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#2595 - onefuckingskurut (06/21/2013) [-]
Heeey buddy! Wassup?
#2596 to #2595 - thundercloud (06/21/2013) [-]
hey hey hey skurut!
im good
how are you
#2597 to #2596 - onefuckingskurut (06/21/2013) [-]
Not bad. Its all hot in there so I have to be on PC with doors open. I tried to watch MLP but I am not that much alpha >_< And besides, in the living room next beside my room is my dad who must have volume on TV ridiculousy high :/
#2598 to #2597 - thundercloud (06/21/2013) [-]
that sucks
#2599 to #2598 - onefuckingskurut (06/21/2013) [-]
Naaah... I will manage. Or I could try again,that is

My back past few days got even better...

One thing I fear that my classmates will pull something devious on me one day. I am talking too much ya know... Sometimes some really kinky details slip away from my tongue. Friends even call me a faggot sometimes. :l They ain´t no call anybody a faggot for no reason :/

#2600 to #2599 - thundercloud (06/21/2013) [-]
thats not right
so what if you let things slip
its no reasone to make fun of you
#2601 to #2600 - onefuckingskurut (06/21/2013) [-]
Yea :/ Sometimes they go too far... But mostly its good in line. We are good friends. One of them was getting pretty close to my body sometimes... Had to remind me that thats gay :3 He is straight anyway. But he has something with eyes which makes his sight entire periheral. The guy is talking to you but looking somewhere else
#2602 to #2601 - thundercloud (06/21/2013) [-]
thats funny
#2605 to #2602 - onefuckingskurut (06/21/2013) [-]
So I was watching ´´friend in deed´´ episode. I made it this far for the song ´´smile, smile´´. I can hardly watch this alone without losing it, not saying about watching it in public...
#2603 to #2602 - onefuckingskurut (06/21/2013) [-]
I guess

Say... you are working now at the summer,right? What do you do?
#2604 to #2603 - thundercloud (06/21/2013) [-]
im not working just yet,im try to get a job
#2607 to #2604 - onefuckingskurut (06/21/2013) [-]
Say... you come over again?
#2608 to #2607 - thundercloud (06/21/2013) [-]
hmm?
#2609 to #2608 - onefuckingskurut (06/21/2013) [-]
I mean if you come here again. You mentioned some issues before, you know...
#2610 to #2609 - thundercloud (06/21/2013) [-]
oh yeah,ill come back soon
#2611 to #2610 - onefuckingskurut (06/21/2013) [-]
Great
#2612 to #2611 - thundercloud (06/21/2013) [-]
mhmm :3
#2613 to #2612 - onefuckingskurut (06/21/2013) [-]
Sooo Whatcha doin´?
#2614 to #2613 - thundercloud (06/21/2013) [-]
trying to print out my coformation for bronycon
#2615 to #2614 - onefuckingskurut (06/21/2013) [-]
For what now?
#2618 to #2615 - thundercloud (06/21/2013) [-]
it takes plase in baltimore maryland
#2619 to #2618 - onefuckingskurut
(06/21/2013) [-]
Mmmm cool.... I will never make it there for any convention.   
   
&gt;Living too far and poor
Mmmm cool.... I will never make it there for any convention.

