you probably dont know me, but i have been around for quiet a while and i've been looking around in this channel whenever i felt ******
about something. I've been wanting to get something of my chest for a long time, but i dont know how to talk about it IRL.
The point is, i have a good friend, who i've been friends with for about 4-5 years by now. Whenever we hang out, its almost always together, we have the same hobbies, same interest, etc.
the problem, however, is that in whatever it is we do, he is always better... He gets better scores when we play videogames, he wins all our martial arts practice fights, and most importantly, he is the one that gets noticed when we go out.
For like these 4-5 years, i've just been "that one friend" of the popular guy at parties, the shy guy that can't even properly talk to girls unless he's drunk (somewhat like Raj from big bang theory, only less extreme).
so i guess what im kinda asking here is, how do i get over my social anxiety and get people to notice me more?