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#2634 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (09/04/2013) [-]
Hey there... Am I not disturbing?
#2635 to #2634 - thundercloud (09/04/2013) [-]
not at all
whats up?
#2636 to #2635 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (09/04/2013) [-]
I´ve had some bad time past 2 days. Care to listen me out? I don´t know what to do...
#2637 to #2636 - thundercloud (09/04/2013) [-]
go ahead,im all ears
#2638 to #2637 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (09/04/2013) [-]
So, my friends find it very hilarious that I got drunk last year on school trip. I was the only one who threw up and some nasty things happened... The more I drink the the more I hate it...

About month later there will be another school trip to Bucharest. I am going there, I wanna see piece of a outer world. Yet my classmates are allready bruised up on how I am gonna drink with them... I am soo not going to! Before it was because I was very bored but this time I will come prepared for sure.

And then there is this other thing... I was playing a card game with my ¨friend¨ and classmate. I suck at it compared to them. When that classmate got teemed up with me, he was all like ´´oh **** that, you are useless!´´ We lost and on the second later my ¨friend¨ said this:¨What do you expect? He doesn´t know whats live like.¨

That got me upset now... Reminder how everyone treats me. Just seeking to use my person for their business. I am merely tolerated here. I never had place here and never get You need to login to view this link matter what I do for them, none of them will hesitate to betray for any petty business...

Originaly my friend was the one who came up with the idea creating a porn site and putting up adds here and getting paid for it. I did most work on it. My friend cant even manage anything cause he can´t english. I just changed a passoword on the site so he can´t acces it.

I am dealing mostly with that type of people who in their head only how to get moneyz and how to slack away from school. These people are the reason why even some African countries can compare to us...

Later this day the same friend I told you about called me and asked if I go on the bike with him. I have not complete equipment and I was upset on him but still, I just thought that it would be awkward to decline and agreed on it. He played all nice on me,lended me one piece of equipment and also helped me refill my gums on bike.
Still though, he worked me horribly...

#2640 to #2638 - thundercloud (09/04/2013) [-]
sound like you had a hard time

dont listen to them
no matter what people say or do you cant let it get you down
if you do then they win
it hurts knowing what people think of you
i know what its like because i get it all the time
just ignore them and think about the people who actually care about you
and stop hanging out with dicks
#2642 to #2640 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (09/04/2013) [-]
You make a fair point. There is also that problem that I am not coming after them but they are coming after me...
#2644 to #2642 - thundercloud (09/04/2013) [-]
then get help
tell someone you'er being bullied
#2646 to #2644 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (09/04/2013) [-]
Well its not really bullying... Now at least I know where do I start,thanks.
#2648 to #2646 - thundercloud (09/04/2013) [-]
you'er welcome
and know that im always here if you need to talk
#2650 to #2648 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (09/04/2013) [-]
Yea I reckon I said the same few days ago...
#2652 to #2650 - thundercloud (09/04/2013) [-]
i know
#2654 to #2652 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (09/04/2013) [-]
#2657 to #2655 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (09/04/2013) [-]
****************** nuzzles on ya**
#2659 to #2658 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (09/04/2013) [-]
This one is mine.
#2664 to #2659 - thundercloud (09/04/2013) [-]
so you drew this?
#2665 to #2664 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (09/04/2013) [-]
Noope. Of course not!
#2669 to #2665 - thundercloud (09/04/2013) [-]
nothing i just thought you drew it
#2670 to #2669 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE
(09/04/2013) [-]
Okay. I gotta go already... You haven´t even told me how was your day yet. See you later...
#2667 to #2665 - thundercloud (09/04/2013) [-]
#2668 to #2667 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE
(09/04/2013) [-]
What was that <oh> supposed to mean?
#2666 to #2665 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (09/04/2013) [-]
#2660 to #2659 - thundercloud (09/04/2013) [-]
the grey one is mine
#2661 to #2660 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (09/04/2013) [-]
Sexy :3 You areally drew that one?
#2662 to #2661 - thundercloud (09/04/2013) [-]
aa friend online did it
the white one is his
#2663 to #2662 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE
(09/04/2013) [-]
Veery nice!
#2639 to #2638 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (09/04/2013) [-]
I still have a problem... Sane man would never go with that dude on bike after what he said. I do everything for everything without a complain and then start regreting it when it hurts..
#2641 to #2639 - thundercloud (09/04/2013) [-]
know your limits
#2643 to #2641 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (09/04/2013) [-]
What do you mean?
#2645 to #2643 - thundercloud (09/04/2013) [-]
i mean if you reach the point were you'er struggling to catch your breath
you should stop
#2647 to #2645 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (09/04/2013) [-]
Its much more different... It hurts that instant as soon as I try to do something stupid...
#2649 to #2647 - thundercloud (09/04/2013) [-]
if you know its stupid dont do it
#2651 to #2649 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (09/04/2013) [-]
Its hard to state if it is bad for my health or not. And when it starts hurting I find myself in the middle of action and quiting could be kinda awkward...
#2653 to #2651 - thundercloud (09/04/2013) [-]
dont push yourself to hard
#2656 to #2653 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (09/04/2013) [-]
yeah... Its not like I want to but I find myself in others influence a lot...

