I feel like if i dont get this out soon I'm going to go crazy
Please dont thumb this, just a comment or two of support would help.
I have 15 dollars to my name.
My fiance decided to have an open relationship (at first without telling me)
and me being the beta I am dont have the heart to tell her no.
Im not sure if im lazy because im depressed or depressed because I'm lazy
I feel like I will never really amount to anything despite all the ideas in my head.
I can hardly afford food, let alone rent even though I have a job.
My family is always dissapointed in me because I cant seem to pass college classes. I just dont have the will.
Ive wasted their money, and all of mine in the process.
quite frankly, I just dont know what to do any more.