Why would you off yourself because of a little bullying? I had to deal with shit from 6th grade all the way up until 10th grade simply because I was smaller and slightly weaker than other guys, then I buffed up and beat the shit out of my antagonizer and nobody fucked with me ever again. All you need is some motivation, because even if they pressed charges, they would be in a shit load of trouble for all they put your through.

shit dude, in elementry school i was the only fucking white kid, i was known as "gringo" but i maned the fuck up

Exactly what I'm saying, you think that I was ever popular? I still wouldn't consider myself popular, but I fit into a niche well enough now, you just have to take matters into your own hands; I was absolutely tiny when I was in middle school, but that didn't stop me at all, it actually motivated me more.

^or you could man up and fight the fuck