You look pretty when you smile. Found this while going trough one of my old folders of images. While I never have cared about being weird or not, this made me c weird
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> hey anon, wanna give your opinion?
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#31 - Klondyke
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There's also people who always smile but are never happy
User avatar #49 to #31 - vegetatheprince
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same.
User avatar #60 to #31 - indigobob
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I never asked for this damn you
User avatar #154 to #31 - crazyolitis
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"The people who smile the most, are the ones who have suffered the most."
and
"The people who always try to be with someone are the loneliest"

Just thought I'd share those 2 quotes.
#178 to #31 - Xepheros
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I believe there are (at least) three types of laughter. Sometimes, you laugh because you are genuinely entertained or happy. Other times, you laugh because a situation is awkward or strange. Mostly, I laugh because of the absurdity of feeling like I'm slowly dying inside with every breath I take, because I don't know how to appropriately control my body to show this sensation on my outward appearance.
User avatar #188 to #31 - torexofthenight
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This reminded me of Misha....
#395 to #31 - underlois
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Which I can totally relate to
Which I can totally relate to
#408 to #31 - jouten
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#246 to #31 - HAMMATIMEZ
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#217 to #31 - bilall
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User avatar #38 to #31 - thehumor
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Having depression, i can relate fully ( ._.)
User avatar #59 to #38 - onionbubs
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*hug*
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User avatar #364 to #38 - steedawwg **User deleted account**
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Have a virtual hug from me!

*hug*
User avatar #168 to #38 - raquizta
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Just tell yourself that everything's gonna be alright... You're not alone. :)
#137 to #38 - toolbox
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There's always another option. A way to truly end all the pain and suffering.
#144 to #137 - lolzordz
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youre right, there is always another option, thats why suicide isnt the only way out.
User avatar #68 to #38 - caesarslegion
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"Having depression"

Implying Depression is real, and not just overblown ******** by modern media and pharmaceutical companies wanted idiots like you to pay thousands of dollars for treatment.
User avatar #71 to #68 - thehumor
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depression is a chemical imbalance in the brain.
User avatar #72 to #71 - caesarslegion
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You're a ******* idiot.
User avatar #74 to #72 - thehumor
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why is this
User avatar #86 to #74 - auda
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Don't try to explain it to people who don't want to learn.
I understand and a lot of people do.
*hug*
User avatar #88 to #86 - thehumor
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im loving all the hugs :3
#133 to #88 - oharo
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Here's a cuddle hug for you, then.
Here's a cuddle hug for you, then.
#135 to #133 - thehumor
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I commend you for showing bravery in posting ponies
#157 to #135 - oharo
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Meh, it isn't that bad.   
Ponies just have to be organic to the situation.   
Ponies out of nowhere tend to get some flak. :3
Meh, it isn't that bad.
Ponies just have to be organic to the situation.
Ponies out of nowhere tend to get some flak. :3
User avatar #90 to #88 - auda
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Too bad only hugs don't make a depression disappear.
If only they could. <3
#92 to #90 - thehumor
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Yeah, but it helps
Yeah, but it helps
#292 to #92 - dsgbiohazard
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Here, have a gif! &lt;3
Here, have a gif! <3
#93 to #92 - auda
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Yeah.
Sometimes the smallest gestures do the greatest things. <3
User avatar #302 to #74 - caesarslegion
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Depression isn't a chemical imbalance in the brain.

It's modern societies ******** way to express 'pain'. This generation doesn't know pain, they don't know the Holocaust, they didn't experience the fear of Nazism, of Communism, so what do they do?

They try to feel important by forming organizations like PETA and making up fake diseases like Depression to try and make their own "fear and pain" factor for their Generation.