>Living too far and poor
#2616 to #2615 - thundercloud (06/21/2013) [-]
bronycon
the brony convention
im going to it
#2617 to #2616 - onefuckingskurut
(06/21/2013) [-]
Wow. Where it takes place?
#2606 to #2604 - onefuckingskurut (06/21/2013) [-]
Right... Well as soon as I find out when I am leaving for health resort I start looking for job too. Maybe one day I won´t be restriced from lifting heavy weights. That would help...
#2581 - onefuckingskurut (06/17/2013) [-]
Thunder guy!
#2582 to #2581 - thundercloud (06/17/2013) [-]
skurut whats up!?
#2583 to #2582 - onefuckingskurut (06/17/2013) [-]
No you! I haven´t heard of you weeks!
I am doing very well. I may even end school year with honors. Tomorrow and day after I got day off. About my back... Well, sometimes its better and sometimes worse. Whats imporant is that somehow I am getting my old spirit back. Slowly but yes. I am soo gonna fight this!
#2585 to #2583 - thundercloud (06/17/2013) [-]
thats nice to hear,iv been good
my internet has been off for a while so yeah
#2586 to #2585 - onefuckingskurut (06/17/2013) [-]
How so? What was with the internet?
#2587 to #2586 - thundercloud (06/17/2013) [-]
i forgot to pay the bill so it got turned off
its been off for about a month
#2588 to #2587 - onefuckingskurut (06/17/2013) [-]
****************** hugs thundercloud** Ooo boy, I am glad you are back.
****************** hugs thundercloud** Ooo boy, I am glad you are back.
#2589 to #2588 - thundercloud (06/17/2013) [-]
well im not really back
im at a library using a public computer
#2590 to #2589 - onefuckingskurut (06/17/2013) [-]
Well then you better come back for real. Again I mistaken somebody else for you
#2591 to #2590 - thundercloud (06/17/2013) [-]
ill be back as soon as i can
how?
#2593 to #2591 - onefuckingskurut (06/17/2013) [-]
Well... I got to go. Exercise again. Here have this video. I don´t really know if you have the mood but I´d say its worth a shot!
www.funnyjunk.com/funny_pictures/4641005/Future+Creed/
Be well!
#2592 to #2591 - onefuckingskurut (06/17/2013) [-]
I don´t know how. Imma just hanging around the site and calling your name
#2558 - onefuckingskurut (04/29/2013) [-]
Hey there,cloudy guy! I have serious questions for ya :)
#2559 to #2558 - thundercloud (04/29/2013) [-]
hey there
go ahead and ask :)
#2560 to #2559 - onefuckingskurut (04/29/2013) [-]
Remember that thing I said about mistaking you with another user? I´ve already asked the other one. Now please tell me your name
#2561 to #2560 - thundercloud (04/29/2013) [-]
my name is joseph
#2562 to #2561 - onefuckingskurut (04/29/2013) [-]
Well thats nice to know! How was your day Joseph :)
#2563 to #2562 - thundercloud (04/29/2013) [-]
my day was very good   
and yours?
my day was very good
and yours?
#2564 to #2563 - onefuckingskurut (04/29/2013) [-]
It wasn´t bad. Today I visited few shops with my friend. I´ve seen so many beautiful things :) Its just a shame I cant buy them yet. I got to buy some exercise thingy first. I haven´t even started looking for it :/

I gotta start wednesday when the school will be off... Basically I am feeling much better today. No sad or anything...
#2565 to #2564 - thundercloud (04/29/2013) [-]
thats great! :)
im happy you'er not sad anymore
#2566 to #2565 - onefuckingskurut (04/29/2013) [-]
yup...
#2567 to #2566 - thundercloud (04/29/2013) [-]
iv been meaning to get some exercise equipment as well
i need to lose a few pounds :/
#2568 to #2567 - onefuckingskurut (04/29/2013) [-]
Disregard overweight,acquire self confidence and knowledge of true values
#2569 to #2568 - thundercloud (04/29/2013) [-]
ill try
#2570 to #2569 - onefuckingskurut (04/29/2013) [-]
My classmate is about 240 pounds heavy and amongst all the people I know IRL. He is most charming. Ladies are totally hanging on his words :)
My classmate is about 240 pounds heavy and amongst all the people I know IRL. He is most charming. Ladies are totally hanging on his words :)
#2571 to #2570 - thundercloud (04/29/2013) [-]
im 325 and tho i try and be kind to people i have yet to make friends irl
#2572 to #2571 - onefuckingskurut (04/29/2013) [-]
Aight,thats the way to go! Now sign in wrestling club and and smash all the ******** :)
Aight,thats the way to go! Now sign in wrestling club and and smash all the ******** :)
#2573 to #2572 - thundercloud (04/29/2013) [-]
words of wisdom my friend
#2579 to #2577 - onefuckingskurut
(04/29/2013) [-]
****************** leans closer,supporting his hands on his kneels** ...But I dont know now...
#2578 to #2577 - onefuckingskurut
(04/29/2013) [-]
Actually... I was about to go to sleep
#2540 - onefuckingskurut (04/22/2013) [-]
Dudeee! :c
#2541 to #2540 - thundercloud (04/22/2013) [-]
DUDE!
#2542 to #2541 - onefuckingskurut (04/22/2013) [-]
my life! It is...
#2545 to #2544 - thundercloud (04/22/2013) [-]
so how are you man
so how are you man
#2547 to #2545 - onefuckingskurut (04/22/2013) [-]
I was supposed to get myself student practice in any corporation and give the signed contract to my class teacher until end of this week. Yet I haven´t found a place where I could practice. I visited work inspectorate,national theatre,2 shoping centers with tech stuff and one normal shopping centre and yet nothing. To some I even sent mail with contract rewriten. Yet not ansver from any of them.

And thats only small part of things which has gone wrong so far...

I am really trying to keep my head up and I am doing good job. Though while I progress in everything I am losing myself. I can keep my head up cause I don´t care about anything or anybody anymore.

My biggest fear is coming true and I cant do anything about it. Hell,I doesn´t even care!

