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#2 - ninaf (09/30/2012) [-]
#90 to #2 - chroner (10/01/2012) [-]
feels
feels
#91 to #90 - chroner (10/01/2012) [-]
good, feels
good, feels
#270 - SHAMU ONLINE (10/01/2012) [-]
dat boner.
#401 to #270 - jimmynutz (10/01/2012) [-]
eye of the sniper
User avatar #283 to #270 - lysham (10/01/2012) [-]
why are u even looking at that particular place
#333 to #283 - SHAMU ONLINE (10/01/2012) [-]
User avatar #533 to #528 - svensavuste (10/01/2012) [-]
this **** is so true, my life is so depressing :/
#94 - spycheckingpyro (10/01/2012) [-]
I got married when I was twenty. She was the girl of my dreams at that time. About a year into my marriage, I found out she wanted to leave since before the engagement.   
Whenever I hang out with any of my friends who are older than me; I usually have to explain to them the full story.    
   
>mfw the conversations always end in "yeah... I guess I was just a stupid kid..."
I got married when I was twenty. She was the girl of my dreams at that time. About a year into my marriage, I found out she wanted to leave since before the engagement.
Whenever I hang out with any of my friends who are older than me; I usually have to explain to them the full story.

>mfw the conversations always end in "yeah... I guess I was just a stupid kid..."
#98 to #94 - DeadlyHorizons (10/01/2012) [-]
mfw reading your comment.
mfw reading your comment.
#586 - kerplunking (10/01/2012) [-]
>Girl breaks up with you
>Kill yourself

