - kingpinkie (02/07/2015) [-]
Aww.....I need to be spookier

I'm pret-BOO!
Pfffft spooky to the maaaax
I literally just woke up about 5 min ago
#4640 to #4639 - cutietooniexx (02/07/2015) [-]
2spooky

Eh pretty much the same for me, haven't been up long.
#4641 to #4640 - kingpinkie (02/07/2015) [-]
GLORIOUS LAZY MASTER RACE! I haven't even gotten out of bed
And the first thing I did when I woke up was check skype and fj
#nolife4lyfe
#4642 to #4641 - cutietooniexx (02/07/2015) [-]
I actually have to get out of bed to get to my computer, it sucks.

I always check FJ first thing in the morning.
#4643 to #4642 - kingpinkie (02/07/2015) [-]
So I guess this ipad is useful for something! I can be ever lazieerrrrr

Soooooo how be best thread member?
#4644 to #4643 - cutietooniexx (02/07/2015) [-]
Still feeling kinda down....need to ask parents for money so I can buy a few things.
Still feeling kinda down....need to ask parents for money so I can buy a few things.
#4645 to #4644 - kingpinkie (02/07/2015) [-]
Aww....*hugs tight* but Atleast you're feeling better from last night!

Oohh? Watcha gonna buy?
#4646 to #4645 - cutietooniexx (02/07/2015) [-]
Yeah I guess.   
   
   
Probably some personal stuff, guess it all really depends on how much I can get
Yeah I guess.


Probably some personal stuff, guess it all really depends on how much I can get
#4647 to #4646 - kingpinkie (02/07/2015) [-]
Bleehhh it's something Atleast!

Huh.....I thought you where on disability? Shouldn't you have some amount of money for yourself?
#4648 to #4647 - cutietooniexx (02/07/2015) [-]
Yeah it is.

I am, but parents get the money and use it to pay for stuff like my internet and stuff, sometimes they can be stingy with what they give me.
#4649 to #4648 - kingpinkie (02/07/2015) [-]
Wait what? Isn't that money under YOUR name? I don't think thats how it works....is it?
#4650 to #4649 - cutietooniexx (02/07/2015) [-]
Yeah it is but it goes to them and they use it to pay for the utilities and stuff I need, the rest should be going to me but they sometimes barely give me anything.
#4651 to #4650 - kingpinkie (02/07/2015) [-]
The **** do they do with the money they don't give you?
I mean the utility one is understandable....but they should give you your money!
#4652 to #4651 - cutietooniexx (02/07/2015) [-]
Heck if I know....

I know they should but sometimes they dont....it sucks.
#4653 to #4652 - kingpinkie (02/07/2015) [-]
Have you talked with them about it? Maybe ask why the **** they aren't giving you your money?
or somefin
Cause that ain't rght
#4654 to #4653 - cutietooniexx (02/07/2015) [-]
Probably gonna ask them about it next time I ask them
#4655 to #4654 - kingpinkie (02/07/2015) [-]
*pap pap* good!
And they best be giving you your moneis after said discussion
Fak I gotta go
I'll bug ya later toonie!
User avatar #4636 - novabird ONLINE (02/07/2015) [-]
looks like admin answered your wish above, might be some chances there.
User avatar #4633 - mayormilkman (02/07/2015) [-]
I should sleep.
User avatar #4635 to #4634 - mayormilkman (02/07/2015) [-]
an explorer of the FunnyJunk
#4629 - cutietooniexx (02/07/2015) [-]
Hey all you people up there, where did you all come from?
#4622 - kingpinkie (02/07/2015) [-]
SURPRISSSEEEEEEEE
#4624 to #4622 - cutietooniexx (02/07/2015) [-]
and wait, you mean you were never on my friend's this whole time!?
and wait, you mean you were never on my friend's this whole time!?
#4625 to #4624 - kingpinkie (02/07/2015) [-]
EXACTLY! It surprised me too!
#4626 to #4625 - cutietooniexx (02/07/2015) [-]
So how are you today?
#4627 to #4626 - kingpinkie (02/07/2015) [-]
Boorrrrrreeeeeed
Waiting for brother to get off tv so I can demon souls coop with a friend! in the mean time I'm goofing off on his lappy and playing starbound
We should totally play together some time!
#4628 to #4627 - cutietooniexx (02/07/2015) [-]
Maybe when Im not so depressed.....
User avatar #4630 to #4628 - kingpinkie (02/07/2015) [-]
I'm up for it whenever! It's not a good lappy so it lags hardcore on it
So playing stuff on it other then games like this will kill the lappy

*tackle hugs* im sure you'll get over this depression! And find your special somepony!
#4631 to #4630 - cutietooniexx (02/07/2015) [-]
Well, I'll be sure to let you know when Im in the mood.