Its not nice, thinking that 2 of my 3 only friends are dicks.
#2625 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (08/19/2013) [-]
Hey buddy. God damnit its been a time! How are you?
#2626 to #2625 - thundercloud (08/19/2013) [-]
iv been very good
how are you?
#2629 to #2626 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (08/19/2013) [-]
Basically... I was at health resort... My back has gone better...made a friend and later he left than I got into closet from outer world so I won´t get hurt from others... last brick to my emotional wall. Bam, I have gone very selfish and know no compassion...
#2630 to #2629 - thundercloud (08/19/2013) [-]
you shouldn't hide from your problems
iv been doing that for years and it was a huge mistake
now i have no friends and nobody likes me
#2631 to #2630 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (08/19/2013) [-]
Yea seems just like the road I am walking now... Buw what am I hiding? I don´t know...

I might be trying to hide that even though I am very good in school I am mostly behaving dumb because playing a PC alot...

I might be hiding that I am soo very untalented at drawing but still stubbornly trying. If trying means doing it for 10 minutes and than having to take 30 minutes break of gaming. I have gone bit better though...

I don´t really know...
#2627 to #2626 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (08/19/2013) [-]
Ah nothin´´... Just wrote ******** of text and I accidentaly cliked on ´´return to profile´´ button...
Ah nothin´´... Just wrote ******** of text and I accidentaly cliked on ´´return to profile´´ button...
#2628 to #2627 - thundercloud (08/19/2013) [-]
aww to bad
#2620 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (06/26/2013) [-]
Heloo? Anybody here?
#2621 to #2620 - thundercloud (06/26/2013) [-]
im here
#2622 to #2621 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (06/26/2013) [-]
I was at the school trip this weekend. I am so tired. I´ve took like dozens of naps when on the trip and even today at home. My sleep schedule got huge beating.

Yesterday we were camping in a little cottages. No TV, outside you freeze your ass off and toilets are like 100 meters away from cottage district...
If nothing else I got terribly drunk yesterday. I´ve had like 10 shots of vodka without a soda brake. I never use brakes. For the first time I had to throw up.
My stomach feels bad even now.
I really regret that drinking before. In the end I spend up all the money mostly on alcohol and little on supplies and snacks. Because of that I had not enough money to buy souvenirs. I am pretty sure few people would envy them...
#2623 to #2622 - thundercloud (06/26/2013) [-]
im sorry
i wish i could cheer you up some how
#2624 to #2623 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (06/26/2013) [-]
Thats okay, really. I am sure I will be fine. I just thought that I will greet my friends here and all... Not many of them are online right now anyway.

And how went the brony convention? You have already been here?
#2595 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (06/21/2013) [-]
Heeey buddy! Wassup?
#2596 to #2595 - thundercloud (06/21/2013) [-]
hey hey hey skurut!
im good
how are you
#2597 to #2596 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (06/21/2013) [-]
Not bad. Its all hot in there so I have to be on PC with doors open. I tried to watch MLP but I am not that much alpha >_< And besides, in the living room next beside my room is my dad who must have volume on TV ridiculousy high :/
#2598 to #2597 - thundercloud (06/21/2013) [-]
that sucks
#2599 to #2598 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (06/21/2013) [-]
Naaah... I will manage. Or I could try again,that is

My back past few days got even better...

One thing I fear that my classmates will pull something devious on me one day. I am talking too much ya know... Sometimes some really kinky details slip away from my tongue. Friends even call me a faggot sometimes. :l They ain´t no call anybody a faggot for no reason :/

#2600 to #2599 - thundercloud (06/21/2013) [-]
thats not right
so what if you let things slip
its no reasone to make fun of you
#2601 to #2600 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (06/21/2013) [-]
Yea :/ Sometimes they go too far... But mostly its good in line. We are good friends. One of them was getting pretty close to my body sometimes... Had to remind me that thats gay :3 He is straight anyway. But he has something with eyes which makes his sight entire periheral. The guy is talking to you but looking somewhere else
#2602 to #2601 - thundercloud (06/21/2013) [-]
thats funny
#2605 to #2602 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (06/21/2013) [-]
So I was watching ´´friend in deed´´ episode. I made it this far for the song ´´smile, smile´´. I can hardly watch this alone without losing it, not saying about watching it in public...
#2603 to #2602 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (06/21/2013) [-]
I guess

