My little brother. So I was serching through my stuff and found this letter for me that my brother wrote in the fourth grade, it was an assignment for fathers d feels brother nice
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> hey anon, wanna give your opinion?
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#22 - arandomanon
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MFW my brother died before I was born and I didn't have the chance of meeting him.

MFW my parents won't talk about him because it's a taboo topic.

MFW the only thing I know about him is that he's dead.
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User avatar #130 to #128 - arandomanon
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hue.
How can you tell he was white by the way?
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#149 to #145 - arandomanon
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You're*. And yes, I'm white. But my brother was rather brown-skinned.
My mother is white and my father is brown-skinned.
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#270 to #22 - anon id: 4079b5cb
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I know that feel bro :( I always wonder what my big bro would have been like if he wasn't stillborn. Would have been a lot less lonely :(
User avatar #280 to #270 - arandomanon
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At least you're here, it's something.
#307 to #22 - manwithanopinion
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I'm sorry. I can't even thumb this up because i'm drowning in feels. I'm sincerely sorry.
#321 to #307 - arandomanon
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Thanks man but don't worry about it, it's happenned lot time ago. I just get sad sometimes but it's actually nothing. Here's a funny picture for you to help you out with your feels.
#180 to #22 - qazsa
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I'm sorry dude.
I'm sorry dude.
#193 to #180 - arandomanon
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Thanks, man.
User avatar #200 to #22 - ascarecrow
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I know that feel all too well. My brother died before I was born as well. I wonder what it would have been like to have an older brother.
User avatar #225 to #200 - ascarecrow
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I hear the same, and nearly cry when I do. I hope that I will get to meet him in what ever afterlife is waiting for me.
User avatar #237 to #225 - arandomanon
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Only God knows.
User avatar #223 to #200 - arandomanon
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I wonder the same. Many people I've talked to think that having a brother's a pain sometimes (usually) but they say that they wouldn't change them for anything.
User avatar #52 to #22 - JonnyFirecrackr
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I know that feel, i was supposed to have a twin brother. At the time my family lived right across from a hospital so my mom was checked on every day towards the end of her pregnancy. My twin brother died December 1, 1991. I was born December 2, 1991. My parents never had any other kids and I'm an only child.
User avatar #55 to #52 - arandomanon
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That sucks. All I know of my brother is that he died of a heart attack and that he was about 12 years old.
Do you what is the saddest thing on the story? I found out I had a brother because in a conversation, my mother said "birth pains aren't that hard" (I was born by caesarean section), I asked her how did she know it and she avoided the question. I investigated a bit, found my family record book and it said I had a brother. When I asked about him to my parents, they said "yes, you had a brother. We hadn't talked about him because we didn't find the time. He died of a heart attack when he was 12 and please, let us talk about something else." And that's the only information I've found.
User avatar #67 to #55 - JonnyFirecrackr
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They may have just been trying to protect you. My father's way of raising me was to be very open and honest and he taught me everything about life when I was very young which I am grateful for. I knew about sex and drugs and my father's past (which was filled with both of those things) way before my peers had a clue. Honestly I'm glad i was raised this way but some of the things I was told put a lot of responsibility and took a lot of innocence away from the kid I used to be. I was always upset that my brother died whenever my neighbors (two brothers) would gang up on me in arguments and I thought it was so unfair that I didn't have my brother with me to back me up.
User avatar #75 to #67 - arandomanon
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I think your parents did right doing that. My parents' education about "life" has been always rather conservative and scarce. They haven't talked me about anything like sex, drugs or things like that (I even had to learn how to shave by my own). They still switch channels when there's a sex scene and I'm 22 years old and I don't understand why do they do that but thanks to it, I feel kind of awkward when I'm talking about sex or things like it. I think they feel uncomfortable when they deal with those topics with me so I guess it's possible that not talking to me about my deceased brother is part of their discomfort. Or perhaps there's another reason.
User avatar #78 to #75 - JonnyFirecrackr
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I wish you the best in dealing with this man. Not many people understand how and why it hurts so much to lose a sibling even if you never knew them. I just opened up to one of my friends in college about my brother and she told me to get over it. As if it was that simple...
#84 to #78 - arandomanon
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I understand. I don't talk about my brother about anyone, in fact I think this is the first time I ever mention it to someone who aren't my parents. I don't know how people would react to it but I don't care. My feelings are only mine and I don't really care if they understand or not. To be honest, I rather feel nothing about all of this... You may call me a monster but I'm too worn out to care about anything... and sadly, this is one of the issues I don't care much about.
