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#2550 - tis is  [+] (1 new reply) 2 hours ago on actinglead's profile 0
User avatar #2551 - ancano (2 hours ago) [-]
is tis
#2548 - he should go fuckhimself  [+] (3 new replies) 2 hours ago on actinglead's profile 0
User avatar #2549 - ancano (2 hours ago) [-]
yea it's kinda sad honestly
User avatar #2550 - actinglead (2 hours ago) [-]
tis is
User avatar #2551 - ancano (2 hours ago) [-]
is tis
#2546 - you cant do that, he will be misserable being in the closet again  [+] (5 new replies) 2 hours ago on actinglead's profile 0
User avatar #2547 - ancano (2 hours ago) [-]
i told him that. he's being an idiot and i told him (politely) to go fuckhimself
User avatar #2548 - actinglead (2 hours ago) [-]
he should go fuckhimself
User avatar #2549 - ancano (2 hours ago) [-]
yea it's kinda sad honestly
User avatar #2550 - actinglead (2 hours ago) [-]
tis is
User avatar #2551 - ancano (2 hours ago) [-]
is tis
#2544 - wut why  [+] (7 new replies) 2 hours ago on actinglead's profile 0
User avatar #2545 - ancano (2 hours ago) [-]
i don't know, it's probably related to what he said to me about how he's giving up being gay and is gonna make himself be straight
User avatar #2546 - actinglead (2 hours ago) [-]
you cant do that, he will be misserable being in the closet again
User avatar #2547 - ancano (2 hours ago) [-]
i told him that. he's being an idiot and i told him (politely) to go fuckhimself
User avatar #2548 - actinglead (2 hours ago) [-]
he should go fuckhimself
User avatar #2549 - ancano (2 hours ago) [-]
yea it's kinda sad honestly
User avatar #2550 - actinglead (2 hours ago) [-]
tis is
User avatar #2551 - ancano (2 hours ago) [-]
is tis
#2541 - you remind me of my ex that i still like  [+] (1 new reply) 14 hours ago on actinglead's profile 0
User avatar #2542 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
why do you say that?
#2539 - okay..... ill still feel like shit  [+] (3 new replies) 14 hours ago on actinglead's profile 0
User avatar #2540 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
hahahahaha i buy my friends tons of things and they always say that
User avatar #2541 - actinglead (14 hours ago) [-]
you remind me of my ex that i still like
User avatar #2542 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
why do you say that?
#2537 - i know, but we never met in person  [+] (5 new replies) 14 hours ago on actinglead's profile 0
User avatar #2538 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
i'm sure by the time you're ready for your wig we will have
User avatar #2539 - actinglead (14 hours ago) [-]
okay..... ill still feel like shit
User avatar #2540 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
hahahahaha i buy my friends tons of things and they always say that
User avatar #2541 - actinglead (14 hours ago) [-]
you remind me of my ex that i still like
User avatar #2542 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
why do you say that?
#2535 - no no no no no,,, i would feel bad and i just spent a hund…  [+] (7 new replies) 14 hours ago on actinglead's profile 0
User avatar #2536 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
then in the future i'll help, i have money you know

i'm here to HELP you through your transition
User avatar #2537 - actinglead (14 hours ago) [-]
i know, but we never met in person
User avatar #2538 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
i'm sure by the time you're ready for your wig we will have
User avatar #2539 - actinglead (14 hours ago) [-]
okay..... ill still feel like shit
User avatar #2540 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
hahahahaha i buy my friends tons of things and they always say that
User avatar #2541 - actinglead (14 hours ago) [-]
you remind me of my ex that i still like
User avatar #2542 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
why do you say that?
#2533 - but extentions dont work on short hair and good wigs lowest pr…  [+] (9 new replies) 14 hours ago on actinglead's profile 0
User avatar #2534 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
tell you what, i'll help pitch in if you find a wig you like
User avatar #2535 - actinglead (14 hours ago) [-]
no no no no no,,,
i would feel bad and i just spent a hundred dollers on hair extentions today, i dont wanna buy a wig for a long time
User avatar #2536 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
then in the future i'll help, i have money you know

i'm here to HELP you through your transition
User avatar #2537 - actinglead (14 hours ago) [-]
i know, but we never met in person
User avatar #2538 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
i'm sure by the time you're ready for your wig we will have
User avatar #2539 - actinglead (14 hours ago) [-]
okay..... ill still feel like shit
User avatar #2540 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
hahahahaha i buy my friends tons of things and they always say that
User avatar #2541 - actinglead (14 hours ago) [-]
you remind me of my ex that i still like
User avatar #2542 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
why do you say that?
#2531 - but its not just face, its body and all.. and i cannot grow my…  [+] (11 new replies) 14 hours ago on actinglead's profile 0
User avatar #2532 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
your body isn't bad -.- remember that i've seen it.

the hair part can be fixed with extensions and wigs and i know you can rock them if you find the right one
User avatar #2533 - actinglead (14 hours ago) [-]
but extentions dont work on short hair and good wigs lowest price is like 190$
User avatar #2534 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
tell you what, i'll help pitch in if you find a wig you like
User avatar #2535 - actinglead (14 hours ago) [-]
no no no no no,,,
i would feel bad and i just spent a hundred dollers on hair extentions today, i dont wanna buy a wig for a long time
User avatar #2536 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
then in the future i'll help, i have money you know

i'm here to HELP you through your transition
User avatar #2537 - actinglead (14 hours ago) [-]
i know, but we never met in person
User avatar #2538 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
i'm sure by the time you're ready for your wig we will have
User avatar #2539 - actinglead (14 hours ago) [-]
okay..... ill still feel like shit
User avatar #2540 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
hahahahaha i buy my friends tons of things and they always say that
User avatar #2541 - actinglead (14 hours ago) [-]
you remind me of my ex that i still like
User avatar #2542 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
why do you say that?

