My favorite picture of Hanako. Ok I'm going to tell you all something very important to me. Its a long read (Oh dear God lifestory ahead) Ever since I was young My favorite picture of Hanako Ok I'm going to tell you all something very important me Its a long read (Oh dear God lifestory ahead) Ever since I was young
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My favorite picture of Hanako. Ok I'm going to tell you all something very important to me. Its a long read (Oh dear God lifestory ahead) Ever since I was young

Ok I'm going to tell you all something very important to me. Its a long read (Oh dear God lifestory ahead)

Ever since I was young, people have always made fun of me. In elementary school it was little things like being called a "Nerd" and being called "ugly" That stuff doesn't really faze me anymore but as an elementary school kid it had a pretty large effect. Anyways, I got through that eventually, and moved on to middle school. There the abuse became physical. I was getting my head shoved into lockers and various other forms of torment. The kids eventually found out that I couldn't swim because I was afraid of water, so the began to throw water bottles at me and splash me whenever they had the chance. It was humiliating. But then, I met this guy, (We will call him John for the sake of confidentiality.) Anyways, John was just as much of an outcast as me, we liked the same things, and we eventually became bros. I trusted him more than anyone at that school. Then, 8th Grade rolled around, and me and John began to drift apart. He began to hang out with my former tormentors. I didn't think anything of it, until one day as I was walking home from school, I felt the all too familiar coldness of water on me. I was tackled to the ground and basically mugged. John raided my backpack and found my flute (Which was a birthday present from my Grandpa who died a few years earlier) He took out my flute, and broke it. He ******* broke the only thing I could remember my Grandpa by. Well naturally I was emotionally scarred by this betrayal. I had all those kids arrested and they did do time, but the damage was done, I couldn't trust anyone after that. I left that school when I went to high school, and in 9th Grade things went quite well in comparison to middle school. Anyway, I was trapped in my own little shell because I was too afraid to trust anyone again. Then, I met this girl (We will call her Lucy For the sake of confidentiality.) She was smart, pretty, and just as different as me. She spent weeks pulling me out of my little shell. Eventually she did, and I came to trust her. We shared some very personal stories, and I felt closer to anyone then I ever did before. I asked her out, she said yes, everybody was happy. Things continued on like this up until a few days ago, when I got a call from her mother saying that she was caught up in a car wreck, and had died. Well of course I couldn't stop myself from crying like a little bitch. (Continued in comments)

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#1 - whoisthatguyable [OP]
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(03/18/2013) [-]
(Continued) Anyways her funeral was today and now I feel... empty, like I little bit of my soul was torn out I'm just having trouble coping with this turn of events, and I am sharing this here because I feel safe on this channel. Katawa Shoujo made me see the lighter side of things, so it holds a very special place in my heart. I am sharing this with you, because I know you will understand my emotions, and you won't judge me for them. Thank you and sorry for the super long story. Also sorry if I made you sad.
#7 to #1 - anon
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How old are you? If you're young, there is still time, as difficult as it may be to see now. My mother's first husband passed away in his sleep when my half-brother was only a few years old, but she ended up marrying my father, and they love each other immensely. Yes, she still misses him, but my father and her have a good relationship. It had its ups and downs, but now they're closer than I can ever remember them being.

Don't be afraid to love again, or to trust again. As you get older people tend to show their true colors more openly, or so I've experienced.
#8 to #7 - multimedia
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Forgot to log in. Respond to this comment if you do, please, so I get the notification.
#12 to #8 - whoisthatguyable [OP]
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To answer your question, I turned 18 in December, I'm in my last semester of high school
#22 to #12 - multimedia
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(03/19/2013) [-]
Good. As I said, there is still time.
I don't mean to belittle your loss or to say "move on." It could take months if not years for you to be ready to love again. Just don't ever be afraid to.