Say... you are working now at the summer,right? What do you do?
#2604 to #2603 - thundercloud (06/21/2013) [-]
im not working just yet,im try to get a job
#2607 to #2604 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (06/21/2013) [-]
Say... you come over again?
#2608 to #2607 - thundercloud (06/21/2013) [-]
#2609 to #2608 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (06/21/2013) [-]
I mean if you come here again. You mentioned some issues before, you know...
#2610 to #2609 - thundercloud (06/21/2013) [-]
oh yeah,ill come back soon
#2611 to #2610 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (06/21/2013) [-]
#2612 to #2611 - thundercloud (06/21/2013) [-]
mhmm :3
#2613 to #2612 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (06/21/2013) [-]
Sooo Whatcha doin´?
#2614 to #2613 - thundercloud (06/21/2013) [-]
trying to print out my coformation for bronycon
#2615 to #2614 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (06/21/2013) [-]
For what now?
#2618 to #2615 - thundercloud (06/21/2013) [-]
it takes plase in baltimore maryland
#2619 to #2618 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE
(06/21/2013) [-]
Mmmm cool.... I will never make it there for any convention.   
&gt;Living too far and poor
Mmmm cool.... I will never make it there for any convention.

>Living too far and poor
#2616 to #2615 - thundercloud (06/21/2013) [-]
the brony convention
im going to it
#2617 to #2616 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE
(06/21/2013) [-]
Wow. Where it takes place?
#2606 to #2604 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (06/21/2013) [-]
Right... Well as soon as I find out when I am leaving for health resort I start looking for job too. Maybe one day I won´t be restriced from lifting heavy weights. That would help...
#2581 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (06/17/2013) [-]
Thunder guy!
#2582 to #2581 - thundercloud (06/17/2013) [-]
skurut whats up!?
#2583 to #2582 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (06/17/2013) [-]
No you! I haven´t heard of you weeks!
I am doing very well. I may even end school year with honors. Tomorrow and day after I got day off. About my back... Well, sometimes its better and sometimes worse. Whats imporant is that somehow I am getting my old spirit back. Slowly but yes. I am soo gonna fight this!
#2585 to #2583 - thundercloud (06/17/2013) [-]
thats nice to hear,iv been good
my internet has been off for a while so yeah
#2586 to #2585 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (06/17/2013) [-]
How so? What was with the internet?
#2587 to #2586 - thundercloud (06/17/2013) [-]
i forgot to pay the bill so it got turned off
its been off for about a month
#2588 to #2587 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (06/17/2013) [-]
****************** hugs thundercloud** Ooo boy, I am glad you are back.
****************** hugs thundercloud** Ooo boy, I am glad you are back.
#2589 to #2588 - thundercloud (06/17/2013) [-]
well im not really back
im at a library using a public computer
#2590 to #2589 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (06/17/2013) [-]
Well then you better come back for real. Again I mistaken somebody else for you
#2591 to #2590 - thundercloud (06/17/2013) [-]
ill be back as soon as i can
#2593 to #2591 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (06/17/2013) [-]
Well... I got to go. Exercise again. Here have this video. I don´t really know if you have the mood but I´d say its worth a shot!
Be well!
#2592 to #2591 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (06/17/2013) [-]
I don´t know how. Imma just hanging around the site and calling your name
#2558 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (04/29/2013) [-]
Hey there,cloudy guy! I have serious questions for ya :)
#2559 to #2558 - thundercloud (04/29/2013) [-]
hey there
go ahead and ask :)
#2560 to #2559 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (04/29/2013) [-]
Remember that thing I said about mistaking you with another user? I´ve already asked the other one. Now please tell me your name
#2561 to #2560 - thundercloud (04/29/2013) [-]
my name is joseph
#2562 to #2561 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (04/29/2013) [-]
Well thats nice to know! How was your day Joseph :)
#2563 to #2562 - thundercloud (04/29/2013) [-]
my day was very good   
and yours?
my day was very good
and yours?
#2564 to #2563 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (04/29/2013) [-]
It wasn´t bad. Today I visited few shops with my friend. I´ve seen so many beautiful things :) Its just a shame I cant buy them yet. I got to buy some exercise thingy first. I haven´t even started looking for it :/

