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#216649 - deroderpderp
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(7 hours ago) [-]
They never liked me
They just hung around to laugh at mw
I was their punching bag and never fucking realized it
Seven fucking years as their fucking entertainment and i never fucking knew it
They were never my friends
They never laughed with me
They were laughing at me.
I had suspected it but always dismissed it as me overthinking things
" [Name1] is gonna exclude you from everything, [Name2] always thoughr you were annoying, [name3] just liked to fuck with you, [name4] never wanted to hang around with you, there, and [name5] just kept around for laughs."
Seven fucking years
#216663 to #216649 - vortix ONLINE
Reply +2
(2 hours ago) [-]
just dont buy a gun. wouldnt not want to hear about this in the news tomorow.
"bunch of shitheads found dead" or something.

let these asshole laugh. atleast you know one thing for sure, you are a better person that these shit stains.

i hate these kind of people. like fuck. stop toying with people you fucking shithead.
#216655 to #216649 - sugoi
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(4 hours ago) [-]
Welp time to mooooooove on.
#216640 - anon
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(16 hours ago) [-]
ok this is about to sound weird but , its been on my mind for a while.

when i young, about 10-12 years old. was i really good with kids, kids with age like 2-8 years old . i play with them quite often and they quickly enjoy my company. i was kind of a kid my self but i was a little big older than them.

one of my cousins however, like me a bit too much. NOTHING SEXUAL . before you get that idea. its nothing of that kind. i knew her all the way since she was 2 years old untill she was like 6-7

i not exactly sure of what her age is or mine, but she was surely around that age. im not exact about my age either but hey, i think its close enough.
moving on.
in my country, visiting your family is huge thing. you have to visit quite often. so every week, big portion of the family would gather to their father's house. meanthing that all your uncles and aunts that share a father, would go to your grandfather's house along with their kids.

as you can imagine, thats a huge weekly gathering. now my cousin, her mother ,(my aunt) had a she ton of kids, its not because her husband wanted it, she wanted it. she refused to stop having kids untill they forcably removed her ability to breed due to heath risks. she had 16 kids all 1-2 years apart.and some where 3 -4. my now little cousin was in the lower side of this massive familty tree. she was like 14th or 15th i dont even know. as you can imagine one house with such huge number of kids and only two parents, my cousin felt little love and care. most of her brother's and sisters are kids, and she was the sensative type. she felt really bad when shes made fun off. in a house with that much kids, no chance shes getting away with not being made fun off.

now where comes my part in this. since i was really good with kids, whenever we gather every week,shit ton of kids would gather with me and we would have shit ton of fun. all kind of shit. sand, water ballon fight, water gun, you name it. i treated her much better than most of her brother's and sister's did. she was young, so she came up with a crazy idea, she wanted to name me her brother. no kidding. she stopped calling her own brothers and sister as siblings and she said she had only one brother, and that would be me.

the entire familty had a laugh about it, everyone mocked her for it, some thought it was cute and everything. i my self, was little happy.

however, she was serious about it. she would be extremely happy to me around me, its un real. when its time to me to go home, she would cry in a corner. they even used her love to me as a way to motivate her to better, like do her homework
(homework is an examble, she probably didnt go to school yet i dont remeber) and shit like that. and it works. and ofcourse they used her love to me to stop her from doing the wrong thing " what would your brother think of he saw you do this?" and it always works like a charm.


all sound unreal to me today, but thats how it was. she loved me like crazy, she even started to become shy comeing around me. time went by now i think im about,i would say 13-15? something like that. shes probably now around 9-10? i dont know dam. its hard to guess some ones name when you dont even remember your own age at that time.


any way, she was quite younger than i am. she was a kid, but i was closer to being a teenager.

now here is what stuck to me. since i was a teenager, i care about what people think, you know, i waht to me the tough guy, the man, and other stupid teenager mentalty stuff. having a little girl like you as a brother? at first made me happy, but than it starting to me annoying for a teenager like me. actually i was still extremly happy about it, but i care about other around me, looking at me like i was "cute little boy" and everything, i didnt want her to make look like i gentle little boy. you know, teenager stuff.

so i had a plan.a terrible plan. nothing too terrible, but a plan
#216643 to #216640 - anon
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(15 hours ago) [-]
god, why is it so hard to spot typos before posting the dam thing? i read it like 5 times and still fucked up half of it. so sorry for this piece of writing that barely resembles english.

and this one too.
#216641 to #216640 - anon
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(15 hours ago) [-]
the plan was this. first she trust me too much, so here is what i do, go with humiliation, or atleast i would cal it abuse of unweavring trust. i know she hates being made fun of so this is what i did.

me and a few cousins gathered in a room in my grandfather's house, it was a special room, it had a window that goes inside the house that shows a main hall way, anyone trying to go around the house, would pass thin very window. and right next to that window, there is a sink outside a bathroom, since this was the guests room.

what we did is that we blocked the door and than filled a shit ton of water guns, we showered anyone passing by but after a while, we ran out. this is the plan. i knew my little cousin would be coming soon and seeing me, she would want to join the fun. and fo course, she did just that. so what i did is this, i said, " to enter you need do a favor for us" ," here fill our guns and we will allow you as an outsider in our fortress"

simple enough, fill the water guns from the skin over there, thats it. so she did it. after that, we emptied our guns ( that sounds wrong i know) all over her. now shes soaked. we started laughing and mocking her, it was fun at that time. she looked broken, sad and betrayed. she ran off as we continued laughing our ass off. this seemed trivial for me. like who cares right? i was stupid sure, but it not like she would hate me after this right? he should not follow me everywhere, but she wouldnt hate me right?