BRILLIANT LOGIC THERE
#593 to #586 - derpypotato (10/01/2012) [-]
i know right?
User avatar #133 - infinitereaper ONLINE (10/01/2012) [-]
I usually try to comment something funny or rant, but I'll share a story today, feel free not to care or waste your time reading.
>Born from a recklessly young couple, father joined the military to support everyone
>Childhood was okay, we moved to Germany eventually
>Make great friends, fall in love with a wonderful girl
>Begin to notice my parents aren't entirely normal, small signs
>Girl doesn't respond to my advances, I'm rejected/ignored
>We move away, to a wonderful magical land called Louisiana
>Make great friends, for a time it's like wonderland.
>The girl of my dreams contacts me, we start talking, one day she tells me she loves me
>For a time thing are beyond perfect.
>Get beat up in school until my violence put an end to it.
>Around this time or another start having issues with my parents. (unrelated to fighting)
>Discover why my mother gives me so much verbal abuse, a tendency for violence and irrationality, she had an alcoholic father who beat her and her mother
>Discover why my father is so incredibly angry and dangerous all the time, he has some deep dark horrific traumatic event in his past
>I still have my love, that's all I ever needed and ever even wanted.
>Time goes on, one day my best friend tries to spill my insides with his knife, survived on instinct
>Things go sour with my love, she can't handle the distance, it tears us apart
>Trauma, verbal abuse, and occasional violence reach a peak with my parents.
>Ironically my girl is coming to Louisiana, but we are moving, there is no chance now
>End up California, the days are empty, darkness has me cornered, start drinking
>Watch helplessly as my love falls in love with someone else, gets used, and utterly destroyed and thrown away, cry my heart out, and want to die tired of the ********
>Move to South Korea, emptiness, pain, terrible people, teachers that are jokes
>The years and years of wear and tear have me absolutely broken.
#136 to #133 - Rascal (10/01/2012) [-]
no one cares
#145 to #142 - Rascal (10/01/2012) [-]
umad?
#347 to #145 - Rascal (10/01/2012) [-]
uStupid?
User avatar #141 to #136 - saxophan (10/01/2012) [-]
Speak for yourself, cocksniffer.
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User avatar #603 to #391 - infinitereaper ONLINE (10/01/2012) [-]
I understand that. It's why I care so much. I feel like I can hear the cries of those asking for help; I want to be the one that finally answers those calls. I had to help myself, but that's not always easy, especially for those who suffer even worst.
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User avatar #623 to #611 - infinitereaper ONLINE (10/01/2012) [-]
Good luck with your illnesses, I actually have several health problems myself. The docs don't really know whats wrong with me so I can't really say. Just try to eat healthy and such. I will do more.
#197 to #133 - knarta (10/01/2012) [-]
Not as bad as you, but got almost the same **** . I was living in France loving this girl, my parents and I moved to Germany, she tells me she loves me, then we move back to France where she finds someone else and ignores me. I then move to Switzerland where she breaks up with this douche and admits she was being a bitch to me but says a distant relationship wouldn't work. A year after my mother reveals her alcoholic side and there isn't a day going on without a huge fight betweem her, drunk, and my father. I'm still waiting two years to be able to move away from home and live my life.
But seriously, you story gave me feels and reminded me of mine.
User avatar #134 to #133 - infinitereaper ONLINE (10/01/2012) [-]
>Contemplate suicide, almost attempt it several times.
>Move back to California
>Start to… smile on the inside more. The years and years of pent up insanity take over. I can’t help but laugh, and laugh and laugh! It’s all so ******* funny! Terrible things that always happen; nearly loose myself.
>End up in the hospital because severe alcohol intoxication.
>Even more family problems.
>Secretly overdose on DXM, just wanted to see some pretty lights, but I took too much. Stupid.
>Begin to rethink my life. I don’t want to live this way… I don’t want to die this way.
>Eventually I begin to find myself. I choose to fight. I choose to follow all those dreams I had. I can’t change the past, but I definitely change the future. And even darkness comes in the future, I can take it! I’ve stood in darkness for so long, I’m used to it; I can endure it.
>Graduate High school, now trying to find work, school part time, and move towards my dreams of writing, art, and business. Trying to fulfill my grand dream of making the world a better place and helping people; especially those who are powerless.
>It still hurts so much, but I try to have some sort of an optimistic outlook, I’m trying to work hard and move forward.
>And well, here I am now I guess.
I know FJ is not the place for this sort of thing. I might just sound pathetic, I’m sorry. This comic unexpectedly really did bring back a lot of stuff for me. I just wanted to let everyone know that it’s best not to give up. Hopefully, everything will be alright in the end.
User avatar #166 to #134 - infinitereaper ONLINE (10/01/2012) [-]
I want to take this moment to thank everyone for their kind words and support. Such a thing is a pretty foreign concept to me. Your kindness means the world to me. I promise not to give up and work hard!
#200 to #166 - Rascal (10/01/2012) [-]
I've finally for the first time experienced real pain in my life... I thought life was a dance on rainbows, i was wrong. But as rocky said, it is not about how many times life strikes you down, it is about how many times you can get up! And you sir, has gotten back up, with your back straight and everything! You sir, gives me hope back that i to can endure the pain that i'm feeling! Thank you
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User avatar #139 to #134 - saxophan (10/01/2012) [-]
That's right, you ****** , never give up. You're all the stronger for all your **** , so take it and go somewhere with it. Nothing to lose, everything to gain.
User avatar #169 to #139 - infinitereaper ONLINE (10/01/2012) [-]
I promise not to give up, thanks for your words and time.
#146 to #134 - killertpu (10/01/2012) [-]
Everybody has got a dark story man glad you could share it with random people on the internet. You sir are Alpha as ****
User avatar #591 to #146 - accdodson (10/01/2012) [-]
Dark story venting thread?

>10
>on vacation in ****** hotel, my family used to be poor
>parents fighting, gets worse
>brother is 7 and pretty small
>mom gets really pissed
>starts crying because of something my dad said
>my brother is afraid and crying, my mom wants him to take a bath for some reason
>he is scared and doesn't move
>she throws him into the tub, literally chucks him.
>he hits his head hard and starts crying more
>wtfman.jpg
>have no idea what to do
>learn that my mom has deep seeded anger issues/is crazy, several more events like these occur
>i learn why my mom always has the agenda of "violence is never the answer", its because deep inside she is violent and wants to be rid of this aspect of herself