I´ve just came here because I felt really grumpy and tired after nap. I just wanted to chat a bit I guess...
#2549 to #2547 - thundercloud (04/22/2013) [-]
whenever you,er lonely
you come to me
#2548 to #2547 - thundercloud (04/22/2013) [-]
no problem man,im always here to help    
ill listen to whatever you have to say    
ill always be here    
   
and sorry i didnt reply sooner,my internet is bad
no problem man,im always here to help
ill listen to whatever you have to say
ill always be here

and sorry i didnt reply sooner,my internet is bad
#2550 to #2548 - onefuckingskurut (04/22/2013) [-]
Thats ok man www.youtube.com/watch?v=2yIoby6dQuc

I´ll keep going. I will make new plan. There is nothing much I can do anyway
#2551 to #2550 - thundercloud (04/22/2013) [-]
there is always something you can do
you just gotta think
just dont give up
#2552 to #2551 - onefuckingskurut (04/22/2013) [-]
No ****...
#2553 to #2552 - thundercloud (04/22/2013) [-]
hey dont get snippy with me im just trying to help
#2554 to #2553 - onefuckingskurut (04/22/2013) [-]
I am sorry. I am very sorry
#2555 to #2554 - thundercloud (04/22/2013) [-]
its ok




bad internet
#2556 to #2555 - onefuckingskurut (04/22/2013) [-]
****************** hugs thundercloud** I guess... Gud night :)
#2557 to #2556 - thundercloud (04/22/2013) [-]
good night buddy
#2533 - onefuckingskurut (03/26/2013) [-]
Sup bro? Have you been on FJ /brony/? The rave is on! :D
#2534 to #2533 - thundercloud (03/26/2013) [-]
sup man!
yeah im there right now
#2535 to #2534 - onefuckingskurut (03/26/2013) [-]
MFw no dancing gifs in my folder. I doesnt even mind!
#2537 to #2535 - thundercloud (03/26/2013) [-]
here have mine
here have mine
#2538 to #2537 - onefuckingskurut (03/26/2013) [-]
Man,thats badass :o

Here take this in return!
#2539 to #2538 - thundercloud (03/26/2013) [-]
thanks bro
no problem
#2530 - onefuckingskurut (03/21/2013) [-]
Sup man,how are ya? I see this place haven´t moved an inch sinch I was there last time ...
#2531 to #2530 - thundercloud (03/21/2013) [-]
oh hey man
how are ya
i just got done eating birthday cake
#2532 to #2531 - onefuckingskurut (03/21/2013) [-]
Cool! I had to leave cause cause I was in school with classes left to attend to. I am doing very good and finally its going to remain that so even in long run.
#2510 - onefuckingskurut (02/22/2013) [-]
Hey man,where have you been so long? I might be just getting curious :)
#2511 to #2510 - thundercloud (02/27/2013) [-]
hey man
iv been busy moving into my new home,and plus my internet was out for a while
#2512 to #2511 - onefuckingskurut (02/28/2013) [-]
What a fuss,maan... I thought you already moved.
#2513 to #2512 - thundercloud (02/28/2013) [-]
we have alot of stuff
we had to buy a shed the size of a small house to putt it all in
i hate moving
#2514 to #2513 - onefuckingskurut (02/28/2013) [-]
Ohhh man :) How is that you have so many things? ... I mean,I too used to keep my toys but aren´t you like grown up now?
#2515 to #2514 - thundercloud (02/28/2013) [-]
im addicted to flea markets and garage sales
#2516 to #2515 - onefuckingskurut (02/28/2013) [-]
Wow :D I was actually joking...

So I understand it now that you keep stuff you bough from garage sales and flea markets,right?
#2517 to #2516 - thundercloud (02/28/2013) [-]
sometimes
i end up selling some of it
but most things i keep
#2518 to #2517 - onefuckingskurut (02/28/2013) [-]
:) crazy!