Give me a break kid, the starving kid in Africa who's brother was butchered by Rebels and parents OD'd on meth deserves to be depressed. Not you lower middle class white piece of **** who "gets bullied" or "feel unimportant"

Give me ONE reason you should feel depressed that isn't completely gay or just you being a pussy. I bet you, and the other few million morons who fall for this garbage can't.
User avatar #308 to #302 - thehumor
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>Me and my girlfriend broke up a day before valentines day
>My grandmother died a slow death last year due to ALS
>My uncle got hit by a car last weekend ad we're hoping he doesn't have to amputate his leg
#333 to #308 - notstill
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There's a difference between having ****** things happen to you and actually having depression.

I haven't felt happy a day in my life, I was born with it and I have to live with it for the rest of my life, my emotions are dead and it's physically and mentally exhausting to do anything that requires me to leave my house and whenever I do I have extreme anxiety.

I hate when people just throw it around like it's nothing when the people that actually have it are suffering in silence.

caesarslegion is wrong about depression not existing but he's right about you being a faggot.
#419 to #333 - EdwardNigma
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I've had depression a few years now. I still have the odd laugh and I still tell everyone I'm fine.

But no. I feel little else but anger and sadness. Chances are, I'll never get married, I'll never be rich and I'll die alone and forgotten. But, my good man, I have one thing to tell you. Depression or not, I will try. Every little thing goes wrong, every ******* thing, but that won't stop me. I will succeed, I will live my dream and life the way I see fit, I won't be forced into failure by a few ******* chemicals being faggots. I will win and show the universe that it's endless ******** didn't stop me. I will be better than the ones who always told me I was a failure, who always told me I was stupid or weak.

Notstill, tell me. Do you want that **** to beat you? Are you, a man of decency, going to let a chemical imbalance control you? **** that ****, we have to beat it, we can't give up, or else, whats the point? What else have we got to lose, how much further can we fall, how much more **** can be piled on us? We have to try, man.
User avatar #424 to #419 - notstill
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Thank you for that, it's much better hearing that than a group of faggots sharing internet *hugz*
#423 to #419 - anon id: 7d0c357c
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dick
User avatar #334 to #333 - thehumor
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It actually runs in my family. My mother has it. It didn't develop for me until i was 12 or 13. I know my case isn't the worst by far, but things like this still get me pretty low. I'm not trying to overshadow anyone, or claiming that my problems are worse than anyone else's. I'm sorry if i made it seem that way
User avatar #312 to #308 - caesarslegion
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1. Breaking up with your Girlfriend.
Are you ******* kidding me. You are a goddamn pussy.
Get.
The.
****.
Over.
It.

2. Grandmother died of ALS.
My Grandfather is slowly dying right now of Dementia, alzheimer's, and severe PTSD from the horrors he witnessed in World War II.

MY Grandfather as looked my dad in the face, in the eyes, and nothing. He doesn't remember his own Damn son, his own damn wife, his own damn life.
He SCREAMS himself to sleep every night like a baby, he can't feed himself or care for himself AT ALL.

He has to wear diapers and as to be fed by my Dad who filed for bankruptcy last month. My Jobless father has to take care of my Grandfather COMPLETELY while trying to make enough money to do so, AND take care of me, my brother, and my sister.
You're a PUSSY. GET OVER IT.
3. I was in a Car wreck two months ago, wrecked my ONLY way to work, which I am now fired because I couldn't make it everyday without a car. I ALMOST broke my arms and right leg which would have kept me from serving in the United States Navy, the only way out of this **** hole I live in.

I'm not depressed.

GET OVER IT.
YOU. ARE. A. PUSSY.
You're a ******* idiot who not only disregarded my theory above, but listed
COMMON ******* AILMENTS In modern society. You're a ******* idiot who pays for pills that do ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. For a 'disease' that doesn't exist.
User avatar #366 to #312 - steedawwg **User deleted account**
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I honestly don't see why you're being such a cunt about this whole thing.

He's stated his Grandmother died, and you've literally tried to overshadow that with the way your Grandfathers dying. So what's the difference between me saying your Grandfather is a complete cunt and deserves to die, which would of course make you angry and pissed off, which is what you're doing being a complete and utter cunt.