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User avatar #2543 - ancano (2 hours ago) [-]
my roommate just told me i can't have people over while he's gone. lol
User avatar #2544 to #2543 - actinglead ONLINE (2 hours ago) [-]
wut why
User avatar #2545 to #2544 - ancano (2 hours ago) [-]
i don't know, it's probably related to what he said to me about how he's giving up being gay and is gonna make himself be straight
User avatar #2546 to #2545 - actinglead ONLINE (2 hours ago) [-]
you cant do that, he will be misserable being in the closet again
User avatar #2547 to #2546 - ancano (2 hours ago) [-]
i told him that. he's being an idiot and i told him (politely) to go fuckhimself
User avatar #2548 to #2547 - actinglead ONLINE (2 hours ago) [-]
he should go fuckhimself
User avatar #2549 to #2548 - ancano (2 hours ago) [-]
yea it's kinda sad honestly
User avatar #2550 to #2549 - actinglead ONLINE (2 hours ago) [-]
tis is
User avatar #2551 to #2550 - ancano (2 hours ago) [-]
is tis
User avatar #2524 - ancano (15 hours ago) [-]
hai
User avatar #2525 to #2524 - actinglead ONLINE (15 hours ago) [-]
hi
User avatar #2526 to #2525 - ancano (15 hours ago) [-]
whatsup?
User avatar #2527 to #2526 - actinglead ONLINE (15 hours ago) [-]
feeling shitty cuz i dont think ill be able to escape being a guy
User avatar #2528 to #2527 - ancano (15 hours ago) [-]
of course you will, what makes you say otherwise?
User avatar #2529 to #2528 - actinglead ONLINE (15 hours ago) [-]
because i always look like a guy no matter what i do...
i got 100$ hair extentions and i just look redicuus
User avatar #2530 to #2529 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
ok, so you have a guys jawline, that's not something surgery can fix, but you can be feminine in other ways, and you should know that people can still find you attractive for those features and for your personality. the face is only part of the body
User avatar #2531 to #2530 - actinglead ONLINE (14 hours ago) [-]
but its not just face, its body and all.. and i cannot grow my hair past my chin... ive tried
User avatar #2532 to #2531 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
your body isn't bad -.- remember that i've seen it.

the hair part can be fixed with extensions and wigs and i know you can rock them if you find the right one
User avatar #2533 to #2532 - actinglead ONLINE (14 hours ago) [-]
but extentions dont work on short hair and good wigs lowest price is like 190$
User avatar #2534 to #2533 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
tell you what, i'll help pitch in if you find a wig you like
User avatar #2535 to #2534 - actinglead ONLINE (14 hours ago) [-]
no no no no no,,,
i would feel bad and i just spent a hundred dollers on hair extentions today, i dont wanna buy a wig for a long time
User avatar #2536 to #2535 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
then in the future i'll help, i have money you know

i'm here to HELP you through your transition
User avatar #2537 to #2536 - actinglead ONLINE (14 hours ago) [-]
i know, but we never met in person
User avatar #2538 to #2537 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
i'm sure by the time you're ready for your wig we will have
User avatar #2539 to #2538 - actinglead ONLINE (14 hours ago) [-]
okay..... ill still feel like shit
User avatar #2540 to #2539 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
hahahahaha i buy my friends tons of things and they always say that
User avatar #2541 to #2540 - actinglead ONLINE (14 hours ago) [-]
you remind me of my ex that i still like
User avatar #2542 to #2541 - ancano (14 hours ago) [-]
why do you say that?
User avatar #2516 - ancano (07/25/2014) [-]
i don't wanna go foooood shopping
User avatar #2517 to #2516 - actinglead ONLINE (07/25/2014) [-]
i wanna go wigggg shopping
User avatar #2518 to #2517 - ancano (07/25/2014) [-]
i'm completely out of food O.o
User avatar #2519 to #2518 - actinglead ONLINE (07/25/2014) [-]
and i have short hair, i guess we both have to go shopping
User avatar #2520 to #2519 - ancano (07/25/2014) [-]
i guess
User avatar #2521 to #2520 - actinglead ONLINE (07/25/2014) [-]
i so wanna cheep wig
User avatar #2522 to #2521 - ancano (07/25/2014) [-]
why a cheap one?
User avatar #2523 to #2522 - actinglead ONLINE (07/25/2014) [-]
cuz i dont wanna spend much money, and they all cost so much... but it wont look good
User avatar #2506 - ancano (07/24/2014) [-]
ah had a date today :3
User avatar #2507 to #2506 - actinglead ONLINE (07/24/2014) [-]
with the guy from yesterday?
User avatar #2508 to #2507 - ancano (07/24/2014) [-]
no >.<

remember when there was that guy who i was interested and i chose my roommate instead of him?

it wus him
User avatar #2509 to #2508 - actinglead ONLINE (07/24/2014) [-]
oh... how was it
User avatar #2510 to #2509 - ancano (07/24/2014) [-]
it went great!
we had lunch at some food trucks then went to my apartment and made out for a bit
User avatar #2511 to #2510 - actinglead ONLINE (07/24/2014) [-]
yay for making out
User avatar #2512 to #2511 - ancano (07/24/2014) [-]
he wanted to do the do but i said no O.o