Sometimes I feel random sadness attacks but that's all.
User avatar #93 to #84 - JonnyFirecrackr
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I understand what you mean. Personally I always have to talk to someone about all the bs in my life and it really helps me. Maybe you should tell your best friend about it.
User avatar #97 to #93 - arandomanon
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I don't know.. last time I did, it didn't end well. I trusted someone once and she tore me apart. Anyways, I don't know if I actually have someone to talk about my stuff with.
User avatar #100 to #97 - JonnyFirecrackr
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Your best friend was upset with you when you tried bringing up your brother?
User avatar #105 to #100 - arandomanon
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Wish it was just that. But it wasn't about my brother but something else... well she ended up being a bitch. It's a long history and I don't wanna bore you.
User avatar #172 to #105 - JonnyFirecrackr
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Sorry, went on a Taco Bell run. Well do you have a grandparent or uncle to talk to?
User avatar #189 to #172 - arandomanon
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It's alright. No, since my grandmother died, my family became a crow bevy. Inheritance issues. Except for one or 2 I kind of get along with but I don't talk to much, whenever we (my parents and I) meet the others, we usually end up either with a violent silence or with shoutings and shriekings. Typical family, I guess.
User avatar #206 to #189 - JonnyFirecrackr
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Well then maybe you should take a chance and talk to that friend you mentioned earlier. Or maybe like you said earlier you are ok with it and you dont care. All I know is that i cant hold in in myself.
#220 to #206 - arandomanon
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Eh... I don't want to be rude but, why the **** would I tell anything to someone who's been a bitch to me? (as I stated above)
And it's not like I'm ok not knowing my brother but I don't usually feel too bad about it... just sometimes I feel like something's (someone) is missing.
User avatar #251 to #220 - JonnyFirecrackr
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I don't know what to tell you bud, maybe your parents will talk to you about it someday. Hope it all works out for ya.
#256 to #251 - arandomanon
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It's alright, I'll deal with it. Don't worry. Thanks for the chat though, it's been refreshing.
User avatar #269 to #256 - JonnyFirecrackr
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Hey man if you ever need to chat just inbox me and yes it was a good chat. Have a good remainder of your night.
#276 to #269 - arandomanon
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Thanks for the offer, I'll bear it in mind.
User avatar #86 to #84 - arandomanon
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Talk to anyone*. Sorry.
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#301 to #52 - dayasalion
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good, you've absorbed him, you are now twice as strong.
User avatar #334 to #301 - JonnyFirecrackr
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not cool man =(
#330 to #301 - arandomanon
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Good one.
User avatar #329 to #301 - BroadSword
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You just made me happy after reading these depressing posts, thanks :)
User avatar #344 to #52 - datargumme
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Sounds a bit like the curse of twins from Vanpaia Naito
User avatar #32 to #22 - rosietheamazon
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they'll open up one day
User avatar #56 to #32 - arandomanon
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Hope so.
#348 to #56 - rosietheamazon
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i went back to look at this conversation and i'm just happy you had some people to talk to about this.    
there's only a few times where some people on the internet can be kind and you started it.
i went back to look at this conversation and i'm just happy you had some people to talk to about this.
there's only a few times where some people on the internet can be kind and you started it.
#349 to #348 - arandomanon
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Yeah man, I didn't think people would show me so much support as they have. I'd like to thank you all for that.
#139 - noodlelover
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this one hit me with a feel train
#309 to #139 - anon id: 800b6058
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what does nile to me means? (english is my second)
User avatar #324 to #309 - oishiine
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I love it when my brother is nice to me.
#340 to #324 - anon id: 800b6058
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thanks
#35 - retrochris
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When I left my cousin with my PC he drew this.
I just love it, as much as the fact that he didn't browse my picfolders instead.
#113 - dianaeatsfaces
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I tell my 8 year old brother I hate him everyday. MFW I was reading this and realized I love my brother.
#178 to #113 - anon id: 4ca54913
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Bro... no offense.... you're a dick. Go tell him, right ******* now, that you ******* love him, before I pull a fake tough guy on you.
User avatar #345 to #178 - dianaeatsfaces
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"bro" I'm a girl lmfao.
And its like sibling hate ya know. He's so annoying tbh
#313 to #113 - mrblueftw
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your a asshole. im letting you realize that now so when he commits suicide because of his own family hating him you expect it.

