>my depression got worse
>i sent my goodbyes to my loved one and was writing the letter to my family to explain my reasonings for leaving this world
>when my mum burst into my room tears in her eyes...my girlfriend had told her my intentions
>my mum talked me down and promised everything would get better
>i listened in doubt but i listened nonetheless
>over months i felt distant, drifting away from my loved one
>in our visits the sex felt like sex not like love, the kisses felt cold
>the hugs felt meaningless
>"is this happening? am i losing everything?"
>my entire life build in a year destroyed in a month
>we go on another 3 months to see if things picked up
>until i woke one day to my phone ringing
>"i can't do this michael, i'm hurting you, this is all my fault you're like this it's over...i'm so sorry"
>"wait don't g-" my words were too soft to be heard...i'd lost it all
>i went on for months not feeling anything the dosage of my medication increasing as my heart lay broken and anyone who looked in my eyes saw nothing more than a broken man
>friends drifted far brothers to me stayed close and helped me
>ended up smoking
>after months and months me and melissa get back together briefly the feelings we once had gone just a few months plagued with arguments
>nothing but sadness she ends it again
>a year later we speak to eachother again...bad idea end up seeing her again i regain feelings for her she is detatched...we end once again with nothing to love besides my family and my bros i continue on
>in the end the medication worked and i decided on my feelings and i'm happy now...i still long for a woman i can confide in and take away my loneliness but nevertheless i am happy, not long ago i played katawa shoujo...my Realization i had today...my first great relationship and my first natural route on katawa shoujo shared the same feelings... melissa my best relationship...Hanako my best route
The End. Thankyou everyone for reading this.