oh yeah she did. which is why this is stuck on my mind untill now. after this, she hated me, she hated me so much, she hated me as much as she used to love me. she hated me like i was the trash that doesnt deserve the love that they reseve. i was still popular with kids after this, nothing changed after this, expect her. when ever im there, she would give me a look of hate and disgust and would walk out of the room. if a group of kids are playing, they would be happy i joined, expect her, she would walk out.

now this sounds like harmless kids beef right? she hates me, we are both kids. no problem right? not really.

here is way im postin here. at this time say i was, like around 14-16, she was closer to 9-11 ish. 5 years later. after a long time not seeing her due to things like school and being busy with other stuff. i couldnt see much of my family and cousins that much . 5 years from that time, maybe even more. at this time, she had a sister, that sister was much younger than the usual 1-3 years break. my aunt had her just before her health issues.

she was reletively young, now being good with kidsm tried to play with me, nothing unusual. expect, the cousin. after all this time, 5 years or even more, she looked at me with death it self, she hates me, she looked at me like she would look at trash. she was even more hateful when she saw me playing with her sister.

i didnt know that she would be effected that much. i really didnt.

its been around a really long time since then. you think she still hold hate againt me in her heart? so you think something like this would crush a person in her childhood? i understand that it might sound like exaggeration but, you didnt see the face she makes at me. it was my fault i know, but i would not be surpirsed if she have 100 decapitated dolls of me in her room.
#216658 to #216641 - sugoi
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(4 hours ago) [-]
Yeah you probably traumatized her for life bro.
I'm not gunna go all "you monster!" cause you were still a kid but yeah you fucked up.
#216659 to #216658 - anon
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(4 hours ago) [-]
im not sure if your just joking but, i talked about this with my brothers, and they all say im being silly, annd probably nothing. i truely care. but i have no real possible way to make this up to her. fuck my life.
#216660 to #216659 - sugoi
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(4 hours ago) [-]
No no I'm serious, like think about it from her perspective.
Living in a household for so many years where everyone was an asshole to you, then your cousin, the one guy that's nice to you shows up. You trust him completely and he's like your anchor, the thing that keeps you grounded and supports you. And then he betrays you and uses you as a butt of a joke just like the rest of your family does, if someone you trusted that much could betray you then what about everyone else?

I'd imagine she'd have massive trust issues but you know, that's just speculation on my part but considering you said she still looks at you with absolute hatred like you were trash I'd say I wasn't wrong but you know, whatevs.
#216661 to #216660 - anon
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(3 hours ago) [-]
fuck. im drom saudi arabia. the social pressures in there prevents me from fixing things. i cant aproach or try to talk to her. i want nothing more than an apoloigy and a hug. i hope that he forgot. and hope that she fixed things with her family that she doesnt need love from me. atleast she would be happy anyway.
#216662 to #216661 - anon
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(3 hours ago) [-]
*she
#216642 to #216641 - anon
Reply 0
(15 hours ago) [-]
excuse the shit ton of spelling errors in this. i cleaned the ones i spotted and tryed my best. english is not my first language . so sorry.
#216651 to #216642 - braveblue
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(5 hours ago) [-]
Apologize and make amends, tell her you were dumb and young and what not, like it was a mistake, if you simply don't care then don't bother at all. She probably does hate you since she liked you a lot and you kind of made her crush her image of you by doing that.
#216652 to #216651 - anon
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(5 hours ago) [-]
i do care, but i dont know man, i really didnt think something like this would be this bad. regardless, its too late to fix it. i live in saudi arabia. its pretty much taboo now to try to communicate with her since we are different genders and too old. there is no chance. i just dont want to be the reason for alot of hatred for someone else. specialy someone i care about. i didnt hate her, i liked her. i cared about her. but i was going in a stupid and natural process everyone goes through. which is teenage years.

i just hope that she forgot about it, or she also was a teenager at that time and just dropped it. but if not, i truely makes me sad. i truely which to know if she stills holds it againt me, if she does, i want nothing but to hug her.
#216653 to #216652 - braveblue
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(5 hours ago) [-]
It's really never too late to fix things unless like she doesn't want anything to do with you, if she won't even hear you out then I doubt you'd be able to make amends.
#216654 to #216653 - anon
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(4 hours ago) [-]
you missed the part where i said im from saudi arabia. for her and the entire family its taboo to talk to her, meaning that even if she hears from me some how, she would not appreciate me trying to talk to her. not because she hates me , mainly would be because its taboo and maybe she also hates me. you get what i mean? i would be in shit ton of trouble if i try. its not possible. maybe if we happen to be in a room together alone, without any social pressure from others, i would have the courage. other than that. its not possible.

not to mention, imagine if i tried, and than she pretty much goes like " the fuck are you talking about"? imagine the amount of risk that im doing, going around trying to sneak a message to her someshow without any one knowing and then somehow she tries to do the same and reponds with something like this? risking shit ton, putting her and my self for through a huge risk to get in trouble with her parents and mine, just to try and communicate about something that she might have forgotten. last time i saw her she didnt, sure, but she might have now.

i care, and im willing to take the risk, only if i know she still hates me , because if she still hates me, i know she still cares about me enough . she would still hate me for breaking her image of me, for destroying something she once loved. she would be willing to listen

note that im alone here, my sister, which is the only link between me and her, is simpely wont help me with this. not a chance. again, the biggest and hardest thing to find is if she still remebers and care enough.
#216664 to #216654 - braveblue
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(2 hours ago) [-]
I'm sorry for misunderstanding and not understanding where you come from, your way of socializing with others is very different from where I come from.

