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User avatar #4 - minionofdolan (01/14/2014) [-]
I know this pain...
User avatar #13 to #4 - dragondubobski (01/15/2014) [-]
Physical anxiety with no mental anxiety to justify it.
User avatar #14 to #13 - minionofdolan (01/15/2014) [-]
I beg to differ but ok.
User avatar #15 to #14 - dragondubobski (01/15/2014) [-]
In my case, anyways. I'll be sitting in school with a completely calm mind yet feel as if I'm going to throw up if I don't leave.
User avatar #16 to #15 - minionofdolan (01/15/2014) [-]
I know that feel I do very well psychical shaking just uneasy all the time. I have panic attacks luckly none this year yet.
User avatar #17 to #16 - dragondubobski (01/15/2014) [-]
Yeah, that must suck I it is also accompanied by mental stress. I took a job as a cashier to try to overcome it and it helped a little, but it was hard. One time one of the customers asked me if I was okay, and I realized that I was actually crying. weird experience, considering that I was pretty much completely mentally calm
#18 to #17 - minionofdolan (01/15/2014) [-]
I dont know that pain but I can only imagine friend. Im usually just un easy all the time almost always around any kind of crowd of people. Even family sadly, I just shut down and my mind goes crazy if you ever need a chat feel free to talk to me. I mean that I know these feels and it sucks.
#19 to #18 - dragondubobski (01/15/2014) [-]
Thanks, I extend the same to you, And I know the uneasy feel. Recently Its been under control by just focusing on something outside, when in view of a window. I would recommend taking a job where you have to deal with people on a low level for a summer, if resources allow for it. but its rough for the first couple weeks
User avatar #20 to #19 - minionofdolan (01/15/2014) [-]
Im currently looking for work due to being fired. December just diddnt wanna end. My 7 week old cousin passed away on the 17th same day I got fired for not going to work cause I was out of town to comfort my cousins lose. Then I lost my sister a few weeks later. Hasnt helped anything for me I just feel alot sadder then normal, yet Im mad at myself cause I have yet to mourn the death of my sister, I feel like a terrible person but Ive been numb for so long.
#22 to #20 - dragondubobski (01/15/2014) [-]
Wow, I'm just thinking of both my sisters, and what I would do without one of them. My area has had several deaths of students all around my age, and it is always scary. But 7 weeks old is too young, and your old boss has no respect. Things like that make me wish I was religious so that I wouldn't even try to make sense of it on my own. I hope that you have the strength to keep living, and I hope that the picture describes us in a couple years, or at least any time in the future. Just have to have some faith that some day It will seem worth it to be alive
User avatar #24 to #22 - minionofdolan (01/15/2014) [-]
Edit btw sorry I lost my cousin the 7th and my sister the 28th. I apologize for the error dont want you to think im trolling.
User avatar #23 to #22 - minionofdolan (01/15/2014) [-]
We will see where are you from? Merica here Oregon specifically. Im sure everything will work out fine in time.
User avatar #25 to #23 - dragondubobski (01/15/2014) [-]
florida, where stuff like this happens
I don't really doubt that it wont work out in the end, It's just that the only motivation I have to do anything with my life right now is knowing that I would regret it if I don't. which works, but its pretty weak motivation
User avatar #26 to #25 - minionofdolan (01/15/2014) [-]
Seeking help isnt weak motivation. Seeking help means you want/need help, its better to seek help then to lay in sorrow and dwell within it. I assume your around the age of the kids in the article. Im 25 so I have a few more years of depression on you not bragging btw. Misanthropy is a strange animal it can liberate yet it still destroys. We all have diffrent ways to cope you just need to find something to help, since depression and anxiety pretty much are hand and hand. I support you seeking help and encourage it for your all over well being. Gonna switch this to PM's no offense to FJ but im sure there all probably sick of us talking about our issues as well as OP lol.
#8 to #4 - leto (01/15/2014) [-]
you are not alone brother
User avatar #9 to #8 - minionofdolan (01/15/2014) [-]
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