Tattoo. His son died after after making this very last drawing... My son died almost 2 years ago. May is always the hardest month for me because he only lived for two days. Every time I think about him I go to a corner in my r These feels
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#6 - lissiexoxobear
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(04/04/2013) [-]
My son died almost 2 years ago. May is always the hardest month for me because he only lived for two days. Every time I think about him I go to a corner in my room and surround myself with the toys I made for him and all the clothes I bought him. It's not healthy but it's the only thing that ever helps.
#39 to #6 - anon
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(04/05/2013) [-]
well come on, 2 days? it's not like you had that much time to get too attached to him...
I'm a horrible person, i know, but i can relate my dad died when i was 9 and my mom died when i was 17 so yea, i'm the last in my family.

#40 to #39 - lissiexoxobear
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(04/05/2013) [-]
Excuse you? Two days outside of my womb, six months inside of me that's more than enough time to get attached to him (yes he was premature) I spent four months thinking I was going to have a normal healthy child. When I got the news that he was sick, I was devastated so I spent the rest of my time growing even more attached to him. I had an unecessary c-section to make sure he lived even when the doctors told me he was a lost cause and to think of myself. When a child loses their parents, they feel their own mortality. When a parent loses their child they also lose their immortality, because it is through our children that we live on. I wish for no one to feel the pain that I feel everyday, but I do wish people would understand how traumatic and devastating something like this is. I apologize for your parents, but please do not compare the two as they are in no way alike.
#52 to #6 - anon
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(04/05/2013) [-]
shutup bitch ill **** that dead baby hard
#97 to #52 - albmiester
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(04/05/2013) [-]
LOG IN AND SAY THAT LIKE A MAN! Or are you too cowardly to say something like that without the shield of the anon?
#61 to #6 - anon
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(04/05/2013) [-]
haha faggot
#62 to #61 - lissiexoxobear
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(04/05/2013) [-]
I'm a faggot for having a child... whouldn't that kinda make me the opposite?
#79 to #6 - anon
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(04/05/2013) [-]
The only thing that will ever help you will be to take the chance of becoming even more traumatized and trying to have another child. It isn't necessarily the only thing you can do but it is probably the only one that can make you truly move on.

Wish you the best and hope you someday have an amazing family with your husband.
#80 to #79 - lissiexoxobear
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(04/05/2013) [-]
What my son had was actually a rare genetic condition called trisomy 18 from the tests they did apparently it had nothing to do with me and his father so hopefully it won't happen again
#118 to #6 - anon
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(04/05/2013) [-]
And you were 16...
#26 to #6 - roddor
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#27 to #26 - lissiexoxobear
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(04/05/2013) [-]
FunnyJunk is my family <3 I've made so many friends here that I'd be miserable without it.

btw I <3 David Tennant
#7 to #6 - aquaboy
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(04/04/2013) [-]
Awwe :(
#63 to #6 - RisenLichen
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(04/05/2013) [-]
Sucks...I wouldn't know what I'd do if my child (if I'm lucky enough to have one) died as well. My condolences.
#64 to #63 - lissiexoxobear
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(04/05/2013) [-]
thank you very much
#65 to #64 - RisenLichen
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(04/05/2013) [-]
Well, if you ever need to talk or anything, even though I don't have the same experiences as you, feel free to send me a PM. I wouldn't mind
#66 to #65 - lissiexoxobear
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(04/05/2013) [-]
of course <3
#133 to #6 - didactus
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#166 to #6 - huszti
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(04/05/2013) [-]
my brother's daughter died 1 day before she was born. (it was in april, 4 years ago). his (now ex-)gf lost 2 more children (probably because she has diabetes though she lost one because someone punched her in belly while she was pregnant, but that's a different story).
i'd like to offer you some support if you need or want to talk to someone.
#217 to #166 - lissiexoxobear
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(04/05/2013) [-]
thank you so much <3
#179 to #6 - choo
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(04/05/2013) [-]
Wait...


