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So there Iwas lying on my bed slitting
my wrist, committing suicide.
Rat poison and should
really guarantee death.
I waited and waited.
Just lying there and not dying.
So I knotted some towels together
Put it on a tree to hang myself.
It broke the moment I tried to hang.
So I used my belt instead.
The belt broke as well.
So then I took off my clothes.
Knotted it and put it on the tree.
After so many failed suicide attempts,
Mou Giude felt like that
even heaven itself was teasing him.
Read: Even God was fucking with him.)
So there was this water heater at my
home that heats water.
I grabbed it
thinking electricity must be able to
turns out electricity could not kill me
The breaker tripped.
So I went out on the street
And hailed a .TEWW'. l
I gave = driver 50 RMB
And asked him to buy me a bottle of
So he (Mou) went into the mountains
He drank the whole bottle of pesticide
And had a bellyache
It was so agonizing
Hearst tumbled down the hills
Rolling all the way to the roadside
And was rushed to hospital.