Hopefully, just gonna take some time I guess.
#4632 to #4631 - kingpinkie (02/07/2015) [-]
Aww yisssss! And then we can rek everythinnnggggg

Well time does heal all wounds huh? But don't forget that friends are the rubbing alcohol and band-aids! They'll help cover up your wounds and help heal it faster
#4621 - kingpinkie (02/07/2015) [-]
I FIGURED OUT HOW To SURPRISE YOU!
YOU READY FOR THIS?
READY
SET
GOOOOO!
#4610 - gustavia (02/06/2015) [-]
Hey Travis are you alright? You're not responding to my comments
#4585 - gustavia (02/06/2015) [-]
Hey, you wanna play PAYDAY 2 sometime?
#4586 to #4585 - cutietooniexx (02/06/2015) [-]
Maybe sometime.
Maybe sometime.
#4587 to #4586 - gustavia (02/06/2015) [-]
What level are you?
What level are you?
User avatar #4588 to #4587 - cutietooniexx (02/06/2015) [-]
like (II-69) or around there
User avatar #4589 to #4588 - gustavia (02/06/2015) [-]
Nice, I'm V-45 I think
#4590 to #4589 - cutietooniexx (02/06/2015) [-]
Nice, how long did that take to get? Also you looking forward to the new infamy update?

Sorry for the late reply, trying really hard not to break down again.
#4591 to #4590 - gustavia (02/06/2015) [-]
282 hours, may become V-100 somewhere around 300 hours. They're gonna add more infamy levels?! I know that there's place for up to Infamy 25 but I haven't read anything about them adding more infamy levels so sudden

Hehe it's quite alright Travis, just try to stay sane and keep your head up
#4592 to #4591 - cutietooniexx (02/06/2015) [-]
Well I know they are currently working on the next infamy update.

Its really hard to keep my head up in my position.......but I dont think anyone really understands that fully.
#4593 to #4592 - gustavia (02/06/2015) [-]
I'm depressed and sad almost 24/7 Travis, you just have to talk to me and I'll help you

I've have been through hell since I was a child so I'm really experienced with stuff like this
#4594 to #4593 - cutietooniexx (02/06/2015) [-]
I feel so unliked/unloved in a place I thought I knew, a place I could call home and where all of problems would disappear and be surrounded by friends....now I feel like a complete stranger, feel as though nobody really cares about me until I start doing something drastic.....I could probably be gone for weeks and hardly anyone would take notice.

Talking to my friends now even makes me more depressed.....everyone seems to be doing better off than me so why am I sticking even sticking around?
#4601 to #4594 - kingpinkie (02/06/2015) [-]
I'm not sure how stuff was back then since I barely joined late last year
But when I joined you never really seemed to post stuff just as now Sooo...it kinda makes it hard to chat with you ya know? And I dont want to mention spam you so much in annoy you......so uh what I wanna ask is how do we make it like back then? How do we make it your home again?
How do we make you feel loved?
Just give us the plan and we'll build it as fast as we can!
#4604 to #4601 - cutietooniexx (02/06/2015) [-]
I dont even know, cant think right now.....couldn't even get myself to my computer for awhile......if you can think of anything then go for it.
User avatar #4605 to #4604 - kingpinkie (02/06/2015) [-]
**** is it getting that bad? You didn't do anything in that while did you? Nothing....regrettable right?
I wouldn't know, i mean....I don't know how you where in the past
If I had the slightest clue I would have something
**** I really wish I could make you smile and feel better
#4606 to #4605 - cutietooniexx (02/06/2015) [-]
Yeah its getting that bad.....and I dont think so.

Just anything to help my mood somehow.......
User avatar #4607 to #4606 - kingpinkie (02/06/2015) [-]
Ahh.... **** ....and what do you mean you don't know?
What would make you happier? I don't want to do something wrong and maybe make things worse...*paps and scruffles your hair* ya know?
#4608 to #4607 - cutietooniexx (02/06/2015) [-]
I just dont know right now.

