I don't know why I feel like telling this to you guys, but I guess you are the closest things to friends I have.
I don't really hang out with people much so I just spend my time playing various games and browsing FJ through the endless hours of the night, and I have been pretty depressed lately. I started to see Katawa Shoujo posts everywhere so friday I decided to download it. I didn't start playing until saturday night because my parents wanted me to do things, I played for about an hour and stopped because I was tired. Sunday I woke up and jumped right back on the game. I got Emi's path while blindly running through and saying anything that I would naturally say in that situation. I have to say I was extremely depressed as her story hit very close to home for me. The girl I really like, and the only girl that really like to talk to me at that, is in track and always pushes herself and tries to make me better. She is also short blonde and very playful, very similar to Emi herself. I finished the game with the ending where she kicks me out of her house and I have to get her back with the most heart wrenching speech ever. I cried for a while through the game and couldn't sleep well last night. This morning I woke up depressed but determined for some strange reason. Today at school I actually started talking to people and some of them aren't bad, they seem to really like me too. This is the first day I've been actually happy in a while. I think I owe it all to you guys here on FJ. Thanks for everything.