From where I come, family is supposed to be able to share everything with each other. There really is no social pressure and not much is taboo. Good luck finding out if she does actually still resent you or not for what you did to her when you were younger. I hope everything works out for you and your cousin. Good luck.
#216595 - vozel
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(08/26/2016) [-]
what's a good board to rant in

or anyone here want to be my echo chamber or criticize my thoughts, because discussion helps calm me down and is also a mature way of handling my rants

topic is my unending hate of pedos
#216645 to #216595 - anon
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(15 hours ago) [-]
Murr used to rant here.
Look at what happened to him.
#216650 to #216645 - welliguessitsaname
Reply 0
(7 hours ago) [-]
What happened?
#216656 to #216650 - ferrettamer
Reply +1
(4 hours ago) [-]
he bitched about his coworkers and job, and they found out and fired him.
#216639 to #216595 - focalanemo
Reply 0
(17 hours ago) [-]
There is a hating board
#216605 to #216595 - platinumaltaria
Reply +3
(08/26/2016) [-]
What exactly is wrong with pedophiles? Certainly they have desires that are harmful, but if they don't act how are they a problem? You're thinking of child molesters.
#216646 to #216605 - vozel
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(10 hours ago) [-]
my rant was about the doing, it's the justification

the replies are of me hating everything else about pedos
#216608 to #216605 - sugoi
Reply 0
(08/26/2016) [-]
They are a liability and should be treated, why should we wait for them to commit a crime caused by a condition that can be treated now?
#216633 to #216608 - platinumaltaria
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(17 hours ago) [-]
>>#216632
On what grounds? They're perfectly at liberty to refuse you.

>calls me out for projecting
Are you projecting projecting now? That's pretty meta bruh >_>

I know exactly 0 pedophiles, and if I did it would be irrelevant because no matter how much you want to fuck a child, you are not a criminal until you actually act. Case closed, go home.
#216634 to #216633 - sugoi
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(17 hours ago) [-]
Ha that's funny, you've backtracked this far.

Please, it's over, go sit down by yourself and have a deep think about what you're doing and go see a registered psychologist if necessary.

You tell me to stop repeating myself but you keep forgetting? I never said they were criminals, I've made this very, very clear. I've had to tell you in almost every comment now.

Please go seek help, you're blinding yourself.
#216635 to #216634 - platinumaltaria
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(17 hours ago) [-]
>accuses me of projecting, fails
>accuses me of backtracking, fails
It's painful for me to see you this way.

I'm typing words on my computer, I think I can handle that on my own.

Please stop demonising pedophiles. Okthxbai
#216636 to #216635 - sugoi
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(17 hours ago) [-]
What do you mean fail? You repeatedly bring up pedophiles not being criminals despite the fact that I never called them criminals once, you repeatedly accuse me of thought policing when I've never suggested such a thing and only want to treat their unhealthy sexual urges which for a fact is a detriment to their well-being and mental health for obvious reasons.

No you don't see the big picture, that's why i told you to go sit down and think about what you're doing, if all you can come up with is typing words on your computer than please go seek a psychologist so you have a professional to discuss with, I'm certainly not qualified.

I haven't demonized them at all? You making wild accusations like this is why I accused you of projecting, I stated very clearly in #216632 that they are victims that need help.
#216637 to #216636 - platinumaltaria
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(17 hours ago) [-]
Methinks you protest too much.
I already said that they can decide for themselves.

I do see the big picture, you want to tell people how to live.
#216638 to #216637 - sugoi
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(17 hours ago) [-]
Oh you're changing topics again real smooth, is this how you always have discussions with people? Go down a trail of thought, realize you're wrong, quickly backtrack back and follow down another trail until you're right.

Let's let the mental health professions decide eh? Neither you or I can make the call though I have a feeling that they'd suggest treatment for someone with a mental illness. Letting someone with a mental illness decide whether or not they should be treated is an oxymoron, it's the reason why we don't let Alzheimer patients decide when they can leave.

The point of that comment was in hopes that you'd do a little introspection but I guess that flew over your head. And this is why I keep accusing you of projecting because you're doing it again, either that of putting words in my mouth since I never said anything about telling people how to live, I just want to treat people so they are in their optimal mental state when making decisions that will dramatically affect their well-being. If I see someone going through severe depression that may lead to a mass shooting shouldn't I try to help them before it gets to that point? Of course I should.
#216609 to #216608 - platinumaltaria
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(08/26/2016) [-]
Yeah, let's throw out Article 11!

Innocent until proven guilty is the foundation of western law. You want a different system? Go to Iraq.
#216610 to #216609 - sugoi
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(08/26/2016) [-]
What are you talking about? We're not accusing them of a crime and giving them a sentence, we're treating a sick patient.

Why are you bringing innocent until proven guilty into this?
#216611 to #216610 - platinumaltaria
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(23 hours ago) [-]
How do you plan on treating them?

Because they haven't actually done anything wrong, which means you have no grounds to do anything to them against their will.
#216612 to #216611 - sugoi
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(23 hours ago) [-]
Again you're the one acting like they're a criminal.
Do I have no grounds to treat a mentally ill patient wandering around the streets? Do I have no grounds to treat an elderly with Alzheimer that can't remember who or where they are?

I don't need a reason to treat a mentally ill patient, as to how probably a shitload of therapy sessions to help rid them of their unhealthy obsession.
#216618 to #216612 - platinumaltaria
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(18 hours ago) [-]
They're not mentally ill, they have a damn fetish. Would you be ok with the government probing your brain for "unhealthy feelings"? Maybe they decide that sex should only be for procreation between a man and a woman, and anyone doing anything else gets locked up in a mental asylum.

You cannot police thought.
#216619 to #216618 - sugoi
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(18 hours ago) [-]
You sure have an avid imagination! Maybe you should take up work in the creative industry!

But anyway let's get back on point, you call it a simple fetish but the thing is their fetish is something that is illegal, kinda like necrophilia, would it not be a good thing to treat them of their fetish that they can never satisfy without committing a crime? For the sake of both them and the victim shouldn't we treat their mental illness? It's not healthy to have sexual urges towards children.

I'm not policing thought though, I'm just treating those with mental illnesses.

