>the girl i once loved i now felt nothing as though my feelings had been taken as quickly as were given
>we continued to be together in hopes things would pick up
>we never saw eachother after the last meeting and instead i got a phone call
>"michael we can't do this anymore it's not good for either of us"
>my last words to that beautiful girl as i still felt nothing were "oh, i see...good luck with your exams"
>i said it without cheer, without unhappiness, without any feelings it was just robotic as my mind built barriers to stop things going bad inside my head
>after that i attended my late grandfathers funeral looking head on as the religious man on the stage of grief spoke his prayers and his paragraphs that sounded so meaningless i still felt no emotion
>tears rolling from my eyes stinging the skin as they fall
>i saw my father cry that day
>i have seen it only a few times in my life but it never made it any less heartbreaking
>my mother crying at my side too as my cousins had written a poem for my grandfather to see him off
>after that funeral i spent many months numb as some more news came of my great aunt who i had met many times and was a great lady had passed too
>my story of life went on...
>i regained little confidence and went back to a site called Tagged...
>without Realizing that is where my next story was going to start
The end. thankyou all who read this