Why didn't I know of this? :l
#216 to #179 - lissiexoxobear
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(04/05/2013) [-]
because we don't talk..
#222 to #216 - choo
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(04/05/2013) [-]
Oh ya, I am fef.erest.
#223 to #222 - lissiexoxobear
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(04/05/2013) [-]
i'm sorry =c it's just never come up..
#225 to #223 - feferest
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(04/05/2013) [-]
:<
#191 to #6 - andnowducks
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(04/05/2013) [-]
My cousin died after two weeks of almost being born, we got him this like penguin suit, and now everytime I see like a penguin toy, or suit or something I just get feels.
#220 to #6 - bladebites
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(04/05/2013) [-]
I'm sorry. I can't even imagine coping with something like that. :c
I hope you'll be alright.
#109 to #6 - ImsoObvious
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(04/05/2013) [-]
Sounds like you're taking it too hard =/

Have another kid!
#218 to #109 - lissiexoxobear
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(04/05/2013) [-]
It's never that simple, but trust me I would if I could
#35 to #6 - babyfucker
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(04/05/2013) [-]
Can I **** the corpse? I bet it's nice and TIGHT MMMM RIGHT RODDOR?
#96 to #35 - albmiester
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(04/05/2013) [-]
Thank you for ruining a wonderful glimpse of humanity on the internet. I hope you are a troll, cause if you are not, you are what is wrong
#53 to #35 - varrlegrimscythe ONLINE
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(04/05/2013) [-]
You seriously made an account to make a horrible comment like that.
#28 to #6 - trollins
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#29 to #28 - xodia
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You're not wanted here.
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#31 to #30 - xodia
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Obvious troll is obvious
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#34 to #32 - xodia
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Here wasn't the best place to troll, I mean really? At least pick a better place
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#37 to #34 - trollins
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If you are truly booten rassel, I will delete my comments.
#38 to #37 - xodia
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(04/05/2013) [-]
Eh, my jimmies aren't really rustled, it's just the people below might find offense
#20 to #6 - lordfohawk
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(04/04/2013) [-]
Respect dude, respect
#21 to #20 - lissiexoxobear
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(04/04/2013) [-]
thank you very much
#98 to #6 - failtolawl
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(04/05/2013) [-]
mine too

thumbs please
#197 to #6 - anon
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(04/05/2013) [-]
Haha whay!
#9 to #6 - lulutheawesome
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(04/04/2013) [-]
My son died almost two years ago as well, he lived for 39 days. I just want you to know if you need anyone to talk to, you can pm me. Sometimes just talking about my son helps, and I'm always willing to listen. I've gotten a lot of help and support over these almost 2 years, I'd love to listen if you need to talk, about anything.
#16 to #9 - miscarriage
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(04/04/2013) [-]
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That's really kind of you.

I wish there were more people like you.
#18 to #16 - sexypotato
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(04/04/2013) [-]
This thread seems like a ****** time to have that username
This thread seems like a ****** time to have that username
#19 to #18 - miscarriage
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It's almost always a ****** time to have this username.
#25 to #19 - cyanidesandvich
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(04/04/2013) [-]
i like how you said "almost always"
#17 to #16 - rossthomson
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(04/04/2013) [-]
I recognise that username.
#86 to #9 - mrvolbeat
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(04/05/2013) [-]
People helping eachother. This is why FJ is a nice place to be
#22 to #9 - lissiexoxobear
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(04/04/2013) [-]
Thank you for accepting my friend request =3
#117 to #9 - anon
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(04/05/2013) [-]
And both of you were 16 years old xD
#219 to #117 - lulutheawesome
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(04/05/2013) [-]
Yes Anon, I was only 16. I also happened to have been dating my boyfriend for almost 2 years at that point, and I was on birth control, thinking that would keep me from getting pregnant. I Didn't want to become pregnant, I just wanted to finish school early, get a job, and go to college. But I was surprised on New years day to find out that somehow, even though i had used protection, i was still expecting. I know you're just trying to troll everyone you see, because You comment stupid things on everyone's status. I'm still with my boyfriend, and now that we're both older, both finished with school, and both have a job, we might try again. You're assuming that everyone who's young and gets pregnant did it on purpose but you're wrong. Not that Your comment bothers me, I've heard a lot worse since I lost my child. But i do want to clear that up for you, good day sir.
#167 to #117 - anon
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(04/05/2013) [-]
XDDDDXDXXXXD!!!!!!! LOLOL U TROLED HIM BAD !!!!! XDDDDXD :PP!::) :):XD:DD:D:D:DXDXD!!!!!! TROLOLOLE
#69 - astrozombies **User deleted account**
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(04/05/2013) [-]
I was fine until that damn description.
#24 - cockandawe
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#135 to #24 - weenieandthebutt
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(04/05/2013) [-]
feel music thread?
#194 - joshlol
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(04/05/2013) [-]
Spoiler alert: His son was 32
#229 to #194 - whitenail
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(04/06/2013) [-]
*******...goddamnit
#204 to #194 - hackapelite ONLINE
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#212 to #194 - SunshineCabbage
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See you in Hell you magnificent bastard.
See you in Hell you magnificent bastard.
#202 to #194 - vansamen
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(04/05/2013) [-]
shiet..!
#70 - anon
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(04/05/2013) [-]
I've had it the worst.