#216620 to #216619 - platinumaltaria
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(18 hours ago) [-]
Daily reminder that 1984 should be required reading.

No, their fetish is not illegal; acting on those feelings is illegal. Killing is a crime; wanting to kill someone is not and will never be a crime you lunatic.

Ok, and I'll treat anyone who's attracted to... idk large breasts. Obviously that's a mental illness, and we need to cure it quickly!
Or better, anyone who doesn't follow Allah will need mental rehabilitation to make sure they accept the reality of god.
#216622 to #216620 - sugoi
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(18 hours ago) [-]
I've read 1984 and what I've suggesting is completely different, to suggest they are similar is like suggesting fire and water are similar.

Their fetish is illegal, having a fetish is not illegal, please learn the distinction first.

Why? Is an attraction to large breasts illegal? no it isn't. Is having sexual urges for actions that are illegal healthy? no they aren't and so they should be treated.

Why are you binging religion into this? You're really getting off topic, is this how you always discuss with people? go off topic so far that we just forget what we are talking about in the beginning?
#216623 to #216622 - platinumaltaria
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(18 hours ago) [-]
Yeah, and true communism is completely different from any of that other communism...

No, their fetish is not illegal. Actions are crimes, thoughts are not.
If having the fetish is not illegal then how can you possibly persecute them?

It is now, I arbitrarily decided that it was wrong, and requires urgent psychological help. Being attracted to large breasts is highly correlated with death. In fact everyone who likes big breasts dies!

Because it's relevant; you're asking for thought police.
#216624 to #216623 - sugoi
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(18 hours ago) [-]
There you go again trying to change the topic, that's a really bad habit you know?

Yes their fetish is illegal, their fetish is having sex with a child, that is illegal, therefore their fetish is illegal. Not all fetishes are illegal but that specific fetish is. And again you're the one treating them as a criminal, I've told you multiple times we're not persecuting them.

Good thing your opinion is basically worthless when we're talking about what is and is not illegal. So good for you? Nice try derailing the topic again.

No I never suggested such a thing, I'm treating mentally ill patients I don't know why you keep trying to arrest and persecute people.
#216625 to #216624 - platinumaltaria
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(18 hours ago) [-]
Repetition does not confer truth. Saying "STOP CHANGING MUH SUBJECT" does not mean that I am, nor does it add anything to the conversation. All it really does is make you look like a defensive fuck.

Ok, where are we drawing the line of "mentally ill"?
#216626 to #216625 - sugoi
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(18 hours ago) [-]
Well yeah repetition doesn't confer truth, the truth confers truth, I just hope that with repetition you'd actually remember since you know, I'm only repeating myself because I've already said these things before. I'm not defending myself, I'm just explaining clearly because it feels like either you haven't read or you keep forgetting what I just said.

"to improve an individual's well-being and mental health, to resolve or mitigate troublesome behaviors, beliefs, compulsions, thoughts, or emotions, and to improve relationships and social skills."

That's the goal of psychotherapy so let's just say mental illness is anything that affects the patients well-being and mental health. Obviously being incarcerated for having sex with a child is not good for their well-being and living with the desire to commit a crime is also bad for both their well-being and their mental health.
#216627 to #216626 - platinumaltaria
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(18 hours ago) [-]
Well I'd hear you better if you took your head out of your ass...

Ok, so naturally we will help any person convicted of child molestation, and leave innocent pedophiles alone. Good, we're on the same page.
#216628 to #216627 - sugoi
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(18 hours ago) [-]
What are you talking about? I'm being extremely civil with you by explaining things very clearly and repeating myself when you forget I don't believe I've insulted you at all?

You misunderstand again and you're putting words into my mouth. You see this is why I keep repeating myself, the goal here is to cure pedophiles of their lust for children so that they won't become child molesters, their fetish is a detriment to their well-being and mental health so obviously we should treat them. That's what I've been saying for the past few comments, why do you refuse to counter this argument directly and keep arguing through semantics and strawman arguments?
#216629 to #216628 - platinumaltaria
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(18 hours ago) [-]
I've tried repeating the point that you're seeking to police thoughts, how well did that go over with you?

Nah, there's no way I could fit any words in with all that bullshit that keeps pouring out >_>
Pedophiles do not require curing.
Pedophiles do not automatically become child molesters.
Their fetish is completely harmless unless they act on it, and if they wish to seek help they will.
#216630 to #216629 - sugoi
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(17 hours ago) [-]
Except I'm not seeking to police thoughts, just treating mentally ill patients. You should take your own advice >>#216625, "Repetition does not confer truth." You keep saying I'm seeking to police thoughts, that doesn't make it true.

That's not very polite, you're not being very civil and this is certainly hurting your image as an unbiased individual here to discuss the topic. I feel like you should just give up, you're clearly biased towards letting mentally ill patients roam free and I don't believe I'm the one to change your mind.
#216631 to #216630 - platinumaltaria
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(17 hours ago) [-]
But that's an objective fact, you are planning to curtail the set of "allowed thoughts" to disclude pedophilia.

I'm less biased than you are, because unlike you I see no reason to harbour ill will to innocents.
#216632 to #216631 - sugoi
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(17 hours ago) [-]
Not at all, I'm not forbidding their thoughts about it, just treating their sexual desire for it. I thought that made it clear before by how many times I said we're just treating them and now restricting their thoughts.

No you are extremely biased, that's why you keep projecting onto me, this is like the third or fourth time you've accused me of harming innocents, I thought I already made it clear to you that I don't want to persecute them, just treat their mental illness. They are victims that should be helped, why do you keep acting like I want to hurt them?