he seemed really jealous of my size though XD
User avatar #2513 to #2512 - actinglead ONLINE (07/24/2014) [-]
who wouldnt be
User avatar #2514 to #2513 - ancano (07/24/2014) [-]
i would say someone bigger but i'm of the firm belief that anything larger is a little too big
User avatar #2515 to #2514 - actinglead ONLINE (07/24/2014) [-]
exsactly, you have the perfect sixe dick. enough for max pleasure, but not too big it hurts
User avatar #2479 - ancano (07/24/2014) [-]
heya emily!
User avatar #2502 to #2479 - actinglead ONLINE (07/24/2014) [-]
as usual... no
User avatar #2504 to #2503 - actinglead ONLINE (07/24/2014) [-]
not your fault
User avatar #2505 to #2504 - ancano (07/24/2014) [-]
i know
User avatar #2480 to #2479 - actinglead ONLINE (07/24/2014) [-]
yea...
User avatar #2481 to #2480 - ancano (07/24/2014) [-]
wassup?
User avatar #2482 to #2481 - actinglead ONLINE (07/24/2014) [-]
same as usual
User avatar #2483 to #2482 - ancano (07/24/2014) [-]
ok
i has a date for monday
User avatar #2485 to #2483 - actinglead ONLINE (07/24/2014) [-]
sorry. mum made me distracted. and cool... with who
User avatar #2486 to #2485 - ancano (07/24/2014) [-]
a cute twink
User avatar #2487 to #2486 - actinglead ONLINE (07/24/2014) [-]
ofcourse
User avatar #2489 to #2487 - ancano (07/24/2014) [-]
he's actually a top
User avatar #2490 to #2489 - actinglead ONLINE (07/24/2014) [-]
so no date?
User avatar #2491 to #2490 - ancano (07/24/2014) [-]
que?
User avatar #2492 to #2491 - actinglead ONLINE (07/24/2014) [-]
how can you date if you are both tops
User avatar #2493 to #2492 - ancano (07/24/2014) [-]
i'm verse,,,,,,, XD
User avatar #2494 to #2493 - actinglead ONLINE (07/24/2014) [-]
then y u dissapointed
User avatar #2495 to #2494 - ancano (07/24/2014) [-]
i'm not XD
User avatar #2496 to #2495 - actinglead ONLINE (07/24/2014) [-]
it seemed like it
User avatar #2497 to #2496 - ancano (07/24/2014) [-]
i prefer bottoming though, but because i'm big and masc people want me to top
User avatar #2498 to #2497 - actinglead ONLINE (07/24/2014) [-]
i thought you like to top
User avatar #2499 to #2498 - ancano (07/24/2014) [-]
i've told you this before XD
i do like top, but bottoming is good XD
User avatar #2500 to #2499 - actinglead ONLINE (07/24/2014) [-]
sorry, im off today... ive had alot on my mind. put there by my gender therepist
User avatar #2501 to #2500 - ancano (07/24/2014) [-]
are you ok?
User avatar #2488 to #2487 - ancano (07/24/2014) [-]
>.< waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
User avatar #2463 - ancano (07/23/2014) [-]
my drinking buddy just sent me nudes over grindr
User avatar #2464 to #2463 - actinglead ONLINE (07/23/2014) [-]
weird
User avatar #2465 to #2464 - ancano (07/23/2014) [-]
i know it sounds like a stupid complaint, but could i have one gay friend who doesn't want to have sex with me?
User avatar #2466 to #2465 - actinglead ONLINE (07/23/2014) [-]
well im not technicly gay....
User avatar #2467 to #2466 - ancano (07/23/2014) [-]
well i wasn't talking about you lol, i have other friends who like me sexually O.o
User avatar #2468 to #2467 - actinglead ONLINE (07/23/2014) [-]
well you are hot, sweet, smart, and have a big dick...
User avatar #2469 to #2468 - ancano (07/23/2014) [-]
-.-
don't hurt my ego too much there.

well the problem is is that i just want friends without the sex bit. sex makes friendships that much more difficult for me
User avatar #2470 to #2469 - actinglead ONLINE (07/23/2014) [-]
welll i think people want to date you....
User avatar #2471 to #2470 - ancano (07/23/2014) [-]
right, but if i date someone others feel hurt
User avatar #2472 to #2471 - actinglead ONLINE (07/23/2014) [-]
but if you want to date someone, its none of anyones business if they are upset because you choose what makes you happy... plus stringing people along like this, purposefull or not, will hurt them anyways
User avatar #2473 to #2472 - ancano (07/23/2014) [-]
who am i stringing along though. i told you i wasn't going to date you. i told him, i told my roommate, i told another friend. i feel like i can do nothing but hurt people
User avatar #2474 to #2473 - actinglead ONLINE (07/23/2014) [-]
but people will get hurt anyways so its not your fault.... you shouldnt be worried yourself. ( AND I DIDNT MEAN ME!!!!)
User avatar #2475 to #2474 - ancano (07/23/2014) [-]
but i don't like my friends getting hurt, you know that
User avatar #2476 to #2475 - actinglead ONLINE (07/23/2014) [-]
but you have to realize its not in your power if they will get hurt or not
User avatar #2477 to #2476 - ancano (07/23/2014) [-]
but why can't it be haha?
User avatar #2478 to #2477 - actinglead ONLINE (07/23/2014) [-]
there is alot of things we all wish for....
you just have to accept it and moove on
User avatar #2414 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
feeling better?
User avatar #2457 to #2414 - actinglead ONLINE (07/22/2014) [-]
i need someone next to me and hold me
User avatar #2458 to #2457 - ancano (07/22/2014) [-]
i'm doing all i can
User avatar #2459 to #2458 - actinglead ONLINE (07/22/2014) [-]
its not your fault. i just need something you cannot provide at the moment
User avatar #2460 to #2459 - ancano (07/22/2014) [-]
i know, i hate seeing my friends in pain though
User avatar #2461 to #2460 - actinglead ONLINE (07/22/2014) [-]
you cant see me though
User avatar #2462 to #2461 - ancano (07/22/2014) [-]
and? there are more than 1 definitions to "see" -.-
quit being so literal
User avatar #2437 to #2414 - actinglead ONLINE (07/22/2014) [-]
then why didnt you buy the cheep stuff just for this
User avatar #2438 to #2437 - ancano (07/22/2014) [-]
because the main character is drinking the good stuff
User avatar #2439 to #2438 - actinglead ONLINE (07/22/2014) [-]
ok
User avatar #2440 to #2439 - ancano (07/22/2014) [-]
what;s the matter?
User avatar #2441 to #2440 - actinglead ONLINE (07/22/2014) [-]
still upset
User avatar #2442 to #2441 - ancano (07/22/2014) [-]
talk to me kemosabe
User avatar #2443 to #2442 - actinglead ONLINE (07/22/2014) [-]
i already have
User avatar #2444 to #2443 - ancano (07/22/2014) [-]
doesnt have to be about that ya know
User avatar #2445 to #2444 - actinglead ONLINE (07/22/2014) [-]
ik
User avatar #2446 to #2445 - ancano (07/22/2014) [-]
so start talking missy
User avatar #2447 to #2446 - actinglead ONLINE (07/22/2014) [-]
but im saddddddd
User avatar #2448 to #2447 - ancano (07/22/2014) [-]
das why you taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalk
User avatar #2449 to #2448 - actinglead ONLINE (07/22/2014) [-]
but talking makes me feel like shiiiiittttttttttttttt
User avatar #2450 to #2449 - ancano (07/22/2014) [-]
then laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaugh
User avatar #2451 to #2450 - actinglead ONLINE (07/22/2014) [-]
cant
User avatar #2452 to #2451 - ancano (07/22/2014) [-]
even if i make a fool out of myself XD
User avatar #2453 to #2452 - actinglead ONLINE (07/22/2014) [-]
yes... i just need someone to hold me
User avatar #2454 to #2453 - ancano (07/22/2014) [-]
*internet holds*
User avatar #2455 to #2454 - actinglead ONLINE (07/22/2014) [-]
im serious
User avatar #2456 to #2455 - ancano (07/22/2014) [-]
and i'm not -.-?
User avatar #2415 to #2414 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
arnt you suppose to be working
User avatar #2416 to #2415 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
not until 6.30, well, i should be doing my research
User avatar #2417 to #2416 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
seeeeeeeeeeee
User avatar #2418 to #2417 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
you didn't answer my question -.-
User avatar #2419 to #2418 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
im not feeling much better
User avatar #2420 to #2419 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
still better though right
User avatar #2421 to #2420 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
not much really
User avatar #2422 to #2421 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
well you is still talking to me
User avatar #2423 to #2422 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
...
User avatar #2425 to #2423 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup
User avatar #2426 to #2425 - actinglead ONLINE (07/22/2014) [-]
hi
User avatar #2427 to #2426 - ancano (07/22/2014) [-]
what's up?
User avatar #2428 to #2427 - actinglead ONLINE (07/22/2014) [-]
being a sad tranny
User avatar #2430 to #2429 - actinglead ONLINE (07/22/2014) [-]
ofcourse you do
User avatar #2431 to #2430 - ancano (07/22/2014) [-]
hey now, it keeps me sane XD
it''s actually to write a story but i locked myself out of my room with the story on it -.-
User avatar #2432 to #2431 - actinglead ONLINE (07/22/2014) [-]
wut
User avatar #2433 to #2432 - ancano (07/22/2014) [-]
i need to be drunk for a story i'm writiing, the paper which holds my work, is in my bedroom, which i am currently locked out of.