Maybe try talking with other people....maybe then you guys can think of something. I need to lie down again.....
User avatar #4609 to #4608 - kingpinkie (02/06/2015) [-]
Mmm....okay I'll be around for anything alright toonie?
#4600 to #4594 - betaguy ONLINE (02/06/2015) [-]
i think this way alot too man, trust me people will take notice i actually WAS gone for weeks and i thought no one said a thing   
   
sometimes i'd post something and i won't even get recognized   
   
we ask you if you wanna hang and do some stuff, listen toonie as much as you think people aren't gonna notice, we are gonna notice, nova will, moths will, i will, gust will, when you do something drastic we all get scared we don't want you hurt.
i think this way alot too man, trust me people will take notice i actually WAS gone for weeks and i thought no one said a thing

sometimes i'd post something and i won't even get recognized

we ask you if you wanna hang and do some stuff, listen toonie as much as you think people aren't gonna notice, we are gonna notice, nova will, moths will, i will, gust will, when you do something drastic we all get scared we don't want you hurt.
#4611 to #4600 - cutietooniexx (02/07/2015) [-]
Sorry for not replying beta, I cant even stop crying today and its been hours.......
#4612 to #4611 - betaguy ONLINE (02/07/2015) [-]
*hugs* it's ok, im like that too...    
   
please do feel better...
*hugs* it's ok, im like that too...

please do feel better...
#4613 to #4612 - cutietooniexx (02/07/2015) [-]
Im trying.....I really am but its not helping.......I really need help.....
#4614 to #4613 - betaguy ONLINE (02/07/2015) [-]
we all are here to help....

even if it doesn't we're not gonna give up...
#4615 to #4614 - cutietooniexx (02/07/2015) [-]
Thanks......just wish there was something you guys can do to help me.
#4616 to #4615 - betaguy ONLINE (02/07/2015) [-]
...what makes you happy?

like in general... like thoughts, hobbies, any thing?
#4617 to #4616 - cutietooniexx (02/07/2015) [-]
I cant even remember anymore.....

I've tried everything: playing games, watching videos, resorting to my hobby.....NOTHING is helping me beta.....
#4618 to #4617 - betaguy ONLINE (02/07/2015) [-]
have you tried talking with friends?

me and blind are gonna play bl2 maybe you should join, it'll take your mind off things...
#4619 to #4618 - cutietooniexx (02/07/2015) [-]
Been trying that all day....and it hasn't slowed a bit.....
#4620 to #4619 - betaguy ONLINE (02/07/2015) [-]
maybe you should nap, the only thing that is keeping you sad is the thoughts...

we all want you to be happy, hell you have more in common with me then i thought, i always have thoughts like that...hell i have thoughts like that 24/7

even if it takes time you will feel better i promise, i know it's hard not to think like that but think of something else something that makes you smile, i know you've been trying and that's good that's the first step in progress. we'll take this step by step and i promise you you will feel better
User avatar #4595 to #4594 - gustavia (02/06/2015) [-]
I really really do understand you Travis. One of the reasons why I'm depressed all the time is because I feel ignored by people I consider my friends. They all go do stuff without me and when I'm with them I'm just standing outside watching while they talk and have fun. And home isn't really that much better either, my parents and my sister are the biggest ass lickers there is. They act all kind and nice but then I hear them talk **** about me while I'm in my room, thinking I can't hear them.
#4596 to #4595 - cutietooniexx (02/06/2015) [-]
At least some people talk to you.....I hardly get anyone to talk to, cant even talk to the people I used to. Only like 2 people in PV ever give a **** about me or even chat with me.....nobody else seems to care until I really want to kill myself. Seeing people happy in PV just makes me worse....especially since Im never included in anything.
User avatar #4603 to #4596 - gustavia (02/06/2015) [-]
Look, I know love can be treacherous and I understand that you're sad that you're alone again. I've been through two break ups and both have felt just as bad but it will only get worse if you freeze people out. After my boyfriend broke up with me this monday I was devastated too, I don't know how much I cried because I loved him more than anything and I thought he was the one. But I didn't freeze people out, I reached out to the people I consider to be true friends and they helped me a great deal. I went from crying rivers and hating everything to my regular sad and depressed self. Please Travis don't be alone with this, talk to people. People will help you get through this and I'm here to help you get through this. Just talk to me Travis and things will get better, what you need is friends or at least one friend by your side to help you and support you.
User avatar #4602 to #4596 - gustavia (02/06/2015) [-]
You there Travis?
User avatar #4599 to #4596 - gustavia (02/06/2015) [-]
Or talk to people who you know genuinely likes you and let them help you
User avatar #4598 to #4596 - gustavia (02/06/2015) [-]
Aww Travis no, I like you and care about you and I'm sure there's people that does the same. I'm rarely happy and I get sad when I see people on PV being happy too, with their boyfriends and girlfriends while everything in their life is going 100% smooth with no problems. I get really hurt when people don't talk to me even though it's pretty obvious I want to talk. If you're too hurt to hang on PV then do something else that will kill some time like watching a movie or play some video games. I've done it several times and I do it all the time when **** hits the fan for me on PV or in real life.
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