You're obviously extremely bias, whether you are a pedophile or know a close friend that's a pedophile is no concern of mine but please stop replying, you're obviously biased by how fired up you are about this. If you are a pedophile please go seek help.
#216603 to #216595 - schwantz
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(08/26/2016) [-]
Not to bait you, but what if they never act on their urges?
#216604 to #216603 - vozel
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(08/26/2016) [-]
my problem isn't necessarily whether they go through or not, it's when they act like the sexualiation of one action isn't the major driving point of what makes loli porn super fucked and killing in video games not. You're not going to want to develop a cuck fetish, a loli fetish, etc. by just reading about it or playing an unrealistic simulation of it, but you're definitely going to eventually get aroused by it if you keep watching realistic or actual depiction of the thing. Sexualization helps in interesting the viewer and making them identify with it. That's the entire point, to rip apart the argument that jacking off to loli porn is as bad as killing in video games. It isn't. Jacking off to cuck porn everyday will eventually make me want to cuck myself with my girlfriend, same can be applied to loli porn, you'll WANT to fuck a little kid. Killing in video games is different. You point and shoot an arbitrary "person" and he "dies" and you get satisfaction from it, but it's not like you go, "welp, time to kill someone today", you know?
#216607 to #216604 - sugoi
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(08/26/2016) [-]
Or they can become desensitized to it.
Let's clarify what you actually hate here.
-Kiddy porn
-Loli Porn
-Pedophiles
-Child Molesters

Like, what exactly is your hatred of? Since you're kinda bouncing between em all at the moment.
#216599 to #216595 - welliguessitsaname
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(08/26/2016) [-]
You can talk to me if you'd like
#216600 to #216599 - vozel
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(08/26/2016) [-]
fuck pedos
#216601 to #216600 - welliguessitsaname
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(08/26/2016) [-]
I would rather not
#216602 to #216601 - vozel
Reply +1
(08/26/2016) [-]
/discussion

well done folks
#216596 to #216595 - vozel
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(08/26/2016) [-]
You need to login to view this link

also talking shit about pedos helps me feel better about myself bad past experiences
#216615 to #216596 - cognosceteipsum
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(22 hours ago) [-]
Was logged out
#216616 to #216615 - vozel
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(19 hours ago) [-]
wasn't my dad you fucking dumbass, if you're going to bait me, bait harder

"hurr i had a bad experience with murderers, but that doesn't mean all murderers are bad hurr" like what are you trying to go for with your comment? to poke fun of me basically saying all pedos are bad? so what, there are GOOD pedophiles now?
#216644 to #216616 - cognosceteipsum
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(15 hours ago) [-]
Lol
#216621 to #216616 - cognosceteipsum
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(18 hours ago) [-]
When did I say it was your father who did it retard? Learn to read.
#216614 to #216596 - anon
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(22 hours ago) [-]
I have a bad past experience with dads. Do I hate all dads ? No
#216594 - tisjunkisdamnfunny
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(08/25/2016) [-]
anyone know how to decipher pigpen cipher or masonic code?? where can i take it to be deciphered??
#216647 to #216594 - anon
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(9 hours ago) [-]
What's the code exactly?
#216648 to #216647 - tisjunkisdamnfunny
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(8 hours ago) [-]
ive burned it since to save myself from the paranoia
#216588 - anon
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(08/25/2016) [-]
how do i make the world better? I don't really have any life goals and i was just wondering what i could do to make it better?
#216617 to #216588 - sugoi
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(19 hours ago) [-]
By dying and donating your organs.
Starting your own homeless shelter.
Dedicating your life to volunteering.
#216597 to #216588 - vozel
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(08/26/2016) [-]
Depends on your current age. As a teen, it's great to be the guy to lighten up the moods of the people around you in high school, it gets to stressful or depressing for some people. This can apply anywhere else but, talk to anybody that seems like they need it. Lonely guy, sits by himself? Doesn't hurt to strike a conversation with him and ask him to sit with your friends. Guy gets bullied? stab the fucker and help the victim out Long period of class? Doesn't hurt to tell the teacher "have a good day" and stuff like that. Point is, even the little things can help, they don't have to be big goals.

Although if you were actually thinking big, put some funds in some realistic VR porn game.
#216590 to #216588 - ronjeremysweiner
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(08/25/2016) [-]
be the positive energy and hurt as little as you can. As a man you simply excrete pain, that does not mean you have to be cruel with it. If you ever have kids your job is to raise them to be smarter and tougher than youre ever gonna be. Don't forget that you come first in survival.
#216587 - ronjeremysweiner
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(08/25/2016) [-]
How do I ask a random girl what her name is without sounding creepy
#216606 to #216587 - platinumaltaria
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(08/26/2016) [-]
"Hi I'm X what's your name?"
#216598 to #216587 - vozel
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(08/26/2016) [-]
Are you socially awkward or do you just not have an opportunity?
#216589 to #216587 - patriotpenguin ONLINE
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(08/25/2016) [-]
walk up to her and say ''Fuck me if im wrong, But is your name jane?''

1. get girls name
2. get sex if incorrect
either outcome is in your advantage
#216591 to #216589 - ronjeremysweiner
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(08/25/2016) [-]
I feel like that could actually work but idk if I'll ever try it
#216592 to #216591 - patriotpenguin ONLINE
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(08/25/2016) [-]
you just gotta go out there and do it

be all tight and loose at the same time
#216581 - anon
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(08/25/2016) [-]
ok so, i saw a really hot girl today i really want to ask her out. but i have no experience in this kind of stuff. i never had a girlfriend. not to mention,shes modeling for us in an art class , i cant help but feel that it would be super weird to even try to talk to her.

its like " heyyyy, i saw your naked ass, wanna hang out?"

how do i do this smoothly?