You know, if you were actually a decent person, you'd shut the **** up and get on with you life, instead of bitch fitting about people who speak openly about their issues and then go off on a rant about your own worthless life.

I hope you get shrek'd.
#381 to #312 - xtrem
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they're keeping me to finish my current tasks after that am getting fired because my current sickness
#174 to #68 - Xepheros
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Psst, funnyjunk is for people over the age of 13. Go to 9gag instead, kid, where you may find a demographic more akin to yourself in your tendencies to naively deny reality.
User avatar #299 to #174 - caesarslegion
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Psst, I expected better from someone 'over the age of 13'

Hell, I get better responses than that on Xbox live.

You're a shining example of ultimate butt hurt, friend.
User avatar #107 to #31 - goobyman
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wise words from a klondyke bar
hue.hue.hue.
#36 to #31 - tundertail
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and there is lex luthor on a bus
#64 to #36 - sourpotato
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Can't you tell it's Agent 47, and that hippy's his next target...
#99 - abdullahmag
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one particular show come to mind >.> , whose fans get hated on a lot.
#163 to #99 - anon id: 69e01f0a
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At least they're quiet and watching the show instead of yapping about it on a website.
User avatar #142 to #99 - crazyhindu
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The whovians right?
User avatar #208 to #99 - pwoneill
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Why did you have to Remind me of all those goddamn "How Its Made" fans and their stupid fandom?...Gosh!
User avatar #413 to #208 - mulciber
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You reminded me of the Izzet.


Bastard.
#416 to #413 - pwoneill
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User avatar #426 to #416 - mulciber
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At least Rakdos aren't Boros. Too many Boros decks right now.
User avatar #427 to #426 - pwoneill
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What do you run
User avatar #428 to #427 - mulciber
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Currently I run a Defender based Green/Blue. Can't really call myself Simic, since I don't evolve. I also have an Esper control deck being constructed. You?
User avatar #430 to #428 - pwoneill
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American midrange....and Izzet
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I assumed the Izzet part.
#108 to #99 - simplescience
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I totally know which show you're talking about.

I know that when I watch Bill Nye the Science Guy, I know its not meant for someone like me who is in college and is a Chemistry major.

I may get made fun of for it, but that theme song is way too catchy.
User avatar #226 to #108 - popkornking
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BILL! BILL! BILL! BILL!
User avatar #145 to #108 - applepiepony
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I see what you did there.
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User avatar #205 to #145 - pwoneill
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I wish i could say the same for you but.....
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/ \ / \
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if it worked
User avatar #216 to #205 - applepiepony
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Well I'm pretty sure abdullahmag was talking about my little pony fans like me.
User avatar #147 to #145 - applepiepony
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well that didn't work.
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#155 - unignorablegirth
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Hey if the kid wants to jack off to abandoned subway stations then let him
Hey if the kid wants to jack off to abandoned subway stations then let him
#183 - niedzielan
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#351 to #305 - jtjas
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**** she knows kill her
#313 to #305 - comanderspy
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lol i thought to the same
#80 - simplescience
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(Boring Story Alert)

When I was in middle school and a little in high school, I was told I had to wear certain clothing. I had to listen to certain music, and I had to have this kind of stuff to be cool. Even at that age, I realized that if they would only pay attention to me for my stuff, then they weren't the kind of friends I wanted.

As a result, I had few friends until 10th grade (I was transferred to a new school when I started 10th grade) since I refused the notion of having to buy friends. Since I had next to no friends because I was "that weird kid".

Throughout my life, I was given the impression (not by my parents, who refused the following notion) that I wasn't worthy of a woman's time. This was fueled by the fact that one of two things always happened whenever I began to develop affection for one/: 1) She would gradually stop talking to me or avoid me. 2) She would state (indirectly) that nothing was going to come of us knowing each other.