<-- your brothers love for you.
#352 to #113 - femaleboss
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Why would you tell him you hate him?
Why would you tell him you hate him?
#122 to #113 - spidahridah
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You tell him you hate him?
You tell him you hate him?
#231 to #122 - anon id: 145b4134
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because of this, i laughed at an otherwise extremely sad comment
User avatar #5 - maxismahname
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I laughed, but then I feeled, especially at the last few things, because I always tell my little bro that I hate him, but we both know that I love him a lot.
#150 to #5 - rakoom
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Just make eeeeextra sure about that last part. I've witnessed moments when it wasn't so. It didn't end well...
#196 - fractalius
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This made me smile, and tear up at the same time. And not just cause lacrosse is an awesome sport.

My older brother (5 years older) was always a huge dick to me growing up. Literally everything I did he would tell me how I ****** up, and how I was pathetic and couldn't even take care of myself (I was newly diagnosed with diabetes)

My whole childhood consisted of him always giving me ****, and the only ******* thing I ever wanted was for him to be proud of me.

A year or so back, I was with him in his car just hanging out and smoking a bowl or two, and he basically apologized for everything, and I told him it was okay. He felt really bad about "ruining my childhood" as he put it.

He died from getting hit by a drunk driver going 100+mph on the wrong side of the road. He pushed his best friend out of the way, but was hit and killed instantly. The mom blew an 8.2 or something ******* ridiculous and my brother's friend saved the baby in the back seat of the car. Called 911, etc. A few days ago that friend talked to our family, cause the dad of that kid had called him (He gave his number to the investigator in case he had any other questions) and let him know how thankful he was for that night.

I think back to the days of how young I was, and weak, and pathetic, and how he would always tell me that. And I sometimes wonder how I got to where I am now, and if I really have changed or not.

But I have to keep pressing on for him. To make him proud of me.

I really miss my brother.
#230 to #196 - anon id: 16d94d37
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8.2?!
Holy ****!
User avatar #238 to #230 - anthonyh
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Assuming he meant .82, which is still insanely high.
#333 to #238 - fractalius
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I'll have to double check sometime. I'm not sure what it was, but she was completely smashed. Tried to attack my friend, and the police when they tried to take her kid. Even after they had to wait hours before getting federal permission to touch the child. So since the mom was being arrested, for an hour or so the baby was crying in the back seat with no one able to legally help it without being potentially sued by her.
#252 to #196 - anon id: 16d44274
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You made me fill in two captcha's, tha's how much your stoy moved me.
#282 to #196 - kingredeaded
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Comment Picture
User avatar #291 to #196 - weeeeeeeeeeee
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Drunk drivers are selfish. I'm sorry bro...
#211 to #196 - spooningxpandas
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#255 to #196 - shinobidesu
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That really felt bad.
#257 to #196 - cupotruth
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That...   
   
That is terrible and wonderful.   
   
I can't form words to match it.
That...

That is terrible and wonderful.

I can't form words to match it.
#210 to #196 - Bobtheblob
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#163 - Tyranitar
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Feel overload, cannot contain manly tears.
#37 - paintedxxxgoddess
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#131 - padme
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My 9 year old sister wrote me a valentine :')
User avatar #132 to #131 - DrBobsPatient
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did you get lucky that night?
#151 to #132 - anon id: db80b8db
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There are two kinds of people.
User avatar #94 - Harkonnen
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Man you're a dick to your brother
#101 to #94 - mikeW
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Dude, siblings always do that.
Dude, siblings always do that.
User avatar #103 to #101 - Harkonnen
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not at 19, by then you should be grown up by then
User avatar #108 to #103 - golemnardah
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By now you should probably be able to form a sentence by now.
User avatar #147 to #108 - Harkonnen
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**** YALL ***************
User avatar #109 to #103 - generaljackass
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good thing it says 15