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Age: 26
Date Signed Up:9/11/2009
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#57 - Seriously? Banned in Great Britain? My dad used to literally s… 05/19/2016 on /pol/ makes a good point... +1
#6 - There's one of them in the park near my house Let go of it… 05/13/2016 on Helicopter +1
#252 - Without trying to sound condescending (I'm going to fail) I re… 05/08/2016 on suicidal meme slut comp 0
#168 - Maybe it is selfish But often it honestly feels like you'd…  [+] (2 new replies) 05/07/2016 on suicidal meme slut comp 0
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#170 - sketchE (05/07/2016) [-]
heres an argument i have with my girlfriend all the time. she wants to say bad things are simply fact. thats not the case. you dont know nothing in life will make it better because you havent tried everything in life. you may think youre at rock bottom but thats not true either. you have friends family people who care about you and enjoy being around you. think about that even if they are faking being your friends they think highly enough of you that they dont tell you to fuck off and leave them alone.

a term my friend toys around with is selfishly selfless. if you try justifying killing yourself with youre a burden to others then youre lying to yourself. just take five seconds to think about that. you arent doing it for them. even if thats your justification its just because you think if you do it then theyll think better of you.

communication is the key. first and foremost understand that something is wrong. thoughts of killing yourself for any reason is wrong. if you have those thoughts tell someone. theyll do something. if they think its a joke tell them its serious. if they care theyll probably get angry. do you know why? because the thought of you leaving there life is not accptable for them and they will fight to keep you in it

suicide is complicated i know that. two girlfriends who were suicidal. current girlfriend attempted. i dont play with it anymore when she said she was thinking of ending it and i couldnt get a response after i called the police. if i couldnt do something id find someone who could. ive been to a point in my life where i had a gun in my hand but the thoughts of those i loved and those i cared about made me push every single bullet out and hand the gun to my roommate.

there are people everyday who have nothing and fight to stay alive. so keep fighting
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#252 - Smidgit (05/08/2016) [-]
Without trying to sound condescending (I'm going to fail) I really don't think you get it
It's a lot of cases (including mine) chemical imbalance in the brain
It's not just going to rebalance it by saying "wow yeah you're right war is happening I have nothing to feel sad about"
That helps precisely nothingn
Depression doesn't give a shit about your life
I have a lovely family, great friends, I'm well off enough that if it'll take me to my next pay check to buy a new iPad and everything in my life is easy
I know I'm lucky and people have it a lot worse but that's not going to stop me from curling up in a ball and crying because it feels like everything is going wrong and everyone hates me
You wouldn't say to someone with a broken leg "you're so selfish, some people don't even have legs and you do just keep walking"
Fortunately I no longer feel the need to hang myself in my high wardrobe with a scarf I know is strong enough to hold me but sometimes (for example when my mum comes into my room and says "you're draining the life out of my day" when I've been a dickhead) I still feel like it's the best thing to do
I do get where you are coming from though, my best friend is bipolar and after a few too many calls I said "if you're not even going to try to get better then I can't do this. I can't stand by and watch this happen" and that helped her get better
Also well done for handing the gun to your room mate that was strong
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#114 - sketchE (05/06/2016) [-]
hers my thing and this is going to probably come off as really cold. suicide is the single most selfish self centered thing you can do. not only are you removing someone from the life of multiple people who actually did care about you you are telling them that they dont matter to you. that the good things they did for you mean nothing. that the help theyve given you over your life means nothing. that you thought so little of them that they didnt mean enough to you that you couldnt tell them whats going on in your head.

there are people out there with nothing. people who have to beg for money to survive. people with no friends family home or anything and they scratch and claw for every last second on this planet

yes life is tough and i know it isnt as simple as getting over it and feeling better but the people in your life who remain in your life want you to stay in their life. they will help you. it might come off the wrong way but thats because you mean something to them. the strongest emotions are reserved for the people you care about the most

so ill tell you whats on the other side of that door. its probably another burning room because lifes a bitch. but in that other room are people who care about you and want to help you
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#168 - Smidgit (05/07/2016) [-]
Maybe it is selfish
But often it honestly feels like you'd be doing everyone else a favour and it's the best thing you can do
Being depressed is just being at absolute rock bottom with no way out
its so much more than "life's a bitch and then you die" it's literally waking up in a nightmare and knowing here's nothing in life that will make it worth it so what's the point
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#170 - sketchE (05/07/2016) [-]
heres an argument i have with my girlfriend all the time. she wants to say bad things are simply fact. thats not the case. you dont know nothing in life will make it better because you havent tried everything in life. you may think youre at rock bottom but thats not true either. you have friends family people who care about you and enjoy being around you. think about that even if they are faking being your friends they think highly enough of you that they dont tell you to fuck off and leave them alone.

a term my friend toys around with is selfishly selfless. if you try justifying killing yourself with youre a burden to others then youre lying to yourself. just take five seconds to think about that. you arent doing it for them. even if thats your justification its just because you think if you do it then theyll think better of you.

communication is the key. first and foremost understand that something is wrong. thoughts of killing yourself for any reason is wrong. if you have those thoughts tell someone. theyll do something. if they think its a joke tell them its serious. if they care theyll probably get angry. do you know why? because the thought of you leaving there life is not accptable for them and they will fight to keep you in it

suicide is complicated i know that. two girlfriends who were suicidal. current girlfriend attempted. i dont play with it anymore when she said she was thinking of ending it and i couldnt get a response after i called the police. if i couldnt do something id find someone who could. ive been to a point in my life where i had a gun in my hand but the thoughts of those i loved and those i cared about made me push every single bullet out and hand the gun to my roommate.

there are people everyday who have nothing and fight to stay alive. so keep fighting
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#252 - Smidgit (05/08/2016) [-]
Without trying to sound condescending (I'm going to fail) I really don't think you get it
It's a lot of cases (including mine) chemical imbalance in the brain
It's not just going to rebalance it by saying "wow yeah you're right war is happening I have nothing to feel sad about"
That helps precisely nothingn
Depression doesn't give a shit about your life
I have a lovely family, great friends, I'm well off enough that if it'll take me to my next pay check to buy a new iPad and everything in my life is easy
I know I'm lucky and people have it a lot worse but that's not going to stop me from curling up in a ball and crying because it feels like everything is going wrong and everyone hates me
You wouldn't say to someone with a broken leg "you're so selfish, some people don't even have legs and you do just keep walking"
Fortunately I no longer feel the need to hang myself in my high wardrobe with a scarf I know is strong enough to hold me but sometimes (for example when my mum comes into my room and says "you're draining the life out of my day" when I've been a dickhead) I still feel like it's the best thing to do
I do get where you are coming from though, my best friend is bipolar and after a few too many calls I said "if you're not even going to try to get better then I can't do this. I can't stand by and watch this happen" and that helped her get better
Also well done for handing the gun to your room mate that was strong
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#77 - belphegore (04/11/2016) [-]
You too, don't forget, you're stronger than you know. You're still here aren't you?
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#75 - belphegore (04/11/2016) [-]
You can be as mad at your mom as you want, but I bet she still loves you. I know it's hard to swallow pride, but some things are just more important.
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#76 - Smidgit (04/11/2016) [-]
You are a good human being and your friends hang out with you because of this
I hope you win your fight
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#77 - belphegore (04/11/2016) [-]
You too, don't forget, you're stronger than you know. You're still here aren't you?
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