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#53 - anonymous (12/08/2014) [-]
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#196 - hankhillofthe (12/07/2014) [-]
I'm not attacking my mom out of frustration of not knowing what I want to do with my life. You're reading a bit too much into this particular situation. It's a lot more complicated than what was on the table just in this instance.
The reason I don't want to get shit on by the internet is the same reason I'm lashing out at my mother: I'm stressed out. I've got a lifetime of suppressed and repressed emotions that have never had an outlet, and they're clouding my mind and making it extremely hard for me to take control of my life.
The problem here isn't that I don't know what I want to do with my future, it's that just being myself has been made measurably harder by the fact that I have such crippling feelings of self-loathing, depression, and rage that are getting thrown in the mix and constantly confusing me on an emotional and mental level.
Mixed in with the fact that I'm clinically diagnosed Bipolar and have serious anxiety issues, life isn't exactly such a one-way street for me. I'm constantly being thrown around emotionally to all these different sides, and having so many pent-up feelings creates a cacophony that narrates every moment of my life.
I know exactly what I want to do with my future.
My problem is that there's a roaring, incessant storm in my head and in my heart and I can't get it to calm down long enough for me to motivate myself to make decisions.
If there's anything that makes me confused about whether or not I really know what I want to do with my life, it's the fact that I'm so sheltered that my understanding of the human experience is only as good as some lonely dude spending all his time on the internet can be. Which, again, only adds to the already confusing storm of thoughts and emotions.
I've managed to hang onto that little sliver of humanity enough to know what would make me happy. But even though it's a firm grip, I'm getting tugged away at superman-esque force.
And that force is this fierce tempest within me.