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Age: 22
Date Signed Up:7/13/2009
Last Login:1/21/2013
Location:CT
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    And so it was. And so it was.

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#46151 - Unmotivated? Practically my whole life. Long as I can remember…  [+] (5 replies) 01/01/2013 on Advice - love advice,... 0
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#46168 - ihaveupsyndrome (01/01/2013) [-]
I really hope things get better for you. I've never heard of anything like this nor experienced it. If you want to leave then you should. If you feel like you would be better somewhere else then that is fine. Again, it wouldn't let me reply so I had to reply to another comment.
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#46160 - ihaveupsyndrome (01/01/2013) [-]
I can't reply to the other comment. Moving like that could've triggered that emptiness, but I really have no other explanation. Borderline Personality Disorder could be another thing, but I doubt you have that. The only thing I recommend is seeing a psychiatrist because I clearly don't have answers for you, but I tried really hard.
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#46162 - aqualadFTW (01/01/2013) [-]
THanks. I appreciate it, I do. I see a therapist and a psychiatrist on a regular basis but nothing helps. I guess it'll either get better or worse. Hopefully, it gets better or worse. I'd rather not stay where I am.
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#46153 - ihaveupsyndrome (01/01/2013) [-]
Ok 3 years ago, did you lose anyone close to you? Or were you uncertain about something really big?
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#46158 - aqualadFTW (01/01/2013) [-]
Haven't lost anyone...and i'm always uncertain about everything. I guess 3 years ago I moved to a new town but everythingwentbetterthanexpected.jpg and it wasn't so bad. Most recently I failed my EMT Certification Test, about 2 months ago, and i've been having difficulty with gender identity/sexuality stuff in the last 6 months or so.
#46146 - I never did, so I guess not *less* motivated. I've never reall…  [+] (7 replies) 01/01/2013 on Advice - love advice,... 0
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#46150 - ihaveupsyndrome (01/01/2013) [-]
How long have you felt like this?
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#46151 - aqualadFTW (01/01/2013) [-]
Unmotivated? Practically my whole life. Long as I can remember.
Like everything I do is fake/contrived? 3 years or so.
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#46168 - ihaveupsyndrome (01/01/2013) [-]
I really hope things get better for you. I've never heard of anything like this nor experienced it. If you want to leave then you should. If you feel like you would be better somewhere else then that is fine. Again, it wouldn't let me reply so I had to reply to another comment.
User avatar
#46160 - ihaveupsyndrome (01/01/2013) [-]
I can't reply to the other comment. Moving like that could've triggered that emptiness, but I really have no other explanation. Borderline Personality Disorder could be another thing, but I doubt you have that. The only thing I recommend is seeing a psychiatrist because I clearly don't have answers for you, but I tried really hard.
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#46162 - aqualadFTW (01/01/2013) [-]
THanks. I appreciate it, I do. I see a therapist and a psychiatrist on a regular basis but nothing helps. I guess it'll either get better or worse. Hopefully, it gets better or worse. I'd rather not stay where I am.
User avatar
#46153 - ihaveupsyndrome (01/01/2013) [-]
Ok 3 years ago, did you lose anyone close to you? Or were you uncertain about something really big?
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#46158 - aqualadFTW (01/01/2013) [-]
Haven't lost anyone...and i'm always uncertain about everything. I guess 3 years ago I moved to a new town but everythingwentbetterthanexpected.jpg and it wasn't so bad. Most recently I failed my EMT Certification Test, about 2 months ago, and i've been having difficulty with gender identity/sexuality stuff in the last 6 months or so.
#46139 - I'm usually alone. I talk to friends on Skype and stuff, and I…  [+] (9 replies) 01/01/2013 on Advice - love advice,... 0
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#46145 - ihaveupsyndrome (01/01/2013) [-]
You can't really tell when you're depressed. Do you feel less motivated to do anything?
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#46146 - aqualadFTW (01/01/2013) [-]
I never did, so I guess not *less* motivated. I've never really been very motivated in the first place.
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#46150 - ihaveupsyndrome (01/01/2013) [-]
How long have you felt like this?
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#46151 - aqualadFTW (01/01/2013) [-]
Unmotivated? Practically my whole life. Long as I can remember.
Like everything I do is fake/contrived? 3 years or so.
