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#7620 - jokiu
(04/21/2012) [-]
I heard you've been making avatars for others. The shadowy circle style. I love it.
Would it be ok if you made one for me?
If you have a DeviantArt account, I could pay you in points for it.
User avatar #7625 to #8268 - malizlewaa
(04/21/2012) [-]
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User avatar #7618 to #8263 - malizlewaa
(04/21/2012) [-]
uhm...Rub Al-khali desert, stumbled my way to the ghost town. Didnt get much time to play, but...I'll see. I wanna finish it by the end of this week.

Honestly, Im shocked at how easy the game is on Crushing compared to when I played on Normal. What took me like 20 tried before now only takes 5 or so, and only on the really hard parts. I had to check the settings to see if it was on Crushing, and it was :/

I only remember 2 or 4 more really hard parts from now till the end, so if I can get through them, the rest of the game will be a breeze
#7613 - mehehe
(04/21/2012) [-]
User avatar #7614 to #8260 - malizlewaa
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#7617 to #8261 - mehehe
(04/21/2012) [-]
Hey big bro..
how are you..

it's... been hard.. really hard the last few days..
i'm kinda lost.. confused.. and hurt..

can you give me a hug?
User avatar #7619 to #8264 - malizlewaa
(04/21/2012) [-]
A hug wont solve your problems, but you are my brother, and I will respect your wishes *hugs*

Now tell me...whats wrong?
#7621 to #8267 - mehehe
(04/21/2012) [-]
No.. a hug won't solve my problems.. but at least it can take out the feeling for a little..

Chris just suffered a panic attack right in front of me. he couldn't breath.. he couldn't do anything.. i was worried something terrible was going to happen.. and i couldn't do anything about it...

Kaffe... got.. beaten by his dad, and his dad said he was gonna kill his brother..
he's.. i don't know.. he started cutting..
and i'm in trouble at home and everything..
i just.. i don't know what to do..

i'm just looking for someone i don't have to be strong for.. because i can keep doing it.. but i can't keep it up every minute..i hope you understand..
i love you, please forgive my weakness
i'll be back in a little..
User avatar #7622 to #8269 - malizlewaa
(04/21/2012) [-]
....i feel so weak just be readin all that and not being able to do anything about it...

I never was any good at helpig people trhough these serious problems...

im sorry....
#7628 to #8270 - mehehe
(04/21/2012) [-]
It's okay..
just... tell me it's okay..
because i can't believe it if i tell it to myself..

Mali...you're my brother.i just need you to be here.. and be there for me when i can't do it...
it's not your fault.
User avatar #7630 to #8276 - malizlewaa
(04/21/2012) [-]
I cant make it okay...but I can tell you it will be okay if...something, or someone, somehow...makes it okay....
#7635 to #8278 - mehehe
(04/21/2012) [-]
Thank you...

i.. hope that's what happens.. it's what we need.. we need a hero..
i'm lost right now.. and not sure what to do..

guess i'm still a kid when i look at it.. no matter what..
still a child, still unable..
it hurts...

i gotta go for a little, i'm going out for a drive with my Brother..i love you mali
User avatar #7637 to #8283 - malizlewaa
(04/21/2012) [-]
love you do...

it honestly hurts me to know there's nothing I can do to help anyone...

i dont even know why I try...
User avatar #7671 to #8285 - mehehe
(04/21/2012) [-]
There is something you can do for us

Be there, support us. And support me when I can't keep my ground.
Will you do that to rme?

I have to go to bed, I'm exhausted. Goodnight
User avatar #7673 to #8319 - malizlewaa
(04/21/2012) [-]

Okay...ill try my best
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User avatar #7590 to #8236 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
Thats amazing. It seriously is!
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User avatar #7594 to #8239 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
no problem :)

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#7563 - remsaman
(04/20/2012) [-]
I dont know how much itll take to get you to trust me again...
I understand... that you are hurt...
i have no idea how much im supposed to change... what im supposed to do..

