i know what you're saying, i'm trying to reach my potential in studies while finding new things.
i know it feels like im skipping over what you say but its only because stuff i've been told, not once but more, im sorry im a bad person to be talking to.

i'll try, there are some things i enjoy.
but in the mean time tell me how should i let one girl know im not interested
without destroying her teen dreams.

i dont know why i bother, youre not even listening to me

i know what you're saying, i'm trying to reach my potential in studies while finding new things.
i know it feels like im skipping over what you say but its only because stuff i've been told, not once but more, im sorry im a bad person to be talking to.

sorry aceshot
what do you want me to do/ o:

try to actually change something about your life and find something you can enjoy.

i'll try, there are some things i enjoy.
but in the mean time tell me how should i let one girl know im not interested
without destroying her teen dreams.

i dont know why i bother, youre not even listening to me

i know what you're saying, i'm trying to reach my potential in studies while finding new things.
i know it feels like im skipping over what you say but its only because stuff i've been told, not once but more, im sorry im a bad person to be talking to.

yeah i do realise, thanks for helping me ^-^
i do like you, atleast you're still here lol

No its not as easy as that. You can't just go "oh yeah thanks i realize that" because you're just trying to get me to go away so you can pity yourself again.

sorry aceshot
what do you want me to do/ o:

try to actually change something about your life and find something you can enjoy.

i'll try, there are some things i enjoy.
but in the mean time tell me how should i let one girl know im not interested
without destroying her teen dreams.

i dont know why i bother, youre not even listening to me

i know what you're saying, i'm trying to reach my potential in studies while finding new things.
i know it feels like im skipping over what you say but its only because stuff i've been told, not once but more, im sorry im a bad person to be talking to.

nah it's fine i can just edit it later

thank you so much shellos is calm 6iv

well i agree with you.
but i went on a path of self-destruction since she left.
the bad lifestyle is the only thing that makes sense to me in depression.
depriving myself of sleep while insomnia helps get that going for me.
waiting for a mistake, maybe fatal.

I know thats masochistic to some point, but im so used to pain i enforce it sometimes.
its weird residue from my childhood thanks to abusive parents so its kinda normal.
on an unrelated note i think im gonna do a paper on psychology as my research for school

attitudes like "maybe fatal" is exactly why you can't be happy, its because you don't want to be happy.

but the problem with that is that i have virtually have no time.
even if i did i get most of my money cut to things i need and parents ._.

Im just saying, things may be bad, but at some point you have to stop trying to play the victim. It sounds like you are creating more stress for yourself than is already handed to you.

well i agree with you.
but i went on a path of self-destruction since she left.
the bad lifestyle is the only thing that makes sense to me in depression.
depriving myself of sleep while insomnia helps get that going for me.
waiting for a mistake, maybe fatal.

I know thats masochistic to some point, but im so used to pain i enforce it sometimes.
its weird residue from my childhood thanks to abusive parents so its kinda normal.
on an unrelated note i think im gonna do a paper on psychology as my research for school

attitudes like "maybe fatal" is exactly why you can't be happy, its because you don't want to be happy.

i dont have a phone
no clocks in this modern time with alarms on them

You're out of your damn mind. I could go out and buy an alarm clock right now. That's the point of having a clock. You could order that shit off amazon.

but the problem with that is that i have virtually have no time.
even if i did i get most of my money cut to things i need and parents ._.

Im just saying, things may be bad, but at some point you have to stop trying to play the victim. It sounds like you are creating more stress for yourself than is already handed to you.

well i agree with you.
but i went on a path of self-destruction since she left.
the bad lifestyle is the only thing that makes sense to me in depression.
depriving myself of sleep while insomnia helps get that going for me.
waiting for a mistake, maybe fatal.

I know thats masochistic to some point, but im so used to pain i enforce it sometimes.
its weird residue from my childhood thanks to abusive parents so its kinda normal.
on an unrelated note i think im gonna do a paper on psychology as my research for school

attitudes like "maybe fatal" is exactly why you can't be happy, its because you don't want to be happy.