User avatar
#46168 - ihaveupsyndrome (01/01/2013) [-]
I really hope things get better for you. I've never heard of anything like this nor experienced it. If you want to leave then you should. If you feel like you would be better somewhere else then that is fine. Again, it wouldn't let me reply so I had to reply to another comment.
User avatar
#46160 - ihaveupsyndrome (01/01/2013) [-]
I can't reply to the other comment. Moving like that could've triggered that emptiness, but I really have no other explanation. Borderline Personality Disorder could be another thing, but I doubt you have that. The only thing I recommend is seeing a psychiatrist because I clearly don't have answers for you, but I tried really hard.
User avatar
#46162 - aqualadFTW (01/01/2013) [-]
THanks. I appreciate it, I do. I see a therapist and a psychiatrist on a regular basis but nothing helps. I guess it'll either get better or worse. Hopefully, it gets better or worse. I'd rather not stay where I am.
User avatar
#46153 - ihaveupsyndrome (01/01/2013) [-]
Ok 3 years ago, did you lose anyone close to you? Or were you uncertain about something really big?
User avatar
#46158 - aqualadFTW (01/01/2013) [-]
Haven't lost anyone...and i'm always uncertain about everything. I guess 3 years ago I moved to a new town but everythingwentbetterthanexpected.jpg and it wasn't so bad. Most recently I failed my EMT Certification Test, about 2 months ago, and i've been having difficulty with gender identity/sexuality stuff in the last 6 months or so.
#46125 - not constantly. very, very often though. whenever i try to enj…  [+] (11 replies) 01/01/2013 on Advice - love advice,... 0
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#46130 - ihaveupsyndrome (01/01/2013) [-]
Are you alone a lot? And do you take anything like medication?
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#46139 - aqualadFTW (01/01/2013) [-]
I'm usually alone. I talk to friends on Skype and stuff, and I go to school, but I prefer to spend my time alone. And yeah, i'm on Prozac, although I felt like this long before that, it got worse when I was on Zoloft then I had a short hospital stay.

It doesn't feel like depression. It feels like nothing.
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#46145 - ihaveupsyndrome (01/01/2013) [-]
You can't really tell when you're depressed. Do you feel less motivated to do anything?
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#46146 - aqualadFTW (01/01/2013) [-]
I never did, so I guess not *less* motivated. I've never really been very motivated in the first place.
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#46150 - ihaveupsyndrome (01/01/2013) [-]
How long have you felt like this?
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#46151 - aqualadFTW (01/01/2013) [-]
Unmotivated? Practically my whole life. Long as I can remember.
Like everything I do is fake/contrived? 3 years or so.
User avatar
#46168 - ihaveupsyndrome (01/01/2013) [-]
I really hope things get better for you. I've never heard of anything like this nor experienced it. If you want to leave then you should. If you feel like you would be better somewhere else then that is fine. Again, it wouldn't let me reply so I had to reply to another comment.
User avatar
#46160 - ihaveupsyndrome (01/01/2013) [-]
I can't reply to the other comment. Moving like that could've triggered that emptiness, but I really have no other explanation. Borderline Personality Disorder could be another thing, but I doubt you have that. The only thing I recommend is seeing a psychiatrist because I clearly don't have answers for you, but I tried really hard.
User avatar
#46162 - aqualadFTW (01/01/2013) [-]
THanks. I appreciate it, I do. I see a therapist and a psychiatrist on a regular basis but nothing helps. I guess it'll either get better or worse. Hopefully, it gets better or worse. I'd rather not stay where I am.
User avatar
#46153 - ihaveupsyndrome (01/01/2013) [-]
Ok 3 years ago, did you lose anyone close to you? Or were you uncertain about something really big?
User avatar
#46158 - aqualadFTW (01/01/2013) [-]
Haven't lost anyone...and i'm always uncertain about everything. I guess 3 years ago I moved to a new town but everythingwentbetterthanexpected.jpg and it wasn't so bad. Most recently I failed my EMT Certification Test, about 2 months ago, and i've been having difficulty with gender identity/sexuality stuff in the last 6 months or so.
#46114 - I'll try. Thanks. I'm going to go to bed and sleep on…  [+] (1 reply) 01/01/2013 on Advice - love advice,... 0
#46117 - angeredsasuke (01/01/2013) [-]
No problem man, but remember, I'm here if you need somebody.
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