I never want to hurt kami.... And even if you dont believe me... I promise never to hurt her again... Ive hurt myself that way three times too many...
I still want to talk to you... I dont care what about... Ill still talk to you no matter what the subject is... i wont ignore you...
whatever it takes mali....
even if you dont believe me... i still care about you... and i want to help you with all your problems...
User avatar #7564 to #8210 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
...you seem pretty adamant about this decision of yours.
User avatar #7566 to #8211 - remsaman
(04/20/2012) [-]
thats because i care about you..
User avatar #7568 to #8213 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
So...you are absolutely certain you wont hurt her again?
User avatar #7569 to #8215 - remsaman
(04/20/2012) [-]
one hundred percent...
User avatar #7571 to #8216 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
this is the final chance im giving you, and there will be hell to pay if you break this promise.
User avatar #7573 to #8218 - remsaman
(04/20/2012) [-]
i understand completely..
im.. im sorry..
even if my words mean nothing to you..
im truly and deeply sorry..
User avatar #7575 to #8220 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]

okay...lets try this one more time....
#7576 to #8222 - remsaman
(04/20/2012) [-]
it means a lot youre giving me a second chance after... everything...
thank you...
User avatar #7577 to #8223 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
so...i guess this means you want to talk on skype now?
User avatar #7579 to #8224 - remsaman
(04/20/2012) [-]
only if you want to..
im afraid i might be too full of apologies and regrets right now...
but if you want to talk i can calm myself down a little..
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User avatar #7565 to #8209 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
Hey, its no problem, really, so long as I can talk to my friends at least once a week, im happy :)
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User avatar #7570 to #8214 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
Nothing much really, got work today
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User avatar #7574 to #8219 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]

sorry :/
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User avatar #7580 to #8225 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
woah there

might wanna catch some Z's before you do something you'll regret, buddy...
#7581 to #8227 - xerros
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User avatar #7582 to #8228 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
Whats wrong buddy?
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User avatar #7584 to #8230 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]

perhaps do something which will make you happy?

Draw something?
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User avatar #7586 to #8232 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
Im...sorry you feel that way

but just know that we are always here for you, okay?

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#7560 - iamdusk
(04/20/2012) [-]
Here's one.

Now leave me alone.

I need to cry in the corner.
#7561 to #8207 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
User avatar #7541 - kjpuffin
(04/20/2012) [-]
Hey dude, can I talk to you?
User avatar #7542 to #8188 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
Sure, whatsup?
User avatar #7544 to #8189 - kjpuffin
(04/20/2012) [-]
Not much to be honest, but I wanted to ask you why you removed me from your friends list.
I know we haven't talked for a bit, but I wanted to know if I offended you or anything.
User avatar #7545 to #8191 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]

i tried talking to you on your profile, i needed your help, never got a response...so yeah, i felt hurt :/
User avatar #7548 to #8192 - kjpuffin
(04/20/2012) [-]
Alright, I see. I guess I could understand how that would affect you there, and I do apologize for it. I should have gotten back to you on that far sooner. I just figured after you removed me from your friends that you wouldn't want to hear from me, and I wanted to give you some time.

Even still though, I should have at least confronted you at the time rather than just let you slip by. Again, I am deeply sorry. And I know I can't hop into a Tardis and rectify this, but is there anything I can do for you now for repentance?
User avatar #7549 to #8195 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
No...its fine, i dont mind if you want to be friends again
User avatar #7551 to #8196 - kjpuffin
(04/20/2012) [-]
I would, if you'd have me. I know what I did was insensitive, but I would still like to be your friend, and despite what happened, I'll try to make an effort here forward to always offer a hand in times of need.
User avatar #7554 to #8198 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
User avatar #7555 to #8201 - kjpuffin
(04/20/2012) [-]
Would you mind if I asked you what happened that day that you needed to talk to me about?

If you'd rather not, I can respect that.
User avatar #7556 to #8202 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
Just....girlfriend problems, its sorted though
User avatar #7557 to #8203 - kjpuffin
(04/20/2012) [-]
Alright. Fair enough. So long as you're okay, bud.