halp!
#216585 to #216581 - drastronomy
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(08/25/2016) [-]
Want to model privately, babe ;) ;)?
#216586 to #216585 - anon
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(08/25/2016) [-]
nahhh. now that i think about it, the possibilty to pull this off is pretty much zero. its just too creepy . maybe if i see her out side of class somewhere by luck i would give it a shot.
#216657 to #216586 - ferrettamer
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(4 hours ago) [-]
what's there to lose
#216568 - sasha
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(08/25/2016) [-]
best way to download soundcloud songs?
#216575 to #216568 - platinumaltaria
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(08/25/2016) [-]
Start by opening your wallet, then proceed to give the author money. Works every time, they never see it coming!
#216593 to #216575 - sasha
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(08/25/2016) [-]
soundcloud.com/liquinox-793727073/carl-wheezer-thats-croissant
hehe XD! you are so fawny
oh wait you cant buy it
#216560 - profkitty
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(08/25/2016) [-]
Moved into a new house, went to hook up the dryer, it won't plug because the outlet has no ground hole but the dryer does, is this an easy wiring fix or can I just snip of the ground? What would the dangers of taking off the ground be?
#216576 to #216560 - platinumaltaria
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(08/25/2016) [-]
Instantaneous death.

Seriously though a severe fire risk, plus if you meddle with any household electrics your insurance is voided.
#216578 to #216576 - profkitty
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(08/25/2016) [-]
I thought so I was going to try to get a quote from an electrician on how much it might cost to change it out/ rewire
#216579 to #216578 - platinumaltaria
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(08/25/2016) [-]
I am now an electrician shill.

But seriously grounded electronics need that thing, particularly in a country where they aren't standard.
#216557 - terriblytreble
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(08/25/2016) [-]
In a marching band where rehearsals require we wear plain white t-shirts. They're allowed to have designs. What's some funny shit I could write?
Hint: I'm fat.
Some shit I've done already:
"110% MUSCLE"
"2FAT2FLY" with a Superman logo in the middle.
"I talk about fight club."
#216580 to #216557 - anon
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(08/25/2016) [-]
seems like a lot of effort from one joke.
#216572 to #216557 - charizarddad
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(08/25/2016) [-]
in case you havent seen it yet
#216558 to #216557 - shamzizzle
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(08/25/2016) [-]
I blew up the WTC and all I got was this T-shirt.
#216561 to #216558 - terriblytreble
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(08/25/2016) [-]
I like it.
But it has to be at least mildly appropriate.
#216562 to #216561 - shamzizzle
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(08/25/2016) [-]
Healthy enough to open a pickle jar
#216563 to #216562 - shamzizzle
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(08/25/2016) [-]
Bee Movie
#216564 to #216563 - shamzizzle
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(08/25/2016) [-]
I love Emilia
#216565 to #216564 - shamzizzle
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(08/25/2016) [-]
I'd rather be in a casket
#216566 to #216565 - shamzizzle
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(08/25/2016) [-]
What do you play by the way?
#216567 to #216566 - terriblytreble
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(08/25/2016) [-]
Trumpet and skin flute.
#216554 - Churd
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(08/25/2016) [-]
Should I buy it? it's a lot of money.
#216556 to #216554 - shamzizzle
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(08/25/2016) [-]
If you really want it and can take the financial hit from purchasing it then go ahead.

*but before you buy it really think about how much you will be using it and how much enjoyment you will get from it and whether or not the cost is worth that enjoyment.
#216551 - mrskulldude
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(08/24/2016) [-]
How do I know if a qt is into me?
#216577 to #216551 - platinumaltaria
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(08/25/2016) [-]
They aren't, all your fears are real and everyone hates you.
Or you could ask her. Before you say no, consider this:
If she likes you, you win.
If she doesn't, you've removed one hoe from your path.
#216571 to #216551 - sugoi
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(08/25/2016) [-]
If they start fanning their vag when you walk in the club.
#216555 to #216551 - Churd
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(08/25/2016) [-]
ask her
#216559 to #216555 - mrskulldude
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(08/25/2016) [-]
nigga i'd poop myself
#216536 - heeveejeevees
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(08/24/2016) [-]
Ive been lifting for almost a year now,im glad to say I finally made it out of the obese scale. Height is 5'8 and 1/2 (manlet) and current weight is 87kg with 24% bodyfat. Im still pretty meaty but hey, I havent stop. Now I have a lot of stretch marks on my belly, do girls find that disgusting?
#216541 to #216536 - endorphinsrage
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(08/24/2016) [-]
Once you get to the point in which you want. 5"8 will get you farther than most. Just go to a more hispanic/asian place. They are smaller.
#216542 to #216541 - heeveejeevees
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(08/24/2016) [-]
I live in the philippines so 97% are Asians.
#216546 to #216542 - endorphinsrage
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(08/24/2016) [-]
Girls love a 5"8 man in the Philipines
#216545 to #216542 - endorphinsrage
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(08/24/2016) [-]
Oh good, my girlfriend's mother was from the Philippines. Yeah dude, I'm not sure about penis size. But the stretch marks, would you be able to post them.

Here's a site which I recently found. blog.menscience.com/how-to-get-rid-of-stretch-marks/

I have no idea if it's reliable but by the looks it seems true.
#216547 to #216545 - heeveejeevees
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(08/24/2016) [-]
Don't get me started on penis size ._.

And I guess this is how you look at my stretch marks. Its kinda awkward, can't get a good shot
#216582 to #216547 - philliyoMLB
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(08/25/2016) [-]
Bruh, unless you're self-conscious about going to a pool, I doubt women will care about strectchmarks when you get to the point with them of taking off your shirt. lol women are human dude you can just tell them you got motivated to lose weight because some made up shit happened. You're cool dude don't worry you got yourself in a way you're acceptable with, women are dumb sure but all of them understand that. I got a phillipino sister in law who ended up with a more attractive guy then her (she's ugly as shit but I love her) who's not my brother and he's kind of short. Don't trip, girls who like tall guys are kind of hoes.
#216548 to #216547 - endorphinsrage
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(08/24/2016) [-]
One thing you should do is go on Fit to ask. And really women don't care too much about it. As long as you make it look good, I'd say you look great right now but you will definitely want to continue on your workouts until you have a more toned self.