I gotta start wednesday when the school will be off... Basically I am feeling much better today. No sad or anything...
#2565 to #2564 - thundercloud (04/29/2013) [-]
thats great! :)
im happy you'er not sad anymore
#2566 to #2565 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (04/29/2013) [-]
#2567 to #2566 - thundercloud (04/29/2013) [-]
iv been meaning to get some exercise equipment as well
i need to lose a few pounds :/
#2568 to #2567 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (04/29/2013) [-]
Disregard overweight,acquire self confidence and knowledge of true values
#2569 to #2568 - thundercloud (04/29/2013) [-]
ill try
#2570 to #2569 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (04/29/2013) [-]
My classmate is about 240 pounds heavy and amongst all the people I know IRL. He is most charming. Ladies are totally hanging on his words :)
My classmate is about 240 pounds heavy and amongst all the people I know IRL. He is most charming. Ladies are totally hanging on his words :)
#2571 to #2570 - thundercloud (04/29/2013) [-]
im 325 and tho i try and be kind to people i have yet to make friends irl
#2572 to #2571 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (04/29/2013) [-]
Aight,thats the way to go! Now sign in wrestling club and and smash all the ******** :)
Aight,thats the way to go! Now sign in wrestling club and and smash all the ******** :)
#2573 to #2572 - thundercloud (04/29/2013) [-]
words of wisdom my friend
#2574 to #2573 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (04/29/2013) [-]
#2576 to #2575 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (04/29/2013) [-]
#2579 to #2577 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE
(04/29/2013) [-]
****************** leans closer,supporting his hands on his kneels** ...But I dont know now...
#2578 to #2577 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE
(04/29/2013) [-]
Actually... I was about to go to sleep
#2540 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (04/22/2013) [-]
Dudeee! :c
#2541 to #2540 - thundercloud (04/22/2013) [-]
#2542 to #2541 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (04/22/2013) [-]
my life! It is...
#2544 to #2543 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (04/22/2013) [-]
#2546 to #2544 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (04/22/2013) [-]
#2545 to #2544 - thundercloud (04/22/2013) [-]
so how are you man
so how are you man
#2547 to #2545 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (04/22/2013) [-]
I was supposed to get myself student practice in any corporation and give the signed contract to my class teacher until end of this week. Yet I haven´t found a place where I could practice. I visited work inspectorate,national theatre,2 shoping centers with tech stuff and one normal shopping centre and yet nothing. To some I even sent mail with contract rewriten. Yet not ansver from any of them.

And thats only small part of things which has gone wrong so far...

I am really trying to keep my head up and I am doing good job. Though while I progress in everything I am losing myself. I can keep my head up cause I don´t care about anything or anybody anymore.

My biggest fear is coming true and I cant do anything about it. Hell,I doesn´t even care!

I´ve just came here because I felt really grumpy and tired after nap. I just wanted to chat a bit I guess...
#2549 to #2547 - thundercloud (04/22/2013) [-]
whenever you,er lonely
you come to me
#2548 to #2547 - thundercloud (04/22/2013) [-]
no problem man,im always here to help    
ill listen to whatever you have to say    
ill always be here    
and sorry i didnt reply sooner,my internet is bad
no problem man,im always here to help
ill listen to whatever you have to say
ill always be here

and sorry i didnt reply sooner,my internet is bad
#2550 to #2548 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (04/22/2013) [-]
Thats ok man www.youtube.com/watch?v=2yIoby6dQuc

I´ll keep going. I will make new plan. There is nothing much I can do anyway
#2551 to #2550 - thundercloud (04/22/2013) [-]
there is always something you can do
you just gotta think
just dont give up
#2552 to #2551 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (04/22/2013) [-]
No ****...
#2553 to #2552 - thundercloud (04/22/2013) [-]
hey dont get snippy with me im just trying to help
#2554 to #2553 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (04/22/2013) [-]
I am sorry. I am very sorry
#2555 to #2554 - thundercloud (04/22/2013) [-]
its ok

bad internet
#2556 to #2555 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (04/22/2013) [-]
****************** hugs thundercloud** I guess... Gud night :)
#2557 to #2556 - thundercloud (04/22/2013) [-]
good night buddy
#2533 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (03/26/2013) [-]
Sup bro? Have you been on FJ /brony/? The rave is on! :D
#2534 to #2533 - thundercloud (03/26/2013) [-]
sup man!
yeah im there right now
#2535 to #2534 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (03/26/2013) [-]
MFw no dancing gifs in my folder. I doesnt even mind!
#2537 to #2535 - thundercloud (03/26/2013) [-]
here have mine
here have mine
#2538 to #2537 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (03/26/2013) [-]
Man,thats badass :o

Here take this in return!
#2539 to #2538 - thundercloud (03/26/2013) [-]
thanks bro
no problem
#2530 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (03/21/2013) [-]
Sup man,how are ya? I see this place haven´t moved an inch sinch I was there last time ...
#2531 to #2530 - thundercloud (03/21/2013) [-]
oh hey man
how are ya
i just got done eating birthday cake
#2532 to #2531 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (03/21/2013) [-]
Cool! I had to leave cause cause I was in school with classes left to attend to. I am doing very good and finally its going to remain that so even in long run.
#2510 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (02/22/2013) [-]
Hey man,where have you been so long? I might be just getting curious :)
#2511 to #2510 - thundercloud (02/27/2013) [-]
hey man
iv been busy moving into my new home,and plus my internet was out for a while
#2512 to #2511 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (02/28/2013) [-]
What a fuss,maan... I thought you already moved.
#2513 to #2512 - thundercloud (02/28/2013) [-]
we have alot of stuff
we had to buy a shed the size of a small house to putt it all in
i hate moving
#2514 to #2513 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (02/28/2013) [-]
Ohhh man :) How is that you have so many things? ... I mean,I too used to keep my toys but aren´t you like grown up now?
#2515 to #2514 - thundercloud (02/28/2013) [-]
im addicted to flea markets and garage sales
#2516 to #2515 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (02/28/2013) [-]
Wow :D I was actually joking...