And are there some more favored by you than others?
#2519 to #2518 - thundercloud (02/28/2013) [-]
yeah
my records and cassette tapes
#2520 to #2519 - onefuckingskurut (02/28/2013) [-]
Depends on what are on those tapes,right?
#2521 to #2520 - thundercloud (02/28/2013) [-]
right
i could get rid of most of them
like my zz top and willy nelson tapes can go
but i can never part with my beatles tapes
#2522 to #2521 - onefuckingskurut (02/28/2013) [-]
... Willy ... Nelson?
#2523 to #2522 - thundercloud (02/28/2013) [-]
yeah
i have about two willy nelson tapes
#2524 to #2523 - onefuckingskurut (02/28/2013) [-]
But who´s that guy?
#2526 to #2524 - thundercloud (02/28/2013) [-]
and i might be related to him
#2525 to #2524 - thundercloud (02/28/2013) [-]
he is an old country music star
he's pretty good
#2527 to #2525 - onefuckingskurut (02/28/2013) [-]
no way man... You pretty much listen to everything :D
#2528 to #2527 - thundercloud (02/28/2013) [-]
yeah pretty much
#2529 to #2528 - onefuckingskurut (02/28/2013) [-]
Man,I am getting sleepy... I better go to bed. Have a nice stay!
#2499 - onefuckingskurut (02/07/2013) [-]
I am sorry. I couldn´t really feel with you so here is human hugging a pony :p
#2500 to #2499 - thundercloud (02/07/2013) [-]
its fine,thank you
#2509 to #2500 - onefuckingskurut (02/07/2013) [-]
****************** hugs thundercloud firmly**
#2507 to #2500 - onefuckingskurut (02/07/2013) [-]
You doesn´t really seem comunicative right now... I´ll take shower then... Got to prepare for departure to school :) See you!
#2508 to #2507 - thundercloud (02/07/2013) [-]
see ya
#2502 to #2500 - onefuckingskurut (02/07/2013) [-]
Have you been on frontpage yet?
#2503 to #2502 - thundercloud (02/07/2013) [-]
no
#2505 to #2503 - onefuckingskurut (02/07/2013) [-]
Sometimes I like to look for pony pics on web and save the worst ones. Later I am posting them on internet and calling them cancer ponies...
#2506 to #2505 - onefuckingskurut (02/07/2013) [-]
Though I seem having difficulities finding some...
#2495 - chrislafff (02/07/2013) [-]
Hey, man! How goes things?
#2496 to #2495 - thundercloud (02/07/2013) [-]
hey there
things are good
how are you?
#2497 to #2496 - chrislafff (02/07/2013) [-]
Pretty good for me too! I might have a snow day friday!
#2498 to #2497 - thundercloud (02/07/2013) [-]
cool,i love snow
it did a month or two ago over here
#2483 - onefuckingskurut (02/03/2013) [-]
Helooo helo? Do you have some time?
#2484 to #2483 - thundercloud (02/03/2013) [-]
yes i have some time,whats up?
#2485 to #2484 - onefuckingskurut (02/03/2013) [-]
:) Glad you are good! I was at cinema with my sister watching this www.youtube.com/watch?v=6VneW1vtcWY

Dear lord that was most ******* touching thing I´ve ever seen. It was funny and comedic and still with well made humorous stories. At the apocalypse part it left me in total ave. That I didn´t know is coming...

A dude has a cat named Beezle. He invites his girlfriend over and kiss her. That animated cat was totally against this and threated her. One morning she heard noises in bathroom and found Beezle fapping to dude´s summer photos of him in swimming suit. Cat noticed her and chased her down to the garden and pissed all over her. Dude stepped into a garden and saw her covered in pee and the woman made him choose between him or her. He said that he will find new home for him and that she is his true love. Later that night that couple had sex and his cat was watching his in the closet. While he was crying while ******* teddy bear and dildoying himself in same time. Next morning the cat crashed car into his girlfriend. She was still fine though. Geezle stepped out of the car with shotgun and shoot her. She could still move and when Geezle came closer to finish the job she smashed him with shovel she grabbed nearby. He was trying to run away but she was still bashing him with the shovel. That cat stopped in front of little kids having birthday party. The exhausted woman noticed that and tried to explain herself before startled crowd. Seconds later dude arrived her and saw his cat. He stood on Geezle´s side and started caressing Geezle while watching the crowd murdering that woman.

I want this cat
#2486 to #2485 - thundercloud (02/03/2013) [-]
iv been wanting to see this move
i heard it was good
#2489 to #2486 - onefuckingskurut (02/03/2013) [-]
Oh k. Lets just not be that sick. How are you?
#2490 to #2489 - thundercloud (02/03/2013) [-]
im very well thank you
and yourself?
#2487 to #2486 - onefuckingskurut (02/03/2013) [-]
Most of the movie was touching but the last chapter ******* touched my heart :l
#2488 to #2487 - thundercloud (02/03/2013) [-]
so how are you, we haven't talked in a few day
#2492 to #2488 - onefuckingskurut (02/03/2013) [-]
Also I have finally come to one wise conclusion that I will just have meet my friends more.

Even though I doesn´t really have stories to tell I am still very good in conversation. Sometimes even charming. My mom was talking with my physiotherapist. She was honestly happy with me for my progress. Would have never thought I´d affect almost foreign woman like this. Even though it still might be just simple empathy I know about more cases of this happening...
#2493 to #2492 - thundercloud (02/03/2013) [-]
i sometimes think i should go to a therapist
to deal with my shyness and social awkwardness
but then i push the thought away
#2494 to #2493 - onefuckingskurut (02/03/2013) [-]
Ah to come to think of this. I am also going to visit my school psychologist. I wanna talk with her about how can I deal with my condition more effectively. Thanks for reminding me,my grandma would get mad if I would have forgot about it. I will try my best to avoid topic of my sexuality,even trough that it has direct link with my condition and my mental state...