ja?
User avatar #2434 to #2433 - actinglead ONLINE (07/22/2014) [-]
ohhhhhhhhhhh
User avatar #2436 to #2434 - ancano (07/22/2014) [-]
it sucks because i feel like i'm wasting booze because the alcohol i bought is really expensive
User avatar #2435 to #2434 - ancano (07/22/2014) [-]
yea, it's a weird situation to begin with, being drunk while writing is a risky thing as is
User avatar #2424 to #2423 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
that counts
User avatar #2317 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
*poke*
User avatar #2400 to #2317 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
but i feel worse because im bothering you
User avatar #2401 to #2400 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
hahahahahahahaha
if you were bothering me i'd stop talking to you
User avatar #2402 to #2401 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
but your just being nice
User avatar #2404 to #2402 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
i've told you before i am not a nice person.
User avatar #2403 to #2402 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuullllllllllllshiiiiiiiiiiiiit
you seriously think i'm that nice? maybe you don't know me
User avatar #2405 to #2403 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
i know i know.....
User avatar #2406 to #2405 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
then trust me
User avatar #2407 to #2406 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
some how i dont. but nvm......

i realy need to be able to trust someone. but i dont think i could do that without going on a deeper level
User avatar #2408 to #2407 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
thats something you need to work on
User avatar #2409 to #2408 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
trusting people.. i like how i trust people... it keeps me safe. and i only trust if i am dating them
User avatar #2410 to #2409 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
but do you really trust them?
User avatar #2411 to #2410 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
yes....
User avatar #2412 to #2411 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
as you say

i gotta get some sleep, i have another long day tomorrow. i'll talk to you then
User avatar #2413 to #2412 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
okay... night
User avatar #2380 to #2317 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
but i litterly look like a guy in makeup and a skirt
User avatar #2381 to #2380 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
does that make the world angry with you? are you a public enemy because of it? no, so give humanity a chance so they can give you one
User avatar #2382 to #2381 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
but the last time i did that i got death threats
User avatar #2383 to #2382 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
fuck em
thats a sign you're doing things right. it's kinda cliche but haters are in fact going to hate.
User avatar #2384 to #2383 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
but its harder when you are very likely to get beaten up and you know because of all the threats
User avatar #2385 to #2384 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
if anyone touches you i can and will beat them within an inch of their life.
User avatar #2386 to #2385 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
you sir are a hundred miles away... literally
User avatar #2387 to #2386 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
and? i have a best friend at kent, i can put you in touch with him ya know.
User avatar #2388 to #2387 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
you mean your ex
User avatar #2389 to #2388 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
what?! god no....

this is one of my best friends in the world....
User avatar #2390 to #2389 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
me?
User avatar #2391 to #2390 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
quit being cute, he's a high school friend who i hang out with all the time
User avatar #2392 to #2391 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
okay?
but how will i even get out if im to afraid
User avatar #2393 to #2392 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
i'll influence you -.-
User avatar #2394 to #2393 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
what if i actually get beaten up and your friend cant help
User avatar #2395 to #2394 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
then you get back up, you tell me, i go down there and we "fix" the situation.
getting back up might be the toughest thing in your life but you WILL do it
User avatar #2396 to #2395 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
... i dont think i could ever get back up from something like that
User avatar #2397 to #2396 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
but you will.
User avatar #2398 to #2397 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
and im sorry for dragging on about this
User avatar #2399 to #2398 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
you aren't feeling well you need to talk to someone and i am here for you
User avatar #2360 to #2317 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
yes, but after reading that book. i want to say that i dont want to be connected so my life is stil mine
User avatar #2361 to #2360 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
that doesn't mean you get to destroy it.
User avatar #2362 to #2361 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
but i already have, and it was destroyed when i was born
User avatar #2363 to #2362 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
poppycock. look at you. you're about to go to university! you have your whole life ahead of you and you're pretty smart too. you have everything to need to be successful and surpass many of your peers
User avatar #2364 to #2363 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
people say that alot and all i can say is that my whole life ahead of me thing dosnt work. it actually makes it worse because all i can think is a whole life of pain and suffering.......




maybe i should just get a boyfriend and then i would be happier
User avatar #2365 to #2364 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
this might sound weird, while a boyfriend is a great idea, you need more friends (hard to do in your situation, but not impossible or painful) come university it'll be easier to make them
User avatar #2366 to #2365 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
i dont like having friends
User avatar #2367 to #2366 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
like it or not, come college, you'll have them its inescapable
User avatar #2368 to #2367 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
but i can handle only one at a time, and i already have you
User avatar #2369 to #2368 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
like i said, someone is gonna like you at college, and unless you hurt them, you'll get another friend. then another.
User avatar #2370 to #2369 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
ill hurt them
User avatar #2371 to #2370 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
have you hurt me? people are made of sterner stuff than that. you are just self conscious, like you said
User avatar #2372 to #2371 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
i rather that person just be a boyfriend, but who wants a tranny
User avatar #2373 to #2372 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
dont call yourself a tranny -.-
you're a human, don't degrade that
User avatar #2374 to #2373 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
but i am infact a tranny
User avatar #2375 to #2374 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
you are transgender. that's like calling a japanese person a jap
User avatar #2376 to #2375 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
but still... most people will avoid me
User avatar #2377 to #2376 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
you don't know that....
you of all people know how batshit insane i am and most people don't avoid me
User avatar #2378 to #2377 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
but its not blaitently visable like it is for me
User avatar #2379 to #2378 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
you only think it's visible. that's the self conscious thing again. do you see a pattern. your problem is how you see yourself. you think that everyone thinks like you. and since you hate yourself you think they hate you and that's just not true!
User avatar #2338 to #2317 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
i just think i do the wrong thing to piss you off... comming from my own experiences, i know its easy to piss someone off that is on the autism spectrum
User avatar #2339 to #2338 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
i've been stable for most of the time since i left therapy. i tell you when i go on tilt ya know.