So I understand it now that you keep stuff you bough from garage sales and flea markets,right?
#2517 to #2516 - thundercloud (02/28/2013) [-]
i end up selling some of it
but most things i keep
#2518 to #2517 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (02/28/2013) [-]
:) crazy!

And are there some more favored by you than others?
#2519 to #2518 - thundercloud (02/28/2013) [-]
my records and cassette tapes
#2520 to #2519 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (02/28/2013) [-]
Depends on what are on those tapes,right?
#2521 to #2520 - thundercloud (02/28/2013) [-]
i could get rid of most of them
like my zz top and willy nelson tapes can go
but i can never part with my beatles tapes
#2522 to #2521 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (02/28/2013) [-]
... Willy ... Nelson?
#2523 to #2522 - thundercloud (02/28/2013) [-]
i have about two willy nelson tapes
#2524 to #2523 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (02/28/2013) [-]
But who´s that guy?
#2526 to #2524 - thundercloud (02/28/2013) [-]
and i might be related to him
#2525 to #2524 - thundercloud (02/28/2013) [-]
he is an old country music star
he's pretty good
#2527 to #2525 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (02/28/2013) [-]
no way man... You pretty much listen to everything :D
#2528 to #2527 - thundercloud (02/28/2013) [-]
yeah pretty much
#2529 to #2528 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (02/28/2013) [-]
Man,I am getting sleepy... I better go to bed. Have a nice stay!
#2499 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (02/07/2013) [-]
I am sorry. I couldn´t really feel with you so here is human hugging a pony :p
#2500 to #2499 - thundercloud (02/07/2013) [-]
its fine,thank you
#2509 to #2500 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (02/07/2013) [-]
****************** hugs thundercloud firmly**
#2507 to #2500 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (02/07/2013) [-]
You doesn´t really seem comunicative right now... I´ll take shower then... Got to prepare for departure to school :) See you!
#2508 to #2507 - thundercloud (02/07/2013) [-]
see ya
#2502 to #2500 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (02/07/2013) [-]
Have you been on frontpage yet?
#2503 to #2502 - thundercloud (02/07/2013) [-]
#2505 to #2503 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (02/07/2013) [-]
Sometimes I like to look for pony pics on web and save the worst ones. Later I am posting them on internet and calling them cancer ponies...
#2506 to #2505 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (02/07/2013) [-]
Though I seem having difficulities finding some...
#2495 - chrislafff (02/07/2013) [-]
Hey, man! How goes things?
#2496 to #2495 - thundercloud (02/07/2013) [-]
hey there
things are good
how are you?
#2497 to #2496 - chrislafff (02/07/2013) [-]
Pretty good for me too! I might have a snow day friday!
#2498 to #2497 - thundercloud (02/07/2013) [-]
cool,i love snow
it did a month or two ago over here
#2483 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (02/03/2013) [-]
Helooo helo? Do you have some time?
#2484 to #2483 - thundercloud (02/03/2013) [-]
yes i have some time,whats up?
#2485 to #2484 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (02/03/2013) [-]
:) Glad you are good! I was at cinema with my sister watching this www.youtube.com/watch?v=6VneW1vtcWY

Dear lord that was most ******* touching thing I´ve ever seen. It was funny and comedic and still with well made humorous stories. At the apocalypse part it left me in total ave. That I didn´t know is coming...

A dude has a cat named Beezle. He invites his girlfriend over and kiss her. That animated cat was totally against this and threated her. One morning she heard noises in bathroom and found Beezle fapping to dude´s summer photos of him in swimming suit. Cat noticed her and chased her down to the garden and pissed all over her. Dude stepped into a garden and saw her covered in pee and the woman made him choose between him or her. He said that he will find new home for him and that she is his true love. Later that night that couple had sex and his cat was watching his in the closet. While he was crying while ******* teddy bear and dildoying himself in same time. Next morning the cat crashed car into his girlfriend. She was still fine though. Geezle stepped out of the car with shotgun and shoot her. She could still move and when Geezle came closer to finish the job she smashed him with shovel she grabbed nearby. He was trying to run away but she was still bashing him with the shovel. That cat stopped in front of little kids having birthday party. The exhausted woman noticed that and tried to explain herself before startled crowd. Seconds later dude arrived her and saw his cat. He stood on Geezle´s side and started caressing Geezle while watching the crowd murdering that woman.

I want this cat
#2486 to #2485 - thundercloud (02/03/2013) [-]
iv been wanting to see this move
i heard it was good
#2489 to #2486 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (02/03/2013) [-]
Oh k. Lets just not be that sick. How are you?
#2490 to #2489 - thundercloud (02/03/2013) [-]
im very well thank you
and yourself?
#2487 to #2486 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (02/03/2013) [-]
Most of the movie was touching but the last chapter ******* touched my heart :l
#2488 to #2487 - thundercloud (02/03/2013) [-]
so how are you, we haven't talked in a few day
#2492 to #2488 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (02/03/2013) [-]
Also I have finally come to one wise conclusion that I will just have meet my friends more.

