I' m sorry.
I' m really, really sorry about this, All of this, everything that' s happened, and everything that' s going happen, ifl could
take it all back, if I could stop it, t would but I really cant
And I band just he with this, either. We tried really hard just put it behind me tthought maybe if I thought more about the future and
kss about the past I could be happy, and I could let you be happy and just be happy knowing you and Hicchan were happy IUD-
I' m sure if the positions were swapped he' d be able do that, he' s really done such a great job working through his problems and
putting the past behind him. I guess we' re different like that
But we' re also kinda the same Webb got some similar tastes, for sure, and we' re both really hard workers, even ehough Hhaaha n' s
a lot smarter than me And we both We you a lot.
I guess we' re also similar cause we' both got broken hearts, and you can' t tix a broken heart, there isn' t any way to make it go
away, you can only cover it up, and try to keep it working fbr as brig as possible and try to dull the pain. Hicchan' s a lot stronger than
I am, thaugh, and I think with you looking after each other, he' ll live a good, long time
But I cant We reached the breaking point, and even the medicine that kept me working hurts. I can' t even look forward to spending
time with you, because every time I do it just hits me again that I can never have you, and I just have force on a smile and bite my
lip tn keep ham crying. And Ijust can' t anymore.
I bank do anything, can ll? I cana live like this , and I can' t lie like this aware, and I and do what Hicchan does for you, and
I' m so sorry, Chiicha n. I hape you can forgive me
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