>be 17, almost 18
>have friend who is a girl
>she gets bullied all the time for no reason
>she moves schools and i try to keep in touch
>we would talk all the time, usually texting
>we can't hang out be cause she would always have too much work from school
>one day she just stops texting back
>weeks pass, i try to talk to her a few times but she just doesn't answer
>one day she asks, "How do you feel about me?"
>confused I ask her "what do you mean?"
>"what are you're feelings towards me?"
>I start to get worried because she once tried to kill herself (note: she gets bullied really bad, like she doesn't seem to have any friends, she once got beat up really bad.)
>I tell her that she's my friend and that i care about her
>she says, "if you're lying to me I'll never forgive you"
>i start to think for a bit. I eventually say: "I love you"
>she tells me to just leave her alone
>at first i feel hurt and confused and then i get pissed and demand to know what the hell is going on
>she says that i cause her pain and i should leave her alone
>even angrier i continue to ask her questions
>She eventually says: "I love you too. but i can't do this. I don't know why but i can't be with you. I trust you'll keep me safe and happy, but i can't promise that you'll want to stay with me."
>i stop in my tracks, almost unable to understand what she said.
>I know when i say too much so i Just say goodbye and leave her alone
>over the next few days I think about that conversation. Me just talking to her tortured her. I caused her pain just caring about her.
>suddenly i know what to say
> I call her and she picks up on the third phone call
>I can already tell shes crying.
>i say: " I'm no good at romance, and sometimes i may fly off the handle, but I promise I'll will always be there for you, I'll always love you no matter what."
>we both have heart felt confessions for each other
>we decide we'll meet up the next day
>we hook up and it's perfect.
>we spend the night at her house because her parents aren't there.
>we don't have sex, but we share her bed holding each other, feeling warmer than ever before
>we've been together for a few weeks now, coming up on two months. going strong, but we don't know if we will ever get married, just have to wait and see.