Even though I doesn´t really have stories to tell I am still very good in conversation. Sometimes even charming. My mom was talking with my physiotherapist. She was honestly happy with me for my progress. Would have never thought I´d affect almost foreign woman like this. Even though it still might be just simple empathy I know about more cases of this happening...
#2493 to #2492 - thundercloud (02/03/2013) [-]
i sometimes think i should go to a therapist
to deal with my shyness and social awkwardness
but then i push the thought away
#2494 to #2493 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (02/03/2013) [-]
Ah to come to think of this. I am also going to visit my school psychologist. I wanna talk with her about how can I deal with my condition more effectively. Thanks for reminding me,my grandma would get mad if I would have forgot about it. I will try my best to avoid topic of my sexuality,even trough that it has direct link with my condition and my mental state...

Though you may try to keep it as much secret as possible. No need to be too much transparent. My good friend is also visiting therapist and my other friends doesn´t really think good about him. Poor guy. I think he is just missing out that he cant just flap around with his opinions,not respecting opinions of others. He is being hated for this.
#2491 to #2488 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (02/03/2013) [-]
I have not many news... My grandma will be moving to old folk's home soon. Its near street where I am having lunch after school. Guess I could visit her time to time when she will be her.

Also my sister lost her 2nd work. She is saying that she doesn´t want to do receptionist anymore. I dont know anymore then. She haven´t even received all of her payment yet. She is taking care of my grandma´s house to be sold. She have few people interested and she seem to enjoy doing all this stuff. Recently she was mentioning that she might like being real estate agent.... That there is doesnt need any special school for that....
#2473 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/30/2013) [-]
Hey man! :D
#2475 to #2473 - thundercloud (01/30/2013) [-]
hey there buddy :)
#2476 to #2475 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/30/2013) [-]
You are slow as heck :)
#2477 to #2476 - thundercloud (01/30/2013) [-]
sorry,im bussy
whats up?
#2478 to #2477 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/30/2013) [-]
Reading some good web-comic Ballerina Mafia. I could recommend that :)

What are you doing?
#2479 to #2478 - thundercloud (01/30/2013) [-]
nothing much,just doing some stuff around the house
#2480 to #2479 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/30/2013) [-]
Still settling in? I wanted to ask you that before... Where did you moved? And sorry to ask... from where?
#2481 to #2480 - thundercloud (01/30/2013) [-]
i moved to texas from arizona
#2482 to #2481 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/30/2013) [-]
Lol I thought you were from north-wester Europe. How was the Texas? Was it wild or so?
#2474 to #2473 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/30/2013) [-]
#2470 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/29/2013) [-]
Hey man,how were you been?
#2471 to #2470 - thundercloud (01/29/2013) [-]
iv been a bit busy
i might not be on for a while
#2472 to #2471 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/29/2013) [-]
Why so? What are you doing? :)
#2455 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/28/2013) [-]
Hey man
#2456 to #2455 - thundercloud (01/28/2013) [-]
im not hey man
this,is hey man
#2457 to #2456 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/28/2013) [-]
hey who? :)
#2458 to #2457 - thundercloud (01/28/2013) [-]
whats up my friend
how are you
#2459 to #2458 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/28/2013) [-]
oh ok,nevermind... I am fine. Windows in my PC fell down last Friday so I was without PC until today. It was getting weird with me :l

I was at the coffee with Mario my good friend. The **** was good and we had nice conversation :) ... Which also reminds me that I was supposed to send him a link to MLP. He have no idea what is that but wanted to know what so embarassing am I watching.

My sleep schedule should be fixed by now and I am going to sing up for Math competition. It will be held in next two months. I am not really good in math. I actually suck at it. But it will be something like a challenge for me. It should help me improve for real.

I guess thats all.... I felt lonely :l
#2460 to #2459 - thundercloud (01/28/2013) [-]
my computer has been acting all buggy too lately
i suck at math
iv been sleeping well the last few days,im still not getting that much
well whenever you feel lonely you can always talk to me,thats what im here for :)
#2461 to #2460 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/28/2013) [-]
Yea well sure,I thought so. Though I doesn´t really have anything interesting to tell. Oh,I could still watch new pony episode :)

And also I can now send link to one MLP episode to my friend! Any suggestions what episode?
#2462 to #2461 - thundercloud (01/28/2013) [-]
the first episode i saw was "putting your hoof down"
it got me hook on the show
#2463 to #2462 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/28/2013) [-]
But there is a catch. He cant do english X/ It should be something easier to understand...
#2464 to #2463 - thundercloud (01/28/2013) [-]
how about nightmare night?
#2465 to #2464 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/28/2013) [-]
Yea that sounds great! Too bad he is not online at the moment... Gonna sent it anyway.

