4chaines

I'm 17 now in my last year of school. Up until last year I always had friends so it really hit me hard when I moved and didn't make any new ones. I seem to have lost social skills completely and most of the personality I used to have. What makes it worse is that I live with a large family, 2 brothers and 2 sisters. Most of them seem to think it's funny to single me out because of my loneliness which always hurt. The problem for me is I share my feelings with nobody. I can't even tell my old friends because of ************* and shame. Every day is a struggle for me at the moment at school and I'm also being pressured into getting a job. Honestly though, it is the worst feeling I've ever experienced and having no one to talk to makes it worse. I can't wait til this is over, I can't live my whole life like this.

how different people are. I abandoned hardly all my connections and I'm pretty happy now. its just necessary if you think it is be.