As long as your wang isn't below 5 inches I am sure most wont care.
My girlfriend is 5 feet tall and I myself have a 7 in right now and we can't really go more than twice without lube. Don't worry about sex though, alot more than just a penis goes into it.
#216534 - canyou
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(08/24/2016) [-]
So, my textbook for school is taking forever to ship in the mail. Anyone know any online resources for free digital copies of textbook? It's fine if it's illegal.
#216535 to #216534 - thenamlessguy
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(08/24/2016) [-]
Posting this a lot lately. Guess it's that time of year

Try using this:
docs.google.com/document/d/1bvkx9P7lMc0KaDrCEJyS2-NQ_tZ_bN4Asuhnsmtghts/edit?pli=1
#216526 - notred
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(08/24/2016) [-]
I don't really get it, but I'm suicidal.

I have a healthy sex life, a few friends, a stable job, my own apartment, going to school, yet I want to blow my brains out.

I'm going to the doctor soon to get some anti-depressants.

Anyone just wanna talk?
#216538 to #216526 - hamshef
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(08/24/2016) [-]
When I feel a bit depressed I like to try something new. Usually a new hobby. I'm pretty bad at drawing but for a time I just opened up MSPaint and followed along to Bob Ross's The Joy Of Painting videos, and his mood was always relaxed and comforting and that really helped me calm down. Another thing I'm currently doing is trying to build a small dam for a small stream near my house(I live in the woods). If all goes well I'll build a water wheel for it and use that to power a rock tumbling machine it basically is a bucket that spins around and smooths out rocks and if you polish them after they look really nice .
tl;dr trying some new hobby can keep you interested in life, and this might not apply to everyone as depression can affect people differently but hopefully you can give this a try if your interested. Please don't leave cause there's just so much you can do in life, you just have to get creative and find something you enjoy.
#216540 to #216538 - hamshef
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(08/24/2016) [-]
Just noticed my tl;dr is practically as long as the paragraph above it, sorry bout that I just ramble on sometimes
#216530 to #216526 - canyou
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(08/24/2016) [-]
What part of your life feels lacking? It's okay if you can't come up wit a rational answer. Part of the problem with depressive thoughts is that they're irrational and hard to explain.
#216531 to #216530 - notred
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(08/24/2016) [-]
I'm not sure. I have my nightmares and I think it's affecting my mental health.
#216533 to #216531 - canyou
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(08/24/2016) [-]
Oh yeah man, bad sleep will wreck you. Maybe a temporary solution would be to find some way to get more restful, peaceful sleep.
#216528 to #216526 - drastronomy
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(08/24/2016) [-]
Shoot, faggot. I know some remedies
#216518 - anon
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(08/24/2016) [-]
Im 23 and have super right foreskin, its only retracted twice in my life which was excruciating. The head of the penis is as site and sensitive to being touched than my eyeball if not way more.
Sex would be impossible without a circumcision but that'd leave the head exposed which in my dry pants would hurt like a dry sandy towel being pressed on your open eyes.
I dont know what ti do, its one of the things depressing me and although I've never had one, i dont want to bother getting in romantic situations if my donger aint no good.
#216583 to #216518 - philliyoMLB
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(08/25/2016) [-]
I'm not close to a doctor, but I thought circumcision lessened your sensitivity to your dick head. But wear underwear?
#216574 to #216518 - mrphoenicks
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(08/25/2016) [-]
Up until a couple of months back I had the exact same problem. I actually went through with the circumcision and I don't regret it. The sensitivity of the head lessened over time, so if that's the only thing stopping you, that definitely goes away at some point. You could still try stretching exercises if you haven't done that yet, perhaps you could go see what your doctor says about it.
#216532 to #216518 - canyou
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(08/24/2016) [-]
Maybe the best solution is circumcision with some type of treatment for the dryness?
#216522 to #216518 - rurik
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(08/24/2016) [-]
Go to the doctor and get a salve to stretch your skin with. Or prescription-free alternatives.

You can loosen and expand it a bit. There are also more alternatives to complete circumcion.
#216527 to #216522 - anon
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(08/24/2016) [-]
No luck, its such an extreme case that circumcision is the only option im told :/
#216569 to #216527 - PolarFroster
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(08/25/2016) [-]
That sounds like your doctor, or whom ever told you that is full of shit. Routine stretching of the foreskin area can help loosen it up, or in circumcised males (myself included) help regrow a foreskin. It's not an over night thing, but through time and patience you can fix your phimosis. Importing things to note; if it hurts stop, moisturize regularly, and stretch regularly.

Can you retract it at all, even a little?
#216529 to #216527 - rurik
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(08/24/2016) [-]
aw man, that sucks.
Are you done growing?

Mine was very tight for a long while, but I jacked off when it was warm and with salves so I can pull the skin back without feeling pain.
#216508 - bemymaster
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(08/24/2016) [-]
How do i overcome bitterness? Anyone got and tricks on how to change my mindset?
#216524 to #216508 - rurik
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(08/24/2016) [-]
Choose happiness. It takes time to change your thought patterns and behaviours, but it's possible.