dork -.-
User avatar #2340 to #2339 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
oh... im sorry
User avatar #2341 to #2340 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
you're fine emily
User avatar #2342 to #2341 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
thanks... and ive been feeling really self concious since i cam out
User avatar #2343 to #2342 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
well that's gonna happen you know. life's not gonna get easier just because you came out as i'm sure you know. you might be happier though
User avatar #2344 to #2343 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
i know i know... someday i wish i could stay as a gay guy,,, would make things a lot easier
User avatar #2345 to #2344 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
i honestly think it's horrible you didn't get into therapy at the same age i did. my dad saw the signs and immediately got me help. staying as a gay guy wouldn't make you happier and you know it. you're so dedicated to finding a way to be happy, you have that, you know. dedication.
User avatar #2346 to #2345 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
yea... i wish my mum would of sent me to a theripist then making me join boy scouts or go to camps... even sometimes reaserching military schools
User avatar #2348 to #2346 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
it took 10 years to get where i am, it's not an easy way haha
User avatar #2347 to #2346 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
honestly if it weren't for therapy i probably wouldn't be around. or i'd be locked up.
User avatar #2349 to #2347 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
i almost got locked up... and im to much of a whimp to commit suicide... like last week i couldnt swallow a god damn pill bottle. i am weak
User avatar #2351 to #2349 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
If you are ever in crisis you text me. no arguments.
User avatar #2350 to #2349 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
no, not doing it takes strength. you don't take that way out. ever.
there are people who care about you and i'm one of them.
User avatar #2352 to #2350 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
its only you... my mums girlfriend dosnt care for me. my mum is to stressed at me and has to little money for all my expenses. my brother is neutral about anything. my dad wouldnt know... really. there is only you... i have no one near me
User avatar #2353 to #2352 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
your parents love you, even if they don't understand you
User avatar #2354 to #2353 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
with my at college, my autism medicine and therepy, and my soon trans medicine and therepy.... plus i need a new wardrobe, and need so many things, im going to drive my mum to the poor house. i would rather be dead then do that
User avatar #2355 to #2354 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
you don't get to make that decision. your mother would rather be poor than bury her daughter, i can guarantee that.
User avatar #2356 to #2355 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
not me and its my life
User avatar #2357 to #2356 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
nobody's life is just theirs. we humans are made of connections of friends and family.
User avatar #2358 to #2357 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
please dont say connections. i just read a horrifying orwelling-esk book about humans being to connected to eachother
User avatar #2359 to #2358 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
ah..... yea that could be nasty.

you get the jist thought right?
User avatar #2318 to #2317 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
you pop that gum one more time
User avatar #2319 to #2318 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
noop
what's up friend?
User avatar #2320 to #2319 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
being all dramay and listenign to one of my favorite songs to be a diva with
User avatar #2321 to #2320 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
i had wuite the day at work, now i'm just chilling, making plans for tomorrow
User avatar #2322 to #2321 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
awesome... btw the poping the gum thing is from the song. which is called cell block tango from the musical chicago
User avatar #2323 to #2322 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
it's been years since i've seen chicago.
User avatar #2324 to #2323 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
second favorite musical for me
User avatar #2325 to #2324 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
i like west side story
User avatar #2326 to #2325 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
ive never actually seen that or rent...
i feel like a bad shakespearian actor
User avatar #2327 to #2326 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
you should XD

what are you gonna get up to tomorrow?
User avatar #2328 to #2327 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
?
User avatar #2329 to #2328 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
what are you going to do tomorrow
User avatar #2330 to #2329 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
nothig. y
User avatar #2331 to #2330 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
i was making conversation Will, not everything has a motive lol.

i'll be working, then drinking, i need to drink for a story i'm writing.
User avatar #2332 to #2331 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
first, my name is emily, second. are you feeling alright?
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User avatar #2334 to #2333 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
first.... please delete that comment, i dont want people to see and i told you i go by emily now since im transitioning.... and im kinda scared now
User avatar #2335 to #2334 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
you never told me that, but i will

why are you scared?
User avatar #2336 to #2335 - actinglead ONLINE (07/21/2014) [-]
oh, im sorry, i thought i told you just please dont be angry..... and im scared because you sound mad... :/
User avatar #2337 to #2336 - ancano (07/21/2014) [-]
hey..... i'm not mad.....
what do i keep doing that makes you think i'm always angry with you? i'm sorry...
User avatar #2316 - ancano (07/19/2014) [-]
what's up?
User avatar #2296 - ancano (07/16/2014) [-]
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey
User avatar #2297 to #2296 - actinglead ONLINE (07/16/2014) [-]
hi
User avatar #2298 to #2297 - ancano (07/16/2014) [-]
my roommate (exbf) is pissed at me -.-
User avatar #2299 to #2298 - actinglead ONLINE (07/16/2014) [-]
what did you do now
User avatar #2300 to #2299 - ancano (07/16/2014) [-]
sorry i was working.