Though you may try to keep it as much secret as possible. No need to be too much transparent. My good friend is also visiting therapist and my other friends doesn´t really think good about him. Poor guy. I think he is just missing out that he cant just flap around with his opinions,not respecting opinions of others. He is being hated for this.
#2491 to #2488 - onefuckingskurut (02/03/2013) [-]
I have not many news... My grandma will be moving to old folk's home soon. Its near street where I am having lunch after school. Guess I could visit her time to time when she will be her.

Also my sister lost her 2nd work. She is saying that she doesn´t want to do receptionist anymore. I dont know anymore then. She haven´t even received all of her payment yet. She is taking care of my grandma´s house to be sold. She have few people interested and she seem to enjoy doing all this stuff. Recently she was mentioning that she might like being real estate agent.... That there is doesnt need any special school for that....
#2473 - onefuckingskurut (01/30/2013) [-]
Hey man! :D
#2475 to #2473 - thundercloud (01/30/2013) [-]
hey there buddy :)
#2476 to #2475 - onefuckingskurut (01/30/2013) [-]
You are slow as heck :)
#2477 to #2476 - thundercloud (01/30/2013) [-]
sorry,im bussy
whats up?
#2478 to #2477 - onefuckingskurut (01/30/2013) [-]
Reading some good web-comic Ballerina Mafia. I could recommend that :)

What are you doing?
#2479 to #2478 - thundercloud (01/30/2013) [-]
nothing much,just doing some stuff around the house
#2480 to #2479 - onefuckingskurut (01/30/2013) [-]
Still settling in? I wanted to ask you that before... Where did you moved? And sorry to ask... from where?
#2481 to #2480 - thundercloud (01/30/2013) [-]
i moved to texas from arizona
#2482 to #2481 - onefuckingskurut (01/30/2013) [-]
Lol I thought you were from north-wester Europe. How was the Texas? Was it wild or so?
#2470 - onefuckingskurut (01/29/2013) [-]
Hey man,how were you been?
#2471 to #2470 - thundercloud (01/29/2013) [-]
hello
iv been a bit busy
i might not be on for a while
#2472 to #2471 - onefuckingskurut (01/29/2013) [-]
Why so? What are you doing? :)
#2455 - onefuckingskurut (01/28/2013) [-]
Hey man
#2456 to #2455 - thundercloud (01/28/2013) [-]
im not hey man
this,is hey man
#2457 to #2456 - onefuckingskurut (01/28/2013) [-]
hey who? :)
#2458 to #2457 - thundercloud (01/28/2013) [-]
whats up my friend
how are you
#2459 to #2458 - onefuckingskurut (01/28/2013) [-]
oh ok,nevermind... I am fine. Windows in my PC fell down last Friday so I was without PC until today. It was getting weird with me :l

I was at the coffee with Mario my good friend. The **** was good and we had nice conversation :) ... Which also reminds me that I was supposed to send him a link to MLP. He have no idea what is that but wanted to know what so embarassing am I watching.

My sleep schedule should be fixed by now and I am going to sing up for Math competition. It will be held in next two months. I am not really good in math. I actually suck at it. But it will be something like a challenge for me. It should help me improve for real.

I guess thats all.... I felt lonely :l
#2460 to #2459 - thundercloud (01/28/2013) [-]
my computer has been acting all buggy too lately
i suck at math
iv been sleeping well the last few days,im still not getting that much
well whenever you feel lonely you can always talk to me,thats what im here for :)
#2461 to #2460 - onefuckingskurut (01/28/2013) [-]
Yea well sure,I thought so. Though I doesn´t really have anything interesting to tell. Oh,I could still watch new pony episode :)

And also I can now send link to one MLP episode to my friend! Any suggestions what episode?
#2462 to #2461 - thundercloud (01/28/2013) [-]
the first episode i saw was "putting your hoof down"
it got me hook on the show
#2463 to #2462 - onefuckingskurut (01/28/2013) [-]
But there is a catch. He cant do english X/ It should be something easier to understand...
#2464 to #2463 - thundercloud (01/28/2013) [-]
how about nightmare night?
#2465 to #2464 - onefuckingskurut (01/28/2013) [-]
Yea that sounds great! Too bad he is not online at the moment... Gonna sent it anyway.