Read one of these to get a sense of the idea of choosing your emotional state.
www.goodreads.com/book/show/10348559-att-v-lja-gl-dje
www.goodreads.com/book/show/598007.No_Chance_Encounter
#216519 to #216508 - samoaspider
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(08/24/2016) [-]
I've found easiest way out drinking. Get a cider or something, chug whole bottle down when alone and listen to some music while shitposting on internet
#216523 to #216519 - rurik
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(08/24/2016) [-]
That's called alcoholism.
#216525 to #216523 - samoaspider
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(08/24/2016) [-]
GIF
its what South Park suggested in one of the episodes
#216517 to #216508 - SOUL CRUSHER
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(08/24/2016) [-]
Just find way to help people. Nother like in a super hero way but try to find ways to give a service to someone everyday. Especially someone you are upset with.
#216513 to #216508 - sugoi
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(08/24/2016) [-]
By doing something else so you forget about the thing making you bitter.
#216515 to #216513 - bemymaster
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(08/24/2016) [-]
i try to do that, then i get mad at myself for not being in touch with my feelings aka constant self loathing. I really really want to get over all the stupid shit i've done but i just can't. I'm bitter about other people mistaking me for someone who's tough and emotionless when i'm really sensitive and touchy. I know it's not their fault, because i don't like to expose myself to others.
#216549 to #216515 - hamshef
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(08/24/2016) [-]
I think I've fallen into a similar boat as you. I've been feeling pretty bitter that I'm not as outwardly socialable as other people. And with the news and politics I've felt even more miserable about humanity and the future.
One thing that I've done to help is to stay away from/ignore news channels and political posts that hit the front page now every day it seems . Sure people might tell me that I'm out of the loop but it's usually the same depressing stuff anyway and it would only trouble me more to try to follow along Many Americans including my parents seem pissed that I refuse to register to vote in this election but I'm just too disgusted in how politics is run to bother with this election . In order to further help fight my bitterness ive surprisingly found that reading/listening to world of Warcraft lore has worked because I see heros try to beat all odds to protect what they love and uphold honor, even if it means sacrificing everything. it kind of gives me a glimmer of hope that things might go well in the end if we stand together. Which brings me to my next point that if you want to improve yourself or society you have to contribute your part, even if it seems small and insignificant. There's this one YouTuber I love watching called Cr1TiKaL (also known as penguinz0) who is really inspiring because he claims to fight back corruption by donating all his YouTube profits to charity. If you at least try to contribute to helping society in some way it makes you feel less bitter about yourself because you'll have less reason to feel bitter. Even something as small as me watching his videos helps contribute because it helps make him money to give to charity.
If your looking for something more like a personal self esteem booster like me because I'm too introverted to do something big in public, just try a simple hobby that produces a tangible result. Something like art or building a shelf, something that produces an end result that you can look back on and feel proud of. I hope this helps.
Tl;dr putting yourself around positive things helps you feel less bitter about yourself/life
#216552 to #216549 - bemymaster
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(08/24/2016) [-]
I too like to listen to lore, although TES lore because i find the "good and evil" deities and their powers inspiring and it's one of those things that makes me calm down during a long day.

Politics just make me super depressed these days, but it wasn't always like that. I was normally very interested in politics, it's just one of those things i easily found myself to enjoy learning about. I was in a youth party council for some years, also participated in the european youth parliament debates but the whole thing is just bullshit. EYP is bullshit.

It's funny that i started this thread earlier today and for some reason i had a breakdown this evening, and sobbed more than i've done in years. I think i've just had enough with keeping things to myself and letting people make me upset to point where i begin to tear up daily. I'm systematically removing so called friends in my life which only bring me down and are never there for me. I know that i care too much whether i'll make someone upset or not, and therefore refrain from saying anything to defend myself against constant verbal abuse. My self esteem varies but overall it's very low. I can be out in public and with others, but i find small talk and all that very boring so my only friends are the ones i have left after i graduated. I only need the real friends i have right now so it doesn't matter much to me really. I like to do things for others are help others out, it gives purpose to my otherwise boring and meaningless everyday life. I've had very little self respect for many years and i contemplate suicide alot. Much of my lack of self respect used to come from me not accepting that i'm gay. It still hurts, but at least i don't hate myself for not being straight.

So idk if i'll become less bitter, i can only cry in my own company or else i feel weak. I easily get anxiety attacks and suffer from ongoing depression (i do have happy days/weeks). I know i should've been seeking my psychiatrist for months now but it's a difficult because i know i'll start crying once he asks me out about things and i don't want that to happen.

My biggest hope is to get a job so that i can feel a joy of achieving something and being productive, it's the one thing i want the most. Like you said, something to look back on and be proud of. It's really all i need at the moment.

#216507 - bouazizforever
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(08/24/2016) [-]
Unrelated
Can u delete your account on this site? How to do it?
Thanks
#216514 to #216507 - sugoi
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(08/24/2016) [-]
No you cannot, that feature was removed a few years ago.
#216491 - shadowhorn
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(08/24/2016) [-]
Dated a girl for a few weeks and I really thought I liked her, but we turned out to just be too different to make it work. Now I have this awful feeling in my gut like "what if you'd done this instead of that, maybe it would've worked out." And other guilty thoughts. I guess the truth is I'm still really into her. My mind is screaming at me to send her desperate ass texts. I guess what I'm asking for advice on is if I should give in an bitch up and try to get her back or if I should say fuck it and move on?
#216500 to #216491 - sugoi
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(08/24/2016) [-]
You were too different to make it work so just move on, you're just feeling loneliness cause you aint got anybody anymore and you've put on some rose tinted glasses.

#216497 to #216491 - rokkai
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(08/24/2016) [-]
you said it yourself. don't force it if you guys didn't click because it will be painful to date her.
#216499 to #216497 - rokkai
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(08/24/2016) [-]
oh and as a side note, never keep your expectations high especially about the similarities. your future girlfriends will always like something or somebody that you don't, and likewise. of course you guys gotta click first but if she loves you, then it's alright.
#216490 - anon
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(08/24/2016) [-]
GIF
sumtimes my hert feels like a candy coated shell. what do?
#216520 to #216490 - samoaspider
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(08/24/2016) [-]
masturbate
#216501 to #216490 - sugoi
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(08/24/2016) [-]
Get diabetes.