Have you see new episode?
#2466 to #2465 - thundercloud (01/28/2013) [-]
yes i have,its great :)
#2467 to #2466 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/28/2013) [-]
Okay then. I will leave you now,if thats okay with you :D ?
#2468 to #2467 - thundercloud (01/28/2013) [-]
sure its fine,have a good one :)
#2440 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/23/2013) [-]
Helooo? :)
#2454 to #2440 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/24/2013) [-]
I see. it makes sense now. Is there a cure for your conditions? Being healthier could change a lot you know? You might be not sad anymore...
#2441 to #2440 - thundercloud (01/23/2013) [-]
hey :3 how are ya
#2442 to #2441 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/23/2013) [-]
Fine now but I was disturbingly wrong like an hour ago :l ....
#2443 to #2442 - thundercloud (01/23/2013) [-]
what happened?
#2446 to #2443 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/23/2013) [-]
I got home quite demoralized as I am most of the time. I took a nap and I felt better after it. Though it took minutes until all the stuff got up to my mind again. I was browsing frontpage with bitter taste on my spirit. I found some funny and laughed pretty hard. But it was not relieving at all. It actually got worse. And then I found this web-site www.pimsleurapproach.com/video/learn-in-ten-days/ and watched the video. She had nice reassuring voice :) Though its not better now as I am recalling this I would recall it again before sleep anyway....
#2447 to #2446 - thundercloud (01/23/2013) [-]
i get depressed alot so i know how you feel
#2448 to #2447 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/23/2013) [-]
I had depressions long time ago. They are gone now. I don´t know how do I call what I experience but its certainly not depression. Nothing seem to have sense or value to me.
I´ve had many chances of which many I wasted. All progress I did is gone now and I know nothing what could make me to work on it again. I dont know where is my life heading except one unlikely destination.

....Oh well,still better than when I had those depressions. I actually wished to be back at the start...
#2449 to #2448 - thundercloud (01/23/2013) [-]
you sound just like me
#2450 to #2449 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/23/2013) [-]
Guess so. I mustn´t then feel guilty for sharing this with you... I am pretty much last hope of my family. But why should I like my family? Why should I keep my name? They all are unable to reassure or support....

Every time I retain some of my spirit I lost it outside. And so it goes to ****...
If I could just develop some bond of some sort with somebody....

Aaaahh,I am just bitching here. I will keep trying. Even though it hurts and its bad feeling... I have almost nothing left to lose anyway...

...You take care I should go to sleep soon. Good bye!
#2451 to #2450 - thundercloud (01/23/2013) [-]
you.....you are just wonderful
i hope you have a great night sleep
#2452 to #2451 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/23/2013) [-]
How in the world am I wonderful :D?

I wash on checkup with my back today. Doctor had not negative comments. And again I got asked if I am weightlifting in secret X) Apparently my muscles remained tight since I was doing that. Though it was long time ago. Them muscles seem normal to me...

I was also told the doctor about how I badly exhausted I got after every school day since November. After short discussion we concluded that its because I had not enough sleep. Almost every night I got awoken for pain or just did not fell asleep at all.

I guess that now makes sane sense why I was so edgy about life and stuff. I hope that I will get better now. I am going to stop wearing corset in the night for some time.
it just didn´t make any sense how come my spirit was leaking out of me like that...

And one more thing. You still seem pretty cool :)
#2453 to #2452 - thundercloud (01/24/2013) [-]
you are wonderful cause i say so
i have many many back problems,it causes me to not have that much sleep,that and my sleep apnea doesn't help ether,i only seem to sleep well every so often
like after along day at work (i work at a flea market)
but now that iv moved and no longer have a job,i good night sleep is a very rare thing
so i occupy my nights with games,movies,thinking about life and what might change in the morning
and thank you for the complement
#2444 to #2443 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/23/2013) [-]
Well today I got proved that my grades do not correspond to my knowledge. Also I pay for my credulity. Its not like that,I am just naive and risk to get into a favor of some people. Today I lend pen to a guy who is sitting beside me and with who I am getting along the worst. He broke it,I saw it and when I asked him to give it back he lied to my eyes even against proofs. Should have just hit the ******. I could not even shout at him because it was at the end of school day and I really have not that strong voice...
#2445 to #2444 - thundercloud (01/23/2013) [-]
that sucks
#2414 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/20/2013) [-]
Heloo there! :)

