Parents. Source Let me give you a feel, the likes of which you have never felt before. My father has always been an alcoholic, always pissed off about everything, usually stemm
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User avatar #697 - beason (04/17/2013) [-]
Why can't I favorite this multiple times...
#695 - ifaptomuch (11/24/2012) [-]
here's a fun timeline-
parents start fighting- 3 years old
half sister leaves to live with other parent, out of state-3 years old
parents divorce-4 years
mom goes into rehab-4 years
move to another state-8years
see mom again after 6 years-10 years old
see sister again after 7years-11 years old.
mom diagnosed with breast cancer/ dad gets a new girlfriend- 12 years.
all this, and I'm only 12..............sometimes i really hate my life.
#687 - thepaperlion (11/16/2012) [-]
Saw this on DeviantArt
#678 - anonymous (11/15/2012) [-]
my room smells like bananas.
#671 - anonymous (11/15/2012) [-]
My parents have been divorced six years now. This has already happened except it continues to get worse and it's looking like it's time for me to throw in the towel at this point. My step dad refuses to acknowledge my existence and my mom is completely fine with that. My step mom had my number blocked from their phone. I see my Dad EVERY SINGLE DAY (I work as a secretary in the building he works in) and you would swear I was a ghost. We get on the elevator together and he pretends I'm not there until I speak to him.

My mom wont let me take pictures with her family, I'm not invited when they go see her new husbands family and I'm rarely invited on family outings. I "hit puberty" last year and her housekeeper had to buy me what I needed. She hasn't come to any of my school ceremonies(I'm one of the top writers there and I have awards to prove it). I literally have no one. I don't trust people so friends are out of the question, I'm not allowed to have a pet, the hired help only speaks spanish and I have nowhere to go.

It really feels... there isn't a word in this language that can explain how it feels to be unwanted, unhappy, disappointed, forgotten, unloved and on the edge of life. I'm not brave enough to cut myself let alone kill myself! And if I did, who the **** would notice? No one. Sometimes I wish that I would be in a car accident or any kind of accident that kills me so I can get it over with. I want it to be quick and I don't want to know it's going to happen. But who the **** is going to bury me let alone come to the funeral? I doubt anyone will ever understand my pain unless they have been able to live it. And if they've been able to live it, how the **** are they still alive?
User avatar #694 to #671 - ScottP (11/21/2012) [-]
Do something with your life. Tell yourself, "I will not let that happen to me. I will be better"