Over the years, I have gradually come to accept the fact that a relationship is never going to happen, that my love life will consist of hearing about the relationships of my friends, and that I'm never going to have a family of my own. I am nearly 21, and have not had one relationship despite my best efforts. Everyone I know has had at least one or two by my age. The worst part is that all my friends (and family) lie to my face and say that someone for me will come along some day.

TL;DR I don't mind being a weird person, but I hate that it's doomed me to a life of loneliness.
User avatar #112 to #80 - sirbutterballs
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Hey everyone's weird in some way, so really you're normal.
User avatar #128 to #80 - pianoasis
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Good. Whatever you enjoy doing, let that be your lady.
#193 to #80 - buthow
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And you are like many other brave people. I personally am a very open person but I still try to break away and try to be myself. I'm happy you took it a step further and told us about it, I appreciate it. You may find some one who likes you for you, but they need to be just as brave as you have been to do this. Good luck.
And you are like many other brave people. I personally am a very open person but I still try to break away and try to be myself. I'm happy you took it a step further and told us about it, I appreciate it. You may find some one who likes you for you, but they need to be just as brave as you have been to do this. Good luck.
User avatar #218 to #80 - garymotherfinoak
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someone will come along, and your relatives dont lie to you. one of the best men i know didnt have a girfriend or even a kiss until he was in his early 30's. they live happily together now.
User avatar #130 to #80 - theodordronen
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Dude, I've been there. Really. So I know you won't listen to me, but it honestly does get better. But you need to make an effort. Girlfriends don't fall in your lap. I got my first girlfriend at 21 after spending a lot of time working on myself

Good luck to you bro
User avatar #151 to #130 - simplescience
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I'm not trying to be an ass here, but I stated in my comment that I have tried, and am alone despite my best efforts. I never expected a woman to fall into my lap. I worked up the courage to talk to her and get to know her and show her that I'm someone worthy of her attention. That's what really annoys me. The fact that I have tried, and never succeeded, and yet for my friends, women practically do fall into their laps.

I am a very hopeful and optimistic person, but after all the negative responses I get, I can't help but think of the phrase that goes "If people consistently do not want to be around you, then perhaps it's not them that's the problem". It's hard to think positive about myself when I was friendless for most of my childhood and teased for about the same amount of time.

When I mention the above statement, people tell me "Well think better about yourself, and women will notice it". I've done that. I've had my head held high and I would be confident, and yet, women still want nothing to do with me. I've done plenty of self-reflection since I've come to college, and I've yet to discover what it is that makes me so repulsive.

After 3-4 years of self-reflection and soul-searching, I'm starting to think it's not worth the effort to keep searching by this point. Even if I do, no-one wants to take a chance on a 20-something year old who's never even been on a date before, and has nothing that draws the eye.

That's not to say that I have closed myself off from a relationship. Should someone come along that I like and she likes me back, I will offer my heart. On that note, though, I will not be surprised if she ends up leaving me for someone better, or if, in the end, I am all by myself.
User avatar #171 to #151 - gespony
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Reading your story, i can somewhat relate to it.

Not really to the no friends bit, because i have Always had 2 best friends who stayed the same all through high school and now we're sharing an appartement at college, but besides my 2 best friends i don't really know so many people.

I myself and also a very optimistic person and when i'm around other people i'm Always smiling and having fun.

However when i'm lonely and have noone to talk too i can get really sad and have depressive thoughts. Fact is my 2 friends are doing much better in life then me. They both have steady girlfriends and are 2 years ahead of me in college. (Was very lazy my first 2 years and not in the right mindset) I kind of resent them for it even though i know it's my own fault.

Also i just can't seem to get a girlfriend, somehow i Always find a way to screw it up. Talking to girls is no problem, it's just taking it to the next step i somehow choke and never get to it, and the few times i do try, it's either allready to late and she's a close friend or she rejects me. My friends love me because i am a great wingman, with both their girlfriends, i made the first move. Unfortunately i never make the second.