#2415 to #2414 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/20/2013) [-]
:O What in the... What was warzon doing in here ?:D
#2417 to #2415 - thundercloud (01/20/2013) [-]
hello,what brings you here?
um,no reason
#2420 to #2417 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/20/2013) [-]
First thing: Its not finished >:l
Second: You could actually do stuff like that? It seem made up for me...
#2422 to #2420 - thundercloud (01/20/2013) [-]
i have no idea what you are talking about
#2423 to #2422 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/20/2013) [-]
Poor you. Made up RPs suck. Maybe it was not right time for that? Ah well... I once had made up RP too. Cant remember if it was with him or somebody else though. I only know that I came twice because one of them X)
#2424 to #2423 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/20/2013) [-]
Doesnt even remember if it was made up one or real...
#2427 to #2424 - thundercloud (01/20/2013) [-]
lets get off this subject
why did you come here,i usually have nobody on my profile
why did you want to talk to me?
#2431 to #2427 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/20/2013) [-]
I have to go to sleep soon anyway :/
#2434 to #2431 - thundercloud (01/20/2013) [-]
well you go to sleep and we will try this again some other time,i have a concert im going to tomorrow
#2435 to #2434 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/20/2013) [-]
Lol,try what?
#2436 to #2435 - thundercloud (01/20/2013) [-]
#2438 to #2436 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/20/2013) [-]
Potassium then?
Potassium then?
#2429 to #2427 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/20/2013) [-]
Well we are friends and all...

And I want the D
#2419 to #2417 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/20/2013) [-]
What brings me here? Why an benevolently happy mood. So I thought I will stop by for little chat. Even though I am going to be quite busy now...

So how were you been,not counting RPying?
#2418 to #2417 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/20/2013) [-]
hehehe Got to read it all
hehehe Got to read it all
#2425 to #2418 - warzon (01/20/2013) [-]
I believe it was a time ago.
#2426 to #2425 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/20/2013) [-]
Sure it was... I was almost started considering doing it on steam. But shoot it. Its not my style... And you also almost made me do one big mistake... Foolishnes...
#2428 to #2426 - warzon (01/20/2013) [-]
Yes but fun at the time but if you do ever want to it on steam am game.
#2430 to #2428 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/20/2013) [-]
I pretty much suck on steam as I am free user and cant even add friends. Though I have few friends there I only rarely chat to them... For reasons...

Adding me on steam woudln´t really have sense...
#2432 to #2430 - warzon (01/20/2013) [-]
Just give me your username and ill find a way.
Besides in time i might have a solution.
#2433 to #2432 - onefuckingskurut ONLINE (01/20/2013) [-]
You do? Sounds like something made up,again :)
... Oh well... I still dont know which was which...

My username is skurut9999
#2437 to #2433 - warzon (01/20/2013) [-]
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#2421 to #2418 - thundercloud (01/20/2013) [-]
im fine,you?
damn it you say nothing!
#2416 to #2415 - warzon (01/20/2013) [-]
Naughty things i assure you.
#2383 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
**warzon pins thunder to a bed giggleing softly smileing down at him**
#2384 to #2383 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
*blushes bright red* s-so whay was your secret?
#2386 to #2384 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
**warzon shifts showing off her changeling form green eyes stareing into his twinkleing**

ill let you guess~
#2405 to #2386 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
oh uh *giggles and blushes more* yeah
#2406 to #2405 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
Mmm do you want sweet release you magificent ****~?
#2407 to #2406 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
*gulps and blushes more* y-yes,pleas
#2408 to #2407 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
**warzon slowly kneels strokeing him lightly**

Mmmm fantasys darling~?
#2409 to #2408 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
uh n-not realy,sorry *giggles and scratches head*
#2410 to #2409 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
**warzon kisses his tip loveingly**

#2411 to #2410 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
*blushes hard*ohh~
#2412 to #2411 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
**warzon slowly began to suckle his tip grinning**

#2387 to #2386 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
*goes wide eyed*oh,so thats your secret
#2388 to #2387 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
**warzon slowly began to kiss his nose**

Mmm any fantasys you want filled~?
#2389 to #2388 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
*blushes even more* uh! n-none right now uh,oh look at the time! *looks at my empty hoof* i-i gota be going * trys to wiggle out from under you*
#2390 to #2389 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
**warzon pins him softly shifting into a mare version of him**

Come now....Anything~?
#2391 to #2390 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
y-your making this really hard for me *wiggles around more*
#2392 to #2391 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
**warzon slips a hoof down to grope his tip**

Mmmm i know what else is hard~
#2393 to #2392 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
*gasps* p-pleas dont~
#2394 to #2393 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
**warzon strokes thunder briskly giggleing**
#2395 to #2394 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
*moans* oh god~
#2396 to #2395 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
**warzon strokes him until he was nice and hard and stops touching him all together**
#2397 to #2396 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
*breaths heavily * oh thank goodness *looks up at you blushing*
#2398 to #2397 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
Mmmm hard and about to cum...guess you'll wait then?
#2399 to #2398 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
what? n-no!,i mean,uhh..... *blushes*
#2400 to #2399 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
Mmm i can cover that feeling if you want...just a kiss away~
#2401 to #2400 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
a-a kiss? well *sigh* o-ok *kisses you softly*
#2402 to #2401 - warzon (12/19/2012) [-]
**warzon giggles softly**

Not their...i ment if i kiss just right on you're cock...~
#2403 to #2402 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
oh...*giggles and blushes* right...
#2404 to #2403 - warzon
(12/19/2012) [-]
Mmmm thats nice...soundign gigglge~
#2385 to #2384 - thundercloud (12/19/2012) [-]
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