literally nothing. he's mad because he feels he can't have friends over since my desk is in the living room, and he says since i'm always playing games it's awkward. funny thing though, he has never once asked me to leave for any amount of time so he can have alone time. so if he wants to go around with a stick up his ass without communicating, let the little bastard.
User avatar #2301 to #2300 - actinglead ONLINE (07/16/2014) [-]
hey. no name calling. you guys work this out calmly because you guys still live with eachother
User avatar #2302 to #2301 - ancano (07/16/2014) [-]
he refuses to talk to me in person, he said he'll only communicate via text and i won't have any of that.
User avatar #2303 to #2302 - actinglead ONLINE (07/16/2014) [-]
i wouldnt either. that boy needs to man up and talk to you face in face
User avatar #2304 to #2303 - ancano (07/16/2014) [-]
It's his apartment just as much as mine, if he wants alone time with friends in the living all he needs to do is ask, he just never did and now he's bitching to me about it in the shittiest way to communicate ever. Then he said none of his friends like me and i'm like "that's fan-fucking-tastic, if you want to have them over i can just leave the apartment for fucks sake" (I didn't swear once in the text message exchange btw)
it's not a difficult concept and he keeps making excuses to solving the problem then it's not my duty to clean up his life.
User avatar #2305 to #2304 - actinglead ONLINE (07/16/2014) [-]
he might still be getting over breaking up with a great guy like you :3
User avatar #2306 to #2305 - ancano (07/16/2014) [-]
i know i'm not a great guy haha but that could be it.
User avatar #2307 to #2306 - actinglead ONLINE (07/16/2014) [-]
i say you are
User avatar #2308 to #2307 - ancano (07/16/2014) [-]
haha that's one of us
User avatar #2309 to #2308 - actinglead ONLINE (07/16/2014) [-]
hehe
User avatar #2310 to #2309 - ancano (07/16/2014) [-]
what's up?
User avatar #2311 to #2310 - actinglead ONLINE (07/17/2014) [-]
nothing much .you
User avatar #2312 to #2311 - ancano (07/17/2014) [-]
playing video games
User avatar #2313 to #2312 - actinglead ONLINE (07/17/2014) [-]
what games
User avatar #2314 to #2313 - ancano (07/17/2014) [-]
league of legends
User avatar #2315 to #2314 - actinglead ONLINE (07/17/2014) [-]
cool
User avatar #2282 - ancano (07/15/2014) [-]
heya
User avatar #2283 to #2282 - actinglead ONLINE (07/15/2014) [-]
hiya
User avatar #2284 to #2283 - ancano (07/15/2014) [-]
what's up?
User avatar #2285 to #2284 - actinglead ONLINE (07/15/2014) [-]
same old same old
User avatar #2286 to #2285 - ancano (07/15/2014) [-]
liar
User avatar #2287 to #2286 - actinglead ONLINE (07/15/2014) [-]
how
User avatar #2288 to #2287 - ancano (07/15/2014) [-]
it's a joke
User avatar #2289 to #2288 - actinglead ONLINE (07/15/2014) [-]
oh.
User avatar #2290 to #2289 - ancano (07/15/2014) [-]
seriously what are you up to?
User avatar #2291 to #2290 - actinglead ONLINE (07/15/2014) [-]
nothing really
User avatar #2292 to #2291 - ancano (07/15/2014) [-]
no plans for today, not talking to anyone, not eating? really really nothing?
User avatar #2293 to #2292 - actinglead ONLINE (07/15/2014) [-]
yup
User avatar #2294 to #2293 - ancano (07/15/2014) [-]
-.-
well i have to go take data for my research, i'll talk to you later
User avatar #2295 to #2294 - actinglead ONLINE (07/15/2014) [-]
okay bye
User avatar #2262 - ancano (07/15/2014) [-]
what's up?
User avatar #2263 to #2262 - actinglead ONLINE (07/15/2014) [-]
talking to an ex
User avatar #2264 to #2263 - ancano (07/15/2014) [-]
might i ask why?
User avatar #2265 to #2264 - actinglead ONLINE (07/15/2014) [-]
because im feelng lonly and want to go back to him
User avatar #2266 to #2265 - ancano (07/15/2014) [-]
you obviously broke up for a reason you know. it's the same problem as when i hooked up with people... i'm not telling you you shouldn't, but you should be careful or you might hurt more
User avatar #2267 to #2266 - actinglead ONLINE (07/15/2014) [-]
well we broke up because he had a drug problem.... no he dosnt
User avatar #2268 to #2267 - ancano (07/15/2014) [-]
if you think it's best for you. you need some stability right now, i can tell that much

I just can't wait to finish this research project
User avatar #2269 to #2268 - actinglead ONLINE (07/15/2014) [-]
how much longer
User avatar #2270 to #2269 - ancano (07/15/2014) [-]
4 weeks, then i'm throwing a party to celebrate. then i won't be so damn stressed and sleep deprived
User avatar #2271 to #2270 - actinglead ONLINE (07/15/2014) [-]
can i come to the party...
User avatar #2272 to #2271 - ancano (07/15/2014) [-]
i mean, i won't be hosting it, so i don't know yet. i don't know how many people i can have or what. it has to be outside because it's going to be a poker game with cigars and scotch, if you don't mind that
User avatar #2273 to #2272 - actinglead ONLINE (07/15/2014) [-]
you know im kiding. i got school in 4 weeks
User avatar #2274 to #2273 - ancano (07/15/2014) [-]
no i didn't know you were kidding lol
User avatar #2275 to #2274 - actinglead ONLINE (07/15/2014) [-]
oh lol
User avatar #2276 to #2275 - ancano (07/15/2014) [-]
i mean, i've been drinking lol
User avatar #2277 to #2276 - actinglead ONLINE (07/15/2014) [-]
oh god not again
User avatar #2278 to #2277 - ancano (07/15/2014) [-]
what do you mean, again? i haven't drank since my vacation.....
User avatar #2279 to #2278 - ancano (07/15/2014) [-]
besides i only have a 6 pack
User avatar #2280 to #2279 - actinglead ONLINE (07/15/2014) [-]
i think ill be heading to bed
User avatar #2281 to #2280 - ancano (07/15/2014) [-]
sounds good haha. get some sleep
User avatar #2248 - ancano (07/14/2014) [-]
WELCOME BACK
User avatar #2249 to #2248 - actinglead ONLINE (07/14/2014) [-]
worst vacation ever!
User avatar #2250 to #2249 - ancano (07/14/2014) [-]
wai?
User avatar #2251 to #2250 - actinglead ONLINE (07/14/2014) [-]
surrounded by people i hate, mum;s girlfriend bullied me and i stoodup for myself on the last day, and she fled, left to home last night, and now that i am home i should stay away from her because she needs time to recover... AND SHE WAS THE PERSON WHO WAS BULLYING ME
User avatar #2252 to #2251 - ancano (07/14/2014) [-]
well..... that sucks.

while you were away my life had some "interesting" turns
User avatar #2253 to #2252 - actinglead ONLINE (07/14/2014) [-]
DO TELL
User avatar #2254 to #2253 - ancano (07/14/2014) [-]
i hooked up with a guy, which ended horribly


