A silent moon, a still night
Quiet stars and gentle breezes.
Carnival lamps slowly moving around, bumping into each other
And a thick layer of mist covering the ground.
And we laid under star struck skies, as the world danced for us.
The crickets sang our song, and the breeze slowly touched you, slowly touched me.
Nothing else, just us.
It's been so long, 2 months.
And yet the night sky makes me sad, yet the city lights make me yearn
It's been so long but you're still here. And you're still here, but you're still gone.
It's me, isn't it?
I've been poisoned by myself because I'm too desperate to see anything else.
You had no face, so I built you one. You had no voice, so I sang you one. And I molded your hands just so I could feel someone else's embrace.
I'm a desperate man, a broken soul, a lost case. A small ant drowning on a vast, endless sea.
You're stuck in me. And I want you gone but then I'd miss you, I want you here but I know you can't
I want to beleive that I'm wrong. But the truth is, I only wake up because you might come even though I know you won't
I know you won't. Why would you?
You're a cold façade of colors and tricking images. You're a pre-set story by someone else.
You never read your books, I never met you
But I still beleive it.
I want to beleive it. I want to beleive there's a reason
I want to beleive someday I'll feel the gallant breeze of a misty forest in my face, yet these city walls enclose me
I want to beleive you'll sit by me, under the moonlight, while I turn my heart into string. Yet a string is not in my reach
I want to beleive you'll be there. I want to beleive you'll follow, and we'll decay together
I want to beleive there'll be a love story, a tomorrow
But tomorrow never comes.
And the moon still rises, and spreads your radiance amock.
And the winds still carry your name, still whisper it into my ear
I still wait every night, every day, every dusk and every dawn
I still wait. I still beleive
But deep down I know I shouldn't, deep down I know I'm broken
Run your fingers through my scars, even though I have none.
Let me feel your silk embrace, your steady breath
Let me see your shiny eyes.
Let me sit next to you, under a tree that cries for us. Let me see the sun rise so we may enjoy it
Let me be. Let me live
Fix me up.
I beg you, please fix me up