So it is i wait, and keep waiting untill a girl walks past and makes the second move.
But that's a small chance but we shall see, we shall see. I am hopeful in this aspect :)
User avatar #172 to #171 - gespony
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huh strange how someone can open up to complete strangers on the internet
User avatar #370 to #171 - theodordronen
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I don't mean to be trying to come off as some guy who think's he's Obi-Wan or some ****, but really I have been there and it does seem hopeless. For every girl who says no you lose more faith, but you also add more pressure on yourself which is the worst thing you can do in these situations.

You must honestly just be yourself and try not to over-analyze too much and I promise things will get better for you.
User avatar #368 to #151 - theodordronen
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You might just be putting too much pressure on yourself, over-analyzing a lot. Which is hard not to do as I remember.
As I said earlier, I don't think you'll listen to me, but I genuinely think it will get better for you with time. Might not be for a while, but it'll come when you let go and don't care about it as much anymore.
You seem like a smart kid, but something might not happen until you really just let go and not care as much anymore. As soon as I stopped looking, the girls came, which I'm sure you think is a cliché thing people say. But it really does happen and it's not something that can be faked
User avatar #378 to #368 - simplescience
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I've actually stopped looking for awhile now. Being in college as a Chemistry major doesn't exactly give me the free time to seek out a potential dating partner whenever I would like to.

I will admit that one of my faults is that I over-analyze things, and I find it hard to not do that. I don't like that I do that, because it drives me nuts sometimes. This especially holds true when it comes to this aspect of my life, and I'll tell you why.

When I came to college, and I decided it was time for a clean slate, I started to be more social. I started to think higher of myself as more people accepted my quirks. Then, as I started making friends and finally started thinking "Hey, maybe I'm not as bad as I thought I was", I noticed something.

Several of my male friends, on a regular basis mind you, would have a number of girls talking to them. These men would have their pick of girls to choose from. In fact, when I go to dinner, I often see one sitting at a table with like... 5 girls. My male friends that didn't have that would almost always have a female lab partner or project partner. This is at a college where the female to male ratio is 2:1.

This realization obliterated my confidence and self-esteem and set my mind into overdrive. Of all my male friends, I was the only one that didn't have a single woman who liked me, and yet, they all had these women, like, fawning over them. They didn't even have to try. I had to try, quite hard, and got nothing. They didn't have to, and easily got their pick. What is it about me that makes me so repulsive? Yet, when I would ask females I knew from high school or over the internet if they could tell me what makes me such a female repellent, they told me I'm not; that I'm some sweet, great guy.

How can I not over-analyze that?
User avatar #403 to #378 - theodordronen
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Obviously as I don't know you it's quite hard to accurately describe what you might be doing wrong. But it might just be that you notice those kinds of things, that they're surrounded by girls and I'm guessing it annoys you. So you build it up in your head.

You think about it a lot apparently, enough to write about it on here. And don't worry I've done that quite a lot too in my past. I think you're just trying to hard and thinking too much. I know this time in your life SUCKS, it is quite unbearable. Just try to forget about girls completely. If you go out drinking, don't talk to them at all. If you sit at a party and laugh with your guy friends and have an excellent time without thinking about girls at all, women notice. As much as they notice that you might be coming on too strongly.

I don't envy you for still being in that pit of over-analyzation and depression, but if you can find it in your head to believe me, it really always does get better. It might be a while, but it does.
User avatar #421 to #403 - simplescience
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Ah, I don't exactly have time to go out drinking or partying, as my major and minor (soon to be my second major) bury me in enough work to keep me busy any weekend.

I don't deny that it gets better, and I remain hopeful in the end, but by this time, I'll all too familiar to the feeling of loneliness.
#164 to #80 - theafroman
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#385 to #247 - xtrem
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#327 to #247 - anon id: 84b07776
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I'm praying for you. that is all I'm going to say
#165 to #80 - Epicgetguy
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Holy **** are you me?
#104 to #80 - vorrundenaus
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Then I shall counter you with my own boring story.