I hooked up with someone whose BF was into cuckold, which also ended horribly
User avatar #2255 to #2254 - actinglead ONLINE (07/14/2014) [-]
oh what did i say about hooking up
User avatar #2256 to #2255 - ancano (07/14/2014) [-]
oh gee thanks, i need to feel worse about the situation XD
User avatar #2257 to #2256 - actinglead ONLINE (07/14/2014) [-]
sorry, but i did warn you
User avatar #2258 to #2257 - ancano (07/14/2014) [-]
well intense bodylove me with a fabulous and sparkly raccoon
User avatar #2259 to #2258 - actinglead ONLINE (07/14/2014) [-]
wut
User avatar #2260 to #2259 - ancano (07/14/2014) [-]
well fu ck me with a g ay raccoon
User avatar #2261 to #2260 - actinglead ONLINE (07/14/2014) [-]
oh
User avatar #2230 - ancano (06/29/2014) [-]
i almost hooked up last night
User avatar #2231 to #2230 - actinglead ONLINE (06/29/2014) [-]
I wish i could be there for you
User avatar #2232 to #2231 - ancano (06/29/2014) [-]
i was just horny, i hadnt jerked it in a week because of vacation and i almost made a bad descision
User avatar #2233 to #2232 - actinglead ONLINE (06/29/2014) [-]
im giving up on jacking off
User avatar #2234 to #2233 - ancano (06/29/2014) [-]
why's that?
User avatar #2235 to #2234 - actinglead ONLINE (06/29/2014) [-]
just feeling so lonley that not even jacking off helps me when im horny if i get horny at all
User avatar #2236 to #2235 - ancano (06/29/2014) [-]
that sucks. it'll make sex much better though haha
User avatar #2237 to #2236 - actinglead ONLINE (06/29/2014) [-]
i guess.... but all im saying is that i know what you are going through being lonly and all that
User avatar #2238 to #2237 - ancano (06/29/2014) [-]
well i'm not lonely, i just like sex. i'm trying to avoid all bad influences on me. relationships AND sex


also i finished my second code for my project today!
User avatar #2239 to #2238 - actinglead ONLINE (06/29/2014) [-]
thats great to hear!

in more great news, I was in the cleveland pride and did important stuff for the Gay Games that are comming up. LIKE BE IN A INTERVIEW FOR TV!!!!
User avatar #2240 to #2239 - ancano (06/29/2014) [-]
That's awesome! good experience for tons of things too!
User avatar #2241 to #2240 - actinglead ONLINE (06/29/2014) [-]
yea@!!!!!!!!!
User avatar #2242 to #2241 - ancano (06/29/2014) [-]
so what else is new?
User avatar #2243 to #2242 - actinglead ONLINE (06/29/2014) [-]
im about to go on a 2 week vacation that has no internet what so ever. so ill be off the grid
User avatar #2244 to #2243 - ancano (06/29/2014) [-]
i just got back from vacation
User avatar #2245 to #2244 - actinglead ONLINE (06/29/2014) [-]
sorry
User avatar #2246 to #2245 - ancano (06/29/2014) [-]
it's fine haha
User avatar #2247 to #2246 - actinglead ONLINE (06/29/2014) [-]
lol
User avatar #2218 - ancano (06/25/2014) [-]
what are you up to
User avatar #2219 to #2218 - actinglead ONLINE (06/25/2014) [-]
looking at skirts on amazon
User avatar #2220 to #2219 - ancano (06/25/2014) [-]
that sounds fun
i ordered pizza and might grab some beers

it's been a boring day lol
User avatar #2221 to #2220 - actinglead ONLINE (06/25/2014) [-]
same here. i been feeling dysphoria all day -.-
User avatar #2222 to #2221 - ancano (06/25/2014) [-]
the pizza or boring day?
User avatar #2223 to #2222 - actinglead ONLINE (06/25/2014) [-]
boaring day
User avatar #2224 to #2223 - ancano (06/25/2014) [-]
that's no good. have you been on any dates recently?
User avatar #2225 to #2224 - actinglead ONLINE (06/25/2014) [-]
ive been thinking about getting a boyfriend, but since i came out, i have not been feeling attractive or like im a thing guys want to date
User avatar #2226 to #2225 - ancano (06/25/2014) [-]
there's that confidence thing again. looks might be the first thing someone notices, but you can't build a relationship off being pretty it's all about personality once you become friends with the person.
User avatar #2228 to #2226 - actinglead ONLINE (06/25/2014) [-]
so whats new with you
User avatar #2229 to #2228 - ancano (06/25/2014) [-]
pizza basically
User avatar #2227 to #2226 - actinglead ONLINE (06/25/2014) [-]
a part of it has to be looks atleast. especially if it becomes sexual. ive been feeling so bad that i havent jacked off in days
User avatar #2216 - ancano (06/22/2014) [-]
how was the parade?
User avatar #2217 to #2216 - actinglead ONLINE (06/22/2014) [-]
it twas good
User avatar #2214 - ancano (06/21/2014) [-]
so what time and where are we meeting tomorrow
User avatar #2180 - ancano (06/20/2014) [-]
by the by.... I don't leave until late Saturday night so i can be at pride
User avatar #2201 to #2180 - actinglead ONLINE (06/20/2014) [-]
still... its dangerous now. especially since i got classes at college that are going to be male dominated
User avatar #2202 to #2201 - ancano (06/20/2014) [-]
if you are EVER bullied in college talk to your professor or TA or advisor. or me. so help me god if you take shit from anyone i will CRUSH them
User avatar #2203 to #2202 - actinglead ONLINE (06/20/2014) [-]
i know. im just scared

and you wonder why i use to have a crush on you
User avatar #2204 to #2203 - ancano (06/20/2014) [-]
I don't wonder. i can't be in a relationship with anyone. it just can't work, I'm incapable of loving someone and it's just not fair. i just feel terrible about how i can't be a good boyfriend and i can't know how
User avatar #2205 to #2204 - actinglead ONLINE (06/20/2014) [-]
calm down... i understand, remember im also on the spectrum. and trust me, it will get better
User avatar #2206 to #2205 - ancano (06/20/2014) [-]
i killed my emotions so i could function in society is all... it's supposed to BE better
User avatar #2207 to #2206 - actinglead ONLINE (06/20/2014) [-]
no emotion is not how to function in society. you just need to take time to learn how to work with both.
User avatar #2208 to #2207 - ancano (06/20/2014) [-]
well fake emotions have worked well so far
User avatar #2209 to #2208 - actinglead ONLINE (06/20/2014) [-]
use the fake emotions to learn real emotions...
and you know i cant love, but that dosnt stop me trying... i believe i find someone who is willing to help, i can learn how to function better with emotions and that includes love
User avatar #2210 to #2209 - ancano (06/20/2014) [-]
i just can't believe i can do that. i might as well just throw away the morals i've clung to and hook up with someone...
User avatar #2211 to #2210 - actinglead ONLINE (06/20/2014) [-]
noooooooooooo....
thats what i do when i stop believing.
but trust me, just work on it. i believe in you :3
User avatar #2212 to #2211 - ancano (06/20/2014) [-]
maybe sex will help me....
User avatar #2213 to #2212 - actinglead ONLINE (06/20/2014) [-]
i dont know... dont put to much into it
User avatar #2181 to #2180 - actinglead ONLINE (06/20/2014) [-]
REALLY... YAYYAYAY
User avatar #2182 to #2181 - ancano (06/20/2014) [-]
yep. and i thought you should know, since you want to form your own opinion about my asshat ex, he defriended his best friend on this site, indeed.aleedoo because he was talking to me. so yea, he's an asshole.