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#7559 to #8205 - kjpuffin
(04/20/2012) [-]

No, thank you.
Thank you for forgiveness.
User avatar #7535 - zaggystirdust
(04/20/2012) [-]
I need to tell you something
User avatar #7536 to #8182 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
Whatsup bro?
User avatar #7537 to #8183 - zaggystirdust
(04/20/2012) [-]
If I don't make a status update on sunday then I'm probably dead
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User avatar #7539 to #8185 - zaggystirdust
(04/20/2012) [-]
it probably wont happen but there is a chance it could
User avatar #7540 to #8186 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
User avatar #7543 to #8187 - zaggystirdust
(04/20/2012) [-]
It's gonna be a car accident
I just know it
the more I think about it the more I realize the danger
User avatar #7546 to #8190 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]

what the **** are you talking about?
User avatar #7547 to #8193 - zaggystirdust
(04/20/2012) [-]
I'm at the age where I may do things I'll regret
I may hang out with the wrong crowd
I may do somethings that are drastic, things that could harm me and those around me

I just want you to know you're a good friend
User avatar #7550 to #8194 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
How about you just dont go and risk your life?
User avatar #7552 to #8197 - zaggystirdust
(04/20/2012) [-]
I really wanna tell them that
but they don't except no for an answer
and they'll also blackmail me
User avatar #7553 to #8199 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
thats ******* terrible...

but its not worth risking your life over :(
User avatar #7526 - AreyouSerious
(04/20/2012) [-]
hey man.
User avatar #7527 to #8173 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
Hey, howsit?
User avatar #7528 to #8174 - AreyouSerious
(04/20/2012) [-]
kinda nervous excited...and being a bit of philosopher at the same time.
User avatar #7529 to #8175 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
Huh? What do you mean?
User avatar #7530 to #8176 - AreyouSerious
(04/20/2012) [-]
well the vans sneaker contest will announce the top 50 groups of shoes by tommorrow, and if my school's team goes we'll already have all the kids vote which is 3,000 students and the alumni which is A ******* of people, my estimate is about 25, 000 votes. So that's 28,000 votes locked down if we even make it.

also i just stepped out of the shower and i do alot of my deep thinking in there.
User avatar #7531 to #8177 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
Oh nice, and dont we all :)

Good luck with the contest!
User avatar #7532 to #8178 - AreyouSerious
(04/20/2012) [-]
i was noticing on how many compliments i get for my shoe (My teacher put all the shoes in the display case on the main floor so everyone saw them) but i still think it's crap and anything is do is crap. I mean to be honest with myself, but i think i'm getting a little too honest.
User avatar #7533 to #8179 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
Your hard work and effort has certainly paid off, and it shows. You should be proud of your accomplishment
User avatar #7534 to #8180 - AreyouSerious
(04/20/2012) [-]
I'll be proud when I'm wiping my ass with the Mona Lisa, then licking it off and polishing it as I put it on my solid gold wall and slowly descend into madness as ruler of the universe!

I guess i should, thanks.
User avatar #7516 - llawlietpony
(04/19/2012) [-]
Sorry for not talking this week

I'm sick, tired and just don't have much energy which leads to me not thinking well... not something favorable for me...
User avatar #7517 to #8163 - malizlewaa
(04/20/2012) [-]
No problem, get plenty of rest, take care
User avatar #7518 to #8164 - llawlietpony
(04/20/2012) [-]
Yeah, I'll try, thanks for understanding
User avatar #7509 - remsaman
(04/19/2012) [-]
i just.. wanted to ask... i know i promised not to talk to you but...

do you still hate me..?
User avatar #7510 to #8152 - malizlewaa
(04/19/2012) [-]
If that was the case, why do you think I would be?
User avatar #7511 to #8153 - remsaman
(04/19/2012) [-]
i dont know...
because it feels like you dont want to talk to me...
and that you just wanted to calm me down so you wouldnt feel bad alienating me...