My story is one of a more radical change from the rather loud and outgoing person I was to well who I am now. All through school till about middle school I was loud and outgoing as I said my only objective in live was too enjoy myself and to make sure people around me were happy, I didn't care if anyone ever thought I wasn't cool I was just happy.

Well middle school, I'm pretty sure I only experienced the physical changes of puberty, if there was one thing I did not understand teen angst, and this search for popularity. Who had the most girls who smokes and who could beat up the most defenseless person, It seemed to me the person who was the coolest was the person who could make the most people unhappy with their lives, obviously I had zero relationships feeling almost nothing for most other people being the opposite I was basically shunned. Even my two childhood friends drifted.

It was there that I realized not only did I hate these kids I hated what they were going to become, I never moved I lived in the same place so I watched these kids grow up I watched them dive down into ******** and ******** people. For the most part I defended these peoples victims but even then I started to hate them.

In highschool was when I realized humanity's ability to just give up these same kids who I defended as repayment for my defense of them, they offed themselves, well no one should feel worse than me right? ******* no I felt betrayed even if I was in their position and no one helped me I still would not even consider that option.

So we shoot ahead a few years Im free of that insane asylum of morons and I moved far, unable to break my own will to help I am currently a med student with a few casual colleges at best, 0 love interests, and a serious knack for helping even when I have very little myself.

So yes I'm odd, I'll probably be alone my whole life but I can honestly say I'm comfortable with who I am.
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there are few like you my friend , you realize you're different and no matter how many try to prove you wrong just keep it up because no matter how crappy humanity is people like you lightens it up, sadly few are like you and me, and we wish to meet ppl with same personality yet such personality is drowned with the rest of dirt and hardly seen
#386 to #384 - vorrundenaus
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Well thanks man, just living as I see fit you know?
#43 - bluelightbebop
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Whenever i'm drunk, i look at the mirror when i enter the washroom, and say &quot;And you, are very, very drunk.&quot;   
   
Am i the only one?
Whenever i'm drunk, i look at the mirror when i enter the washroom, and say "And you, are very, very drunk."

Am i the only one?
#118 to #43 - anon id: e49f9465
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I just stare myself in the eyes. Im too much of a beta to look people in the eyes, even during conversation. So whenever Im drunk or high, I just stare myself in the eyes, and look at them.... because Im the only person I can look in the eyes...
#213 to #118 - dayasalion
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**dayasalion rolled a random image posted in comment #37 at American Football Logic ** that's pretty deep anon.
#414 to #118 - novren
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Oh man that is... I feel sorry for you, bro
User avatar #129 to #43 - theodordronen
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I check myself out in the mirror, not that I'm really good looking either
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User avatar #79 to #43 - novren
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You are not.

No, really, I do it too.
#89 to #43 - klakavatn
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Do it everytime..

I even take a pic. Every. Single. Time.
User avatar #100 to #43 - novren
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Also when I'm drunk and walking home I solve the most complex everyday-physics problems by talking to myself
there was this time I was walking home and came across a guy and he was walking in the same direction and talking to himself too
so we talked to ourselves in company for like 20 minutes
I can't even remember the guy's face

Best night in a long time
User avatar #194 to #43 - cocorosie
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When I'm high I'll just sit there for a second and say, "Holy ****, I am extremely high." Then promptly laugh loudly.
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User avatar #258 to #187 - yindragon
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I agree with two thirds of this. So have a thumb.
#392 to #258 - anon id: 18712a6b
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So what do you disagree with? Because it's completely factual.
User avatar #401 to #392 - drastronomy
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"hurr durr all ponifans r le neckbeard homos"

yeah.....
User avatar #209 to #187 - screwyouman
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Sad, but true.
#225 - mytrakytra
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Goes on internet.

Doesn't look at porn.


Is that even ******* possible?
#275 to #225 - anon id: a52fdc52
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Well its like using Wikipedia for a project and then ya end up looking up random stuff for hours.
User avatar #236 to #225 - wonderlandman
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its not saying they don't look at porn necessarily, just its not the part of the internet that keeps them up all night