and as for pride, i have work at 5pm so i can't stay all day, but if you want to get lunch downtown that's chill
User avatar #2183 to #2182 - actinglead ONLINE (06/20/2014) [-]
okay okay okay.... your ex is an assbutt....
but yay! for us meeting

and i came out today to my mum as gender fluid
User avatar #2184 to #2183 - ancano (06/20/2014) [-]
we'll have to pick a place and time, but yes. yey


how'd that go?
User avatar #2185 to #2184 - actinglead ONLINE (06/20/2014) [-]
maybe after the parade

and it was scary like the first time i came out. but tomorrow we are getting me leggings and next week we are getting me a dress :3
User avatar #2186 to #2185 - ancano (06/20/2014) [-]
i don't know when that is

that's great! i'm glad you're trying things to help
User avatar #2187 to #2186 - actinglead ONLINE (06/20/2014) [-]
the parade starts at noon
User avatar #2188 to #2187 - ancano (06/20/2014) [-]
maybe haha
User avatar #2189 to #2188 - actinglead ONLINE (06/20/2014) [-]
lol
User avatar #2190 to #2189 - ancano (06/20/2014) [-]
sorry if i'm not entertaining right now
User avatar #2191 to #2190 - actinglead ONLINE (06/20/2014) [-]
i dont really care :3
User avatar #2192 to #2191 - ancano (06/20/2014) [-]
so what's up?
User avatar #2193 to #2192 - actinglead ONLINE (06/20/2014) [-]
well just came out and i feel weird
User avatar #2194 to #2193 - ancano (06/20/2014) [-]
why haha, you should feel liberated
User avatar #2195 to #2194 - actinglead ONLINE (06/20/2014) [-]
i do... and its weird
User avatar #2196 to #2195 - ancano (06/20/2014) [-]
are you happy?!
User avatar #2197 to #2196 - actinglead ONLINE (06/20/2014) [-]
kinda... but it feels weird being allowed to wear girl close with out people thinking its weird.... well especially my mum
User avatar #2198 to #2197 - ancano (06/20/2014) [-]
if you are happy then feeling weird doesn't matter
User avatar #2199 to #2198 - actinglead ONLINE (06/20/2014) [-]
but its also scary how the public and my family is going to react. being trans means im a greater risk for physical abuse. and its harder to hide
User avatar #2200 to #2199 - ancano (06/20/2014) [-]
but public opinion IS getting better, so too will being trans get better
User avatar #2166 - ancano (06/19/2014) [-]
that asshole ex of mine is back. i finally got closure
User avatar #2167 to #2166 - actinglead ONLINE (06/19/2014) [-]
omg omg omg yay. and dont call him an asshole (i dont want to meet him and already think that, you had your history with him but i wanna make my own)
User avatar #2168 to #2167 - ancano (06/19/2014) [-]
youve already met him on fj, he treated you like shit, like everyone else
User avatar #2169 to #2168 - actinglead ONLINE (06/19/2014) [-]
he didnt treat me like shit
User avatar #2170 to #2169 - ancano (06/19/2014) [-]
have fun at pride
User avatar #2171 to #2170 - actinglead ONLINE (06/19/2014) [-]
but arnt we meeting ?
User avatar #2172 to #2171 - ancano (06/19/2014) [-]
i thought so, but i'll be in dayton, leaving on saturday for a week.
User avatar #2173 to #2172 - actinglead ONLINE (06/19/2014) [-]
damn itnsadfgkjadrjk hjsadfgkdaf
User avatar #2174 to #2173 - ancano (06/19/2014) [-]
sorry, i've had this planned for longer

boy this day's off to a great start
User avatar #2175 to #2174 - actinglead ONLINE (06/19/2014) [-]
im sorry
User avatar #2176 to #2175 - ancano (06/19/2014) [-]
don't apologize
User avatar #2177 to #2176 - actinglead ONLINE (06/19/2014) [-]
its me, what else do you expect
User avatar #2178 to #2177 - ancano (06/19/2014) [-]
not to make me feel worse
User avatar #2179 to #2178 - actinglead ONLINE (06/19/2014) [-]
IM NOT TRY TO!
User avatar #2154 - ancano (06/19/2014) [-]
single again!
User avatar #2155 to #2154 - actinglead ONLINE (06/19/2014) [-]
damn.... :/
User avatar #2156 to #2155 - ancano (06/19/2014) [-]
eh, we're still friends and it's not awkward at all, so it isn't that bad
User avatar #2157 to #2156 - actinglead ONLINE (06/19/2014) [-]
thats good.
User avatar #2158 to #2157 - ancano (06/19/2014) [-]
I might have a date soon
User avatar #2159 to #2158 - actinglead ONLINE (06/19/2014) [-]
omg you lucky. i become recent single and it takes months for me to get a date
User avatar #2160 to #2159 - ancano (06/19/2014) [-]
at the start of this roommate thing i had two guys i liked. i picked one, the other one actually texted me recently, so i responded and we are talking again
User avatar #2161 to #2160 - actinglead ONLINE (06/19/2014) [-]
still luckey
User avatar #2162 to #2161 - ancano (06/19/2014) [-]
i guess haha

how's you?
User avatar #2163 to #2162 - actinglead ONLINE (06/19/2014) [-]
depressed again. but cant wait till saturday
User avatar #2164 to #2163 - ancano (06/19/2014) [-]
saturday?
User avatar #2165 to #2164 - actinglead ONLINE (06/19/2014) [-]
columbus pride -.-
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