I guess mine isn't that bad, everyone knows someone who's ****** up. anyone wanna contriboot
User avatar #343 to #134 - bannon (10/01/2012) [-]
Really liked your story dude and it's awesome that you've managed to climb over so many problems but as soon as I heard South Korea, I honestly thought this was going to end in some Gangnam Style kind of joke haha

But still congrats to you man!
#388 to #134 - exrflarion (10/01/2012) [-]
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your father face when
#582 to #388 - infinitereaper ONLINE (10/01/2012) [-]
That gave me a good laugh actually. My sense of humor is part of the reason I've survived.   
I'd like to share something nice in return. Someone did a Dead Island Symphonic Cover, it was  jscottrakozy it's a uplifiting happy verson, and it's quite beautiful, found it yesterday:   
www.youtube.com/watch?v=CrnbQZ35XHI
That gave me a good laugh actually. My sense of humor is part of the reason I've survived.
I'd like to share something nice in return. Someone did a Dead Island Symphonic Cover, it was jscottrakozy it's a uplifiting happy verson, and it's quite beautiful, found it yesterday:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=CrnbQZ35XHI
#595 to #582 - exrflarion (10/01/2012) [-]
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Holy **** ! That's ******* pro mixing, **** is ******* awesome!

Dude, many thanks for showing me this!
User avatar #389 to #388 - exrflarion (10/01/2012) [-]
Should i delete this or...?
#151 to #134 - graysonschultz (10/01/2012) [-]
thats pretty deep bro, i feel for ya, thankx for sharing
User avatar #170 to #151 - infinitereaper ONLINE (10/01/2012) [-]
Thanks for caring man.
#617 to #134 - buckoman (10/01/2012) [-]
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With this big of a buildup I had expected spaghetti or some cross between a Lochness monster and doing the dinosaur.

But I was wrong. You just restored a partial faith in humanity for me, that people can recover and change to a new route because of the past they were given.

I like you, man. Good luck with your life.
User avatar #312 to #134 - superchuckles (10/01/2012) [-]
Respect man, keep steady on your feet and thanks for sharing.
User avatar #237 to #134 - daentraya (10/01/2012) [-]
I have so much respect for you right now..
User avatar #185 to #134 - marceau (10/01/2012) [-]
Every time I look at a comment, every time I think of my life I realize there are people like you. Not a Man not a Woman but Human. You accept everything for what it is, you see that even darkness has a light, no matter how dim, do you see that light has a darkness yet? I hope not, once you see the shadow, you search and search and search. Like a frantic dog looking for their bone.

Though I never knew a pain as yours, I have my own, a bottled pain of which only two know. I know I should not say your names but I will: scixzor and drvvatson. The pain I have is not much but I have learned to accept, to love and to always do one thing. One horrid thing that acts as a blessed curse at times. Think. I began thinking when I was young and I have not stopped in all my few years. I have seen my mind descend into what I call darkness but compared to your it is pettiness. Though I cannot say that your trials will be easy as they have proven to be far from it as of yet. I must ask truly ask you, have your wounds become scars? Have they changed from a sore of which still causes pain into a blemish that brings upon you memory?