User avatar #7512 to #8154 - malizlewaa
(04/19/2012) [-]
I personally dont see any reason why I would talk to you anymore, save for talking about Kami, which we both know you despise.

So I do not wish to bother you anymore.
User avatar #7513 to #8155 - remsaman
(04/19/2012) [-]
i dont.... i...
i dont care what we talk about..
i still....

you still hate me...
#7506 - acehades
(04/19/2012) [-]
hmmmmm who is that happy couple in the left cornerof the page
#7507 to #8149 - malizlewaa
(04/19/2012) [-]
OMG, so cute! Thank you, Kami is going to love it :3
OMG, so cute! Thank you, Kami is going to love it :3
User avatar #7508 to #8150 - acehades
(04/19/2012) [-]
i tried posting it there but i am not on her friend list seems
Oh well i'm sure she'll love it
#7497 - Bluecoolman
(04/19/2012) [-]
Night Maliz, Love you bro. *hugs*
#7498 to #8140 - malizlewaa
(04/19/2012) [-]
Love you too *hugs*
#7495 - bulldozah
(04/19/2012) [-]
Heya! Should be on later tonight, so I'll talk to ya then.

Until then, here's this for your disgusting fetishes viewing pleasure. :)
User avatar #7494 - UnionX
(04/19/2012) [-]
she......she left a note next to her bedstand
she talked about how life was pointless and how she wanted to get closer to god?
closer to god? how about your family?
i will never forgive her for this
User avatar #7496 to #8137 - malizlewaa
(04/19/2012) [-]
I see....

It does seem selfish of her, and I can see how you feel betrayed
#7488 - doctordalek
(04/18/2012) [-]
You have been removed from malizlewaa's friends.

User avatar #7486 - someotherfjuser
(04/18/2012) [-]
Hey Maliz. Long time, no see huh?

First off, I'd like to that you for that picture you made for me on Easter. Thats the first time anyone did anything like that for me and I love it. Can't thank you enough. I just wish I could give something in return.

Second, I really wish I could chat with you, but theres just a few problems. Nothing bad at all, just that everytime I find the time I get on here, I dont really have time to chat. I just really hope that you havnt forgot about me =P To be honest, I wouldn't blame you if you already have forgotten about me. I can see that you have way more interesting friends that are worth talking to then me. I just hope that I can soon get the sanity to come back to the threads and contribute with the posting, make new friends, and reignite old ones. Truly, I do miss ya bud.

Well, its getting pretty late over here. Guess its time for me to go. Wish I could explain more but... idk. Anyways, hopefully well be able to keep in touch.

See you later, Maliz
User avatar #7487 to #8125 - malizlewaa
(04/18/2012) [-]
I could never forget you. Hell....I'm probably the only one here who remembers you, and I thank you for what little time we do have together. I really do miss you, and always great to catch up with you.

I have made some new and great friends, also found a girlfriend here, but like you, I too have my fair share of problems, so I can empathise with you. Thread has changed, much from what you remember it was...from the times we used to roam. There are some really good new bronies, but most of them are like the demon spawn of 4chan, so I suggest you tread carefully and with caution. You're welcome to meet any of my friends on my friends list, I choose the best of the best to be my friends, you inclusive.


I love you ;)

PS: Still waiting on that next Sexy Console Nomming comp XD
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User avatar #7466 to #8103 - malizlewaa
(04/18/2012) [-]
we have...just not often

howsit going?
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User avatar #7470 to #8107 - malizlewaa
(04/18/2012) [-]
I have no idea what that is

im just ponying, nothing much else :3
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User avatar #7475 to #8111 - malizlewaa
(04/18/2012) [-]
Eh, no problem

Im thankful you apologised though, not many trolls do that you know
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User avatar #7479 to #8116 - malizlewaa
(04/18/2012) [-]
No problem, so what else is new?
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User avatar #7482 to #8119 - malizlewaa
(04/18/2012) [-]
Oh nice
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User avatar #7484 to #8122 - malizlewaa
(04/18/2012) [-]
Uhmm...sure, why not

I'll see
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