I have had my fair share of bad relationships man. One ending with me catching her kissing a other guy and when other lied to me about being pregnant just to break up and yet im hoping for that one girl who will bring that little enjoyment that i used to have. That little bit of joy from the horrid day or that surprise hug that i wont get anymore from her or anything for a matter in fact. I'll just keep wishing and dreaming for a better day and for that one special gal that i know will hopefully come by before i deploy and head off to war. I know im getting ahead of myself but, what i would give for that moment of bliss when just hugging her and caring for her makes everything else melt away and just her and me in an loving embrace but, dreams and thoughts never happen so, dreaming a dream is all i can ever do for now i take a lonely stand.