As a online series has said, "Memory is Key." It is, we are meant to remember, we are meant to learn and we are meant to live. May your life be grand and take this quote with you from a friend of mine, "Life is a bitch, Ride her like one."
User avatar #598 to #185 - infinitereaper ONLINE (10/01/2012) [-]
I like to think I have a foot in both worlds. To understand one, you can't ignore the other. How could I claim that I care about people if I immediately forsook certain people? I'm not naive, I understand that some people are truly beyond saving, and that the harm they have done is unforgivable, those who oppress and control... the world is better off without them. I can only say this because I try to live in balance.
To answer your question, some of my wounds have become deep scars. They still hurt, and remind me, and some wounds just never closed, but I try to live in the moment. I hope your darkness fades or no longer hurts you. I think the key to life is this: If one state can exist, so can the other, if the world is a darkness with a small amount of life, what one could call a living hell, what would the opposite be? A world full of light with little darkness? It would be paradise, that's my grand ambition, to help the world move towards this state. But the metaphor does good for our lives, if we could simply allow more light into our hearts, we could make peace with the darkness.
User avatar #599 to #598 - infinitereaper ONLINE (10/01/2012) [-]
life**** I meant light**
User avatar #148 to #134 - chucknorrisTHEGAME (10/01/2012) [-]
Geez, that's rough. Good for you for persevering, though. Keep going, keep holding on, it's got to get better for you. I hope your life takes a much needed turn for the better very soon.
User avatar #167 to #148 - infinitereaper ONLINE (10/01/2012) [-]
Thanks man, I appreciate it.
#144 to #134 - Rascal (10/01/2012) [-]
I'm from louisiana, they got stationed in ft pok ? that's where i'm from, who knows, we coulda met bro small ass world. . I feel that feel that you feel bro
User avatar #235 to #134 - pollux (10/01/2012) [-]
Dude, remember us when you're president.
User avatar #587 to #235 - infinitereaper ONLINE (10/01/2012) [-]
I do plan to run for office one day. Though plans could change. I'm not sure how the U.S. will be or look by the time I'm even old enough for that, it all depends on what's best for humanity, or rather, what position allows me to do most good, but that is a long ways away, I have many things to accomplish before then.
User avatar #621 to #587 - pollux (10/01/2012) [-]
Respect.
User avatar #549 to #134 - anonymouspls (10/01/2012) [-]
Lose*
#96 - sammichconsumer (10/01/2012) [-]
What I was thinking while reading.
User avatar #103 to #96 - itwasntnsfw (10/01/2012) [-]
What my life is atm.
#86 - thunderpony (10/01/2012) [-]
now im going to bed sad... :(
#545 - brum (10/01/2012) [-]
Uhh...
In the forth panel, where it says "Now it looks as though"...
He has a boner...
#558 to #545 - cuntmuffins (10/01/2012) [-]
Good lord! Cannot unsee. That's very observant of you hahah. Thumb for you sir.
#551 to #545 - ibangbabys (10/01/2012) [-]
Damn you killed it
#555 to #545 - anthonyh (10/01/2012) [-]
**anthonyh rolled a random image posted in comment #11 at Saw it on /b/ ** Christ almighty, you're right god dammit
**anthonyh rolled a random image posted in comment #11 at Saw it on /b/ ** Christ almighty, you're right god dammit
#140 - kathuzada (10/01/2012) [-]
You never read this post you went to the next page
You never read this post you went to the next page
#70 - Evanalmighty (10/01/2012) [-]
now I gotta live in a ball of nostalgia...
now I gotta live in a ball of nostalgia...
#250 - lordjask (10/01/2012) [-]
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#195 - memvar (10/01/2012) [-]
i have no soul!
#206 to #195 - thechosentroll (10/01/2012) [-]
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Feels great being immune to feels, doesn't it?
#208 to #206 - memvar (10/01/2012) [-]
being immune to the feels, feels amazing!
being immune to the feels, feels amazing!
#219 to #208 - ndiliciousa (10/01/2012) [-]
related
related
#395 to #208 - exrflarion (10/01/2012) [-]
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**** your **** people, i love feels! Mm-hmm i do love some teary feels!
#314 to #206 - eonphoenix (10/01/2012) [-]
feel immunity ftw
#515 - famouspork (10/01/2012) [-]
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#445 - rigariga (10/01/2012) [-]
Me and my girlfriend just broke up yesterday.. Ahh the kick in the nuts this was.
#451 to #445 - riffz (10/01/2012) [-]
Hang in there bro!
Hang in there bro!
#457 to #451 - rigariga (10/01/2012) [-]
It's all good. To be fair if she's not lying she had a really legit reason.
#459 to #445 - venoshto (10/01/2012) [-]
go for it, man
go for it, man
#231 - cabbagemayhem ONLINE (10/01/2012) [-]
#600 - elloise (10/01/2012) [-]
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User avatar #187 - anondudez (10/01/2012) [-]
now read it backwards and its a story of a guy who goes through relationship problems but in the end everything goes well
User avatar #191 to #187 - knarta (10/01/2012) [-]
It's also the story of a girl who drives backward home to act like a bitch and then they walk backward away from a fun fair
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