Literally crying right now.
Furiday. about 5 PM
sin ream. browsing khan and playing
Hey buddy. have any plans fer the weekend?"
Not really. -"
Why don' t mu go but with same friends? It' s a nice night-"
h) recreation continues fer another five minutes
asks about girls and my "friends"
pl tryto dodge around admitting I have friends and have we experience with girls
buddy. just let me know ifyou everlast a ride somewhere. can borrow my car anytime yum want."
me en the shellder and leaves
kl get backto
Iffier a few minutes, feel thirsty
rive drinks in my ream
Aventure but of my ream and gs to the kitchen
my father in the living ream. crying
around the Lerner
s looking through photo albums at pictures of me
leeks up, tryingto hide that he was crying
Tm going out with same friends, can I still borrowers car?"
smiles the happiest smile I have seen in years
Sure thing buddy."
gets up and hugs me, tears in his eyes
kl get dressed. get in the car and leave
pl drive to an empty parking let in an industrial area
kl go to sleep in the back seat
remethe next morning
I was out with friends all night
hugs me again
Ne been doing this almost every weekend fer months now.