I saw my uncle kill my own father, in an attempt to take over my father's inherited fortune.

He banished me, on pain of death, and abused my entire family.

What's worst is that he had those three ******* hyenas with him at all times.
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#195 to #70 - anon
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(04/05/2013) [-]
If only I'd logged in.

Ladies and gentlemen, my name is zombiestookmybike, and I think TwinTurbo logged me out.
#233 to #70 - anon
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(04/07/2013) [-]
Anon is ******* win.
#128 to #70 - iraniie
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(04/05/2013) [-]
************ havn't laughed liked that in a while
#213 to #70 - IamSofaKingdom
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as soon as I read &quot;banished&quot; I knew it was going to be a link to story.
as soon as I read "banished" I knew it was going to be a link to story.
#159 to #70 - rmdx
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(04/05/2013) [-]
I was trying to understand what you meant by &quot;hyenas&quot;, maybe some kind of metaphor and I was trying to get it, I thought that perhaps it was his sons, friends, or people in his family that  supported him.   
   
Then it hit me.



I was trying to understand what you meant by "hyenas", maybe some kind of metaphor and I was trying to get it, I thought that perhaps it was his sons, friends, or people in his family that supported him.

Then it hit me.
#163 to #70 - dafuckisthisshit
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#82 to #73 - wethelegion ONLINE
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(04/05/2013) [-]
oh my god...

******* gold.
#87 to #82 - brutusantony
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(04/05/2013) [-]
you are welcome lol
#199 to #73 - puredeliciousness
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(04/05/2013) [-]
How the hell did you remember that from that long ago?

I have a terrible memory...
#221 to #199 - brutusantony
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(04/05/2013) [-]
it made me laugh to a degree that I will not easily forget it lol
#224 to #221 - puredeliciousness
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Oh dear god that was pure gold.
#227 to #224 - brutusantony
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i know right?
#100 to #73 - anon
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God ******* dammit I was not expecting that.
#81 to #70 - DekuNut
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(04/05/2013) [-]
**** you.
**** you.
#14 - taye
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#60 - prettyflyforaderp ONLINE
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I enjoy all these people who say he wasnt young when he died because they know all about this guy. oh wait.

TIP: if you're gona be a huge **** douche and insult a mans choice to remember his son at least leave it to yourself because you know and we all know your a **** whos gona be thumbed down. know leave him alone to carry his weight,
#131 to #60 - Bly
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(04/05/2013) [-]
WHYYY SPIKE!!!!! this made me cry more than the picture...
#99 to #60 - FJisGAY
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(04/05/2013) [-]
i saw that now im more sad
i saw that now im more sad
#136 - Keoul
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(04/05/2013) [-]
I don't want to be mean but that was a terrible idea.   
Now whenever he looks at his arm he's gunna be crying.   
Out to play tennis with the pals? nope tears   
Taking a shower? shower in your tears
I don't want to be mean but that was a terrible idea.
Now whenever he looks at his arm he's gunna be crying.
Out to play tennis with the pals? nope tears
Taking a shower? shower in your tears
#142 to #136 - anon
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(04/05/2013) [-]
When he pumps today SMILE~ U NEVER KNOW WHO MIGHT SEE YA- HONESTY BEST POLICY- CRY- WIFES TEARS OH DAILY NEWSPAPER FRONT PAGE ~ YES- MTG ?? ( CLK CLK) SILVER GOLD- STEW- NO TEARS R SHED FOR WHAT U DEW/ GETTING THEM TO SAFETY
#148 to #136 - tehkudasai
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I'm pretty sure he is gonna remember his son's death no matter what.
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#157 to #136 - lasmamoe
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"Man i feel great today, time to get some icecream.. 2 dollars? - cool, let me just get my wallet, whoops i dropped it on the ground, no biggie, i'll just reach out my arm and gra- OH GOD WHYYYYY"
#88 - mikhailovych
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#137 - craazhy
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(04/05/2013) [-]
NO

NO IT'S TOO EARLY FOR FEELS THIS HARD

**** ITS ALREADY ON MY FACE LIKE A FACEHUGGER GAAAAHHHHHHRGGEBRBRBERGLE
#139 to #137 - anon
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(04/05/2013) [-]
The name says Steven in corner, I KNOW THAT DR HOUSE $$$$$$$$/ WATCHERS ALSO DEW THE DEW..
#140 to #139 - craazhy
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