Have you see new episode?
#2466 to #2465 - thundercloud (01/28/2013) [-]
yes i have,its great :)
#2467 to #2466 - onefuckingskurut (01/28/2013) [-]
Okay then. I will leave you now,if thats okay with you :D ?
#2468 to #2467 - thundercloud (01/28/2013) [-]
sure its fine,have a good one :)
#2440 - onefuckingskurut (01/23/2013) [-]
Helooo? :)
#2454 to #2440 - onefuckingskurut (01/24/2013) [-]
I see. it makes sense now. Is there a cure for your conditions? Being healthier could change a lot you know? You might be not sad anymore...
#2441 to #2440 - thundercloud (01/23/2013) [-]
hey :3 how are ya
#2442 to #2441 - onefuckingskurut (01/23/2013) [-]
Fine now but I was disturbingly wrong like an hour ago :l ....
#2443 to #2442 - thundercloud (01/23/2013) [-]
what happened?
#2446 to #2443 - onefuckingskurut (01/23/2013) [-]
I got home quite demoralized as I am most of the time. I took a nap and I felt better after it. Though it took minutes until all the stuff got up to my mind again. I was browsing frontpage with bitter taste on my spirit. I found some funny and laughed pretty hard. But it was not relieving at all. It actually got worse. And then I found this web-site www.pimsleurapproach.com/video/learn-in-ten-days/ and watched the video. She had nice reassuring voice :) Though its not better now as I am recalling this I would recall it again before sleep anyway....
#2447 to #2446 - thundercloud (01/23/2013) [-]
i get depressed alot so i know how you feel
#2448 to #2447 - onefuckingskurut (01/23/2013) [-]
I had depressions long time ago. They are gone now. I don´t know how do I call what I experience but its certainly not depression. Nothing seem to have sense or value to me.
I´ve had many chances of which many I wasted. All progress I did is gone now and I know nothing what could make me to work on it again. I dont know where is my life heading except one unlikely destination.

....Oh well,still better than when I had those depressions. I actually wished to be back at the start...
#2449 to #2448 - thundercloud (01/23/2013) [-]
you sound just like me
#2450 to #2449 - onefuckingskurut (01/23/2013) [-]
Guess so. I mustn´t then feel guilty for sharing this with you... I am pretty much last hope of my family. But why should I like my family? Why should I keep my name? They all are unable to reassure or support....

Every time I retain some of my spirit I lost it outside. And so it goes to ****...
If I could just develop some bond of some sort with somebody....

Aaaahh,I am just bitching here. I will keep trying. Even though it hurts and its bad feeling... I have almost nothing left to lose anyway...


...You take care I should go to sleep soon. Good bye!
#2451 to #2450 - thundercloud (01/23/2013) [-]
you.....you are just wonderful
i hope you have a great night sleep
bye
#2452 to #2451 - onefuckingskurut (01/23/2013) [-]
How in the world am I wonderful :D?

I wash on checkup with my back today. Doctor had not negative comments. And again I got asked if I am weightlifting in secret X) Apparently my muscles remained tight since I was doing that. Though it was long time ago. Them muscles seem normal to me...

I was also told the doctor about how I badly exhausted I got after every school day since November. After short discussion we concluded that its because I had not enough sleep. Almost every night I got awoken for pain or just did not fell asleep at all.

I guess that now makes sane sense why I was so edgy about life and stuff. I hope that I will get better now. I am going to stop wearing corset in the night for some time.
it just didn´t make any sense how come my spirit was leaking out of me like that...

And one more thing. You still seem pretty cool :)
#2453 to #2452 - thundercloud (01/24/2013) [-]
you are wonderful cause i say so
i have many many back problems,it causes me to not have that much sleep,that and my sleep apnea doesn't help ether,i only seem to sleep well every so often
like after along day at work (i work at a flea market)
but now that iv moved and no longer have a job,i good night sleep is a very rare thing
so i occupy my nights with games,movies,thinking about life and what might change in the morning
and thank you for the complement
#2444 to #2443 - onefuckingskurut (01/23/2013) [-]
Well today I got proved that my grades do not correspond to my knowledge. Also I pay for my credulity. Its not like that,I am just naive and risk to get into a favor of some people. Today I lend pen to a guy who is sitting beside me and with who I am getting along the worst. He broke it,I saw it and when I asked him to give it back he lied to my eyes even against proofs. Should have just hit the ******. I could not even shout at him because it was at the end of school day and I really have not that strong voice...
#2445 to #2444 - thundercloud (01/23/2013) [-]
that sucks
#2414 - onefuckingskurut (01/20/2013) [-]
Heloo there! :)

#2415 to #2414 - onefuckingskurut (01/20/2013) [-]
:O What in the... What was warzon doing in here ?:D
#2417 to #2415 - thundercloud (01/20/2013) [-]
hello,what brings you here?
um,no reason
#2420 to #2417 - onefuckingskurut (01/20/2013) [-]
First thing: Its not finished >:l
Second: You could actually do stuff like that? It seem made up for me...
#2422 to #2420 - thundercloud (01/20/2013) [-]
i have no idea what you are talking about
#2423 to #2422 - onefuckingskurut (01/20/2013) [-]
Poor you. Made up RPs suck. Maybe it was not right time for that? Ah well... I once had made up RP too. Cant remember if it was with him or somebody else though. I only know that I came twice because one of them X)
#2424 to #2423 - onefuckingskurut (01/20/2013) [-]
Doesnt even remember if it was made up one or real...
#2427 to #2424 - thundercloud (01/20/2013) [-]
lets get off this subject
why did you come here,i usually have nobody on my profile
why did you want to talk to me?
#2431 to #2427 - onefuckingskurut (01/20/2013) [-]
I have to go to sleep soon anyway :/
#2434 to #2431 - thundercloud (01/20/2013) [-]
well you go to sleep and we will try this again some other time,i have a concert im going to tomorrow
#2435 to #2434 - onefuckingskurut (01/20/2013) [-]
Lol,try what?
#2436 to #2435 - thundercloud (01/20/2013) [-]
talking
#2438 to #2436 - onefuckingskurut (01/20/2013) [-]
Potassium then?
Potassium then?
#2429 to #2427 - onefuckingskurut (01/20/2013) [-]
Well we are friends and all...