I wish you the best of luck in your future. You ******* deserve it.
#38 to #22 - whoisthatguyable [OP]
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#19 to #1 - thesirofponies
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Just remember,we are always here for you. <3
Just remember,we are always here for you. <3
#37 to #19 - whoisthatguyable [OP]
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#43 to #1 - pointblankhits
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Hey man i can't say i know that exact feel but my gf did try to commit suicide and i know that sick feeling in the pit of your ******* stomach when you think there gone. Look i changed myself alot after that, If you seen me now youd think im a Gym brah asshole but tbh its the happyist i'v been man, everyone wants to be your friend and you can pick and choose who you trust, It sounds like really **** advice but hit a gym and be a sickcunt, As zyzz said man "Were all going to make it"
#44 to #1 - anon
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It's alright man similar elementary-high school story but i honestly don't even think about it anymore because one day the boring and sad in life just stopped coming in to my brain satellite so I can say one thing for you from experience. There lies a better tomorrow but you are what forms the shape in the change of today. Get better and genuine love from me to you and just to stretch it i've been on on fj for about a year but this is the second comment i've ever done so if it make you any happier you are that important
#9 to #1 - veteranoguy
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#36 to #9 - whoisthatguyable [OP]
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#35 to #14 - whoisthatguyable [OP]
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#20 to #1 - oborawatabinost
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I'm a pretty smart guy. But I cannot think of a single thing that I could say to make you feel better. And I'm very sorry for that, and your girlfriend. No one deserves something like that.


only sad .gif I have...
#21 to #20 - oborawatabinost
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#31 to #21 - whoisthatguyable [OP]
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#23 to #1 - thebigcountry
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We got your back shoubro, all you need is a hug and some love.   
   
   
   
   
No homo...
We got your back shoubro, all you need is a hug and some love.




No homo...
#33 to #23 - whoisthatguyable [OP]
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#2 to #1 - Keoul
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Bro...   
We are here for you man.
Bro...
We are here for you man.
#34 to #2 - whoisthatguyable [OP]
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#4 to #1 - communistlover
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I'm not the best at saying things to comfort people but I'm always open to listen man.
#30 to #4 - whoisthatguyable [OP]
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#15 to #1 - jacencaedus
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But thank you for trusting us with your story
#32 to #15 - whoisthatguyable [OP]
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#16 to #1 - tonotxg
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We are here for you Shoubro. Always
#29 to #16 - whoisthatguyable [OP]
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#13 to #1 - thedeadlypajamas
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I wish no one had to go through loss like that. And it'd be nice to be there in person to give some support face to face. But all I can say is that we in the KS all have your back, and support you wholeheartedly, so you can expect us to be there for you when you need.
I wish no one had to go through loss like that. And it'd be nice to be there in person to give some support face to face. But all I can say is that we in the KS all have your back, and support you wholeheartedly, so you can expect us to be there for you when you need.
#27 to #13 - whoisthatguyable [OP]
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#3 to #1 - namdelliks
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OP, the shoubro's are and will always be here for you.
I'm always available to message if you need anything. (Except in the next few hours when I'm at school..)
#26 to #3 - whoisthatguyable [OP]
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#25 - whoisthatguyable [OP]
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Wow thanks everybody. Seriously it means a lot. It's good to know that there are people who care. It's people like you that make things like this a little better. Seriously, thanks for the support

I wish I could hug you
#40 to #25 - namdelliks
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(03/20/2013) [-]
In the far future, we will hug..
#41 to #25 - thesirofponies
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Remember,some of us(myself included) have been in some level of your situation.You can talk to us.Also comment #39
#39 to #25 - thebigcountry
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Internet hugs are just as effective
#24 - sienimies
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We feel for you bro...
#11 - kschmidty
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#17 to #11 - MrWillis
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(03/19/2013) [-]
name of anime plz ;_;
#18 to #17 - kschmidty
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(03/19/2013) [-]
Black Rock Shooter.
#10 - ackrap
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(03/18/2013) [-]
the feeeeels
the feeeeels