Tell yourself that and become better than what you could possibly dream of. You have the power in your hands.
#692 to #671 - anonymous (11/17/2012) [-]
anon to anon dude. don't do it. life is too precious to miss. even for a short moment. you gotta look for your other half. there is someone. out of 7 billion people. there's at least 1000
User avatar #674 to #671 - bossmcpimp (11/15/2012) [-]
Bro, don't commit suicide, don't wish to die, life is precious, and if you weren't anon and had a profile I would message you through this. If you check back then you should make a profile so I can talk to you :(
User avatar #672 to #671 - bossmcpimp (11/15/2012) [-]
The feels....THEY'RE COMING!!!!
User avatar #667 - cycloberrick (11/15/2012) [-]
hey, just keep on keepin on.
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#658 - rghrbogbaroy ONLINE (11/15/2012) [-]
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User avatar #655 - brettyht (11/15/2012) [-]
**** ...well...I think I made it complicated
#650 - bossmcpimp (11/15/2012) [-]
My parents got divorced, this **** basically happened. My mom then claimed that everything was hers, and blah blah blah dumb greedy **** blah, she marries a creepy passive aggressive jewish ******* (or just an adult jew), and they forgot about me once they had a baby, I hate them now, wish I had my old dad back, will move out as soon as I have the funds after 18, and consider my friends and grandparents much more important than my parents. All these feeling and I'm only 14.
User avatar #665 to #650 - hydraetis (11/15/2012) [-]
Just do your best to power through it and no one can touch you. I threw myself off the deep end of emotional pain to see if I could survive the trip, and when I came out of it I could no longer be emotionally damaged by anyone. It's a good place to be.
User avatar #669 to #665 - bossmcpimp (11/15/2012) [-]
I did the same kind of thing from 2 years ago till a half a year ago, I can tolerate almost anything now, but the only true fear that is impossible for me to face is my stepdad, he scares me, he has extreme anger issues, and something that he says to me, like "You're a ***** ", would hurt me. But if a friend or anyone else was to say it, I wouldn't care and would probably have a witty comeback. And I'm taller then him too, but he still scares me, and is the person I truly hate with a dark passion in this universe. The emotional pain works, but not everybody comes out alive, so be careful. I'm guessing suicidal thought crossed your mind at least once, as they did when I did it, but if they become frequent thoughts, then just get out of it. Now I can't even imagine death, and would much rather be alive.
User avatar #675 to #669 - hydraetis (11/15/2012) [-]
Also got rid of my fear of death. I mean, of course living is the nicer option but I'm not affected by the thought of death anywhere near as much as I used to be.
User avatar #677 to #675 - bossmcpimp (11/15/2012) [-]
I'm not "afraid" of death, but I can't imagine what it is like, and would never like to meet it soon. I'm afraid o meeting it, but I'm not scared in that "worry all the time" way, I just would like to live a while, unless I was to die in a courageous way, like on the battlefield, to save someone else, or for the greater good. But never for no reason.
User avatar #673 to #669 - hydraetis (11/15/2012) [-]
actually the suicidal thoughts are still in the back of my mind. The way I had to end it was to learn to accept everything that's happened in my life. Didn't have to like/dislike it, I just had to know that it happened, and it will forever be that way. Allowed me to finally go about overhauling as much of my conscious and subconscious mind as possible, locking away the child that carries all the parts of me that i hate but wasn't able to get rid of. I've been called somewhat inhuman by one of my friends a few times because of my tendency to be very cold and calculated at times. It's kind of entertaining.
User avatar #676 to #673 - bossmcpimp (11/15/2012) [-]
Try to get them out of there, if your feelings stay there long enough, then they will turn into hatred, killing thoughts, and if left escalating, then actual ****** , or suicide. Don't do either, and if you have to do at least one, then go in the military. I only went into the middle of the depression pool, probably from 5th - late 7th grade. I crawled out of it to a new personality. I have my occasional rage anger moment, but usually I forget and forgive really quickly, I never hold grudges, I always laugh and joke around a lot, and I am really easy going and don't like hurting peoples feeling if they personally haven't done anything to anger me. but I'm fine with going in the military and killing, and I plan to go into service once I am of the age.
User avatar #659 to #650 - blargtastic (11/15/2012) [-]
take it easy and good luck. Look for places that will employ minors, and try to be independent. Stay in school and try your best; it will benefit you more than you know. Take care of those who mean something to you and keep your head above water. At least that's what I'm trying to do. My parents just got divorced because my dad has been cheating on my mom for 5 years and she just found out. I paid for her house and furniture and am working my ass off so I can help my little siblings.

Keep it up, my friend.
User avatar #662 to #659 - bossmcpimp (11/15/2012) [-]
Thanks for the tips bro. Keep on fighting, and sorry I'm banned from liking content or comments so I can't like the comment :P
User avatar #668 to #662 - blargtastic (11/15/2012) [-]
That's okay, I'll still thumb you up and I don't really care for thumbs. The thought is what counts.
User avatar #670 to #668 - bossmcpimp (11/15/2012) [-]
You're a great person. You selflessly support your entire family, work your ass off to do it, and still manage to maintain a encouraging and inspiring attitude. I salute you.
#648 - rainbowslayer (11/15/2012) [-]
This is to make every one feel better....
This is to make every one feel better....
#688 to #648 - megafallen (11/16/2012) [-]
Same people came up with this
Same people came up with this
#647 - hangingtree (11/15/2012) [-]
I love how everyone thinks the content is about me.
#644 - heroicvenom (11/15/2012) [-]
yes, let the pain flow through you young one, let the hate consume you, show this world the meaninglessness of "love"
#641 - sharksloveme (11/15/2012) [-]
#640 - jiggabooforyou (11/15/2012) [-]
Wheres my damn funny.
Wheres my damn funny.
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