And I want the D
#2419 to #2417 - onefuckingskurut (01/20/2013) [-]
What brings me here? Why an benevolently happy mood. So I thought I will stop by for little chat. Even though I am going to be quite busy now...

So how were you been,not counting RPying?
#2418 to #2417 - onefuckingskurut (01/20/2013) [-]
hehehe Got to read it all
hehehe Got to read it all
#2425 to #2418 - warzon (01/20/2013) [-]
I believe it was a time ago.
#2426 to #2425 - onefuckingskurut (01/20/2013) [-]
Sure it was... I was almost started considering doing it on steam. But shoot it. Its not my style... And you also almost made me do one big mistake... Foolishnes...
#2428 to #2426 - warzon (01/20/2013) [-]
Yes but fun at the time but if you do ever want to it on steam am game.
#2430 to #2428 - onefuckingskurut (01/20/2013) [-]
I pretty much suck on steam as I am free user and cant even add friends. Though I have few friends there I only rarely chat to them... For reasons...

Adding me on steam woudln´t really have sense...
#2432 to #2430 - warzon (01/20/2013) [-]
Just give me your username and ill find a way.
Besides in time i might have a solution.
#2433 to #2432 - onefuckingskurut (01/20/2013) [-]
You do? Sounds like something made up,again :)
... Oh well... I still dont know which was which...

My username is skurut9999
#2437 to #2433 - warzon (01/20/2013) [-]
Done.
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#2421 to #2418 - thundercloud (01/20/2013) [-]
im fine,you?
damn it you say nothing!
#2416 to #2415 - warzon (01/20/2013) [-]
Naughty things i assure you.
#2383 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
**warzon pins thunder to a bed giggleing softly smileing down at him**
#2384 to #2383 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
*blushes bright red* s-so whay was your secret?
#2386 to #2384 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
**warzon shifts showing off her changeling form green eyes stareing into his twinkleing**

ill let you guess~
#2405 to #2386 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
oh uh *giggles and blushes more* yeah
#2406 to #2405 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
Mmm do you want sweet release you magificent ****~?
#2407 to #2406 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
*gulps and blushes more* y-yes,pleas
#2408 to #2407 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
**warzon slowly kneels strokeing him lightly**

Mmmm fantasys darling~?
#2409 to #2408 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
uh n-not realy,sorry *giggles and scratches head*
#2410 to #2409 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
**warzon kisses his tip loveingly**

\Mmm
#2411 to #2410 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
*blushes hard*ohh~
#2412 to #2411 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
**warzon slowly began to suckle his tip grinning**

(night
#2387 to #2386 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
*goes wide eyed*oh,so thats your secret
#2388 to #2387 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
**warzon slowly began to kiss his nose**

Mmm any fantasys you want filled~?
#2389 to #2388 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
*blushes even more* uh! n-none right now uh,oh look at the time! *looks at my empty hoof* i-i gota be going * trys to wiggle out from under you*
#2390 to #2389 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
**warzon pins him softly shifting into a mare version of him**

Come now....Anything~?
#2391 to #2390 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
y-your making this really hard for me *wiggles around more*
#2392 to #2391 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
**warzon slips a hoof down to grope his tip**

Mmmm i know what else is hard~
#2393 to #2392 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
*gasps* p-pleas dont~
#2394 to #2393 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
**warzon strokes thunder briskly giggleing**
#2395 to #2394 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
*moans* oh god~
#2396 to #2395 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
**warzon strokes him until he was nice and hard and stops touching him all together**
#2397 to #2396 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
*breaths heavily * oh thank goodness *looks up at you blushing*
#2398 to #2397 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
Mmmm hard and about to cum...guess you'll wait then?
#2399 to #2398 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
what? n-no!,i mean,uhh..... *blushes*
#2400 to #2399 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
Mmm i can cover that feeling if you want...just a kiss away~
#2401 to #2400 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
a-a kiss? well *sigh* o-ok *kisses you softly*
#2402 to #2401 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
**warzon giggles softly**

