So, I am hoping you can take some time from whatever you do here to lend me some advice.
My family as a whole is very religious (Mormon), I however, am not in the slightest. Trouble is, I love my family to death and if I were to be an open atheist, it would cause a LOT of strain on the day-to-day. They all want me to go on a mission (2 years of trying to convert people) and I've been saying "yes" just to keep things calm. However, things can't stay like this forever, and I was wondering when/what I should do? I'm suppose to go on the mission two years from now.
Any help would be greatly appreciated.