Not their...i ment if i kiss just right on you're cock...~
#2403 to #2402 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
oh...*giggles and blushes* right...
#2404 to #2403 - warzon
(12/19/2012) [-]
Mmmm thats nice...soundign gigglge~
#2385 to #2384 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
what?*
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#2381 to #2380 - thundercloud (10/04/2012) [-]
we are not so different you and i
yes,i would be happy to
#2378 - chryssis (09/06/2012) [-]
This image has expired
I posted some more on my profile if you want ^^
#2379 to #2378 - thundercloud (09/06/2012) [-]
thank you :3
#2335 - thetimelord (08/27/2012) [-]
fred keeks didnt give me the pictures ;~;
#2376 to #2335 - thundercloud (08/27/2012) [-]
i need new cloths,i have one set of pants and three shirts
#2377 to #2376 - thetimelord (08/27/2012) [-]
oh :I sorry to hear that
#2356 to #2335 - thundercloud (08/27/2012) [-]
id really rather not
#2357 to #2356 - thetimelord (08/27/2012) [-]
okay :I
#2358 to #2357 - thundercloud (08/27/2012) [-]
fine,if itl make you happy all google it
#2359 to #2358 - thetimelord (08/27/2012) [-]
YAY :DDD
#2360 to #2359 - thundercloud (08/27/2012) [-]
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WHAT THE ****
#2361 to #2360 - thetimelord (08/27/2012) [-]
i almost got attacked by those :I
#2362 to #2361 - thundercloud (08/27/2012) [-]
are you ok?
it looks so evil ;~;
#2363 to #2362 - thetimelord (08/27/2012) [-]
yep
#2364 to #2363 - thundercloud (08/27/2012) [-]
so how are you doing?
#2365 to #2364 - thetimelord (08/27/2012) [-]
yelling at fallout cause brotherhood of steel paladins are shooting me with guass rifles :3
#2366 to #2365 - thundercloud (08/27/2012) [-]
sounds fun :3
#2367 to #2366 - thetimelord (08/27/2012) [-]
nopenopenopenope
#2368 to #2367 - thundercloud (08/27/2012) [-]
oh,i got my job at the swap meet back
#2369 to #2368 - thetimelord (08/27/2012) [-]
:D happy for you
#2370 to #2369 - thundercloud (08/27/2012) [-]
mhmm,ill finnaly be abble to get out of the house again
#2371 to #2370 - thetimelord (08/27/2012) [-]
so happy for you fred :DDDDDD
#2372 to #2371 - thundercloud (08/27/2012) [-]
thank you timey
ill be getting money and ill be abble to save it and fund my trip :3
#2373 to #2372 - thetimelord (08/27/2012) [-]
hope you have fun, im getting some heavy combat armor together
#2374 to #2373 - thundercloud (08/27/2012) [-]
thats cool
#2375 to #2374 - thetimelord
(08/27/2012) [-]
or find an eod suit for a good price :3
#2336 to #2335 - thundercloud (08/27/2012) [-]
ill talk to her
#2337 to #2336 - thetimelord (08/27/2012) [-]
nyoooooh she'll hate me forever ;~;
#2338 to #2337 - thundercloud (08/27/2012) [-]
too late,no she wont,just be calm
#2339 to #2338 - thetimelord (08/27/2012) [-]
i cant ;~;
#2340 to #2339 - thundercloud (08/27/2012) [-]
be calm timey *hugs*
#2341 to #2340 - thetimelord (08/27/2012) [-]
nuuuuuuu ;~;
#2342 to #2341 - thundercloud (08/27/2012) [-]
im talking with her now,she'll show you them,she just has a bad connection
#2343 to #2342 - thetimelord (08/27/2012) [-]
;~;
#2344 to #2343 - thundercloud (08/27/2012) [-]
dont be upset timey *hugs*
#2345 to #2344 - thetimelord (08/27/2012) [-]
they've found me ;~;
#2346 to #2345 - thundercloud (08/27/2012) [-]
who found you?
#2347 to #2346 - thetimelord (08/27/2012) [-]
they did ;~;
#2348 to #2347 - thundercloud (08/27/2012) [-]
who's they?
#2349 to #2348 - thetimelord (08/27/2012) [-]
them ;~;
#2350 to #2349 - thundercloud (08/27/2012) [-]
omg,stay away from them
#2351 to #2350 - thetimelord (08/27/2012) [-]
okay
#2352 to #2351 - thundercloud (08/27/2012) [-]
good
#2353 to #2352 - thetimelord (08/27/2012) [-]
it was the tarantula hawk wasp ;~:
#2354 to #2353 - thundercloud (08/27/2012) [-]
that sounds ******* scary as hell
#2355 to #2354 - thetimelord
(08/27/2012) [-]
search up pictures of them ;~;